The Universe has no mercy for those of us like me,
The shadows in the background,
A leaf on a tree.

A certain wolf once spoke to me,
Of the times ahead,
I paid her no heed,
As she was a voice in my head.

Shikami, Shikami,
Why didn't I listen,
You warned me of everything to come,
And I refused to listen.

My heart rejected everything,
Everything but the false truth that it provided,
All of the true feelings I truly had for someone.

Now that wolf has parished,
Never to be seen,
She has been replaced by a dark, black machine.

My aura became clear to me,
But only after this:
I had been awakened,
By the harsh reality.

Lìngqì came to follow me,
To guide me from above,
But truly if she has helped,
I would not have fallen,
Fallen to the dark trench of Trauma.

Lavender and crystal take advantage of my soul,
So everyone thinks I have no heart, but coal.

My friends do not believe it, and neither do I,
But if no-one believes,
Then why should I.

The only thing that worries me,
Is one troubled thought,
Running 'round in circles,
'Round and 'round my head at night in my cot.

The one that I have feelings for,
Has never truly seen my soul.

I reckon we all know I've had a shit ton of characters in the past three-and-a-half years, and made new pictograms without reusing old ones. So I present to you - 26 pictograms to be...traded.

Art, writing, something will suffice. I'm not asking for something huge, something that takes you forever to do, but for the Gen1 pictograms in particular it'd be nice to recieve something in return. A lot of these pictograms have been attatched to characters that mean a lot to me, for a long time, especially the Gen1s.

I'd also like a reason why you want the pictogram. This will likely be mainly a first-come-first-serve thing, but I do have the right to choose someone else to have the pictogram you want. And of course I'll need your email to send you the password C:

If the time comes where you no longer use and/or want the pictogram, let me know so I can give it to somebody else.

Running TEF on old laptop = 1 fps

Running TEF on new laptop = 30 fps


EVERYTHING IS SO FAST

I CAN RUN

I have been so busy with finals, a new semester and different classes, homework and one emotional meltdown I have had zero time to get on and talk to you guys!! I hope you guys don't all hate me now! I missed you all! Lingqi is a new character I am developing, so if you still care, keep your eyes out!

Youuu. With your cute generation 1 pictogram. You've been keeping us company for so many days now! And your fawn is missed the day he/she does not come by. Who are you? ♥ I'd like to apologise for being boring at times, I can be very tired in the evenings and I'm often working on other things too.

Sorry kids, boring blog! XD -Tapdances out-

As some of you know, I've been wearing a heart monitor for the past month now.
Well, today was the last day, and I was quite thrilled with the fact that I would not have to wear these "sticky pads" across my chest and ribcage anymore.
Now, from the beginning, I had to order the special non-allergenic stick electrodes because my skin reacted badly to the sticky parts of the ones the doctor gave me.
I would look like I was slightly burned with red blotchy patches in a circle were it had been.
The new non-allergenic ones solved this problem.
Until the last day. Today.

After removing the one from my chest, I noticed these red welts apearing on my skin. And now, I have a "e" shaped wound.
It doesn't hurt at all, just itches like crazy.
I just thought I'd share my ironic moment with you guys.

Guess even my body wishes to show some Edmund lurv. XD

Ed

Name: Gizmo

Apperence:

Looks: Skull mask, dotd peland doe antlers

Health: 100%, very healthy

Age: very young, 25 years old

Brother: Astrale (dragon919)

Mate: none

Daughter: Zelda

Description: A very loving deer who loves meeting new friends and had a wonderful life when she was in her childhood and now!!!

Friends:
Alice (hooran) just met, and had a very nice time!!