last updated | the 30th of November, 2009 - Lemon online LT's notes | One month until Lem's B-day! <3
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LEMON { the socially-anxious old soul...
mood | Nervous thinking | ...What is this? A forest spirit? Here? Of course, he must be...
health | 100% mood | 100%
current song
"What Sarah Said" by Death Cab for Cutie
"But I'm thinking of what Sarah said
that "Love is watching someone die"...
So who's going to watch you die?"
GENDER female
TITLE "The Inevitable Tragedy" aka "The Socially-Anxious Old Soul"
EYE COLOR White
SET Real Deer Pelt > Real Deer Mask > Peacock Feathers { summer
Silver Pelt > Starling Mask > Peacock Feathers { winter She may also be seen as a mini deer, or as a fawn.
PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION
Lemon may be portrayed in a variety of ways; please feel free to portray her in any way you imagine. You may use my interpretation of her if you like, but of course you are free to follow your own idea of her physical appearance.
In my mind, Lemon's facial features are delicate and sweet, though the spooky surrealism of her white eyes often detracts from what would otherwise be a very pretty face. Lemon was born with sunny-yellow eyes, but they gradually grew lighter as she grew older, the physical side effect of her decaying eyesight. As an adult, Lemon is completely blind, and her eyes are clouded and white. She has quite a few scars from a youth full of scuffles, but they are fairly well hidden by her thick pelt.
Lemon often feels ashamed of her physical appearance. Being unable to tell what she looks like, she worries that she is very ugly or frightening to look at. Because of this, she has developed very low self esteem, and mostly prefers to hide her face behind a mask.
SPEECH COLOR
"yellow"
MATE STATUS
Complicated. She's got her eye on someone. And it's Walter.
CHILDREN
Peppa, daughter (presumed deceased)
CHARGES (Fawns she often looked after, but never formally adopted)
Dovev, Ba
FAMILY All family members are adopted; those with asterisks (*) were adopted directly.
* Hawey - Little sister
* Seed - Older brother
Payton - Sister (in-law)
Complex - Niece
* The Phantom - Guardian
MISC RELATIONSHIPS
Mystress - Spiritual adviser, Godmother
Quetzalcoatl - Mystic guide
Raunun - Best friend
Walter - Best friend, infatuation
Kaoori - Very close friend
Ba "Ball-of-Yarn" - Very close friend
SHOUT OUTS I try to avoid having a definitive "friend list", since Lemon tries to be friends with everyone she meets. But here are some deer who I feel deserve a special place in Lemon's biography, even though they don't quite fit into the other categories. <3 Listed in NO order.
Dovev, Vala, Quad, Winterleaf, Flyra, Nala, Nexity, Scape, The Hat Lady, Jadine, Kailani, Darcy, 21, Zerg, Quamar, Uno, Corridor, Cirrus, Fenkovan, Calamity, Chenaniah, and anyone else she happens to meet. <3
REFERENCE SHEET
Coming soon
PERSONALITY
Quiet, empathetic, and loving. Lemon has a big heart, and is always looking out for those she loves. She has a sort of obsession with fawns, and can often be found frolicking about with a little cluster of them. Lemon also quite enjoys making new friends, but finds it quite difficult due to her social anxiety. Though she is often very shy, Lemon is always one to try and befriend whomever she might come into contact with. It is extremely difficult to get on Lemon's bad side; even after upsetting her, she will usually be the first to try and make amends, hoping to make a friend out of an enemy. She is also apt to 'adopt' all sorts of deer who seem especially lonely (even adult deer such as the Phantom) -- whether they want her to, or not. She finds herself drawn mostly to loner-types like herself.
Lemon is a passionate creature, and is thus prone to boughts of extreme emotion. She does try to be optimistic, and longs to fill the forest with love and light. However, Lemon's emotions are fairly extreme, and she is apt to fall into occasional depressions over even the smallest things.
HOW SHE SHOWS AFFECTION
Lemon has a most peculiar way of showing her affection. She is extremely protective of her loved ones, and will carefully watch over them – even if from a distance. She is sinfully forgiving of those she truly adores, and is quick to fawn over those in need of comfort. When in a good mood, Lemon will hop circles around her beloved ones, often enticing them to join her in her silly flights of childish enjoyment. When in a more sullen mood, however, Lemon is often content to merely 'watch' over her loved ones from afar, often appearing to stalk them from a safe distance.
HOW EASY IS IT TO APPROACH LEMON?
Lemon is a fairly flighty creature, at times. Over time, she has become quite adept at avoiding company, when the mood strikes her. More often than not, however, she is quite welcoming of company in whatever form it may take. Though cautious at first, Lemon is quick to warm up to strangers, and she is almost always willing to put on a cheery face for her newfound companions, regardless of the circumstance.
SPECIAL NOTES
- Lemon often turns into a fawn when she's feeling especially scared, sad, or ashamed.
- Lemon was once extremely afraid of the zombie pelt. She has gotten over her fear a bit, but zombie deer still make her nervous.
- Because Lemon is blind, she almost always greets deer by sniffing them. This is, for the most part, how she recognizes others.
- Lemon is an expert at hiding, and unless she is defending someone else, she will almost always resort to running and hiding during confrontations.
- At the same time, Lemon is not afraid to hold her own in a fight -- especially if she knows her foe well.
That's actually a spell that gives you a default mask. I think it's a good idea, so you don't have to sneeze off all your other masks. He said it felt nice to not have the skull mask on. xD
I was laughing so hard when I made him turn into a fawn. 8D It seemed like Lemon liked it! xD
Haha, yeah. Lemon WOULD think that Seth was handsome, even without a mask. But she can't say that, because she wouldn't know. Being blind and all. |D The zombie mask and antlers are her favorite, though. <3
LOL, indeed. That was totally unexpected, I was giggling like crazy. Especially when you spazzed between being a fawn and an adult. xDDD
Aww, she really does like the zombie mask and antlers? 83 I could send you his spell data if you wanted them. <3 (It also has the pelt. I don't really care for it, though.)
Yeah, you get the option of doing that when your deer is grown. It's crazy when you have a spazzing party. xDDD
Lemon: Hi Winterleaf! I know, I'm extremely excited for my doe-day! :'DD Only a few more days! I'm going to wear a silver pelt, with the starling mask, and doe antlers. :3
Lemon: Oh, well er... I.. -blush- do have a crush on someone. He doesn't know, and... I can't imagine that he feels the same. In fact, I'm pretty sure he doesn't... see, he's much older than I am. But, I.. um, I am going to tell him how I feel, soon. If I can get up the courage, that is. We'll see what happens, I suppose?
And Jadine, no worries. I don't mind. :')
This is the magpie (I call it Starling lol) set: click!
Actually, Lemon has social anxiety because I do. It may seem strange, but it is actually even hard for me to meet pixilized virtual deer, just because I know that there are humans behind them. x____x So, naturally, I can't really make a deer who's totally friendly and always willing to play.
But <3. Lemon has made quite a few friends, and she (and I!) love them all to bits. <333!
Sorry if D was bothering Lemon today...he really likes her, has for a while, but she doesnt seem to like him as much ^^; So, sorry. He wont go after her again.
Oh... Well it just seems everytime he goes over, they briefly greet and then she runs off with someone else >< He'll follow a couple times but doesn't usually persist past that...
Shi --
Aww, I'm sorry. ;____; lol I didn't mean to make you feel bad, honestly. <3 Like I said, Lemon absolutely adores Darcy. :3 She is a relatively flighty creature, as it is -- and add to that the phantom, who is nearly always on the move, she doesn't stay in one place for long.
So sorry, dear! ;c <33
Winterleaf --
"Don't mention it, dear Winterleaf. Nala and Dynamite are two very, very good friends of mine. That alone is reason enough for me to try and cheer you up when I know you're feeling down. But aside from that, you're a very nice deer -- you're quite pleasant to be around. I was more than happy to spend some time with you, today!"
Because she lost her sight, she has come to rely on scent and hearing more than anything. Her hearing is exquisite, and she has a sharper nose than most deer in the forest, because she trained herself to be more reliant on her ears and nose.
Regardless, she still runs into the occasional tree, and she's really wary around the playground, for obvious reasons. xDD
Hai there! <3
Just wanted to know if it's okay that I use your epic fanart for me as an avatar? ^^
And btw, my looong overdue half is almost finished. I'ts never as awesome as yours, but I hope you'll like it anyway. =)
Flyra --
Of course I don't mind, I'm honored! :'D
And haha, don't worry about being late; I'm WAY behind on all my art, so I know how it feels. <3 Take your time, no stress! :3 And I'm sure I'll love it! <333
@LT: Okay! I'm just feeling so bad, because your fanart for me is just awesome... it's perfect for an avatar, thanks again so much!
I hope I can hurry! ^.^
Hey Leeeeeeeeeeeeemon. 8D Uhm, I'm sorry for not having Seth in the forest lately. 8( I have a huge project for school, and I'm using most of my time for that. <3
I might be able to get him in the forest tomorrow, but no promises. <3
Aaaand, I'm TRING to make a portrait of Lem for Valentine's Day, buuut I don't know if I can get it done in time. 8( 8( 8(
Echo --
Awww, don't worry about it. I have a ton of schoolwork to do, too, I haven't been around all that much, either. :<
I made a picture of Seth and Lemon for Saturday, but I'm still not happy with it, so I'm starting over. xD We'll see what turns out. <3 And don't worry if you don't get it done in time (or at all luls), I know how busy life can get. <33
"I miss you, my darling. <3"
xHunter --
That actually sounds like a very Lemon-y song! 0: The second one, that is. Sounds absolutely perfect for her. xD She and you must be quite similar! <3
Ohwhoops. Sorry for being all hyper on her! ^^;
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~Liëka~FIU~~Artemis/Hunter~Troll~Deer Of Deermuda~Mourner~Irish Elk~~Iranu and Ovavu~
Current obsessions:
Crappy on Valentines day? Oh, that just wont do! I'd send Emiva or Lenore into the forest, but my dad is currently on the TEF computer.
-shrug-
Well then.
FEEL BETTER SOON, M'DEAR <33 <33 <333
Meh, thanks guys. And it's okay, Lieka. xD Sorry for not playing, I need a forest-break for a while...
As for what's up her bum, it's partially me, since my boyfriend's being a total jerk, today. Of all days. It's also partially leftover phantom-drama, since he's in the forest, today. And it's also partially a very dark secret which Lemon has been holding on to, and is currently making her feel incredibly guilty. But that will come later...
*sees The Phantom sitting with Lemon and decides to shove off for a bit*
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~Liëka~FIU~~Artemis/Hunter~Troll~Deer Of Deermuda~Mourner~Irish Elk~~Iranu and Ovavu~
Current obsessions:
He asked me to apologise on his behalf whilst I'm cleaning these fleas of his out. He won't stop scratching!
aand the other stag was Draco, an oooold friend of Walter's. They used to be rivals, since Draco is as equally as strong as Walter. Seeing him made Walter miss the old days when does were objects to be collected and other stags should be dead.
Heulyn, I applaud your efforts and your victory, as I have heard of your quarrel. Surly the angels are singing in Heaven! Yet I wish to know if you're ok-- is everything alright?
Heulyn = celtic word for "ray of sun shine"
edit: I'm putting Myst in the forest for about a half-hour or so.
Zerg's a bit overly hyper right now, but Mar Sart would like to see Lemon just to know if she's alright.
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I'm a bit weird, but so is everyone else in the world, thus weird is normal and normal is weird. This in mind, I'm actually a little normal, and anyone who is completely normal might really be a serial killer. <- My logic. True self quote.
Verdalas -- xDD Aww, poor old jerk. <3 I hope you get all those fleas out; Lemon's lucky she hasn't caught any, yet...
Aww. Writing about Draco and Walter in my latest chapter made me miss my evil-womanizing (to put it lightly) character, Devlin. ;u; He was an awesome character, though highly inappropriate. xD
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Sarita -- Well it wasn't much of a fight. x) But lol. <3
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Shi -- Haha, yeah. Lemon was sleeping next to Uio and Kailani last night, in the pond. <3 She was kind of glad to know she wasn't the only victim of Walter's rampage last night, though she was sad to see that Uio and Kailani (and who knows how many others!) were hurt.
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Mystress -- "Thank you, Mystress... I am alright, I suppose. A little shaken, a little hurt. But I'll be fine. Thank you so much, Bidelia, for your concern. You truly are the purest spirit."
<3
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Zerg -- I noticed. xD Sorry for Lemon being so slow and boring, but she's not exactly in the mood for bouncing around. ;c I took her out of the forest because I felt that she was sort of dampening everyone's day. xD I'll bring her back in, a little later. <3 But she'll be okay. Just a little shaken up.
Lemon seems to be quite happy today! Mystress was overjoyed to see her, and Walter was really happy today in the forest as well, which made Mystress almost want to tip-toe around afraid something would upset him, but he was bouncing right along with the pack (and 21!)...:') Hehee.
Today was a good day!
And I can't help but ask:
"My school needs to get its act together."
Those are my thoughts exactly about my school... lol, if you need to vent about it I'm right there with ya....
Yes, today was a VERY good day, for Lemon. x3 She's still really nervous around Walter, and she doesn't really want to risk spoiling such a wonderful day by trying her luck with him. Having so many friends around has put her in a euphoric state -- everyone just seems so happy and playful, today. <3
I thought it was quite funny that everyone was copying Lemon, every time she went to lay down. xD <3
And ugh, school. Don't remind me. xD Thing is, my homeschooling program is fairly new, so they're still kind of getting set up. Unfortunately for me. x____x It's a lot of lost paperwork, really busy teachers, late replies, etc. Just a lot of extra stress, in addition to the stress of needing to get all my credits in for graduation!
That's exactly how Mystress felt today too. And Yorres showed up toady also, and she really felt good then, and then seeing Queze, Lemon, AND Walter, her day exploded in happiness!
Sorry about your homeschool program! I'm homeschooled also, and my mom has taken the reins and it's her cerriculum that we follow, instead of the state's. I'm in New York, I don't know if there are any more "strict" rules you may have to follow. Sorry about that, it sounds really stressful. :'( Poor Lemon.
Aw, poor Walter. xD Lemon is sorry for doing that; it made her feel really bad. But Walter, you can't expect to attack a deer twice (even if she was asking for it, lol), and then assume they want to get all cozy next to you, now. x_____x
LEMON
GENDER
Hehe, sorry about Seth
D'awww! Why is Lemon sad? D8 Well, I hope Seth cheered her up. <3
lol, that's okay. xD After
And of course he cheered her up. <3 He always does.
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That's actually a spell that
I was laughing so hard when I made him turn into a fawn. 8D It seemed like Lemon liked it! xD
Haha, yeah. Lemon WOULD
LOL, indeed. That was totally unexpected, I was giggling like crazy. Especially when you spazzed between being a fawn and an adult. xDDD
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Seth: -blush- Aww, she
Aww, she really does like the zombie mask and antlers? 83 I could send you his spell data if you wanted them. <3 (It also has the pelt. I don't really care for it, though.)
Yeah, you get the option of doing that when your deer is grown. It's crazy when you have a spazzing party. xDDD
lol, nah that's okay. Lemon
Lemon: -horrified-
Butyeah lol. I'm not a fan of the pelt, either, actually. :> Just the mask and antlers, really. <3
And bahaha, it looks really insane, I'll tell you that. xD <33
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Hey Lemon! your almos all
Lemon: Hi Winterleaf! I
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WinterLeaf XD Im so happy
Jadine Hiya! excuse WinterLeaf. he had tomany vaults today >.>
Lemon: Oh, well er... I..
And Jadine, no worries. I don't mind. :')
This is the magpie (I call it Starling lol) set: click!
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if you are new to the game,
because you will have lots of new friends
*cheers*
Thanks, hunter. x) Do you
Actually, Lemon has social anxiety because I do. It may seem strange, but it is actually even hard for me to meet pixilized virtual deer, just because I know that there are humans behind them. x____x So, naturally, I can't really make a deer who's totally friendly and always willing to play.
But <3. Lemon has made quite a few friends, and she (and I!) love them all to bits. <333!
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ya, i was talking about her
i was the same why a few weeks ago. i used to be so bad about that i litterly got off the game for a wile.
it was the same for other games too.
but i grew out of it, after i found some friends.
It's rather funny for me to look back at the way i acked before.
Heh, well the reason I
I guess I'll get Seth back into the forest! xD
=/ Sorry if D was bothering
Sorry if D was bothering Lemon today...he really likes her, has for a while, but she doesnt seem to like him as much ^^; So, sorry. He wont go after her again.
Bothering Lemon? D: Oh no!
She adores Darcy! <33 She went to give him a nuzzle just a moment ago, but he backed away, so I assumed you just wanted to be left alone. xD D:
Also: who was that deer he was with? Lemon was intimidated by them, she's never met them before, and she's feeling rather skittish, today. :<
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Oh... Well it just seems
And it's ok about the other deer, he understood..
"Thanks for hanging with me
Shi -- Aww, I'm sorry.
Aww, I'm sorry. ;____; lol I didn't mean to make you feel bad, honestly. <3 Like I said, Lemon absolutely adores Darcy. :3 She is a relatively flighty creature, as it is -- and add to that the phantom, who is nearly always on the move, she doesn't stay in one place for long.
So sorry, dear! ;c <33
Winterleaf --
"Don't mention it, dear Winterleaf. Nala and Dynamite are two very, very good friends of mine. That alone is reason enough for me to try and cheer you up when I know you're feeling down. But aside from that, you're a very nice deer -- you're quite pleasant to be around. I was more than happy to spend some time with you, today!"
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Oh! I didn't know she was
To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul
To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul
Haha, yep, she's blind.
Because she lost her sight, she has come to rely on scent and hearing more than anything. Her hearing is exquisite, and she has a sharper nose than most deer in the forest, because she trained herself to be more reliant on her ears and nose.
Regardless, she still runs into the occasional tree, and she's really wary around the playground, for obvious reasons. xDD
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Hai there! <3 Just wanted to
Just wanted to know if it's okay that I use your epic fanart for me as an avatar? ^^
And btw, my looong overdue half is almost finished. I'ts never as awesome as yours, but I hope you'll like it anyway. =)
Lightcreator
Lemon is my homedawg cB
Flyra -- Of course I don't
Of course I don't mind, I'm honored! :'D
And haha, don't worry about being late; I'm WAY behind on all my art, so I know how it feels. <3 Take your time, no stress! :3 And I'm sure I'll love it! <333
Emiva --
LOL! <333
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@LT: Okay! I'm just feeling
I hope I can hurry! ^.^
Lightcreator
Hey Leeeeeeeeeeeeemon. 8D
I might be able to get him in the forest tomorrow, but no promises. <3
Aaaand, I'm TRING to make a portrait of Lem for Valentine's Day, buuut I don't know if I can get it done in time. 8( 8( 8(
cool song on the link. the
the song that fits my mood is this one
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7VdTfZCZ3g
joking this is the real one.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8C8AVWLhwI
inspirer writing and poems
if you like dragon eggs you can look at mine. at
http://dragcave.net/user/xhunter
Echo -- Awww, don't worry
Awww, don't worry about it. I have a ton of schoolwork to do, too, I haven't been around all that much, either. :<
I made a picture of Seth and Lemon for Saturday, but I'm still not happy with it, so I'm starting over. xD We'll see what turns out. <3 And don't worry if you don't get it done in time (or at all luls), I know how busy life can get. <33
"I miss you, my darling. <3"
xHunter --
That actually sounds like a very Lemon-y song! 0: The second one, that is. Sounds absolutely perfect for her. xD She and you must be quite similar! <3
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What had Lemon so down, out
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Nelle Rovine
Join Nelle Rovine, my unicorn RP
Ohwhoops. Sorry for being
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~Liëka~FIU~
Current obsessions:
Crappy on Valentines day?
-shrug-
Well then.
FEEL BETTER SOON, M'DEAR <33 <33 <333
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Hugs and kisses,
Meh, thanks guys. And
As for what's up her bum, it's partially me, since my boyfriend's being a total jerk, today. Of all days. It's also partially leftover phantom-drama, since he's in the forest, today. And it's also partially a very dark secret which Lemon has been holding on to, and is currently making her feel incredibly guilty.
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sdfjkldkfj TELL ME.
sdfjkldkfj TELL ME.
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Hugs and kisses,
*sees The Phantom sitting
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~Liëka~FIU~
Current obsessions:
I.. um. I told Walter that
In fact he tried murdering half the Forest.. x_X;
I noticed. ;_____; And
And Lemon's trying to save his butt, pff.
But it threw a nice twist into my story! 8')
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He asked me to apologise on
aand the other stag was Draco, an oooold friend of Walter's. They used to be rivals, since Draco is as equally as strong as Walter. Seeing him made Walter miss the old days when does were objects to be collected and other stags should be dead.
GOOD TIMES, GOOD TIMES. <3
Lemon won a fight against
Aww....She, Kail and Uio can
Heulyn, I applaud your
Heulyn = celtic word for "ray of sun shine"
edit: I'm putting Myst in the forest for about a half-hour or so.
Zerg's a bit overly hyper
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I'm a bit weird, but so is everyone else in the world, thus weird is normal and normal is weird. This in mind, I'm actually a little normal, and anyone who is completely normal might really be a serial killer. <- My logic. True self quote.
Verdalas -- xDD Aww, poor
Aww. Writing about Draco and Walter in my latest chapter made me miss my evil-womanizing (to put it lightly) character, Devlin. ;u; He was an awesome character, though highly inappropriate. xD
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Sarita -- Well it wasn't much of a fight. x) But lol. <3
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Shi -- Haha, yeah. Lemon was sleeping next to Uio and Kailani last night, in the pond. <3 She was kind of glad to know she wasn't the only victim of Walter's rampage last night, though she was sad to see that Uio and Kailani (and who knows how many others!) were hurt.
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Mystress -- "Thank you, Mystress... I am alright, I suppose. A little shaken, a little hurt. But I'll be fine. Thank you so much, Bidelia, for your concern. You truly are the purest spirit."
<3
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Zerg -- I noticed. xD Sorry for Lemon being so slow and boring, but she's not exactly in the mood for bouncing around. ;c I took her out of the forest because I felt that she was sort of dampening everyone's day. xD I'll bring her back in, a little later. <3 But she'll be okay. Just a little shaken up.
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Yay Lemon!!! Hope she is
MEZZANINE'S BIO/// P'S BIO
Lemon seems to be quite
Today was a good day!
And I can't help but ask:
"My school needs to get its act together."
Those are my thoughts exactly about my school... lol, if you need to vent about it I'm right there with ya....
Yes, today was a VERY good
I thought it was quite funny that everyone was copying Lemon, every time she went to lay down. xD <3
And ugh, school. Don't remind me. xD Thing is, my homeschooling program is fairly new, so they're still kind of getting set up. Unfortunately for me. x____x It's a lot of lost paperwork, really busy teachers, late replies, etc. Just a lot of extra stress, in addition to the stress of needing to get all my credits in for graduation!
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That's exactly how Mystress
Sorry about your homeschool program! I'm homeschooled also, and my mom has taken the reins and it's her cerriculum that we follow, instead of the state's. I'm in New York, I don't know if there are any more "strict" rules you may have to follow. Sorry about that, it sounds really stressful. :'( Poor Lemon.
<33
Walter was upset that Lemon
Aw, poor Walter. xD Lemon
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:'( Amen. Founder of The
Amen.
sorta off topic, but I love
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I'm a little wolf inside a girl.
Lightbringer-apprentice to Yorres
Lightbringer-apprentice to Yorres