Diary Entry

TITLE // Entry 1: “Meeting ‘P’” | ALTER \\ “HOST”

I have a massive headache writing this. I had lost my identity before I was even known and I almost considered shutting the game down to ignore my social experiment. I wish I had taken a picture of the brown deer with the “clown nose” who helped me find my Owl Mask back, the face I decided to outwardly project him as. The HOST. He is 1 of 5 audibly heard voices inside of my head, and could be my saving grace sometimes. He will always gatekeep 12 oclock position where his voice is projected at volumes heard even when trying to sleep. I wish we could tell this “Clown” how grateful we are to finally identify HOST into the game, as an Owl Mask. I have been feeling really really good lately, so HOST has been most audible.

Accompanied with us, I saw her. A Veteran, and possibly one of the second best encounters I’ve had in a game that feels like a TRUE HOME. “P”. Their sigil, a prominent character of their name, glowed brightly when we played around with different masks on my face, The Clown, rolling in play each mask that displayed over my face. I felt like each voice had came through all at once, greeting these deer in their own characters, just as i hear them every second. I was almost tear filled, when P bestowed a beautiful rack of antlers, White, Red, and Black tipped. It wasn't as grand as the antlers for the Angel, But the Secretary antlers fit the style of HOST’s protective aura when I talk to myself. Now, I dont have to feel alone when I never have anyone to talk to.

When the Clown disappeared, P cried. She had lots of fun frolicking around, when she bestowed a skin for me. But when I felt overwhelmed by the argument eating inside my head, i laid. And P stood over me, protecting me just like HOST.

We shall meet again.

-The Angel

Note: I will figure out to import images soon enough. For now, I hope I am a Descriptive True story teller.

The Angel Faun, "Schizo Deer"

I woke up as a fawn in the game, played with one of the Blue Sister Twins, where i first paid respects to the red coat deer, and was greeted and acknowledged by the Gods near the drinking fountain. I have been blessed and welcomed to the endless forest family.

When i came on by myself, i laid with the Red Coat deer for a short while, when i saw a group of 4 teenage deer playing by twin rocks. 2 of them had peacock manes, yet different coats. One Red coat peacock mane, and one blue coat peacock mane. The 'maned twins' were playing with a grey "monkey deer", and a brown masked buck.

We danced like no tomorrow! They seemed so happy to see a new face. I wonder what they named me. Dancing, braying, and even bowing to respect one another, our fun was fulfilling.

And when i was all tired out, i rested next to the Peacock themed Deer, "PeaFaun", sleeping next to the twin rocks. We snuggled endlessly. -"The Angel Faun"

Note: I shall use the masks to identify each alter that took place in me that day.
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[ P ] Memory Pool



The Memory Pool

- A forest journal for P -
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You find yourself stumbling through the woods in the summertime, there are wasps flying nearby and the sound
of their buzzing is quite loud. The air is humid as you catch sight of a beautiful pool of water before you. There is a
calming sense that you are welcome here, and you gently walk over to the waters edge take a closer look...



Sitting quietly at the edge of the pool is a large creature. He seems to be focusing on the soft ripples
on the waters surface. He then tells you that this pool of water is a sacred place for him. This is where
he can peer into the water and reflecting back at him are images and memories of his time spent in The
Endless Forest. He smiles softly as the sunlight bounces off the surface of the water and casts golden
lights across his large glistening eyes. "Thank you for visiting me, my friend " He says, with a toothy grin.
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- Theme music goes here -

- Bio page link goes here -


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Missy | Art + Screenshots






She used to be a regular deer.
A doe with soft eyes the color of river mud and a coat brushed in golden-brown sunlight. She lived in a quiet enclosure in a small town zoo, watched by children with sticky fingers and sleepy parents who rarely gave her more than a passing glance.
To the keepers, she had been known as 'Missy.' A stained oak sign hung on an old wooden pole which ran far above her enclosure. Her world was small, but peaceful. Leaves drifting from the same trees, the rustle of paper bags, and the low hum of voices beyond her containment.

Then it began on a quiet, cloudy evening. The zookeeper had just done her rounds, whistling a tune as she locked the gate. The doe lifted her head, ears flicking, drawn to something beyond the trees. Something behind the fence. Not outside of it, but behind reality. Something unseen but watching. She blinked. And the world blinked back. The cameras failed that night, static hissing like a whisper through the surveillance feed. When morning came, she was still there. Standing in the same place. But something had… shifted.
The keepers didn’t notice right away. She looked the same, after all. At first. They didn’t see the way her legs bent just a little too far when she walked. Or how her eyes no longer reflected light.

snowfall. [image heavy]

diary entry from today's short visit.

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Returning after 11 years

Wow. I almost couldn't believe it when I guessed my password right. But here I am! I doubt anyone here now remembers me, but I was an avid uses here a decade ago. Not sure if I'll stick around for a long time, but if you see me in game or happen to recall me, let me know! I've kept up with rping on other platforms, and maybe I'll even pick up my old character for some writing!

Sneepful Diary

I decided to make a little thread I'll update every time I'm on the forest since the original one I made doesn't really have room for that lol

If you haven't noticed me online: I'm shy and busy, but whenever I am online I take a lot of screenshots,
just a bit ago I found my deer's long lost father... this pictogram is almost *identical* to mine, and I thought it was, but its very slightly different, I took a screenshot, tabbed back in, and they're gone,


Cya dad.....

I'm gonna keep exploring and snooping till I've had my fill.

Well that was lovely

Came on for my evening walk tonight, nobody awake so I just played in the flowers

https://imgur.com/a/NTHveEr

got inside this big old tree

https://imgur.com/fxgSA0n

hey I can eat these mushrooms!

https://imgur.com/WD3SVWm

there's other deer around but I'm kinda shy so I just walk by quietly, don't want to disturb 'em..

https://imgur.com/m2MBv2r

took a few goes but got a selfie of me jumping over the stream near the waterfall..

https://imgur.com/ExDq7YJ

oh hey someone's here but they're praying, not gonna interrupt THAT moment...

https://imgur.com/d39Q2Ey

boy those antlers look kinda scary!

https://imgur.com/s2DqP2P

maybe I'll just sit down on my little hill and go back to sleep

https://imgur.com/REVVo1K

wait no I am not alone that's Widmung casting magic on me!

https://imgur.com/Bh47hed

And Eris too! (I am learning to recognise some glyphs and other deer)

https://imgur.com/klbCgpx

Frolicking ensues. And whereas I felt alone and shy now I feel happy and I have a big smile.

https://imgur.com/bckoTU1

I think this is the most deer I've ever been close to at one time.

https://imgur.com/JRKYDo6

And a lovely end to my forest time today. Thank you Widmung and Eris for spending time with me, and for the magic and frolics.

https://imgur.com/ppXQsWA

A walk, interrupted.

I have taken to having a walk through the forest before bed. Usually it is quiet, all the other deer sleeping.

Tonight was different, I met a group of stags who ran and frolicked with me, and changed my appearance.

It was fun! We ran and leaped like spring lambs.

I turned one of them into a frog for a while. I hope they didn't mind.

Thank you to those who took time to play with me.

https://imgur.com/a/PgwuzDe

A year has gone by (2025.)

It seems that an entire year has passed since Fjara was created and I came back to this community. I haven't posted a New Years screenshot dump, and while I've unfortunately missed Fjara's birthday by whole 8 weeks... I'm posting this today regardless since it's my birthday. Laughing out loud I am thankful for this game for allowing me to meet so many great people, and I wanted to thank all of the dear souls that frequently keep Fjara company (even through entire nights whenever I leave the computer on by accident!) You are all appreciated and I wish you the best. Happy Valentines day to those that celebrate!

Here's a little thing too, huge thanks to my best friend Atlas for teaching me how to deep fry images Evil its a new obsession.

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