Click
HERE to read the news.
BEING PLAYED NOW: ...
UPDATED: July 1st, 2010
-------------------------------
Color: #C76114
Mood: - Hollow
Set: Monarch pelt, Fan Antlers, and Real Mask
Happenings: ...
Thinking/Saying:
Rowan...I miss you but...I am so glad you weren't here.
Extra Notes: ---
Bio
Color: #919D9E
Mood: Lost it.
Set: Real Deer Pelt, Key antlers and Hands mask
Happenings:Slowly losing her mind; Trying to get herself killed
Thinking/Saying: Please...Please! WHY WONTYOU JUST KILL ME!?
Bio
_____________________________________________
Shi's Updates
Mood: ...
Happenings:
...
Thinking: I'm drifting far from this place. I wish I wasn't, because I don't plan on going anywhere really, but...I feel like so much damage has been done I can't turn back from it now. I KNOW it's all in my head...well...maybe not all of it, but my insecurity around everyone here is bringing me down, and it's bringing Darcy down. I want to get involved but...I just can't. I'm not sure I know how to crawl out of this hole. I want to ask for help but that feels so pathetic XD' I miss our old friends, and I wonder if they miss us, too, or if we really have been forgotten. I wish you all would come back.
If you want to contact me about my deer or...would like to attempt a conversation with me -chuckle-here are my contacts!
MSN:
AIM: AResidualHaunt
-sigh- Well that’s quite
This is one of the reasons why I would not take Shyla and Masque too seriously ^^’ They obviously don’t take each other seriously. Masque refuses to be anyone’s mate, and Shyla just plain doesn’t see the point. She had a mate once, and he left because she could not close her heart, and that’s apparently what having a mate is all about. Loving one exclusively. Loving as Aegle loves. But I’ve said time and time again that isn’t how Shy is…Im just not sure how well anyone is listening since the same stuff keeps coming up over and over again XD' They keep expecting the normal bitter jealous woman scorned to come out like it usually does..? Well, it's not. She will never be Masque's mate. So end on that note.
Love brings so much hate…Shyla has a lot to give but she looks around and sees all this sadness and anger it's causes and can’t help but feel tormented. She wishes everyone could have an open heart. She wishes Aegle could open her eyes and see how she’s tainting the very word with her bitterness ><
As for her relationship with Shyla, I don’t see it as ‘fractured’ -shrug- They’ve grown apart obviously. Aegle just doesn’t seem like she needs Shy’s help anymore, and really, the poor doe has no other purpose. If you think she’s angry over Aegle’s feelings for Masque, she isn’t, so it hurts when you say she doesn’t trust Shyla >< I don’t see how Shyla did anything to her, honestly, to deserve that kind of coldness…but whatever. If you truly strive to have that little to do with both of them then maybe we made a mistake, and maybe Aegle’s presence isn’t as good for Masque as Shyla wants to believe. If ever she reconsiders, however, She’d like Aegle to know that he needs her, too…
Darcy and Shyla's Updates/Bios
I understand what your
Honestly I wish Aegle could also. But she is a fool. We all know that!
Aegle feels as if Shyla does not want to see her anymore. Yes they have made up from the fight but she feels as if there is still something wrong. Shyla does not act the same towards her. Maybe its the fact she has grown up or something. Aegle wants things to be the same but, Shyla doesn't seem to feel the same. I wouldn't doubt Shyla is a little lost in all this chaos. I did not mean is to hurt you! I hope you know Aegle is completely unstable and she loses trust easily. Shyla did not do anything other than act different towards her. Aegle just does not feel she wants her around much anymore. Even you said the only one she really trusts and considers a friend is Masque. That hurts Aegle terribly. So she is jusyt steering clear of it all. Even if most of it is her fault. And anytime Aegle tries to be express the fact she needs Shyla and misses how she was terribly, Shyla just "blows it off" (not that harsh I just could not think of another word).
c:
Happy New Years! I miss you
I second that ^^ 8D
Happy New Year, Shi. I hope
Thank you Aegle, Fled, Danni…
Nice seeing you around again
What Fled said c: I hope you
"It is a pleasure to make
"Why?"
-smirk-
-smirk-
"Lin..."
"Lin..."
"I don't...understand.."
..-Sigh- That’s because it’s
There are vile creatures on this earth, and every day I wish I hadn’t been the one to hurt you so.
I have no words...nothing to mend it nor the want to...
-tackle hug- 8D "Hey Shy, I-I
"Hey Shy, I-I uh... missed ya..."
Personally, I like knowing
I gotta copy-paste what Fled
Lol, you SAY that, then when
Fallllseeee 8D I want to know
Damnityouwin XD Why do I do
Walter thanks Shyla for the
Sorry about what happened
Verdalas: Haha….no problem. I
VCG: And I have to reason to take your apology seriously but lets do our best to pretend? Just leave each other alone >< If she runs, have the sense not to chase her.
Okai. Perhaps you could
Perhaps you could foward there is little reason to grudge anymore? It's okay to coexist in the same screensaver.
trackplz
Find me at my "toboe" account
Thanks for spending time with
"Hey it was nice to meet ya.
Hnnn, I hope to be able to
Me too really...but we don't
*Shoves Darcy* *Rofl* xDD
*Rofl* xDD
Thought you should know that
free bump~
Find me at my "toboe" account
-snuggles Shyla-
Hello! x3 *popped by just to
*popped by just to say that*
Hello! XD Thanks Fled ^^;
Thanks Fled ^^;
;_; I wish I could offer her
-pat- S'ok. Everyone is happy
The two fawns you met were me
Shizuka... can't speak. But she can understand what you say. Thanks for playing with her.
..and me too.
The little fawn just about
"Hey Shyla. You know I care
"Aha! Shizuka. Reiko.
-Manages a half-hearted smile
I…smile for you, Aegle. I hope too, with as much as I can spare you, that…that you find happiness. That is the goal…isn’t it? I would not wish my life on anyone…love is real. I’d spent so long denying it that when I finally opened my eyes it was too late…you understand.
Be sure to open your eyes and do not close your heart, Aegle…We must pity all who have soft hearts enough to take us on, to love us. Nurture that softness…
-Glazed violet eyes are concealed once more beneath heavy lids-
I’ve been running all my life and I fear I’m out of breath. Strength is not forever. I fear there will be no more…walks…for me.
"We smile for each other, I
"I wish so much happiness upon you as-well and I will make it my goal to provide happiness for you. That is what best friends are for.... I still am not sure what love is. It-It is a fake emotion to me. But I want it, I feel myself loathing over all who have this thing. I will allow him to- love me."
She opens her eyes slightly wider, an expression of awe.
"I swear you read my mind." She chuckles softly, "Your words are so true... Those who could love...us... We are almost the same, well, in some ways."
Her head shakes slowly, "Do not fear running out of breathe, take a deep breathe. Let the air fill your lungs, and run because I'll be right behind you. And I'll be here to hold you while you catch your breathe. I-I'll carry you when you can't move any longer... I won't leave you behind again."
BFFL.
FF *HUGS DARCY* Kaoori will
Kaoori will be okay. She's just a tiny doe.. so this is a little hard on her. ^^;
Yeah, he knows that >< So
;_;
Lol sorry shouldn't be
nono, it's okay! I feel bad
Darcy, it isn't my intent to
Take care.
You're such quiet company.
My Deer, Todd.