I WOULD SEND PICS BUT I DUN HAVE CAMERA

I GOT A SUNBURN

"Wonder what's out there...."


I will be on a volunteer trip in Ecuador starting June 6 and won't be back until July 8 (savin' the whales and all that good stuff!). So, that means Riza will not be in the forest for a while. She will miss her fairly newfound friends very, very much. She will return a wiser doe. It'll beat the fawn outta me that's for sure! xD

She also hopes Ferin won't be too sad while she's gone. "You'll see me in your dreams." <3

I'll get on the website to say hi if I can!

The Fawn

"...can't you...
...hear us?"
"No...I don't. I don't! Leave me alone!"
The fever breaks then, for a moment. I see watery shapes swimming before my eyes that clear, becoming the forest. The forest? Was I here before?
I couldn't tell you.
"Your flowers are wilted...You should take better care of yourself..."
I see the little wilted purple flowers at my feet when I look down. Little dead things. I shiver and look away, shaking the rest from my antlers.
"Shut up. This is your fault."
I realize that I am standing in a patch of purple flowers, with little blue butterflies flitting around. One lands on my nose and I smile weakly, gathering up a few of the flowers for my own antlers.
The world starts swaying and I sit down, hard. My eyes close and I feel shaky again. Is the fever coming back?
I fight it off and stand again, listening. I want to know if there is somebody here, somebody that I remember. If I remember. I want to test myself.
Then I recognize her. I struggle towards her and she finds me as well. For a moment, I can't place why I know her.
Then I remember her. Tally, I've missed you so much...
You're so tiny now! That was really surprising. I know you'll still protect me though.
It was good to sit by you and feel so safe. I wish I could have held you up longer when you sat on my back, but I'm afraid I'm still too weak for that.
I suppose you still wonder why I'm afraid of fawns. I think I told you before, but there is more to it than that now. I wish I didn't have to see them...
At least those does with you were nice, and that one that came up later. For awhile, I was happy.
They wouldn't let it stay that way...
Their voices crept into my mind, one light gold, the other dark, dark red.

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[=gray] Name: Zuzanna, I prefer the nickname Z

Age: ...11...

Personality: I'm the 'dark' kind of human if you like.
My friends tell me that I'm the shadow of the day.
I'm not to kind and not to mean, maybe I'm more mean then kind though.
I usually prefer being alone... glaring... Somewhere.
I always wanted to be a wolf, they are so free... I always wanted to be free.

Health: 58% "Gtfo mosquietoes!"
Mental: 90% (will never reach 100)