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Lol! DON’T WE ALL, don’t we all.
Don’t worry he’ll be back to his “Omg what did I do im such a fail -angst-” self tomarrow -cough-…or later tonight -shifty eyes-
AND HE’S PLAYING WITH FAWNS FOR SHAME.

Ocean-
Oooo hai there! XD Ulh huh? Sorry they always meet under such…hyperactive occasions :3’’ Im probably giving everyone the wrong impression XD OH WELL. It was fun! ^_^


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Not a big deal? You're a huge deal to me, babe. I don't need someone fun and exciting- I need someone with their head on straight who can keep me in line. -smirk-
I just feel horrible every time I piss you off; you're so good to me and I can hardly treat you like you should be.
But I do have faith in you. And if you can trust me, I'm going to try and be a better friend. Promise.
-cheek kiss-

Hmmm...odd doe...the one in the secretary pelt an peacock antlers?
If so...I found her quite interesting actually ^^' Seemed standoffish yet wanting to play in...her own controlled space? If D had been...more himself he probably would have taken more interest and tried to understand her better @_@ But I know how it is with experimenting.


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Hmm...I can't honestly say I did ^^' I think thats a difficult thing to convey to others who don't have insight though. I was experimenting with a blind fawn not too long ago (I love blind character @_@ Blindness fascniates me XD'') and it didn't work too well. Nobody seemed to have a clue XD I guess thinking back on it though it would explain some of her behavior, yes ^^


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Nuzzles are totally the best way to drive a mean deer away! 8D

Maybe...;.; ;3

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...I'm sorry for my behavior as of late, Darcy, I really am. I'm not quite sure what's gotten into me...the sudden mood swings, sudden fits of depression, violent actions..I don't know. Maybe it's the mushrooms...but that's no excuse for my behavior. There is no real way to explain myself...I'm really sorry though. You're like family to me, and I don't wanna lose you. Please forgive me. I won't ever behave like that again! Oh, and as for the mushrooms...they were only to improve my mood, I swear! >>;

Ah...I thought the picto looked familiar. I've seen Oisin mentioned a few times here and there ^^' He seemed too forest saavy to be a new player. HI ^^ Darcy had a nice time with him, even if he was a bit baffled. He acts rowdy and tough a lot so it was hard for him to contain himself I'm afraid XD' He's very protective. If Oisin ever needs any help he'd be more than happy :3


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I care, as unlikely as it may seem~ <3

-- Dannii <3

Lin would just about cry her eyes out if Darcy stopped coming in-forest. She heavily relies on him for company + protection, not to mention she's a little clingy at times. xD
But at least we can still see you in-forest, and possibly keep in touch. I'd hate to lose contact with you, even if we don't talk often. ^^
Ah, well I hope you come back to the site soon. We will miss seeing Darcy updates, just because we like to know how he's holding up. ;___;

Hi... I care.
Clavi misses Shyla very much. More so without Paavo around...

Heh, sorry guys…Im not very good at replying to things ><

I’ll still check the site, if any of you ever want to talk, just maybe not as often sometimes, so if it takes a while for me to respond…yeah. I just can’t…get involved anymore. There’s been so many times I’ve written out rants or responses to people that were less then positive and Ive had to just close the window and distract myself from making trouble here XD’ I have a big mouth and Im allergic to bullshit what can I say.

Kaoori…heh, well, I’ve explained the way Darcy feels about their relationship before ^^’ I don’t blame you, I really don’t, he just feels like he’s totally lost connection with Kaoori. She seems to have so many more friends now, deer Darcy could never imagine accepting him, or him accepting, and that’s…awkward for both of us. It’s like having one friend outside the clique and still expecting them to come to your parties ><

As for Dark, like I said, my deer will still be in the forest if he ever wants to spar ^^

General deer updates right now?

Well, Darcy is…kinda destroyed >< I’m not even sure I feel him as a character anymore he’s so shut down, but…we go through the motions for his friends, or any deer he thinks needs the companionship. Without them though he’s full of anger and sorrow and just…seizes to function, really. He is a complete outsider with no clue as to how to change it, so he’ll avoid groups…not because he isn’t desperately lonely but because he fears putting himself in the position to get rejected at all. He’ll target lonely deer and give them what he has to offer.

Shyla…heh, I kinda see Shyla as a forest sprite at this point XD She’s just kinda there, a whimsical skittish creature open to some and closed to others. Sometimes playful, sometime serene, always a bit distant. She just kinda comes and goes as she pleases without any real extreme emotion to her. She doesn’t have strong attachments to any on deer excluding Masque…might as well be honest about that >< She is only close to those she feels needs her most, so with some of the fawns she’s stuck with she drifts away from them once she feels they’re independent and have secured themselves enough of friends to do without her and carries on. She’s kind of the opposite of Darcy is that regard ><

Soyeah!


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-slow blink-
Does it look like I’ve left completely? XD
Damnit…-sigh- Im a selfish person Aegle...and everyone else, for that matter. A selfish desperate person who wants all or nothing. Casual friendship never sat with me well. Im not comfortable talking to someone only once in a while and considering them a friend like a lot of other people are. I expect a lot from people I consider friends, care and attention most people aren’t committed enough to give, and hey that’s nobody’s fault but my own. So yes, I grow apart from people fairly easily much to my dismay, because I know I can’t afford to and I just end up feeling lonely and outcasted like now >< Not hard to see where Darcy and Shyla get their crazy huh? I ‘am’ sorry for that…but it isn’t something Im yet able to change about myself unfortunately.

As for this secret…I have no idea what you’re talking about ><‘ I can’t recall hating another deer or player as much as you say << At this point though, nothing would surprise me. Im not the blow up in your face type so if that’s what you’re worried about, don’t be. Just tell me? You said you’d bluntly tell me and then didn’t! XD


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Well I wont be making updates or commenting much anymore…my attention span for this place kinda comes and goes >< Right now my RPGs are at a stand still so Im here….next week they might start up again and I wont be. Meh, and the week after that I might change my mind entirely XD Who knows. Just thought I’d clear the updates.

Timber huh? I remember…though I guess I don’t remember being as ‘hateful’ as your describe XD’ Shyla was quite timid then, and I was definitely irked by your deer’s consistent attempts to get near her despite her obvious fear. Was getting a bit out of hand I admit XD’ But Im sorry it made you feel so bad. I realized even then you weren’t trying to be mean. Im pretty flattered you bothered making a whole new character to get to know her @_@’’Or a bit silly…or both :3’
-whine- I wish I could be a better person
And hey…you needa get Aegle in the forest before Masque has a breakdown XD’

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Same applys here. You may have noticed that I have not been around wuite as often. Its just I've seen it all. The community goes through times when I enjoy being here and times when I do not. c: Love Hate Relationship.
I felt terrible after that and also angery? I have complex emotions xD And I guess thats how I am. Shyla is a kick ass character you know!I wish I could say the same for Aegle but she is a drama whore and other than that every aspect of her is me. Boring me c; Ahh! Your perfect dear! We all have our faults, heck look at me.
I wish I could but I can no longer connect. My days are gone it seems. And the forest is slipping away. I guess I had to make things right with you considering I may be leaving soon. I do not want to make a huge stink out of it. I just see not point, I'm sure you'd understand. c:
And to set something straight when I left my old character behind I tried to start new. And by that I literally started new. I tried to forget everything, everyone, and even how to play the game. So thats why I did act new. I "kinda" was. Kinda was not. ;P

Oh God Fled. Well I guess you know that truth now also. :c I am sorry for lying to you about me being "new". I'm sure you'll understand also. And about me leaving... uh... yeah...:'c -hug-

I am devastated. But I have yet to give up. I have one last thing to try. I am trying it now. Pray it works if it does I should be here 2 times a week c: I could not stand to leave you... or Masque...

So miracle, I connected. My game is running smoother, much smoother, at least on my side! I'll have to check tommorrow so I can see if I'm lagging on your end. But I connected c: There is hope.

Hey Shi, I'm just wondering something about Shyla...
Has she completely forgotten about Paavo?
Just wondering. ^^; I'm curious.

Aegle, that's great news about your connection! Hopefully Clavi can meet you again soon.
And woah, I never suspected you were Timber. xD; It doesn't really matter to me, though.

Ah, I see...

I said this before to Aegle but I can't help but wish things could work out nicely; Aegle with Masque and Shyla with Paavo. xD; Heh, but things never work out nicely, do they? You can't just go and change who your deer loves.
I dunno. I guess I just feel sorry for Paavo, since the only one who really cares about him at the moment is Clavier, I think. :'(

Mmhm. Yeah it works pretty much the same way as in real life. But I never meant to upset anyone/anyone's character by the choices my deer make. ;___; Hell, both of them have turned down a request to a mate at some point. And I feel guilty both times. I still feel guilty about the Shyla/Paavo thing, because it feels to me like Masque sort of barged in and "took her away" from him, even just as a friend.
And poor Aegle. ;.; That moron of mine probably shattered her heart for good. He feels terrible about it, but he still adores her.

Guh. I can't have normal deer who don't mess up everyone else. x(

Its ok! c: Though I am not gonna lie, its scattered to pieces. x) But the things your deer does is what makes them unique. I have seen Paavo a few times... he is always so nice to Aegle, though I have not seen him recently.

Amary finally got to meet Darcy properly.
I've wanted her to meet him ever since she tried to break up that fight between Darcy and Darkweaver. And she's already gotten to be friends with Darkweaver.

btw, what was up with him attacking that tree? XD

~Paz
deer: Amary, Melinoe, Oisín

Aegle was crushed mainly because it happen before. Aegle feel in love with Odin as a fawn. And they were "mates" in a way (when she grew up of course). Then she did not see him for months. She felt abondoned and it broke her heart. When he finally did return Aegle could not stand to see him anymore(this ended up making him stronger and he is no longer shy). She always had a thing for Masque but stayed away because she knew Shyla loved him and she would never do that to her bestfriend/mother figure. Well Shyla dissapeared for a long time and Aegle grew closer and closer to Masque until finally stumbling in love with him. Then Shyla came back out of now where and Masque's feelings became directed towards Shyla once again. So she was completly crushed because she felt like Masque was falling in love with her to, only to find out he was really "loving her because his true love was gone and he was seeking love in return" (Basically he just needed love since Shyla was gone). I guess that is the only way I know how to put it. :c I dont see Masque as "doing" anything either other than being himself. And I love all of Fled's character I would not change one thing that happen. Its how Aegle is I guess, perhaps she is hard to understand at times but that is what makes her, if I dare say, "Unique"(though I would consider her to be a utter fail in everyway possible perhaps because she represents me in most ways). I feel bad now because I messed so much stuff up. Honestly I wish Shyla and Masque would just be together so Aegle could just go away and leave them be. I'm not going to lie, if they ended up being together Aegle would not want onething to do with either of them. But I think it'd be better that way. From Aegle's view her relationship with Shyla is already fractured beyond repair. And Aegle sees her almost as a stranger. And Masque, Masque did hurt her. And I blame it completely on Aegle. But still their relationship also has been hurt, she is so uncomfortable with him. Bleh. I guess that is what rejection does to you. c; I don't mean this in a rude way at all but, neither will have Aegle's trust again. :c I doubt Shyla would ever trust Aegle either. And I know Masque would want it but she is hardened up to him. Ok I think I made my point.

-sigh- I wish I could have Masque apologize to her enough for her to trust him again- even if it took a million times. I wish he wasn't so much of an ass, to play around with everyone's feelings like that, lead them on, and then turn them down. :<
But in all honesty, he's really not supposed to have a mate (and if things went according to the original plan, he wouldn't have friends either). And it's extremely hard to stick by that one rule (especially when his three best friends are females), which is why he just lets himself go sometimes and ends up with a huge crush on someone when he shouldn't. He'd never intentionally want to hurt Aegle like that, because she means so much to him, so he really tried to hide his feelings for her- but I guess he never planned on her ever returning the sentiment.
;__;
As much as I know Shyla and him love each other, I really doubt they'll ever be mates. If he knew it meant Aegle wouldn't want anything to do with them, he definitely wouldn't go through with it. She really does mean a good deal to him, and I know he won't ever be happy knowing that he upset her so much.