Mama, I know....

I know I wasn`t like most of the other fawns.

I maybe, I thought maybe I wasn`t maybe as...

Pretty, as
Nice, as
Playful, or
Talented, as
Most fawns.

I wondered why you didn`t like me.

Then I found out why you didn`t love me anymore.

It was

because
of
the
limp.

I remember when you used to love me. When you used to call me brave and special.

But I felt like I didn`t deserve it. That I had to prove myself to you, and to the other fawns who said what I thought.

Though all it did was make you hate me.

I`m sorry. I should have never tried to climb to the oak.
Then maybe I wouldn`t have fallen.

And
maybe
You
would
still
love
Me.

I`m so sorry.

Maybe I shouldn`t have tried then all those times, to win you back. To make you love me.
But you seemed to like the others better than me. Your own son?

I couldn`t just take it! I loved you so I hated myself so that you could love me and that made me want to MAKE YOU LOVE ME, MAMA! Why wouldn`t you look at me, not once.

You loved me and then you loved me, as you saw me fall your sweet, kind love fell with me.

And this limp is the burden of the hatred I carry. Though hatred for what?

So then I promised, I swore to myself that I would prove my bravery. I would climb higher, and farther than any deer had ever gone before. I could would should win you back, Mama.

Because I felt like a corward, Mother.
If I were brave, I would have held on...

All those times I called, "Look, Mama, can you see me! Look at me! I`m your brave boy!"
You just pushed me away, said I shouldn`t try such things with that pitiful limp of mine.

But I wanted to be brave, Mama. I wanted to make you proud. I wanted to make you love me. Again.

So, I went and searched the forest... till I came to them. The white statue. You had never let me near them, saying that they didn`t think that a imperfect fawn was worthy to pray before them.

I found the file of the song I made!

care to listen? It's pretty good, at least I like it. c:

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Not being picky today. if anyone's interested in rping/putting up with an aggressive Brighteyes, could you post here? mention also if you prefer we rp on my character's bio or yours.

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It's my birthday! Woop-Woop quarter of a century, pass me my zimmer frame.

Your challenge this year is to fill this blog with bunnies of the adorable kind. Also amazing cakes, can anyone remember my favourite flavour from last year...?

Love you c:

i see many people on the forum have profile picture but how can i have one

more writing, rated m as usual. I'm on some kind of late-night roll here, man, can't help it. I feel like I'm spamming, but...oh well.

m, guys. there's some weird implied shit here.
...yup, this is a weird one. seriously. you probably shouldn't read this.

you've been warned.

...really. if you're on 'BUT THINK OF THE CHILDREN!' island, stay out.

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hey! kid! you wanna earn a dime?
stroll up to that chick an' put her face outta line
she won't bite nor bark, she's thin as a bird
an' her voice is too weak to be heard

you like games, boy? I'll show you
the games I played when I was young
it's a little bit gritty, and painful, too
shut your eyes and bite down on your tongue

three weeks since I last saw your face
did she say she'd go far this time?
a wild night out can twist your mind outta place
you'd be better off with me inside

hey, boy, you're getting older
and the nights are growing colder
promise you won't tell them what I did?
I'd hate to have to hurt you, kid

So, I'm off on Friday and was waiting for a good time to take requests.... so fire away. c: I don't think I'll have slots but I'll be picking and choosing(or maybe just working out of order); whatever catches my attention. And one more thing, you must request for another person and not for yourself.
The art will be little sketch-things like this. But it will probably vary from piece to piece.


1. Key
2. Toukan
3. Cadaver
4. Andante
5. Willow

BIOGRAPHY IN PROGRESS