It wasn't really worth waking up today, though the forest was as beautiful as always but not a soul wanted to play. After wandering around for ages looking for a deer I recognised, I spotted Saosin sleeping soundly in the grass i had to chuckle a little at the snores that were coming from the red stag and before I could catch myself I had woken him up and we shared a bow and a nuzzle before he sat back down and dozed off again. I lay down with him for a while, but eventually realised I wanted to play and he wanted to sleep so i let him be.
I found a group of deer not too far from the pond and I must have woken them up on the wrong side of the grass because they were decidedly grumpy, one even stamped at me when I tried get them to play and they weren't the only ones as not one deer wanted to dance, apart from a small faun which stayed with me for only a few minutes. I don't know what has gone in the forest it just seems a less friendly place with no one wanting to get to know new deer. Perhaps tomorrow will be better.
I went to a small zoo today. Since it's a smaller zoo, they let you play with the animals. They had about eight deer, and oh my lord, they were cute. They fallow people around and they lick you. x3 They were absolutely adorable.
Yup, that's why I remembered to come back here and check on my fawn, who magically grew into a wonderful stag. C:
These dreams lately....are becoming more and more like reality. I sink beneath trees and wait for a glimmer of light, a being, a hope to know that i'm not alone.
Typically, it's just me out here..in this empty forest but i've been seeing others especially yesterday. Some even spoke back to me.
A few helped me find myself. New colors. A new face. New flowers.
I smiled at them and joined in their dance.
Today I face loneliness but tomorrow may be that new light again.
