Shi's Deer Updates

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BEING PLAYED NOW: ...
UPDATED: July 1st, 2010
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Color: #C76114
Mood: - Hollow
Set: Monarch pelt, Fan Antlers, and Real Mask
Happenings: ...
Thinking/Saying:
Rowan...I miss you but...I am so glad you weren't here.

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Bio







Color: #919D9E
Mood: Lost it.
Set: Real Deer Pelt, Key antlers and Hands mask
Happenings:Slowly losing her mind; Trying to get herself killed
Thinking/Saying: Please...Please! WHY WONTYOU JUST KILL ME!?

Bio


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Shi's Updates

Mood: ...
Happenings:
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Thinking: I'm drifting far from this place. I wish I wasn't, because I don't plan on going anywhere really, but...I feel like so much damage has been done I can't turn back from it now. I KNOW it's all in my head...well...maybe not all of it, but my insecurity around everyone here is bringing me down, and it's bringing Darcy down. I want to get involved but...I just can't. I'm not sure I know how to crawl out of this hole. I want to ask for help but that feels so pathetic XD' I miss our old friends, and I wonder if they miss us, too, or if we really have been forgotten. I wish you all would come back.

If you want to contact me about my deer or...would like to attempt a conversation with me -chuckle-here are my contacts!
MSN:
AIM: AResidualHaunt
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Just the last time we saw him

Just the last time we saw him it happened, but maybe it was lag or off-screen distraction that caused it to be missed. Don't know! But every time Noe's been in D's vicinity, she's greeted him unless I'm AFK or she's very upset. A lot of times, deer don't have pictos on my end, so that may have contributed to it as well.

'Kay! That's all, I'll stop clogging up the comments now.
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"Darcy." She lays against

"Darcy." She lays against him, popping her head up to look at the stag for a moment. Her eyes close in happiness for a moment, then open to study him.
"Good to see you again. I trust you aren't too badly hurt?"
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T'was Pwnd by a horse before.

T'was Pwnd by a horse before.
Very nasty, yus.
-random tracking comment-
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Eyes watch the water below

Eyes watch the water below pass with feverish intensity, an ear twitching at the sound of his name as she settles agaisnt him.
"Hello again," he greets, his gaze softening somewhat though it remains elsewhere.
"I am well...I see no reason to get injured over some haughty dispute."
Soon after speaking he winces shamefully and glances toward her with concern.
"I...have a mother and child to protect after all...How are you fairing?"

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She bumps him lightly with

She bumps him lightly with her head, laughing. "I suppose that's where we differ! Then again, I don't have a child to protect." The news sinks in and she looks at him with surprise on her face.
"A child! Well, congrats, Mr. Darcy." She had heard a few rumors, but hadn't been close enough to him to confirm them.
"As for me, I'm healing, as to be expected." She takes to licking one reopened wound.
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He snorts a little and pins

He snorts a little and pins back his ears. I don't have a child to protect.
“Well that could be argued," he mutters, but is soon cut off by her excitable exclamation. Brows lift in surprise at the sudden shift in mood, amber eyes warming as a hesitant, somewhat sheepish laugh bubbles up in his throat.
“Thank you…and I’m glad to…hear it,” he says as he looks her over, jaw suddenly clenching at the sight of her injuries. He watches her for a moment more before returning his fiery gaze back upon the water.
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She speaks quietly. "I meant

She speaks quietly. "I meant one of my own, Darcy. As for myself, I'm more interested in protecting my friends." She shrugs and shakes her head, the smile rapidly returning along with her good mood.
"Congrats to Rowan too. She must be excited." She sighs as she notices his gaze on her injuries for a moment.
"Tsk, Darcy, I can't be doing that badly." She chuckles softly.
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“Forgive me…it seems I

“Forgive me…it seems I haven’t the ability to look upon any of this with good humor” he confesses, mouth lifting at one corner though his eyes appeared to grow more tired and sullen.
“It is a virtue to do so I suppose. You seem a good friend to have…”
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"Neither of them consider me

"Neither of them consider me a friend, and virtues are all based on interpretation." She shrugs, then nudges him, still softly smiling.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Her tone suddenly changed to concern. The doe looks up, trying to catch his eyes.
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He glances back to meet her

He glances back to meet her eye upon catching the concern in her voice. It seems he had forgotten himself again. Quickly swallowing back his emotions, he allows a full smile to grace his lips.
"Oh...nothing. I suppose you're right about that too, but...I'll let you in on a little secret?"
He pauses, glancing around suspiciously before turning a mischievous eye back her way and leaning in close.
"I'm always right."
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She lets out a laugh, eyes

She lets out a laugh, eyes shining. "'Course you are, Darcy! How could you be wrong?"
However, she lets the seriousness return a moment later.
"But...is something wrong? Really?" She frowns slightly, still keeping his glance.
"I don't like emotions being hidden from me. If something's wrong, I want to help you. Besides, I owe you." She smiles, erasing the frown from a moment before.
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“I am! Ask Rowan! …er…On

“I am! Ask Rowan! …er…On second thought…don’t bring it up at all. We never had this conversation,” he continues to tease, chuckling at the thought of it. It seems he couldn’t get away from his slip ups so easily, however, for he soon became aware of the shift in the doe’s expression. His brows knit and ears fold back at her questioning.
“Females…first you’re too saaaad…then you’re too happy,” he grumbles to himself, lifting his nose to the air - though clearly the jest was meant to be heard as he glanced her from the corner of his eye thoughtfully.
“I suppose you do owe me. You can start by staying out of those friends of your’s way“.
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She snorts. "Somehow, I doubt

She snorts. "Somehow, I doubt she'd say the same..." She winks. "What conversation?"
She listened to his jesting and poked him just a little too hard with her hoof in his ribcage. Then her own brows knit and she looked away, voice quieting.
"Can't do that. If I don't stop them, nobody will. Or somebody else might, and get hurt for something that was my fault..." Her voice breaks slightly at the last word. She shakes her head hard then, ridding it of those thoughts.
"You're avoiding the subject. You still haven't answered me." She half-smiles.
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He jumps a little at her jab,

He jumps a little at her jab, shifting against her and shooting a look if playful contempt her way, but the playfulness faded a bit as once again the mood quieted. Well, drat. An irritable sigh of breath escapes his nostrils as he unwillingly listens to her refusal, eyes narrowing.
“You’re smarter than that. You can’t stop them. They cause you pain and push you aside to play a boy’s game and still you defend them? And then you ask me what is wrong?”
He tenses and stares at her with a harsh gaze, though his malcontent is not with her.
“Yes, avoiding the subject is what I can do very well. Give me that at least for else I’d have nothing at all.”
He rises suddenly, briefly shaking the dirt from his bristled fur before picking his way down the slope to the stream below.
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"I have before..." Or had

"I have before..." Or had she? Maybe they'd just stopped of their own accord. "I...see. Of course I defend them, though...I'm the sort who wants to save them. If I could." Her ears pin back and her head droops.
"Nothing at all. You give yourself so little credit-" She struggles to her feet with a grunt, coming to the edge of the water and beginning to step down.
"-really, Darcy." She yelps and slides down the hill, splashing into the stream.
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“Heh, so they keep telling

“Heh, so they keep telling me,” he scoffs at her last comment, no longer seeing the point in arguing the rest of it. Foolish does, always thinking they could save the world. With a roll of his eyes he lowers his head to the water and suckles it as it flows by in hopes to cool his anger. A pebble bouncing suddenly down the bank and into the water beside him made him jerk up his head just in time to watch her slip past into the water. Splash! He leapt back to avoid the spray and possible collision, only for his own footing to be lost on the steep angle. He slid a little more gracefully into the belly-deep water than she did - but ended up equally as wet.
“Gah! Shit…cold!…Hey… Hey are you ok? Jeez what are you trying to do to yourself?…”
He gives himself a shake before stepping quickly over to her.
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She snorts and flails around,

She snorts and flails around, splashing in the water as she attempts to sit up. She succeeds and blows a few feathers from her face, standing and shaking the water off.
"I wasn't trying to do anything, I slipped." She glares for a moment, then gives a little laugh, a bit embarrassed.
"'Least the blood's gone." She shrugs, dipping down into the water again. "It really isn't that cold anyhow."
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“Right, right…it must be an

“Right, right…it must be an unspoken rule that super-does can’t help but be impossibly clumsy,” he muses, lifting a brow at her sputtering attempts and leaning away as water splashed up at him. He shudders at the feeling of moisture on his skin. No, the water wasn’t all that cold, but it didn’t make his dislike for it any less. Sighing, he gives his head another shake, watching her lower herself into the pool and the red liquid swirl up from her wounds before getting caught in the current. He finds himself hopelessly silent then, finally tearing his eyes from her to glance around idly, uncomfortably shifting his hooves in the muck below.

[I'm probably going soon. If I stop responding, I am in bed watching Invader Zim reruns @.@]
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[Gotcha. :P] "You don't have

[Gotcha. :P]

"You don't have to be a jerk about it. I'm injured. Slipping happens." She mutters and stands up, shaking off the water again. She brushes past him to walk upriver, then get out at a shallower spot. She sits, muttering, but with a slight smile.
"There was a loose rock too," she complains. At least the wounds weren't stinging quite so much, now.
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His ears went back at that

His ears went back at that and apprehension flickered into his eyes as he glanced back at her, frowning. He had nothing to say back to her - not really, swallowing all of his worlds as they attempted to reach his tongue. He stood still as she moved away, ears creeping forward again. His lips parted to offer her assistance once he saw what she intended to do - but too late. Fool, he chastised himself, grunting as he flicked his tail, gave the steep slope next to him a quick once over, and leapt straight up in a rather graceful maneuver to clear the water and find dry footing once more. Another quick yet vigorous shake commenced in a hopeless attempt to dry himself before he picked his way over to her. Silently he settled, air expelled forcefully from his lungs as their warm bodies met once more.
“You ...should get some rest,” he insisted softly, nudging her neck with the tip of his mask - and then, tilting his head and offering a small smile, leaned closer to smooth a feather out of place. Pulling his legs out in front of him more like a dog than a deer he stretches his body against hers and lays his own head down upon them, gazing off at a group of fawns playing in the distance.
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"Show-off." She grimaces at

"Show-off." She grimaces at the leap, then breaks it with a laugh and a smile. However, it momentarily flags.
"When I find that I can sleep well again." She shrugs, but smiles again as he lays down.
"You too, Darcy. You'll need it for when that kid of yours comes to this world." She lays down, setting her head near his as she curls up. She sighs and closes her eyes, almost instantly beginning to doze. She flicked an ear at the fawns in the distance. Cute little things, they were.
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Shyla?

Shyla?
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"Darcy, is everything okay?"

"Darcy, is everything okay?" She looked at him with concern, a frown forming on her face. She had settled beside him and was trying not to lean too heavily on him, despite being still injured. The crow feathers on her head fluffed in the slight night breeze as she studied him, looking for signs of a fight of some sort.
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He glanced over wearily as

He glanced over wearily as she settled, brow cocked over a questioning eye. His expression was somber.
“Good Evening, Ama,” he greeted softly, glancing her over before shifting his gaze elsewhere.
“I don’t enjoy lying…what do your instincts tell you?”
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"I wouldn't ask if I thought

"I wouldn't ask if I thought the answer was yes." Her head tilts to the side questioningly.
"Will you tell me what it is? Though I think I can guess..." She looks off into the distance as well, focused on nothing.
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He couldn’t help but smile at

He couldn’t help but smile at that, however weakly, but it soon faded. Tilting his head up he found the starry sky through the branches and let an audible breath escape.
“Yes…the forest has reason for sadness tonight. Ifor me I suppose it… hits closer to home…
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"I thought so." She rests her

"I thought so." She rests her head on his shoulder. Ama knew what had happened, had seen the looks on all the faces as the doe had faded.
She couldn't muster more words to say; nothing she could say would do much good for him now anyway. She would simply be there for him.
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He leaned into her as she

He leaned into her as she did, unable to help himself. His eyes closed in relief, grateful he did not have to go into the deeper reasons for his state. Concentrating on her breathing, he tried to relax and rid the thoughts from his mind.
“I’m…glad you’re here. I barely know you, heh...but I'm glad.”
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She leaned into him as well,

She leaned into him as well, not wanting to be pushed over anyway. The doe snuggled into his shoulder a little.
"I don't know you all that well either...but I know enough to know that you're a good friend."
He had been there for her, and she was determined to be there for him as well.

[I think I'm going to take Ama out for the night, or at least awhile. ^^]
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Shyla... ;;

Shyla... ;;
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<3

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Do what you think is right.



Do what you think is right. In order to not regret. I... I... ... I called thy name......
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;__; Please don't let Shyla

;__;

Please don't let Shyla get hurt. I love her too much. :c
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I miss ya. Haven't seen Darcy

I miss ya. Haven't seen Darcy around lately. <3
Hope to see you soon. ^^

[e]: If you're wondering what happened, she can't stand up long and can't really nod. |D
But she's happy to see him [and Rowan!] again. And doesn't want to spoil the happy. x3
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-sighs- Why? What happened?

-sighs- Why? What happened?
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Ah sorry, I didn't want you

Ah sorry, I didn't want you to have to come back and have D worry about that. >> It's good to see you again, though.
Just an RP she got into, got bit in the neck. She's getting better. ♥
Oh, and Rowan & Darcy's antics were entertaining. xDDD
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Lol right...I'm not involved

Lol right...I'm not involved so why should I know?
I hope she gets better then...
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Ah, I hope you're not angry.

Ah, I hope you're not angry. >: Not many people were involved anyhow [1 other person], and I was attempting to...not hurt people with her state.
She will. I refuse to let her get worse anyhow, especially if it might hurt people ooc'ly.
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I'm not talking about being

I'm not talking about being involved, I just don't understand why you wont just say why...-shrug- You can't hurt your character and expect people not to feel bad, that isn't how it works XD Lol well, it is for SOME people, but not those who actually give a shit ya know? Darcy definately does. But I don't see why it would hurt people OOC...
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WHOA. I missed that, I think.

WHOA. I missed that, I think. >.<
Why? I didn't actually know the RP would get that far. |D When it did get there, I was more than a little tired. xD Is that what you were asking?
And I suppose so. :3 It really depends on the person/deer. xD
I'm just worried it might, y'know. I would hope it wouldn't. |D
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-Lays on and sighs- .__.

-Lays on and sighs- .__.
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-pat; hug- ^^ [e]: Haha, I

-pat; hug- ^^
[e]: Haha, I can't believe you got that she was stuck down there! 8D That was adorable. >>
She says she feels better now. And is sorry for making Darcy go in the water to encourage her. |D
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Haha, yeah he figured she'd

Haha, yeah he figured she'd have trouble...he was tyring to find a shallower spot for her to climb up. He thought taking a swim in the deeper water would help her move around better, guess it backfired XD But I hope you mean it.
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xD! She did move a bit better

xD! She did move a bit better in water anyhow. And haha, I suppose it did. x3
She'll just continue getting better, though having her wounds cleaned out by the deep water will improve her condition a bit. ^^

[e]: Please pardon my fail at interpreting forest language. xD
-squishes him-
And she was feeling daring, jumping the river. She's laughing a lot more, so that's a good sign. x3
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Heh. I will translate! ...He

Heh. I will translate! ...He was just running around to stretch his legs, he didn't meant for her to follow or keep getting up ^^' Then he was going to leave so he tried calling failReed to come and keep her company because he didn't want to leave her alone. He figured he might come over if he left so he did...but obviously failReed was being fail again so he came back >< Alas I'm really tired and had to drag him off eventually XD Perhaps we'll see you guys tomorrow. Don't get her hurt anymore >:c
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Ahh, I see. o: I thought he

Ahh, I see. o: I thought he was stretching. xD
LOL!
And I see. Thanks for sitting with us for so long. x3
I'll try not to! ^^ <3

I have access to the forest

I have access to the forest for a short while, so we hope to see Mr. Darcy around.
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=o!!! Was it only for

=o!!! Was it only for yesterday? ._.
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-double post fail-

-double post fail-

Nope. I'll probably only be

Nope. I'll probably only be able to use the forest up until the 28, though. ^^
Darn computer. u_u