Shi's Deer Updates

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BEING PLAYED NOW: ...
UPDATED: July 1st, 2010
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Color: #C76114
Mood: - Hollow
Set: Monarch pelt, Fan Antlers, and Real Mask
Happenings: ...
Thinking/Saying:
Rowan...I miss you but...I am so glad you weren't here.

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Bio







Color: #919D9E
Mood: Lost it.
Set: Real Deer Pelt, Key antlers and Hands mask
Happenings:Slowly losing her mind; Trying to get herself killed
Thinking/Saying: Please...Please! WHY WONTYOU JUST KILL ME!?

Bio


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Shi's Updates

Mood: ...
Happenings:
...
Thinking: I'm drifting far from this place. I wish I wasn't, because I don't plan on going anywhere really, but...I feel like so much damage has been done I can't turn back from it now. I KNOW it's all in my head...well...maybe not all of it, but my insecurity around everyone here is bringing me down, and it's bringing Darcy down. I want to get involved but...I just can't. I'm not sure I know how to crawl out of this hole. I want to ask for help but that feels so pathetic XD' I miss our old friends, and I wonder if they miss us, too, or if we really have been forgotten. I wish you all would come back.

If you want to contact me about my deer or...would like to attempt a conversation with me -chuckle-here are my contacts!
MSN:
AIM: AResidualHaunt
Reetno's picture

Oh my god... so I'm back~

Oh my god... so I'm back~ hi...

You still want to do that RP thing or has that boat sailed?
Shiori's picture

HI THERR :3 Wondering where

HI THERR :3 Wondering where you went off to, but I figured it was your computer or...generalemoness. EITHER WAY glad to see you back ^^ And no boat has sailed! I'd love to do it still.
toboe's picture

LIKE A SURGEON CUTTIN' FOR

LIKE A SURGEON

CUTTIN' FOR THE VERY FIRST TIMEEEEEEEEEE

yeahnoplz
Reetno's picture

Okay then~ is not emo...

Okay then~ is not emo... -pout- Sadly however, I did have an alright start for the RP, but after the internet went down I... well lost it, so I have to try and start over again... though I did make a neat little screenie edit of Edin (^^)
that I might post later for attention whoreness
Shiori's picture

Aw...you mean you typed it

Aw...you mean you typed it and lost it or forgot it? XD Either way, take your time no rush!
And I saw it before you took it down! Was going to comment but whoooosh. It was really neat you could hardly tell it was an edit, kind of exactly how I imagine him heh.
Reetno's picture

Oh... lol... sorry (^^') I

Oh... lol... sorry (^^') I just thought it wasn't... um... I'm not very sure anymore, but I just took it down because... well... meh.
I just forgot it because of internet loss shock. But I'm working on something right now... not really liking how it's starting though so I might scrap and start again~

But I think I'm going to have to stop and go to bed if I want to be up early enough to go and see this awesome Italian mask maker that will be down at market square~ I have one of his masks and it is just beautiful and also one of only two he made like it (^^) a silver leaf mask. There is also a golden one and my mom was thinking of buying that one for herself, lol...
I for one just want to go down there mostly to ask how he does it because I want to learn how to make masks.
-late night blathering-
Shiori's picture

LOL I went to bed without you

LOL I went to bed without you ;D -giggle- And naw I think I get why you took it down ^^' But it was pretty neat some people might have liked it!

Masks huh...? Masks creep me out XDD' My aunt used to collect them and all 3 walls to her room were covered in them...it creeped me out as a child @_@ I am also afraid of dolls so masks are kinda like flat doll faces with no eyes...NUU THE HORROR. Butuh...I hope all went/goes well?
Reetno's picture

lol... I saw that~ I see

lol... I saw that~

I see were they could freak you out... this new mask of mine looks beautiful in the light, but in the dark... creepy as all hell, lol...
I think it's just because it's a full human shaped face... the beaked and half masks aren't as bad~
Shiori's picture

Meh.

Meh.
Fincayra's picture

*pats Darcy* ;_:

*pats Darcy* ;_:
Shiori's picture

...^^ Thanks Fin I apologize

...^^ Thanks Fin
I apologize for his behavior earlier...
Fincayra's picture

No need to apologize.

No need to apologize. <3 He did nothing wrong.
snowbell's picture

bell would like to know if

bell would like to know if you play wolfquest cause bell thinks she knows you or a similar deer on wolfquest
Shiori's picture

-headtilt- No afraif not,

-headtilt- No afraif not, sorry =/ I think someone did mention there was a Darcy there? Or maybe that was IT...I dunno, but I haven't played either ^^
WonderfullySarcastic's picture

If I may ask, what's wrong

If I may ask, what's wrong with Darcy?
#1354
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OokamiAzura's picture

track

track
Shiori's picture

Hello o.o Erm…he’s very

Hello o.o Erm…he’s very bipolar and the rain brings out the worst in him unfortunately >< And he got into a bit of a 'disagreement' with his mate…
ocean's picture

*throws flowers at

*throws flowers at Darcy*
...
*flees*

Did I make it better? 8D
WonderfullySarcastic's picture

Ah, well, I hope he and his

Ah, well, I hope he and his mate patch things up ^^ *scuttles off*

*ninja'd* Just lol'd, Ocean.
#1354
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OokamiAzura's picture

It's alright. I like tracking

It's alright. I like tracking status updates.
Shiori's picture

Ocean: Lols oh yes! The

Ocean: Lols oh yes! The flowers will mask the scent of vomit nicely XDD

WS: Aw well thank you ^^ I hope so, too

Ookami: HELLO. Good to know not everyone hates me! XD Or maybe you do and that's why you're stalking me o___0 oho!
ocean's picture

Hurrah! I win.

Hurrah!
I win. ^^
Wait...where'd the vomit come from? O_O
On the other hand, never mind. >>
*gets more flowers*
snowbell's picture

oh okay thanx any way xD i

oh okay thanx any way xD
i seen you a heap of times before.
and with out takeing a screenie i managed to find out who you where xD
POOH2004's picture

You may hate me, but PLEASE

You may hate me, but PLEASE be strong and be happy! Try to recover them somehow. I really do not mean to... And say about that my wish to...
Shiori's picture

Hi there :3 I don't

Hi there :3 I don't understand half of what you said BUT thank you Pooh ^^' Will try to be
OokamiAzura's picture

Late reply is late lD I dun

Late reply is late lD

I dun hate you. It's hard to get me to feel that way xD I typically track characters that I've seen around quite a bit (:

"Hello miss...i thought i

"Hello miss...i thought i would introduce my self...im the small one that was hiding under Esll...sorry if i scared you im a bit to friendly for my own good"

>w>;;; D: i love you! <3 -flee-
POOH2004's picture

I think if you hear

I think if you hear whispering, there is something that hinders full voice power. But the fact that you hear it, means something too. And this is the answer. Please be happy.
I just realised that soon I may leave the game for a very long time. Not because I wish this, but I'm obliged to do so.
toboe's picture

YOU HAVE SO MANY MORE

YOU HAVE SO MANY MORE COMMENTS /dramasob
How exactly is one "half dead"? XD

Random love bump in disguise!
Shiori's picture

MAYBE BECAUSE I INTERACT WITH

MAYBE BECAUSE I INTERACT WITH PEOPLES MORE HMM? TRY IT.
...XD
And don't ask stoopid questshuns -mauls-
toboe's picture

WE'VE ALREADY HAD THIS

WE'VE ALREADY HAD THIS CONVERSATION

AND WTF IS THIS CAPS LOCK DAY?

O_O!!
Shiori's picture

YOU'RE RIGHT SO QUIT

YOU'RE RIGHT SO QUIT ASKIN'

CAPS ARE FUN

I LIKE PIE o_o
toboe's picture

HOW THE PICKLES DO YOU REPLY

HOW THE PICKLES DO YOU REPLY SO FAST OHMAHGAWD

AND I DON'T LIKE PIE....

I LIKE...

SPAM! ;D
Shiori's picture

LOL GREAT NOW WE'RE ONE OF

LOL GREAT NOW WE'RE ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO SPAM WITH CAPS LOCK COMMENTS NOBODY ELSE UNDERSTANDS!? NUUUUUUUUUU
toboe's picture

OKAY INSIDE JOKE TIME UH I

OKAY INSIDE JOKE TIME

UH

I THINK I'M READY FOR LUNCH OHO!
Shiori's picture

UM...I DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S

UM...I DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S 'INSIDE' ENOUGH....;D;D;D

Omg my trackers hate me right now XDD
toboe's picture

-chokes on tongue- LOL I had

-chokes on tongue- LOL

I had something funny to say BUT LOL YEAH it's...notsogreatforhere OHO. -loldie-

I am entertained. :'D

I am entertained. :'D
OokamiAzura's picture

Pitter patter, pitter

Pitter patter, pitter patter.

Nervous in movement, nervous in greeting and demeanor.

Erm...hi...

It was quite awkward to say the least.


Also, sorry about the MSN incident, my Trillian quit on me ;;
Shiori's picture

Long ears flick forward

Long ears flick forward before his sullen eyes drew up from the dirt to gaze upon the timid creature before him. He studied her for a moment, apprehensive, then offered a soft and genuine smile.
"Salutations..."




I figured it was something like that ^^'

Funny, Amary feels ignored by

Funny, Amary feels ignored by Darcy lately. She tried to say "hi" yesterday but he was unresponsive. Not your fault, of course, although it seems like all Darcy ever does these days is sit around with Vilnius or Rowan, or just by himself, at least when I'm on. I'm just saying, I don't blame you or anything, and it's not like they're really good friends or anything, it's just that Darcy's latest update made me think of that. But I just figure you happen to be doing other things, so...not really a big deal.
Shiori's picture

No, no...I'm glad you said

No, no...I'm glad you said something, and we're really sorry it has been coming off that way to Amary ;_; I will admit Darcy has been spending a lot of alone time with Rowan lately. They've both been trying to leap a big relationship hurdle XD' But I think that's all settled now. As for sitting by himself or with Vilnius? Or anybody else for that matter...sometimes he just doesn't feel all that playful and does tend to sit around a lot XD Especially if I'm busy doing something else. I don't really recall seeing Amary around but once or twice though to be honest, but like I said I could have been doing something else if she had come up to him ;_; Darcy wouldn't have just ignored her if she'd said hi and we were around to see it I promise.
To be honest myself though, I don't think Darcy knows what sort of relationship he has with Amary ^^' He tends to be hesitant to chase after deer he doesn't know that well if he sees them in the distance. Bit counter productive I'll admit XD He's a tad insecure lol

But anyways, thank you for saying it. I've been sort of aware of it myself lately. Though the 'ignored' bit in my updates was more towards the fact that whenever Darcy fights with someone they ignore him completely likethen00bstheyare -cough-
Fledermaus's picture

Amen. 8D

Amen.

8D
OokamiAzura's picture

She smiles back, lightly,

She smiles back, lightly, unsure.

Thank you for letting me hang out with you and Reed last night...it was awkward, but I appreciate it...



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I just felt bad since it happened RIGHT after Mikuru got DC'd ;;

Crap timing ftw ;;

You were probably doing

You were probably doing something else. Amary didn't really stick around long, anyway, but only because he wasn't doing anything. She also is a bit uncertain about Vilnius, only because Kaoori doesn't like him. I do admit Amary has been spending a lot of time with Kaoori, but she seems to be the only one of her friends that she sees anymore. She is open to making new friends, but lately when I've been on, there haven't been many deer in the forest, and it seems like they're all always just sitting or sleeping. It might just be the time of day, because I've been on later than I used to be.
Anyway, Amary sees Darcy as like an almost-friend. That is, the only thing keeping him from being an actual friend is that she doesn't know him well enough, but she would certainly like to change that.
Shiori's picture

Laughs a bit sheepishly. "I

Laughs a bit sheepishly.
"I am...well I am sorry for that. I hope it will not keep you from enjoying my presence in the future. You are welcome around if ever the urge strikes again, aha."

[Ah so that's what happened. I THOUGHT you two were conspiring aginst me! D8 ...haha. ]

Nuevapaz: Ah...well Darcy and Kaoori aren't on good terms XD' So chances are if she's around her he wont join in any time soon :3' Though honestly he's less bothered by her presence than she seems to be his aha.
Well, we will certainly keep an eye out for her!

Really? I never realized

Really? I never realized that. Amary does tend to be around Kaoori a lot, since she considers her her best friend and a "sister".
OokamiAzura's picture

Thank you for the dance and

Thank you for the dance and sit, Darcy. It was quite nice ~

hello Im typing here on the

hello
Im typing here on the behalf of one of my friends
Whom you've been treating with nothing but foul attitude for several months
not only that, you have no explained reason. you just came back after a break and treated her poorly ever since.
i don't want to be flamed but this is the truth. i want to know why you insist on making Kaoori the both a human and a deer feel as miserable as you can, don't you think about it?
don't you think as you do this that you are hurting another player?
do you know how rude and selfish your being?

i expect a civil answer from you.

and sorry to everyone who has to read this, I know that cornering someone in public is a very good way to open someones eyes. kindly stay out of this so that it doesnt get out of hand. (:
Shiori's picture

A civil answer eh? How’s this

A civil answer eh?
How’s this for civil?
I don’t ‘make’ Kaoori, player or deer, feel miserable. She does that just fine by herself.
And frankly I refuse to argue with someone who’s only weapon is to bring other people down with selfishly driven guilt trips. Kaoori has caused Darcy quite a bit of pain herself, but seeing as Kaoori is so popular and he is not I can see how that transgression could be so easily ignored. I apologize but I am not in the habit of worshiping the ground popular players walk on just because their friends bully others into submission. Also I have no respect for deer or players who think themselves too good for anyone else.
If Kaoori has issue with me, my contacts are listed and I would be more than happy to discuss this in further detail with her elsewhere. This goes for all of her friends as well.
Lol, you don’t need to ‘corner’ me, I am not a vicious animal on the run. Got something to say? Please do say it.