Shi's Deer Updates

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BEING PLAYED NOW: ...
UPDATED: July 1st, 2010
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Color: #C76114
Mood: - Hollow
Set: Monarch pelt, Fan Antlers, and Real Mask
Happenings: ...
Thinking/Saying:
Rowan...I miss you but...I am so glad you weren't here.

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Bio







Color: #919D9E
Mood: Lost it.
Set: Real Deer Pelt, Key antlers and Hands mask
Happenings:Slowly losing her mind; Trying to get herself killed
Thinking/Saying: Please...Please! WHY WONTYOU JUST KILL ME!?

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Shi's Updates

Mood: ...
Happenings:
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Thinking: I'm drifting far from this place. I wish I wasn't, because I don't plan on going anywhere really, but...I feel like so much damage has been done I can't turn back from it now. I KNOW it's all in my head...well...maybe not all of it, but my insecurity around everyone here is bringing me down, and it's bringing Darcy down. I want to get involved but...I just can't. I'm not sure I know how to crawl out of this hole. I want to ask for help but that feels so pathetic XD' I miss our old friends, and I wonder if they miss us, too, or if we really have been forgotten. I wish you all would come back.

If you want to contact me about my deer or...would like to attempt a conversation with me -chuckle-here are my contacts!
MSN:
AIM: AResidualHaunt
Verycrazygirl's picture

"I ment no harm when I was

"I ment no harm when I was inviting the lady to frolick.
I know not the reason taunting was necessary...?"

Shiori's picture

"I don't like you, therefore,

"I don't like you, therefore, it's necessary" -sneer-
Verycrazygirl's picture

"Such a pity... I thought we

"Such a pity... I thought we were neutral, and I would offer my polite greetings upon every encounter.
Why grudge when the past is so far gone, afterall?"

Shiori's picture

"Ah well yes...the devil

"Ah well yes...the devil often wears a smile and tips his hat, doesn't he? Lets just say some of us can't simply trade in our stripes for something more mind numbing."
Verycrazygirl's picture

"You judge me too soon,

"You judge me too soon, Sir.
I can only offer my complete honesty when I say things have changed.
I do not lie."

Shiori's picture

-Laughs- "Strange. I've the

-Laughs- "Strange. I've the urge to humor you. What, may I ask, has 'changed'?"
Verycrazygirl's picture

The deer chuckled, despite

The deer chuckled, despite the words exchanged, he seemed very calm. He did not wish to quarrel with this stag, but he will answer the questions asked.
"Over time, our brethren has come and gone. The 'gods' have created a fountain of sorts in the golden forest. Personalities have changed, in not only in myself but many others.
As for myself, perhaps you could take the time to know me, Sir. One can only interpret me how they wish.
I have no quarrel with you Sir."

Shiori's picture

"Hmm...your argument is weak.

"Hmm...your argument is weak. Things 'change' every day, I did not deny this. How does it concern me, though? I have known you long enough, Virgil. No, you are not as you were before..."-smirks- "I dare say I rather liked the old you better. There was something to admire then... How foolish of me."-Gaze becomes far off a moment before he narrows his eyes and snorts dismissively- "I am done with you."
Verycrazygirl's picture

"Very well. But I will not

"Very well.
But I will not cease greeting you upon passing."

Fledermaus's picture

-offers cuddles for Shyla-

-offers cuddles for Shyla-
Shiori's picture

;.; She really needs friends

;.; She really needs friends man
Fledermaus's picture

I wish I could help because I

I wish I could help because I hate seeing her upset. :c
I thought Aegle would be back by now, but I haven't seen her around. I wouldn't be surprised if Shy would rather see her than M these days, anyway.
Shiori's picture

Er...ff it makes you both

Er...ff it makes you both feel better to think so -sigh-
Fledermaus's picture

That's not to say it would

That's not to say it would make me feel better- it's just my assumption. I thought that as it stands now, she was on good terms with Aegle?
day4's picture

trickity track!!! love

trickity track!!!
love thispage :3
Shiori's picture

-shrug- I don't know. It

-shrug- I don't know. It looks like she's moved on again, hasn't it? Kudos to her. They are on good terms, but they aren't close...I don't think they can ever be very close.
Fledermaus's picture

Same here :C I feel like none

Same here :C I feel like none of them will be close anymore.
That being said, Masque is in now and willing to cheer her up if possible.

" helloo darcy!!!" just

" helloo darcy!!!"

just wanted to pop in and say my fawn aeis has had alot of fun playing with darcy
>w<
Shiori's picture

sink- I'm not feeling too

sink-
I'm not feeling too good tonight, actually. I had her on earlier and nothing was happening and we're both bummed ^^' I don't think I could play her anymore tonight with a level head, ya know? I think we all know what the real issue here is we just don't want to talk about it ^^' And that could be better off. I'm really not good at this beating around the bush crap either way XDD

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"Hello there!" -grin-

And D adores your little fawn! ^^
Fledermaus's picture

...I was unaware there was an

...I was unaware there was an issue. Given the circumstances, I was under the impression things were going well, but I guess that's not the case?
Aegle's picture

I'm so sorry you guys. I know

I'm so sorry you guys. I know I've been gone quite some time... I just haven't been feeling very drawn to forest as of lately. But I'm beginning to get involved again starting today. She's actually in the forest right now. I guess I've been lazy so I hope you'll all forgive me for disappearing so suddenly.
Also I would consider Aegle on very good terms with Shyla. She hasn't "moved on" in any way. She simply hasn't been on due to my lack of inspiration. I really want them to be close again and I'm trying to convey that the best I can. I suppose it hasn't been working? XD I mean yes, her and Mar are together now. But she won't even look at Masque so her need for a friend is still open. And considering that nearly everyone hates her I'm pretty sure she needs Shyla. c: I feel like I'm trying to get Aegle close with Shyla. I'm trying so hard but it seems Shyla just can't accept Aegle much. I dont know...
Its just very hard for me to get in the forest these days. I look at the pictos and there is no one to go play with or say hi to. And Aegle just sits there, alone, for hours on end. I feel like shes a worthless character at this point and I've exhausted anything interesting happening in her life. Anything that could happen to her now would just be a repeat. :c
Shiori's picture

-mucks things up left and

-mucks things up left and right-

Fled: -sweat drop- Going well? XD’ What about Shyla is going well -squeak-

Aegle: Heeeey! I thought you poofed on us ;.; Though I can’t blame you. Everything you’ve said pretty much applies to Shyla at the moment. She hasn’t been on in weeks. The forest seems to be becoming more and more segregated as the days go on >< Shyla's life is also on repeat, heh, she's even started over completely once! I don't know if she can a second time. That's a lot to ask of her ;.; Or Aegle too...
Shyla and Aegle have made up yes, and of course Shyla cares about her and is her friend, I‘m sorry I made it sound like she didn‘t, it was poorly worded ><…I guess what I mean by ‘close’ is…mrph. They’re too alike! XD They’re too caught up in their own awkwardness and misery to really ‘click’ I think >< Shyla has always been drawn to deer that are polar opposites to herself heh…that’s where her closest relationships have blossomed. She doesn’t know what to do with herself when she’s around another quiet, timid deer - she’s too much of a follower. So yes! Shyla would love to spend time with Aegle but…she also wants it like it was ;.; Having friends of all colors, having someone to follow and feel protected with, ya know? She misses that…
Fledermaus's picture

Ah, ok, I suppose I was

Ah, ok, I suppose I was getting the wrong impression.

Well, I know that Shyla doesn't like to have friendships pushed on to her, and I/my characters are guilty of doing that before so I won't do that anymore, sorry. ;_;
I think it's safe to say that she and Aegle are pretty much through with M, right? It's totally understandable if that's the case, I'd just like to know straightforward instead of me/him wondering about it for weeks/months/whatever or trying to patch things up when they don't want to. You know he can't take a hint xD

And sorry for spamming your updates page. :x
Shiori's picture

Ummm….you lost me on that one

Ummm….you lost me on that one XD’ I don’t recall any friendships being forced on her on your part? -head tilt- Unless you mean Masque?
Shyla does not feel the same as Aegle, don’t worry. Masque is…was?…I dunno…one of the best friends she’s ever had. As mad at him as she sometimes gets and as jealous of the circumstance…she can’t stop loving him, unfortunately ^^’ Of course, before, it was ok…she could be near him and close to him even if they couldn’t be ‘together’ and for her that‘s all she really wants. She doesn’t need exclusive rights or anything XD’ But now she doesn’t see him at all... That seems to be what happens when people mate off their deer, doesn’t it? >< They just…stop showing up. That, well…that she can’t stand.
I hope that better explains it? ><

As for the ‘spam’ PSH nobody else comments so why not? =P SPAM AWAY
phantomhelsing's picture

someone's days are getting

someone's days are getting better.

*snerk* Darcy's thoughts amuse me |D
Aegle's picture

I want them to be friends

I want them to be friends again, honestly. I don't think the poor gal can live without him to long. I'm just not sure how long or how they'll start talking again. It'll take Aegle a while to finally say something to him since she still thinks the whole mess is his fault and alot of her pain has him to blame. And if he realizes that I'm sure they'll be close again |D BUT I DON'T EXPECT HIM TO DO THAT.
Point is: DO NOT GIVE UP THEIR FRIENDSHIP COMPLETELY OR I'LL SHRIVEL UP AND DIE.
Fledermaus's picture

Ahh, we'll see. ;.;

Ahh, we'll see. ;.;
Shiori's picture

....yeah I think we've scared

....yeah I think we've scared him away for good after that ;D
-lesigh-

BUT YOU GET A THOUSAND

BUT YOU GET A THOUSAND HUGS

FROM TEN THOUSAND LIGHTNING BUGS

-punched-
ACCOUNT INACTIVE
Find me at my "toboe" account
Fledermaus's picture

It seems like no matter how

It seems like no matter how many times they make up, everyone's still disappointed. They'll still argue every other day, take sides, hold grudges, piss each other off, etc. I know M is not a good friend, and asking to repair things feels like I'm asking for a favor which isn't a position I want to put either of you in. :c I just wonder if it's worth still trying.
Shiori's picture

-blink- ...Why do I feel

-blink- ...Why do I feel Shy's getting lumped in with Aegle again @___@'' Ok, shes gotten mad at Masque a couple of times...so? That happens with anyone XD Hell Darcy and Rowan fight every other day -snicker- I don't know what went on between him and Aegle so I can't judge, and I'm sorry I judged earlier ^^' Honestly I was just disapointed with th whole situation but decided I needed to be more mad at myself heh. That's Shyla's greatest sin, isn't it? Having 'me' as a player?
I dunno. I see where you're coming from. This is turning into a bigger deal then it needs to be. What was once harmless is becoming annoying ^^' I just wish I could help it.
Fledermaus's picture

Sorry, I'm not trying to lump

Sorry, I'm not trying to lump them both together. It's certainly not your/Shyla's fault or anything, I don't mean to pin anyone as "responsible". I just assumed that she & Aegle would rather do without the drama xD
You're right though, it's not a big deal. I was just curious as to where they stand. Sorry for making this an issue. :X
Shiori's picture

I feel like this is turning

I feel like this is turning into a BIG fail XD'' I am very bad at making sense...
I wasn't saying YOU were turning it into a big deal. Quite the opposite it's very much our fault ^^ Masque is happy and settled is he not? None of this is your doing. It just seems whenever I come out and say something about Shyla and Masque Aegle jumps in too and it turns into a mess that I didn't intend XD' That's a heck of a lot of confession for one player or one guy to deal with, and I feel like it's pushing you guys away more then together ;.; But I don't know how NOT to say how she feels...she's far too honest heh, and so am I.
I honestly don't know what drama you speak of outside the one we're creating for ourselves XDD Other than the big one that we most regrettably missed...-sigh- I can't tell you how horrile she feels about not being there for him Fled ;.; She feels like she doesn't have any right to be in his life anymore, to be honest, but of course that doesn't stop her from wanting to. He was the first thing that grounded her after she went 'feral', and without that tether she's sort of adrift once more...does that make sense? -squeak-
AND I'M NOT BLAMING YOU FOR ANYTHING XD -attempts to get point accross- If I was I wouldn't still be talking like a moron lols

"Even if I don't visit that


"Even if I don't visit that often, or even if you don't see me for awhile...you won't forget me, right?"
Shiori's picture

-Frowns- "...Of course I wont

-Frowns- "...Of course I wont forget you, Lin. Not ever again...Don't think silly things like that ok? I hope you're staying out of trouble, and laying off those mushrooms!" -Chuckles- " ...I miss you like hell, kid."
Fledermaus's picture

xD Maybe they should just

xD

Maybe they should just hang out some time. 8D
Shiori's picture

WHAT A BRILLIANT IDEA

WHAT A BRILLIANT IDEA -lolsnort-
Aegle's picture

...sorry... I think then it

...sorry... I think then it would be best that I leave Aegle out of this whole thing.
Masque doesn't need her. Shyla doesn't really either. They were better off without her and probally will become better friends once Aegle's out of the picture.
She kinda fucked stuff up for them. I apologize for invading. |D

I think its best I leave Aegle to her own world with Mar. At this point I'm not sure how much longer I'll have her anyways.
Fledermaus's picture

Nuuuuu

Nuuuuu ;_______;

THISISNOTSUPPOSEDTOHAPPEN.
Shiori's picture

...-headdesk and waves white

...-headdesk and waves white flag- I have no idea what to say apprently that makes everyone happy ><'
Aegle what is it you want me to say? lol, seriously, because people keep telling me what WE want without us ever really stating it XD' It's a bit frustrating.
If AEGLE doesn't want to be Shy's friend because of this, please say so and don't try to tell me it's what Shyla wants ^^' Because it isn't <<
Aegle's picture

You don't have to make

You don't have to make everyone happy, doll.
You did state it. Clear as day. XD "None of this is your doing. It just seems whenever I come out and say something about Shyla and Masque Aegle jumps in too and it turns into a mess that I didn't intend XD"
Do I need anything clearer than that, haha. Its alright. I'm not mad or anything but it seems that is what you are clearly saying. If that's not what you meant than I would consider rephrasing it.

She does. I'm simply feeling very confused at this time.
Shiori's picture

-Brow raise- I'm incapable of

-Brow raise- I'm incapable of it so we're good XD
-sigh-
I'm sorry you're having a hard time right now Aegle =/ I read your updates...and I'm sure that kind of comment isn't something you wanted to hear right now. Trust me if I'd known... I would have kept my mouth shut.
What I said is what I meant though, but it still isn't what 'you' mean. I do feel like every time I try to bring up Masque and Shyla you confesss Aegle's feelings too and then it becomes muy muy awkward @_@' I wish I could talk to you privately about this...

ANYWAYS. Whatever my...our feelings, they aren't geared toward ending their friendship ^^' Shyla doesn't want that...but if Aegle feels differently...I dunno -.o I dunno...
Aegle's picture

Ahh, no worries dear. c: I

Ahh, no worries dear. c:
I feel like I've only done it once. But I'm not sure I may have accidentally done it as well.
Feel from to MSN me at . I'm actually online now. C:

I dont. Aegle doesn't either. <3
Fincayra's picture

Aw, Shyla. D: I would like to

Aw, Shyla. D:
I would like to see more of her in the Forest. I think Esll met her once, and he was quite curious.
Shiori's picture

I seem to somehow manage to

I seem to somehow manage to put her in the forest at really bad times heh, pretty much everyone ignores her, WHICH I mean, given the way she acts I can't blame most of them XD There was a time people were at least curious though...It's nice to know Esll is ^^ I'm gonna wait till my own mood improves a bit to try again with her. Her future is a bit of an unknown at the moment. I'm really hoping I can think of some sort of plot to save her...
Fincayra's picture

Yeah, I know how that goes.

Yeah, I know how that goes. My doe Stella is shy, too, and she doesn't get a lot of attention. Not that I'm complaining, though. <3 But Esll loves shy deer! She seems to be an interesting character... but do what you need to if she's being difficult to play. I can wait. Sticking out tongue

edit; Aha, so Shyla did appear... much sooner than I expected. Eye
Sorry Esll didn't get to interact much. He found himself occupied very quickly after Darcy left, so it was a little hard for him to break away from the group. Maybe next time he'll be a little more interactive. <3
Shiori's picture

Aw...I've always been

Aw...I've always been interested in Stella. I think Shy even attempted to follow her around once, though at the time I didn't reccognize the picto I hadn't seen her in so long ^^'
And yes...my mood was rather improved tonight, and seeing as I was just leaving the game running with Darcy in it I figured I'd just put Shyla to sit around in his place, heh. I felt a bit bad though once I saw Esll! No need to apologize for him, she really just needed her distance tonight anyways...had a bit of a 'falling out' with someone today ><'
Do you know who the other deer was? With the devout pelt and skull mask? I was a bit surpried to find them lurking about and showing so much interest in her when I didn't reccognize their picto at all...then again I am very unobservant about these things XD'
Fincayra's picture

You know, I think I remember

You know, I think I remember Shyla following Stella around a bit once.
I don't play her very often anymore; I think I will try again with her someday. Right now I only feel like playing Esll. Smiling

I was curious about that deer as well. She (I assume it was a she) did seem oddly intent on Shyla. She even sat next to Esll for a while when he tried to get closer to Shyla. When I came on the community site I saw the name 'arches' in the online users list. Turns out that was who it was, because the pictogram on their account page was the same. It said they were only a member for four hours, but the deer seemed very fluent in body language. I'm very curious. Sticking out tongue
Shiori's picture

Shout out to strange 'arches'

Shout out to strange 'arches' deer then! ^^ Shyla found she actually didn't mind her company so much...was kinda nice. pSH I'm so hypocritical XD
Laruna's picture

Sorry about having to run

Sorry about having to run off, Shiori... but it was nice to see Shyla again. I hope my deer didn't offend her by leading her around the forest - I couldn't tell if she was irritated when she did the sad+shake head when my deer wanted to move. But maybe I'm simply bad at reading deer language... xD