Okay, I finally decided to write Pi’yu’s diary entry again after I deleted it by accident! ;D Stupid me...
This is about Pi’yu, the blind aura seer, and his day at the 25th February. =)

I woke up… and felt cold.
Everything was cold. I wondered what happened. I looked around but couldn’t see any Vlack auras or something which could be the reason for this coldness.
But then I noticed that the cold wasn’t inside of me, as it has been so many times. Nope, it was stranger: it was cold around me.
In the Shawnee land, it had never been cold. It was a warm, yes, a hot location. Anyway, I knew what was going on here. I’ve heard a lot about it.
Snow. It was snowing.



Curiously, I walked around and tasted the snow with my tongue. It was cold. I quaked.
If just my fur were longer…! It could protect me from the cold…
I walked around, avoiding the trees’ auras. Here stood so many trees everywhere. It confused me…
I finally came to The Old Oak. Its aura was burning my “aura eyes” with its brightness.
I walked away from it and sat down in a mushroom circle… I sniffed their tasty smell. But I wasn’t so hungry.
But I was tired, so I fell asleep…

When I woke up, everything was different.
I wanted to stand up, but I didn’t. No, I didn’t stand up, I flew [i]up.
I felt smaller. I still could see auras and such, so at least all my sentience hadn’t changed.
But I knew what happened. Cata told me about that in the Location Of The Offline Deer: in The Endless Forest you were able to cast Shapeshifting Spells on somebody else. Just like you could change his appearance with masks, pelts and antlers. You could be transformed into a bird, a squirrel, a frog, a bat and a mini-deer.
And now, I felt like a bat.
It was weird. I hadn’t believed him at first. But it seemed to be true. Wow. Wowowow.

...The Deer of Endless Forest don't know where they come from. They don't know how they ended up here. Thats what a Great White Shaman that lives near the Twin God's Hill told me. Deer are born from light. They begin their journey in the forest as fawns, learn to use their magic and ... And what happens next depends on the Deer himself. Some stay in the Forest, exploring its quiet grounds, others, somehow, find their way into the outlands. The Shaman says that Deer are spirits of nature. Ancient as the Universe itself. Deer are guardians of all living things. Spirits of The Endless Forest... When The Deer is born, he is given a Name. A Sign to carry proudly in his antlers. Deers don't know how to pronounce their own names, but they have no problem memorising them visualy to discern each other... Nobody knows how the Sign is chosen by The Twin Gods. Some think it depends on the circumstances of their birth...

... I think my name has something to do with Water. I opened my eyes near some kind of stream at dawn of a gloomy day. It began to rain soon after I appeared in the Forest. And, maybe its just me, but I feel that my magic is stronger by the water... So there I was, a little, helpless fawn in a great big forest, filled with strange noises and smells. My feet were shaking.. Who am I? Where am I? What should I do? I opened my mouth and tried to call someone, to see if someone was around... My voice was so loud that it scared me. Who was I to ruin the stillness and calmness of this place? It was getting dark. First drops of rain fell on the grass. With my legs still shaking I made a few steps. Suddenly, I saw something white and glowing among the trees. I moved towards the glow... In a while I stepped on the Hill with two stone figures. From the first sight you could tell that they obtained some gigantic Power. Near them stood a wonderfully white Deer...Thats how I saw The Twin Gods for the first time and met The Shaman...

this is another poem area with meanings enjoy. i will try to get as meany as posible for people to read.

I am

I am the song in the trees
I am the burdon of soul
I am the sound of my heart
I am no more

I am not the person you want me to be
so back off will you and let me speek,
I am what the world turned me into
I am the one who stands at the shore
I am the one who liens on the wall to watch as it draws near
I am the one who is no more

I am no less
I am no person
I am a object
I am the one who will allwas save them all

I am without religoin
I am without creed
I am without a desirer
I am without a care

I am Xhunter


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sorry you can ignor it i had to get this truth off my mind.

the coldest of hearts

i look around to have a look,
my sight is weaking,
i just sit there looking at nothing,
i wear my glasses even though i don't care for my sight,

for weeks a walk in this hollow corpse of flesh,
i walk to school in the rain and don't care for my umbrella,
i do not care for the cold that touched my flesh or the threat of a sickness,
i watch the passing of the sidewalk as i go,
for even though my sight is falling away i do not fear being without it,
the only fear in my soul is that of loss of my visions,

when i get to the school i don't speak,
i just watch the passing of time waiting for the ring of the bell for homeroom,
i learned to pull back into myself and not speak for words are nothing to me,
my soul is cold but i don't care,
it is my harber on the icy sea of knowlege,

when i tried to trust someone they turned and betrayed me to the partent,
i hate them as much as my live and family,
my soul is empty of cares,
force to sign a word that i did not like,
that ripped at my soul and make me wont them dead,

"Fare thee well, little broken heart
Downcast eyes, lifetime loneliness
Whatever walks in my heart will walk alone."

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Didn't want to spread the picture page.

Spangled Plushblue has been feeling kind of lonely. She tried to make friends in the forest but even the fellow fawns seem to dislike her or would get bored with her after a short while...

So yeah, she crawled up to a sleeping nameless, the only company she could find...

EDIT: Picture was cropped, while I didn't touch it XD

New Soul- by Yael Naim
My idea of Heaven- Leigh Nash (while looking up what Lemon sounded like)
Ebay Song by Weird Al Yankovic, warning, pee in your pants funny. Lyrics are in "more info"
Slow me down- Emmy Rossum, it's a different song
Prayer- Hayley Westenra
Down to Earth- Peter Gabriel Wall-e soundtrack

Everybody be happy! :')

So feel free to flood her in forest! The song will be "Voulez Vous" by ABBA, so a wild party kind of scenario would be much loved. =P I need a LOT of deer to ensure a lot of good shots.

I'll need as many deer as possable in one area to run and jump around, dance, listen, moo, and goof off as randomly and constantly as possable.

XP See yua in forest.

These xD. Done with various filters and layer modes and brushes and Dodging and Burning.


Draak and Auge.

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Draak who happened to get Spade's set one time when he saw Spook. I was Corvus and then changed to Draak but wasnt bothered at getting his set xD.

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From Quammy's party 8D

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Draak, Vala and Raffles. Pelted minis.

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Polllllllllllllt.

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Shiny Corvus.

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Polt and Corvus.

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Cirrus and an unknown who became TEF birdies 8D

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Cirrus and butterflies.

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Lorak and faceplanted Cirrus XD

Winterleaf where have you gone of to? I miss you<333 :'(

I just wanted to make a collage of real pics to go along with my deer. In case anyone sees me in the forest and stuff.



Also...

-yawn- So it's liiiike, 1:14 am, and I just finished downloading like 456 songs...... Lol, I have a music adiction.... But I'm worried cause my buddy, Ben, hasn't been online ALL DAY! So maybe he fell n the toilet or *cough cough* exploded during "Happy Time"..... So hopeflly he'll be on tomorrow cause I can't stay away from him. =]...... And why couldm't I just go, see him perhaps? Well, he lives like, a WHOLE province away from me, it's a shit deal, I know.... ): Anyhow last weekend I went to a dance party called Rock n' Ride, and, it sucked. But apparently this "Much Dance" is SOOO much better so I guess I'll go to that one instead.... So excuse my talking about absoulutley nothingness, but, I'm bored and feel like typing so.. RAWR. ................ Comments peez, cause I love u all! And like to hear ur comments, so comment?