I Am Growing
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The forest is beautiful and I can’t help but look at it differently. I’m growing older, and I know it’s mostly because of the skull face breaking through my forehead and beneath my chin. And as some of you might know, it will only take a few weeks before I will become completely blind and a skull mask will cover my face.
It’s so depressing if you think about it.
But let’s put a lighter view on it.
It won’t matter what someone looks like, how small or huge they are or if their appearance isn’t all that flattering. I won’t be able to see it. I’ll just get everything I need from their personality, isn’t that what everyone would want? Not caring about the outside, but what’s on the inside? I think it’s wonderful.
And now I must tell you why I haven’t been on. This is because my creator has a lot of work to do. That’s why
she isn’t on, but why am I not on? Well I am, but I’m hiding. I’ve been in quite a lot of pain lately because of this
growth spurt, and being around other deer gives me migraines and I become dizzy. I don’t want the other deer to see this. But I do come around, and when I do it’s because I’m feeling better and there’s a peaceful pause in the growth. I like it.
Some appearance details: I’m turning blue. Weird? Yes, if you put it that way. It seems I’ll grow up with a white and black pelt with a thin line of black separating the two colors. Right now my white spots are turning blue and getting larger, spreading their blue across my back. My belly is still white but my hooves are growing darker and a blue coloring is inching up the ankles. I’m sort of odd looking, like I have a lot of bruises on me.
