~ A new face to the forest ~


[Coming (sometime soon... ><)]

The Priest
It has been a while. Long ago, I knew all of your faces. Some were my enemies, others my closest friends.
Now I know so very few.
Where has the time gone?
I sense much darkness within this forest now. I fear the implications of such an occurrence...I fear a recurrence of that Time.
I fear that I have become useless to combat this darkness...
If it is even wished by the Gods. How am I to know?
Yet other presences are mysteriously lacking. Where are the ones I considered enemies once? Many seem to have fled.
For this, I am glad. Good riddance to the darkness.
Others, however, still remain. I have seen you, doe. I know you still remain.

I spoke with Brother Matthias today--or rather, where he lays now. His headstone gives me some comfort, even if...
I spoke to him of the forest. I spoke to him of my attempts to find the Gods again. He was silent, of course, and I gained no answers.
I went to the Gods then, yet they remained silent. Statues, nothing more.
Are they fading away from us?
The fawn that lay next to me, though, gave me some warmth. It has been awhile since I have sat so close to another.
If only I could have known your name, little one, yet you seemed to have no pictogram of your own...

I walked the forest then, saw faces I could not recognize, new life within this forest. I do wonder if I will eventually know them, or if I wish to.
I ended the day in a patch of sunlight, eyes closed, soaking in the warmth and listening to the light birdsong.
At least this had not changed.

[Short writing is short. xD]

[=gold]“So tired..


So weak..


So hungry…..

As the days go by the fawn grows bigger and stronger

However I grow weaker and weaker.

The first month into my pregnancy I knew this was not going to be normal or easy.

I had been told carrying a demons fawn would be no easy task…after the fact *grumbles*


The simple pinecones and berries were no longer enough to satisfy me.

I needed more..The fawn needed more.

It needed meat

I had taken up hunting long before I became pregnant. However I had never actually killed or eaten any living thing.

I had always left that up to Asaroth. I did it for him anyway.

It was my job.

I had no interest in eating meat.

It was a strange concept for me.

But that changed.

Hunting and eating the smaller animals of the forest became a regular part of my day.

It kept the fawn healthy but held no nutritional benefit for myself.

Deer like myself are not made to eat meat.

The strange eating habits made me sick.

I had always been thin; but by month two I could tell my weight had dropped.

I saw no reason to be concerned at the time.

My body was changing adjusting..

Perhaps it was normal?

I started to show earlier than most

I blamed my small size.

I awoke this morning and decided to run around playing with some fawn's and other stags.
I had tons of fun but left to be alone to think.
After a while of laying there and thinking i ended up falling asleep.
Once i awoke i seen that a stag was standing there, so i got up to greet him/her. although
i was curious why he/she was there. so we nuzzled and danced some.
After a while i decided to go be alone.
I noticed he/she was fallowing me so i decided to run to the Old Oak.
After i arrived there i laid down to think some more.
I ended up thing about if i was going to get chased off by anyone to day.
Wondering if i would make any more friends.
Then i turned my head and there he/she was standing there and then laying near me.
*thinking: is he/she stalking me? is he/she just bored and needs someone to hang out with?
or is he/she curious?*
So then i get up and run off looking for a new place to be ALONE.
Says inside my head * the De Drinkplaats should be a good spot! *
Finally i arrive there and lay near the drinking spot.
i say to myself in my head... *finally im ALONE...*
-The End-


( dont be to harsh on this diary its my first one like this...)