Shi's Deer Updates

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BEING PLAYED NOW: ...
UPDATED: July 1st, 2010
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Color: #C76114
Mood: - Hollow
Set: Monarch pelt, Fan Antlers, and Real Mask
Happenings: ...
Thinking/Saying:
Rowan...I miss you but...I am so glad you weren't here.

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Bio







Color: #919D9E
Mood: Lost it.
Set: Real Deer Pelt, Key antlers and Hands mask
Happenings:Slowly losing her mind; Trying to get herself killed
Thinking/Saying: Please...Please! WHY WONTYOU JUST KILL ME!?

Bio


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Shi's Updates

Mood: ...
Happenings:
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Thinking: I'm drifting far from this place. I wish I wasn't, because I don't plan on going anywhere really, but...I feel like so much damage has been done I can't turn back from it now. I KNOW it's all in my head...well...maybe not all of it, but my insecurity around everyone here is bringing me down, and it's bringing Darcy down. I want to get involved but...I just can't. I'm not sure I know how to crawl out of this hole. I want to ask for help but that feels so pathetic XD' I miss our old friends, and I wonder if they miss us, too, or if we really have been forgotten. I wish you all would come back.

If you want to contact me about my deer or...would like to attempt a conversation with me -chuckle-here are my contacts!
MSN:
AIM: AResidualHaunt
Shiori's picture

-sigh- Well that’s quite

-sigh- Well that’s quite unfortunate. I can’t help but be a little disappointed, honestly. Shyla would certainly feel a lot better knowing Masque had someone else to depend on whenever she decides to go away again…and she will, that fact is inevitable. I think I’ve proved to everyone how inconsistent I can be with this game ^^’ With my own emotions…

This is one of the reasons why I would not take Shyla and Masque too seriously ^^’ They obviously don’t take each other seriously. Masque refuses to be anyone’s mate, and Shyla just plain doesn’t see the point. She had a mate once, and he left because she could not close her heart, and that’s apparently what having a mate is all about. Loving one exclusively. Loving as Aegle loves. But I’ve said time and time again that isn’t how Shy is…Im just not sure how well anyone is listening since the same stuff keeps coming up over and over again XD' They keep expecting the normal bitter jealous woman scorned to come out like it usually does..? Well, it's not. She will never be Masque's mate. So end on that note.

Love brings so much hate…Shyla has a lot to give but she looks around and sees all this sadness and anger it's causes and can’t help but feel tormented. She wishes everyone could have an open heart. She wishes Aegle could open her eyes and see how she’s tainting the very word with her bitterness ><
As for her relationship with Shyla, I don’t see it as ‘fractured’ -shrug- They’ve grown apart obviously. Aegle just doesn’t seem like she needs Shy’s help anymore, and really, the poor doe has no other purpose. If you think she’s angry over Aegle’s feelings for Masque, she isn’t, so it hurts when you say she doesn’t trust Shyla >< I don’t see how Shyla did anything to her, honestly, to deserve that kind of coldness…but whatever. If you truly strive to have that little to do with both of them then maybe we made a mistake, and maybe Aegle’s presence isn’t as good for Masque as Shyla wants to believe. If ever she reconsiders, however, She’d like Aegle to know that he needs her, too…


Darcy and Shyla's Updates/Bios
Aegle's picture

I understand what your

I understand what your saying completely. c: Shyla is just different than most does. I guess I keep forgetting that! Obliviously thats why we all love her!
Honestly I wish Aegle could also. But she is a fool. We all know that!
Aegle feels as if Shyla does not want to see her anymore. Yes they have made up from the fight but she feels as if there is still something wrong. Shyla does not act the same towards her. Maybe its the fact she has grown up or something. Aegle wants things to be the same but, Shyla doesn't seem to feel the same. I wouldn't doubt Shyla is a little lost in all this chaos. I did not mean is to hurt you! I hope you know Aegle is completely unstable and she loses trust easily. Shyla did not do anything other than act different towards her. Aegle just does not feel she wants her around much anymore. Even you said the only one she really trusts and considers a friend is Masque. That hurts Aegle terribly. So she is jusyt steering clear of it all. Even if most of it is her fault. And anytime Aegle tries to be express the fact she needs Shyla and misses how she was terribly, Shyla just "blows it off" (not that harsh I just could not think of another word).
c:
Aegle's picture

Happy New Years! I miss you

Happy New Years! I miss you so much. <3 I hope your life is going well! I hope you get this. c:
Fledermaus's picture

I second that ^^ 8D

I second that ^^ 8D

Happy New Year, Shi. I hope

Happy New Year, Shi. I hope you're allright D:
Shiori's picture

Thank you Aegle, Fled, Danni…

Thank you Aegle, Fled, Danni… Sorry I didn’t respond earlier, I didn’t think to check here…^^’
Fledermaus's picture

Nice seeing you around again

Nice seeing you around again <3

What Fled said c: I hope you

What Fled said c: I hope you had a good Christmas and such~
Verycrazygirl's picture

"It is a pleasure to make

"It is a pleasure to make your acquaintance, Sir. Welcome back!"

"Why?"

"Why?"
Shiori's picture

-smirk-


-smirk-

Shiori's picture

"Lin..."


"Lin..."

"I don't...understand.."

"I don't...understand.."
Shiori's picture

..-Sigh- That’s because it’s

..-Sigh- That’s because it’s beneath understanding my dear…
There are vile creatures on this earth, and every day I wish I hadn’t been the one to hurt you so.
I have no words...nothing to mend it nor the want to...
Aegle's picture

-tackle hug- 8D "Hey Shy, I-I

-tackle hug- 8D
"Hey Shy, I-I uh... missed ya..."
Fledermaus's picture

Personally, I like knowing

Personally, I like knowing the thoughts/emotions behind a character that can be expressed further than what the game provides. <3
Pegasicorn's picture

I gotta copy-paste what Fled

I gotta copy-paste what Fled said.
Shiori's picture

Lol, you SAY that, then when

Lol, you SAY that, then when it's something bad or mopey everyone gets bent out of shape XD
Aegle's picture

Fallllseeee 8D I want to know

Fallllseeee 8D I want to know their emotions, even if their bad or mopey! Unless you don't want to, then I understand. I miss Shyla though. |D
Shiori's picture

Damnityouwin XD Why do I do

Damnityouwin XD Why do I do this to myself....BECAUSE YOU'RE A MASOCHIST SHIohright.

Verdalas's picture

Walter thanks Shyla for the

Walter thanks Shyla for the times when he wasn't scaring her halfway across the Forest, and I've told him he needs to behave better!
Verycrazygirl's picture

Sorry about what happened

Sorry about what happened there with Rowan, I have no reason to take her angry emotes seriously. ^^;

Shiori's picture

Verdalas: Haha….no problem. I

Verdalas: Haha….no problem. I know what it’s like being lonely like that >< She doesn’t mind keeping him company, but she wont tolerate pushiness =p

VCG: And I have to reason to take your apology seriously but lets do our best to pretend? Just leave each other alone >< If she runs, have the sense not to chase her.
Verycrazygirl's picture

Okai. Perhaps you could

Okai. Smiling
Perhaps you could foward there is little reason to grudge anymore? It's okay to coexist in the same screensaver. Laughing out loud

trackplz

trackplz
ACCOUNT INACTIVE
Find me at my "toboe" account
Kaoori's picture

Thanks for spending time with

Thanks for spending time with Kaoori this afternoon. Smiling
Aegle's picture

"Hey it was nice to meet ya.

"Hey it was nice to meet ya. It was fun."[/size]
Fledermaus's picture

Hnnn, I hope to be able to

Hnnn, I hope to be able to patch this up soon enough....>.<
Shiori's picture

Me too really...but we don't

Me too really...but we don't know if he's interested ><
Verycrazygirl's picture

*Shoves Darcy* *Rofl* xDD

*Shoves Darcy*

*Rofl* xDD

Fledermaus's picture

Thought you should know that

Thought you should know that I'm thinkin' of you. Have a good one, Shy.

free bump~

free bump~
ACCOUNT INACTIVE
Find me at my "toboe" account
Fledermaus's picture

-snuggles Shyla-

-snuggles Shyla-
ocean's picture

Hello! x3 *popped by just to

Hello! x3
*popped by just to say that*
Shiori's picture

Hello! XD Thanks Fled ^^;

Hello! XD
Thanks Fled ^^;
Fledermaus's picture

;_; I wish I could offer her

;_; I wish I could offer her some kind of direction but I just don't know what to say. She's still one of my favorite characters here, though.
Shiori's picture

-pat- S'ok. Everyone is happy

-pat- S'ok. Everyone is happy now, and that's great! But... Shyla never really knew what to do with 'happy' when it came to others aside from distancing herself. It's kinda sad >< She's just drawn to the sad and unhappy...unfortunately she's not always welcome by them either heh. Being around... 'settled' individuals makes her feel distant because she can't relate with them on any level. Therein lies the extreme difficulty in playing her without completely losing my mind XD''

The two fawns you met were me

The two fawns you met were me and my twin sister, Shizuka. My name is Reiko.
Shizuka... can't speak. But she can understand what you say. Thanks for playing with her.
..and me too.

The little fawn just about

The little fawn just about beamed in the company of her sister, the snow of their coats reflecting the very light of the sun. Shizuka wore it in her expression. She nodded excitedly before rearing upwards to greet the monarch-pelted stag, before falling to the flowerbed in a fit of giggles. The simple things in life made her smile.
Aegle's picture

"Hey Shyla. You know I care

"Hey Shyla. You know I care about you, right? Your my best friend and well, thank you. I-I-uh barely have much to say. I still feel lost as hell but, I guess I found a him. Whether it can mend my heart, I don't know. It's his choice really, wouldn't be much a surprise if I smash his love. -sneer- What is love but a word said to capture those you lust for. I only have one thing to say, If your still free start running away" She ends with a smile and nod. "I probably barely make any sense. But Shy, you just walk away. I wish I was as strong as you, but we all know I'm a pathetic shadow of you. No matter how weak you believe you are, you've always been strong to me. If you walk away, I'll walk away."
Shiori's picture

"Aha! Shizuka. Reiko.

"Aha! Shizuka. Reiko. Beautiful names, dear ones. I admire your devotion to one another…you are lucky to have each other. I dare say you are two of the sweetest young dispositions I’ve come upon in quite a while" -grin- "I hope we shall meet again. Stay safe now, you two" -laughs at Shizuka’s antics-
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-Manages a half-hearted smile

-Manages a half-hearted smile for the young doe, her eyes far off-
I…smile for you, Aegle. I hope too, with as much as I can spare you, that…that you find happiness. That is the goal…isn’t it? I would not wish my life on anyone…love is real. I’d spent so long denying it that when I finally opened my eyes it was too late…you understand.
Be sure to open your eyes and do not close your heart, Aegle…We must pity all who have soft hearts enough to take us on, to love us. Nurture that softness…
-Glazed violet eyes are concealed once more beneath heavy lids-
I’ve been running all my life and I fear I’m out of breath. Strength is not forever. I fear there will be no more…walks…for me.
Aegle's picture

"We smile for each other, I

"We smile for each other, I don't think either of us can deny we were meant to meet." She smiles and listens to her words pondering their underlying meanings in her mind.
"I wish so much happiness upon you as-well and I will make it my goal to provide happiness for you. That is what best friends are for.... I still am not sure what love is. It-It is a fake emotion to me. But I want it, I feel myself loathing over all who have this thing. I will allow him to- love me."
She opens her eyes slightly wider, an expression of awe.
"I swear you read my mind." She chuckles softly, "Your words are so true... Those who could love...us... We are almost the same, well, in some ways."
Her head shakes slowly, "Do not fear running out of breathe, take a deep breathe. Let the air fill your lungs, and run because I'll be right behind you. And I'll be here to hold you while you catch your breathe. I-I'll carry you when you can't move any longer... I won't leave you behind again."

BFFL.
Kaoori's picture

FF *HUGS DARCY* Kaoori will

FF *HUGS DARCY*
Kaoori will be okay. Laughing out loud She's just a tiny doe.. so this is a little hard on her. ^^;
Shiori's picture

Yeah, he knows that >< So

Yeah, he knows that >< So was...she v.v'
Kaoori's picture

;_;

;_;
Shiori's picture

Lol sorry shouldn't be

Lol sorry shouldn't be bumming you out right now XD' ^^'
Kaoori's picture

nono, it's okay! I feel bad

nono, it's okay! I feel bad for Darcy! He's one of Kaoori's oldest friends, you know. She appreciates him very much. She's honored he's where he's sitting right now.
Fledermaus's picture

Darcy, it isn't my intent to

Darcy, it isn't my intent to pry, but I can't help but notice you seem rather withdrawn. I realize I have not been a very good friend, but if you'd ever like someone to listen I'll gladly do so. It's up to you, of course. I won't be offended if you'd rather keep it a private issue; but I'm always willing to help.
Take care.

You're such quiet company.

You're such quiet company. Thank you for allowing me to sit with you.
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My Deer, Todd.