Coping. Lorque's Diary #3.
May 15, 2010 - 2:57pm — muesique
"Weeee!"
First person I met was my mom. She's usually at the pond, and that's were I found her again. Even though I spent my fawn days without her, I'm so happy to have her back. I could never be mad at her.
She always changes looks, but I always recognize her. She's my mom after all, right?
Well, after we played for a while, Ayanel came along. I felt sad at first, but I decided to overcome it as fast as I could. We started playing by the pond, even though there were strangers around. I think I made it clear to them that she was afraid when they tried to approach her. "Sorry, my friend just needs some time," I told them after bowing, hoping they would understand. Most of them did.
We spent a lot time together, and even though I got sad sometimes... I couldn't help but laugh because we had so much fun! If something helps me to cheer up, it's her sweet smile. I'll do my best to not lose her as a friend.
After leaving the pond, we ran around the forest looking for a place to play. In the end, we just ended up playing at every popular spot! It was like a goofy tour around the woods, and I loved it. After hours of playing, we fell asleep in a patch of mushrooms. I sure was exhausted, but happy as well. We slept at eachother's sides, until Touraga came along. Ayanel didn't notice, but I was awake at that time and greeted him. I took a few steps aside and let him lay down next to his mate. It was a very calm moment, and I actually felt good for them. I fell asleep again, but not for long.
When I came to, Ayanel and Touraga were up as well. We continued to play and cast magic on eachother, running to the rocks afterwards. The three of us had our fun there, until my exhaustion took over. I fell asleep at the spot, with the sounds of them playing slowly fading away.
My last thoughts were about them. I hoped for them to be a happy couple, just like today. Then I thought about myself. I wasn't sure what to do now. If I should start looking for a mate soon, or give it some time. Was I ready yet? No... Ayanel came to my mind, and I dreamed of the first time we met. I remembered how I felt back then... and promised myself to never forget it.
What a nice little diary
LMAO!! LOVE THE PIC!!! ~shows
LOL! Looks like you two had
Hope to see you again soon. D: