I am sick, my head hurts, I have swallowing problems and my brain fucks with my senses. And all that came yesterday where my workshop were going to see the revue. We've made costumes and other things for them, so we could come see it for free. But of course I had to be sick. And on top of that we have our summer dress project this and the next week. So now I miss a day or two. I hate to be sick! It never happends on days where it is rather okay.
Why do you guys purposely try to find anything even remotely similar in my work to something else? Then accuse me of copying/stealing? Its not cool. I've been meaning to say this for a while.
Ya know it really hurts. I hate posting things so freaking much. Its stupid because everyone should feelvwelcome and the attention should be divided equally. You guys deny it but this place is 100% based on how good you are at art. amazing art= immediate popularity. Yep. Its stupid. So many people get looked over.
Seriously, a bundle of you guys need to leave me alone. And this isn't like super recent but you KNOW who you are and just... ugh... im not being a drama starter. Im stating what I've been meaning to say for a long time.
Some of you know what the 'incident' was. What a bundle of crap that made people choose sides. Turned a lot of people on one another. I feel like ever since then im walking on half-rotten eggshells and im carrying weights. Yeah.
This is a blog to keep track of when my deer are in the forest and what they experience and what they think.
Currently_-__Tazanna is in the forest taking shelter at the old oak tree.She in accompanied by a stag with purple flowers in his antlers and a brown pelt with stripes.She has met three delightful fawns ,she proceeded to show them the to the oak if they needed to get dry.
So, my laptop just got assaulted by numerous trojans and virus from god knows where. I just know that something installed itself on my laptop, and as soon as I saw it pop up, I knew I was fucked.
It's disabled BOTH of my virus scanners (AVG, and some other program I had to pay to install a long time ago for a similar event), and the scanner that scanned everything will NOT let me get rid of it unless I PURCHASE the fucking program. My credit card is maxed out, I don't have a debit account anymore, and I CANNOT tell my father about this because he will be livid that my card is maxed out.
I'm in a full out panic over this, and before anyone suggests it, I am NOT getting the computer scrubbed. I have too much shit on it to allow that to happen. So now I have my laptop just sitting here on the floor, staring at me with all these popups saying "You need to Activate this program to use it" and yadda yadda yadda.
I'm so fucking sick to my stomach over this...
OKAY, YOU CAN ALL PUNCH ME FOR BEING OVERREACTIVE OVER STUFF LIKE THIS., I BIT THE BULLET AND DID SHUT IT DOWN AND WENT INTO SAFE MODE AND INITIATED SYSTEM RESTORE, AND EVERYTHING IS FINE NOW. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH, EVEN IF I'M GRUMPY AND OVERREACTIVE A LOT.
MY VICTORY THEME:
SUCKS THEY DIDN'T WIN EUROVISION. BUT AT LEAST THE INTERNET KNOWS WHO THE REAL WINNERS ARE.
