Diary Entry

Today the magic fountain turned me into a squirrel. It was so much fun; I felt like a acrobat. I was flying and soaring through the trees...It was great!

...But it came crashing down when I turned back into myself. Crashing down literally, as I was on a branch and it snapped under my weight, sending me hurtling down ten feet to the grass below.

My butt will never be the same again.

On a lighter note, I found a LOT of fairy rings. There weren't any fairies, though. So I decided to go to sleep in one, and maybe when I wake up, I'll see the fairies that made it.

The World is Quiet Here,
Franz Ferdinand

Amadahy

Jealousy creeps into my heart like a snake. It wraps around it and constricts. I watch everyone.
I watch who I used to consider my friends.
I watch them find each other, fall in love, and leave me behind.
Even if I was falling for them, I don’t have a chance any longer.
I secretly curse the ones who took them from me, secretly send glares and venom in their direction. They won’t know, because I’m a coward, right? Maybe someday they will. Ha.
Yesterday…
Well…
Where to begin…?

I suppose the first thing I remember is seeing a strange deer with the set of Kaoori’s mate, yet a different picto.
He was staring at me, straight into me. He didn’t really react too much…Just stared. I started to get a little nervous then.
Then Kaoori came. She seemed confused too, so we both went to check him out. He was so strange…After staring at him for a bit, he left, and we followed him.
He turned around and came to sniff me.
He unnerved me too much, so I took off. He was still in the area though and I have to admit that I was a bit…interested. I watched him a bit longer, but nothing else happened.
…Hm.

Maybe it was then that I first saw Furfur’s picto or…something so close to it. I…don’t really know. I followed it only to find some sort of doe with a crying mask.
…I don’t know if I’ve been hallucinating or what. I didn’t eat too many mushrooms or anything…haha…

Throughout the whole day, I kept seeing pictos like Furfur’s. Each time, I’d be so hopeful that it was him, that maybe he was back…Each time I’d look for him, and find some other deer in his place.
It was then that I realized…that he’s gone. He’s gone forever, he’s not coming back. So I gave up, closed my eyes, and tried to let him go.
I couldn’t. Somehow, I still hope he’ll be back some day.

I had been yelling at this one spot and hoping that deer would come back, still thinking it was Furfur, when a tiny little stag came up to me.

June 2 2010

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mmm.. I dunno. Tsudo is being a negative nancy. It makes me feel better when I make my characters feel like crap. I guess I'm a little sadistic. OH WELL 8D -skips off- TRA LA LA LA LA.

Edit: oops I spelled at least one word wrong. I may go back and fix it... but most likely not, because I'm extremely lazy. n.n

Read more for personal updates and deer info. <:

Today I had a lot of spells cast on me. Does that make me popular? Maybe. Though I'm sad, since I'm only a fawn they don't last long, and some of them were very pretty.

Also, I found a magic fountain and when I drank from it I turned into a bunny. Though it was fun at first, I wouldn't want to stay one forever. When you're a bunny, nearly everything wants to eat you.

The World is Quiet Here,
Franz Ferdinand

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H-Hhnn...

it's been so warm in the Forest. I like it lots. it reminds me of summer, and that means autumn is comin' soon. autumn is my favorite. it has pretty colors that remind me of my dad. but he's not orange, he's kinda tan and pinkish red...winter reminds me of myself and mom! because we're blue. and green too. I like blue. Ketan is summer, he's brown and this flaring yellow and whatt--oh!

violets are nice. but when they're on my right side I can't see them...well I can! but they're blurry. everything is kinda blurry. it's okay. I see the world really bright. and blurry. in my right eye. the Blue Bowl is pretty though, it looks like a big thing of blue stars!

I didn't know who this was, so I didn't want to bother them...and they were really faint, so I couldn't see them. but then I walked a little ways and found this big group of deer, so I sat off to the side because I didn't want to bother them. they looked like they were having fun though; another deer came to greet me but I couldn't see them too well! they were nice. I think they had a brown pelt and these nice feathery antlers.

so I went off on my own and fell 'sleep next to a tree b-but--

Uncle Skokey!! I was slow getting up, pffftt...

and Ketan! I turned him into dad for a second and we whacked faces in our excitement. good thing I know his smell, because my eyes were starting to hurt from all the light. I wonder if this is how Gabe feels...but we went to the mushroom circle to get him tinier, hehe. me too! I got the right spell first try, but Ketan's spells for me were dove and frog and raven andd...teehe. frog was fun. I like ribbitting, but it's weird to feel so small.

Q:How many minideer are there?

[1] 1 mini
[2] 2 mini
[3] 4 mini

Let's thinking ...

OK!
The correct answer is...

[3] 4mini !!
We were the one x)

Phoo danced a lot with them today.
And entered the state of the transformer many times XD

[=white][i]I barely had time to stand up before I was overtaken by a violet blur, followed closely by a mass of much darker fur.

Do not think I failed to notice your amusement when Amary and I greeted each other with more than just bows, Darkweaver...
It is a good thing Cousin was not there as well. I would never hear the end of it. And I already hear enough!

It was not long before another flurry hoofbeats could be heard, this set much more sedate than my wake up call had been. Tally I believe, following closely behind a young stag with skeletal markings of gold in dark blue fur. There was something familiar about that one.
And it seemed this young one was doing everything in his power to get on Darkweaver's last nerve. That little red one who suddenly sat in the flower patch was rather confusing as well...copying the skeletal-marked one in moving about Dark's legs like a cat would.

An impromptu staring match began.
But my attention was soon diverted elsewhere, by a stag who came asking for antler spells. I obliged, but Amary took off towards something in the distance. Where, I could not tell.

Before I knew it, Amary was returning...along with a black and white stag I was not sure I had met before...

...and yet, still I could see the staring match of sorts continued. It seemed to have picked up a few followers as well, standing around but gazing upon no one in particular.

A few more deer I am sure I shall not remember, as a few had no name, passed through the area Amary, the fellow introduced as Steele, and I stood. That one soon said his farewells, quickly departing.
But not before being nuzzled by Amary before he disappeared completely.
Just what does that one mean to her?
And why am I so bothered?

Perhaps I shall find out soon, but at that moment we headed back to the contest of wills.

“let's continue.. shall we?”

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