Seems to die... I know it's a part of life, but this is getting too far out... My uncle, both my grandparents on my father's side, my aunt, my favourite pets and now one of my friends' mum... I know I'm probably just being hysterical and all, but I really feel like everything living around me is wilting away... And the list of dead names is just increasing every time I turn around... Am I really just old enough to see my friends, family and acquaintances die one by one?... at the age of 21?...
I know most people would probably just regard it as the natural end of life on the individual's account, but I'm getting paranoid... Especially since I know four of my best friends are teetering on the edge as well... I'm almost starting to get afraid of making new friends, of meeting new people, for fear that they'll start dying on me too... Is this the universe's way if telling me I'm better off alone?... Or is it just a series of unrelated, coincidental strings of misfortune?... I'm starting to have my doubts...
And look at me making the death of my friend's mother all about me. Goddammit.
I'm pretty sure she needs a lot of support right now, so anyone wanna give her some, here's her DA journal on the matter in question. Rest in peace, good woman...

...I guess because I turned 23 this morning... It's my birthday! =D

I'm new to the community. Perhaps I could find an RP buddy on here?
Or a regular buddy.
I've been known to be adept with the English language.

Comment and talk with me, I guess? Yes, that seems like it would work.

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A little fawn with a pelt pale as the snow, she was born into this world two days ago. <---hey, it rhymes!

My name is Echo, and I'm a doe that just entered the Endless Forest(:

Does anyone know where I could get a nice avatar of my deer? Like, hand drawn?

Sorry for my noobish question(; <3

~Echo

This beautiful community offered me so many things I could create but too many plans for my low resistance to pressure and time limits.

Right now I'm in the community once a week, I post art once a month and I go to the forest once a season. I'm not very happy with that situation. I love the characters I created here for the first time. They are childish and reveal so much of my instability and yet this was the place that nailed my interest to fictional characters and art. I also love the people here. But I never seem to use the right words and always end up offending the people I admire with my joked seriousness or my acted-out childishness. I've never been good relating to people, although without the real-time conversations, that's alot less visible in virtual contact.

Everytime I close the laptop to go do something else, I remember all the gift arts I showed while they were incomplete, all the requests I promised, all the RPs started by me that I didn't answer, all the unfinished CSS, all the projects I had and it's not hard to guess what I feel about that. I'm dumb, rude and anti-social but I'm human :b

I suppose that's the very reason why I turn my backs at my plans instead of kicking away that burden, no?

I'm rambling already. I don't think many are interested, but here go my contacts; I doubt I'll teach myself organizing time in a nearby future.

MSN:
I've only used it twice so far, but I love knowing there's someone that will read me if I desperately need to share something.

livestream: http://www.livestream.com/puntasticproductions
I've actually created that yesterday. I haven't figured how to work with it yet. I'll often invite people from other places; if there are watchers I've met through PlaystationNetwork there will be probably pretty (im)mature stuff on the screen and heavy or just plain silly music on the speakers.


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PS, excuse the poor coherence, during school time I'm constantly under a writer block. It's like my mind is wrapped in a very thick blanket. I can think through images and structure thoughts, but when I try to translate those into words and actions, it's like I'm speaking in a foreign language and pulling the strings of a puppet. I just can't remember the right words or get my body to agree with me.

I also sound grumpy like wut. Not truth.

I met up with some more deer in the forest today, and I think I'm starting to get to grips with Tantopat's character a litte more (if not his controls, due to my glitchy mouse). I think I may make a biography for him soon.


So... I don't know who this other fawn is (on the right), but I wish I did. Sticking different masks onto each other and testing out our roars was fun!


I didn't interact with this stag for long, but he certainly surprised me. Our pictograms were practically identical! Could this be Tantopat's clone? Could Tantopat be his clone? Or could they be the same deer from different points in their lives, who have somehow fallen through a time loop into the same place? We may never know...


This deer was wonderful to hang out with. He seemed quite content to stay with Tantopat while he took a nap, and managed to put up with his slightly hyperactive playtime. Plus he made a great dance partner!

I'm sorry to bother you all with this, I'll just use this blog as CSS tester. Nothing interesting xD