This beautiful community offered me so many things I could create but too many plans for my low resistance to pressure and time limits.

Right now I'm in the community once a week, I post art once a month and I go to the forest once a season. I'm not very happy with that situation. I love the characters I created here for the first time. They are childish and reveal so much of my instability and yet this was the place that nailed my interest to fictional characters and art. I also love the people here. But I never seem to use the right words and always end up offending the people I admire with my joked seriousness or my acted-out childishness. I've never been good relating to people, although without the real-time conversations, that's alot less visible in virtual contact.

Everytime I close the laptop to go do something else, I remember all the gift arts I showed while they were incomplete, all the requests I promised, all the RPs started by me that I didn't answer, all the unfinished CSS, all the projects I had and it's not hard to guess what I feel about that. I'm dumb, rude and anti-social but I'm human :b

I suppose that's the very reason why I turn my backs at my plans instead of kicking away that burden, no?

I'm rambling already. I don't think many are interested, but here go my contacts; I doubt I'll teach myself organizing time in a nearby future.

MSN:
I've only used it twice so far, but I love knowing there's someone that will read me if I desperately need to share something.

livestream: http://www.livestream.com/puntasticproductions
I've actually created that yesterday. I haven't figured how to work with it yet. I'll often invite people from other places; if there are watchers I've met through PlaystationNetwork there will be probably pretty (im)mature stuff on the screen and heavy or just plain silly music on the speakers.


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PS, excuse the poor coherence, during school time I'm constantly under a writer block. It's like my mind is wrapped in a very thick blanket. I can think through images and structure thoughts, but when I try to translate those into words and actions, it's like I'm speaking in a foreign language and pulling the strings of a puppet. I just can't remember the right words or get my body to agree with me.

I also sound grumpy like wut. Not truth.

I met up with some more deer in the forest today, and I think I'm starting to get to grips with Tantopat's character a litte more (if not his controls, due to my glitchy mouse). I think I may make a biography for him soon.


So... I don't know who this other fawn is (on the right), but I wish I did. Sticking different masks onto each other and testing out our roars was fun!


I didn't interact with this stag for long, but he certainly surprised me. Our pictograms were practically identical! Could this be Tantopat's clone? Could Tantopat be his clone? Or could they be the same deer from different points in their lives, who have somehow fallen through a time loop into the same place? We may never know...


This deer was wonderful to hang out with. He seemed quite content to stay with Tantopat while he took a nap, and managed to put up with his slightly hyperactive playtime. Plus he made a great dance partner!

I'm sorry to bother you all with this, I'll just use this blog as CSS tester. Nothing interesting xD

Thats how long I have been here.

And I like that number.

111

I like threes
and I like repeating ones.

and that is three ones.

SO I am bothering everyone about it.

CHOMP!

-emily,toya,hototo

I'm sorry I keep spamming the Miscellaneous section with all my questions >>;

But it's just as the title asks: how do you get a temporary picto, before your deer actually grows up? ^^"

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For some reason, my computer refuses to take screenshots. Ah well. Anyway, I'm getting better at the controls, but I still have a lot to learn. I had fun by the pond just earlier with some other fawns, with us giving each other different antlers and dancing in circles. And then I pressed the wrong button and accidentally quit the game. Whoever I was with, if you read this, please don't think I that I abandoned you!

More than anything, I want to know what's going on with my computer. The sooner I learn to take screenshots, the sooner I can have even more fun with this blog!

Place holder. Will add more shortly. (For the Wonderland RP)

Uilleam
The Dodo



Picto: ##

Crazy, indecisive, kind, giving, bit of a dolt

LIKES:
Dancing, running in random patterns, tea, Wonderland orgies

DISLIKES:
Being wet

FRIENDS:
Alice, the Duck, the Eaglet, the Lory

ENEMIES:
The Red Queen

VOICE
247822

THOUGHTS:
My, my my! We should have a caucus race!

Well I have been trying to find a good set in game, but have been having a rough time getting spelled to even see what might look nice.

Hototo is peculiar, and I am torn as to which set would represent him finest in forest.

Hototo

Any opinions? Or clever ideas?

Once I have something chosen, would anyone be available to help me put it together?

Thank you thank you thank you thank you!

-Emily, Toya, Hototo


EDIT: Two good options! What do you think looks best? Most appealing? Most accurate? Am I just way off?





These pics are from a most awesome "Style Your Deer" flash-tool by Animals-and-all on Deviant art, shared by Quad. Thankyou!

EDIT: Alright, you all are helpful for my brainstorming. Thanks for the input, it really has made a difference.

I think I might like this option. I know the antlers aren't perfect, however, no antlers really look right. So I chose those that can carry poppies. They also represent the foreward jut and angle of his antlers. I cannot perfectly represent his appearance in this detail, but I can still represent his character. Hototo, as I mentioned, has a fondness for poppies and the color red. I was delighted to find that your suggestions led me to experiment with the crying idol mask, which I had not though of initially. I think it is all the more meaningful paired with the poppies. Here is Hototo's final design, paired with an experpt from his -=Thoughts=- which may shed light on the choices made.