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Testing - stuff I'm listening to...

"Yesterday I found my uncle, Xylen. He is soo grumpy! It was fun though! I had to keep a watchful eye out for stags because he attacks every one he sees.. overprotective.. very over protective.."
"Anyways, we went to the ruins and sat on a grave, I fell down the hole and Uncle just stood there in the cage watching me. Helpful. I managed to get out and then we danced for a bit with some fawns. Uncle didn't really want to dance but I made him, I think he liked it though."

"Then we bumped into Kojii. Elyana likes Kojii, Kojii likes Elyana. Uncle hates Kojii. As usual, Uncle barged past me and started to fight. I mooed loudly at Uncle. He glanced at me then concentrated on the fight again. I rolled my eyes then walked away, not looking back. Uncle ran after me and I turned, mooed loudly in his face, then kept walking on."

"I would have loved to catch the expression on his face!"

"Then I met Flyleaf. We hopped around for a bit then lay down beside each other. He fell asleep after a while and I got up and went away. Flyleaf is really fun and kind. I hope to meet him in the future."

Amadahy

Jealousy creeps into my heart like a snake. It wraps around it and constricts. I watch everyone.
I watch who I used to consider my friends.
I watch them find each other, fall in love, and leave me behind.
Even if I was falling for them, I don’t have a chance any longer.
I secretly curse the ones who took them from me, secretly send glares and venom in their direction. They won’t know, because I’m a coward, right? Maybe someday they will. Ha.
Yesterday…
Well…
Where to begin…?

I suppose the first thing I remember is seeing a strange deer with the set of Kaoori’s mate, yet a different picto.
He was staring at me, straight into me. He didn’t really react too much…Just stared. I started to get a little nervous then.
Then Kaoori came. She seemed confused too, so we both went to check him out. He was so strange…After staring at him for a bit, he left, and we followed him.
He turned around and came to sniff me.
He unnerved me too much, so I took off. He was still in the area though and I have to admit that I was a bit…interested. I watched him a bit longer, but nothing else happened.
…Hm.

Maybe it was then that I first saw Furfur’s picto or…something so close to it. I…don’t really know. I followed it only to find some sort of doe with a crying mask.
…I don’t know if I’ve been hallucinating or what. I didn’t eat too many mushrooms or anything…haha…

Throughout the whole day, I kept seeing pictos like Furfur’s. Each time, I’d be so hopeful that it was him, that maybe he was back…Each time I’d look for him, and find some other deer in his place.
It was then that I realized…that he’s gone. He’s gone forever, he’s not coming back. So I gave up, closed my eyes, and tried to let him go.
I couldn’t. Somehow, I still hope he’ll be back some day.

I had been yelling at this one spot and hoping that deer would come back, still thinking it was Furfur, when a tiny little stag came up to me.