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BEING PLAYED NOW: ...
UPDATED: July 1st, 2010
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Color: #C76114
Mood: - Hollow
Set: Monarch pelt, Fan Antlers, and Real Mask
Happenings: ...
Thinking/Saying:
Rowan...I miss you but...I am so glad you weren't here.
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Bio
Color: #919D9E
Mood: Lost it.
Set: Real Deer Pelt, Key antlers and Hands mask
Happenings:Slowly losing her mind; Trying to get herself killed
Thinking/Saying: Please...Please! WHY WONTYOU JUST KILL ME!?
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Shi's Updates
Mood: ...
Happenings:
...
Thinking: I'm drifting far from this place. I wish I wasn't, because I don't plan on going anywhere really, but...I feel like so much damage has been done I can't turn back from it now. I KNOW it's all in my head...well...maybe not all of it, but my insecurity around everyone here is bringing me down, and it's bringing Darcy down. I want to get involved but...I just can't. I'm not sure I know how to crawl out of this hole. I want to ask for help but that feels so pathetic XD' I miss our old friends, and I wonder if they miss us, too, or if we really have been forgotten. I wish you all would come back.
If you want to contact me about my deer or...would like to attempt a conversation with me -chuckle-here are my contacts!
MSN:
AIM: AResidualHaunt
The doe sets back her ears
I suppose, you must not
Hreath: Tired, sunken eyes
Tired, sunken eyes look upon her warmly though brows knit in clear concern above them. He lowers his head near hers in attempt to catch her gaze again.
“Well I had a pleasant evening…though I wish I knew what troubled you all. I guess I am destined to always be the outsider yet I wish I could be useful somehow, still. If all other sources of comfort fail you…heh, well, I’m not hard to find.”
POOH:
I suppose I don't, and yet, I will. And no, I can think of nothing that could have been misunderstood. If anything I was TOO clear.
Sorry for acting like a nut
Hrr. Late reply is late. "It
"It seems I was blaming myself for something not my fault." A single syllable of a laugh, more a breath, escapes her maw and she turns her head again to face him. Lightly, the tip of her muzzle touches the underside of his chin in an appreciative gesture. "Thank you, Sire."
OMG I LOVE YOU LOL That is so
(But it's seriously stretching my page XD;)
Wow, that banner is amazing,
Thankies ^^ Think I might
Lol and I'll shrink it down a little tomorrow Rai XD
Shi, that banner is... just
You are really, really good at screenie edits. <3
ShiShi. C: I was just
I was just wondering if its a in vain effort for Aegle to try to become friends with Shyla again. Or should we not even try. I just want to know since I'm becoming more involved again and I just don't want to push Aegle on Shyla or anything. c:
Hey ^^ I don't know if 'vain'
I don't know if 'vain' would be the word I'd use. Honestly I haven't had her in the forest for a couple weeks >< She doesn't want to be there anymore and it's getting harder and harder to force her, ya know? I tried killing her off and got stopped...and I think I always will get stopped unless I do it quickly. She might just fade away. I might get a second...fifth...eights wind for her. I just don't know...
-nod- It's understandable
It's understandable dear. If you do decide to keep her, Aegle's still there for her. I'm sure your know this.
Just let me know when you get it all figured out <3
You've been on my mind. >:C I
I was wondering where you were lately. I hope you're okay, though. That sounds rough.
Don't make it sound like a
Here, have a lame card from Rai.
I've been wondering where
8C I hope you recover from
O_O Yikes. Feel better. :3
Yikes.
Feel better. :3
D8 I was wondering too. I
Ayeee! I hope you feel better
-Laughs and shakes head-
Btw, I kept waiting for the cat to eat the chick Rai. I am very disapointed >:c
;D
I hope, that you feel better
To gaze upon the morning stars
And like the baby bird in june
Can fly away, without scars
This f(l)ight above the stony sand
It wasn't like you thought it was,
But you must reach the Promised Land
And there meet Urocyon fox
And you may wish to look below,
Hovering over frozen plains
Discover herds of beasts in snow
Amongst a lonely mounts chains
They lift their heads to Heavens Gates,
But never can they reach the sky
Because the wings is gift of fate
And only angels may to fly.........
Ama: "Sorry, Darcy. Would've
"You seem concerned, though. Don't worry. Nice of you to sit with me." She smiles blandly.
He watches her with a
"You are beautiful, you know," he says offhandedly, glancing away "you deserve much, much more..."
She looks startled, then very
"...Thank you, Darcy...Thank you for being there too." Her voice is quiet. If one listened hard enough, they could catch the strain.
"...But I made this choice too. I want to help them, but I...couldn't."
Quote:You know what? Just
^ Win.
Quote:You know what? Just
Does Esll have a liable reason to fight Reed now? <3
I totally agree with you.
Fincayra: No. >;( No, no,
No. >;( No, no, no. You're not allowed to fight for a while, you hear me? -shoves away with broom giggling- Bad Fin.
*shoves back* >8C
=0 No one shoves Rai. -throws
-throws calander at- >;D
I am as usual completely
Also, again, I don't know the situation, but I would heed Rai's words Fin. This fighting appears to be tearing his life apart, and those he's picking fights with hardly worth the loss.
First of all, everything I do
I actually like Reed. He is a very mysterious, intriguing character who I have a lot of respect for. Esll, on the other hand, doesn't like him right now. It's all roleplay, and eventually their relationship may change. He may be on good terms with Reed in the future. Who knows.
You know, the last "plot" in
We care about you and Esll. Please try to respect that that makes us take sides. And we have to tolerate Reed just as much as Esll does, those long stares, that rude demeanor.
...? What did I say to make
What did I say to make you think I think you're out to get Reed? I was merely commenting on your comment towards my quote >< I wasn't defending Reed. I don't know enough about the situation to defend him or Esll.
As for the plot...lol, I'm not even going to go there. All this forest is anymore is damn plots in which nobody else seems welcome. Darcy will still act as himself however, whether he appears foolish interrupting something planned or not doing so. I guess that's the way it has to be?
I guess I took what you said
I don't know much about the plot myself, so I can't tell you anymore about it. I'm sorry you have an issue with plots - I think they can be quite exciting, as long as they're not overwhelming the entire forest.
I'm sorry. :/ My little event
We went through the fawn
That wrecked a lot of people's thoughts on plots ><;
I'm sorry to say, but.. The
The forest is almost as violent daily now as it was back then.
Some prefer to take the road to detachment and not let it ruin their experience.
I wasn't meaning to exclude
If you don't want to interact with us, just tell me, and I won't try and pull D [or anybody, for that matter, who doesn't want to interact with this plot] in again.
[By the way, Ama regrets pull D in as well, and passes on her thanks to him.]
I was referring to Esll’s
I was referring to Esll’s life not Reeds? But I guess if it’s all a game it’s ok? ><
The thing with plots is they don’t just touch the people who want to be involved - at least not if you take friendship seriously. If your friend is getting his ass kicked in a plot you aren’t in it does involve you. Heck, if you’re friends with a friend of someone getting their butt kicked in a plot you’re involved. As much as everyone thinks they can isolate things in the forest, you just can’t do it >< It doesn’t work that way and it never will guys, and it’s actually kind of hurtful that you think it can.
Does that mean no plots? No. I just wish people weren't so forgetful of others sometimes.
Ocean: Lol I'm not really
As for Ama Darcy was - and is- more than happy to do for her. She did not 'pull him in' to anything, no?
OH. I thought you meant
Also, as far as I know, the plots I've seen have been very including. No one has really said 'You can't be involved'
As far as I can make out,
I know not everyone can be pleased, as much as that sucks. :c Anyway, I apologize again. It's disheartening to hear, but I can't drop it now. It'd be too unfair for those who are involved.
Okay, okay, I just meant that
As for that, sure. I was just offering to people who might not WANT to get dragged in. I'm not trying to be exclusive, no, just trying to make people happy. ^^;
Sure, that's real life, if you play your deer that way. If you do, no, you can't turn it on/off. However, other people might play a little differently and be able to turn it on/off when they want. ^^ If those people don't want to be involved, I don't want to accidentally "force" them to be involved [by, for example, putting their character in such a situation that they would HAVE to be forced to switch into 'on' mode].
...I don't think that made what I'm saying any clearer. >.<
Heh, I forgot to add - not so
Former friend? ... whatever
Psh, there's nothing former
I’m sorry to have said it…but
I’m sorry to have said it…but we both feel lost still, and it isn’t the first time. And it wouldn’t be the first time he ended up without any. He is not close to either of your characters really and the distance is growing. All of his old friends have gone away and he has only Rowan and anyone else who gives him the time of day ^^’ Perhaps they are friends, then - but he doesn’t know what to do. Stand back and watch it all unfold? This seems the likely option though… it feels wrong. Darcy is more of a doer in character but I fear my apprehension keeps his purpose far too often ^^ He was very much like Esll once, actually…very much...
I hope that Esll does not turn out like him then XD
Right now it's kind of
Back to the main topic though, yeah. If Darcy's a doer, he's free to do however he would. Doer's are good in this. They're /wanted/.
-blink- …When has it not been
This conversion has gotten so derailed XD -shrug-
OH! And one last clarification I should have made much earlier -fail- That rant in my updates was not about Reed or Esll…in case you thought it was.
I knew your rant wasn't about
I think once things start to settle down again, it will be easier to put life back into old friendships and work on making new ones. I think because it's summertime and everyone is out of school/college, we just want to have some fun and stir things up a bit with plots and exciting stories. (: Things will settle down in time.