Diary Entry

Hehe, Hiya People Of earth and Space

, Im Shiranui_Wolf, First Time Player, First Time Blogger XD, Anyway, Im Enjoying the Game so far, It would be nice to make new Friend's on here

. It's a Well done game, and i enjoy being on it

My Deer is called Jagara, She is in fact Female xP.

If some of you play WolfQuest you'll know me by
Mystic_Wolf
+ Shiranui +
xP, I've recently moved to the Shiranui Account, So you might not find me on mystic wolf But it's worth a look dont ya think xD...

This story is the continuation of Age. Fac ut gaudeam

If you have not been following this series then feel free to get caught up at the Story Hub.
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I can't be seen.... if I'm seen by someone, they'll hurt me, and if they hurt me, I'll hurt them... I have to hide.... I'm not normal... I was hurt because I'm not normal... he hurt me.... Everything hurts.... it hurts to think about it.... the memories.... the memories are terrible.... I want them gone, I need them out of my head.... I need them blown out of my head.... they all hurt, all of them, I need my brain shredded to bits, I want the pain gone, nobody would care..... but my Mother. My mother needs me.... my mother cares about me..... I think... I think that she cares about me.... I don't know.... but she needs me.... but I wish she didn't..... then I could make the memories leave..... forever....

Good, evil, nothing in the middle.
Love, hate, a never ending riddle.
Fact, fiction, nothing what it seems.
Awake, Sleep, never ending dreams.

How I so long for my purpose in life
Spreading its dubiousness, rampantly rife.
I can see my end, there clinging the knife...
Marching my soul to the sound of drum and fife.

Break the Glass, Break My Fall
Break my Heart, ...when in gall.
Break the Past, Break Your Thrall
Break the thought of we had it all...

Darkness in my hindsight, light ahead.
To shatter this curse and make amend.
Now struggling with the hate I had led.
Stopping the source of sorrow I had bred....

I’m so Alone...
Yet we are all that
Here, there, crying at home
Now, Then, tears to foam
Can you admit it?
Or do you cling to ignorance?
That makes you so “bold”
Every man faces death...
...Alone

This is just a tale of great passion
not one of great trend or fashion
Its my life of life I have lived alive
Now in continues forever in the mind

Make It Fast, Make Me Awe
Break my ignorance, ...when you start to call.
Make me gasp, Make me fawn
Make it start, so the love can dawn...

I have no excuses for the span of time.
But on the bright side! Some of it has no screenshots due to time being eaten by senior thesis. That said, there's still ~40 images ahead.

"I belong to a family now... I-I can hardly believe it. I haven't met my brother, Wish, yet, but I can't wait till I do. I know that he gets a bit scared sometimes, but I hope he isn't a wimp, I want to play with him! I met my Daddy today, it took a while to make him realise who I was, I think, he went to sleep for a bit then woke up, then he recognised me!"

"We went to the water fountain, where we changed into different animals. Daddy and I turned into two doves once! It was really fun. But then Daddy had to go, I was a bit sad, but I was glad I had found him."

"I really want to see my Mummy and Brother though..."

~ A new face to the forest ~

[Coming (sometime soon... ><)]

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"...I'm glad I have you..."

"...I will work to be the best I can be for you..."

The Priest
It has been a while. Long ago, I knew all of your faces. Some were my enemies, others my closest friends.
Now I know so very few.
Where has the time gone?
I sense much darkness within this forest now. I fear the implications of such an occurrence...I fear a recurrence of that Time.
I fear that I have become useless to combat this darkness...
If it is even wished by the Gods. How am I to know?
Yet other presences are mysteriously lacking. Where are the ones I considered enemies once? Many seem to have fled.
For this, I am glad. Good riddance to the darkness.
Others, however, still remain. I have seen you, doe. I know you still remain.

I spoke with Brother Matthias today--or rather, where he lays now. His headstone gives me some comfort, even if...
I spoke to him of the forest. I spoke to him of my attempts to find the Gods again. He was silent, of course, and I gained no answers.
I went to the Gods then, yet they remained silent. Statues, nothing more.
Are they fading away from us?
The fawn that lay next to me, though, gave me some warmth. It has been awhile since I have sat so close to another.
If only I could have known your name, little one, yet you seemed to have no pictogram of your own...

I walked the forest then, saw faces I could not recognize, new life within this forest. I do wonder if I will eventually know them, or if I wish to.
I ended the day in a patch of sunlight, eyes closed, soaking in the warmth and listening to the light birdsong.
At least this had not changed.

[Short writing is short. xD]

A little about origin and events that happened to Foxbrow while being in the Forest.
Click to see and learn her story.

See Foxbrow's bio
See part one
See part two
This is part three

[=gold]“So tired..

So weak..

So hungry…..

As the days go by the fawn grows bigger and stronger

However I grow weaker and weaker.

The first month into my pregnancy I knew this was not going to be normal or easy.

I had been told carrying a demons fawn would be no easy task…after the fact *grumbles*

The simple pinecones and berries were no longer enough to satisfy me.

I needed more..The fawn needed more.

It needed meat

I had taken up hunting long before I became pregnant. However I had never actually killed or eaten any living thing.

I had always left that up to Asaroth. I did it for him anyway.

It was my job.

I had no interest in eating meat.

It was a strange concept for me.

But that changed.

Hunting and eating the smaller animals of the forest became a regular part of my day.

It kept the fawn healthy but held no nutritional benefit for myself.

Deer like myself are not made to eat meat.

The strange eating habits made me sick.

I had always been thin; but by month two I could tell my weight had dropped.

I saw no reason to be concerned at the time.

My body was changing adjusting..

Perhaps it was normal?

I started to show earlier than most

I blamed my small size.

The Endless Forest

Mah First Day Here xP

Non compos mentis [Furfur Diary 16]

Make it all go away...

Antics 3-29 to 5-15-10 [image heavy]

Ice's Diary Entry - A Family...

Aoie's Diary (test)

A son... (Ayanel Diary Entry 11)

Forgotten

Part three - Deer of all kinds

Night Happenings