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June 10, 2009 - 6:27am — Shiori

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BEING PLAYED NOW: ...
UPDATED: July 1st, 2010
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Color: #C76114
Mood: - Hollow
Set: Monarch pelt, Fan Antlers, and Real Mask
Happenings: ...
Thinking/Saying:
Rowan...I miss you but...I am so glad you weren't here.
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Color: #919D9E
Mood: Lost it.
Set: Real Deer Pelt, Key antlers and Hands mask
Happenings:Slowly losing her mind; Trying to get herself killed
Thinking/Saying: Please...Please! WHY WONTYOU JUST KILL ME!?
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Shi's Updates

Mood: ...
Happenings:
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Thinking: I'm drifting far from this place. I wish I wasn't, because I don't plan on going anywhere really, but...I feel like so much damage has been done I can't turn back from it now. I KNOW it's all in my head...well...maybe not all of it, but my insecurity around everyone here is bringing me down, and it's bringing Darcy down. I want to get involved but...I just can't. I'm not sure I know how to crawl out of this hole. I want to ask for help but that feels so pathetic XD' I miss our old friends, and I wonder if they miss us, too, or if we really have been forgotten. I wish you all would come back.

If you want to contact me about my deer or...would like to attempt a conversation with me -chuckle-here are my contacts!
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AIM: AResidualHaunt
June 10, 2009 - 6:30am — celticmystress

Good to see you back! I

Good to see you back! I really did miss Shyla.
<3 I wish you all the best.

June 10, 2009 - 6:43am — Hubalaboo
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*hug* Missed youuuu

*hug* Missed youuuu
June 10, 2009 - 7:58am — Fledermaus
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I'm glad to hear you're

I'm glad to hear you're still around, at least for the time being. Smiling

And yes, he does love her (as much as 'love' means to him.)



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June 11, 2009 - 2:43am — Shiori
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Thanks guys... Darcy, Shyla,

Thanks guys...


Darcy, Shyla, and Kailani's Updates/Bios
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June 11, 2009 - 2:44am — toboe
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Kailani...

Kailani...
June 11, 2009 - 3:07am — Verycrazygirl
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Thank you for the help

Thank you for the help Darcy! 8D
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June 11, 2009 - 3:40am — Ephra
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I thank you too. And sorry

I thank you too. Smiling
And sorry for dragging you into those fights, I thought maybe we'd have been safe in the tall grass..

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June 11, 2009 - 3:53am — Shiori
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Heh…you’re welcome

Heh…you’re welcome ^^’
Sorry for meddling…we really have no idea what’s going on, just that there’s a lot of injured deer about o.0 Darcy always wanted to get to know Virgil…not really like that but...err….-.o He really has no purpose in life anymore so throwing himself to the wolves even if it’s just to slow them down is fine with him XD Plus nobody who attacks females or injured deer should get by unscathed…whatever the reason.

Darcy, Shyla, and Kailani's Updates/Bios
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June 11, 2009 - 4:58am — Kaoori
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Welcome back! Kaoori misses

Welcome back!
Kaoori misses you. And I miss you as well. Smiling She's become a bit of a "warrior princess" as of late.. xD

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I'm a little wolf inside a girl.

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June 11, 2009 - 1:00pm — Flyra
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I tried to cheer up Darcy

I tried to cheer up Darcy yesterday with my deer Loona, but I think he didn't understand what I was meaning, did he? Sad
I saw him being sad while watching her, 21, Seed and others dancing in the fog, and Loona felt bad about that and wanted to give him the feeling that he can join anytime. I am so glad you decided to come back, at least to try it. <3

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June 11, 2009 - 9:40pm — Shiori
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Hey Kaoori ^^...Sorry Darcy

Hey Kaoori ^^...Sorry Darcy didn't come over to you and Scythe last night... he was a bit...err...yes
Warrior princess? o__0

Ohhh...that was your deer Flyra? She was acting as though she was friends with him and Darcy was just confused since he didn't remember her. But he was glad for her company ^^' He's a bit of a meloncholy thing...


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June 12, 2009 - 7:23pm — Flyra
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Yep, it was :) Sorry that

Yep, it was Smiling Sorry that she confused you, but I am glad he just enjoyed it at least a bit!

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June 15, 2009 - 5:03am — Kaoori
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I was glad to see Darcy last

I was glad to see Darcy last night.. even if he was sorta.. scared by Kaoori ;_;

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June 15, 2009 - 5:05am — Aegle
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<3 http://endlessforest.org/c

<3
http://endlessforest.org/community/aegles-diary-dear-shyla
Oh, And Im here for you always. You are forever in my prayers.
June 15, 2009 - 5:20am — Shiori
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-blink- Afraid? I don't

-blink- Afraid? I don't think he was scared -tiltshead- He's changed...and I'm sorry for it. He clams around those he was...is...friends with. I can't seem to help it =/ He just does't know what to do.

Aegle...that was very sweet, Im sorry I missed it ;.; Is that who she was talking about on her updates then? Why is she sad? Did we...do something wrong? I hate to go on repeating myself in the same dismal manner but...things are a bit different and Im struggling to hold onto my character's relationships. I wish I could let Shyla tell her how much she loves her right not but...I'm afraid I don't have it in myself ;___; I feel horrible about that, and...I'm sorry if...if maybe I was avoiding throwing her on in place of Darcy. I'm still trying to figure things out...


Darcy, Shyla, and Kailani's Updates/Bios
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June 15, 2009 - 5:26am — Aegle
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Ahh its fine! Im just glad

Ahh its fine! Smiling Im just glad your back, even if for a moment! And no Aegle isn't talking about Shyla so don't worry. And I was trying to figure out if Darcy was your deer, so I knew you would understand if I went by the koi. (Aegle still goes by them everyday she's on) Aegle was nothing but over joyed to see Shyla.
June 16, 2009 - 12:58am — Cailyn

Thank you for keeping my

Thank you for keeping my little fawn company today.
It's always nice to leave the game running and then come back to find a deer sitting next to you.
Although Darcy seemed a little sad today. I won't snoop, and I hope their peaceful time together has cheered him up a bit. ^^;
In fact, I'm in the process of making a little surprise for him. Smiling
June 16, 2009 - 1:52am — Shiori
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Hey! Eee Im so glad you

Hey! Eee Im so glad you commented I probably never woulda found you XD
He/she? probably did Darcy more good than anything ^^ He loves fawns but often has no idea what to do around them and they end up leaving him behind. As for being sad...^^' That's just how he is heh, always meloncholy. It wasn't anything Lin did though...it's very rarely anything anyone does XD All in his head.
I hope they see eachother again...
=o A supriz?


Darcy, Shyla, and Kailani's Updates/Bios
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June 16, 2009 - 1:57am — celticmystress

Mystress and Kaoori did

Mystress and Kaoori did their best to make Darcy feel welcome. O.o
Did it work? LOL!
That was fun with him anyhow!!

June 16, 2009 - 3:10am — Cailyn

A surprise indeed. ^^ Darcy

A surprise indeed. ^^ Darcy is one of the very few stags who didn't run off when she tried to sit with them or approach them. I don't see why most deer aren't fond of fawns; they're just like any other player, just...fawns. xD Lin doesn't mind laying about or playing around; either one is fine with her. She's more of a leader than a follower. Well, I do hope whatever is bothering him wears off. Lin will be sure to keep an eye out for him in the forest and keep him company.
June 16, 2009 - 4:23pm — Hubalaboo
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It was good to see Shyla the

It was good to see Shyla the other day... Smiling
June 18, 2009 - 4:08am — Fledermaus
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That's it, no more mushrooms

That's it, no more mushrooms for anyone!

xD



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June 18, 2009 - 4:15am — Shiori
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AGREED PLZ Darcy, Shyla, and

AGREED PLZ


Darcy, Shyla, and Kailani's Updates/Bios
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June 23, 2009 - 8:08pm — Cailyn

Regardless of whether it

Regardless of whether it would help or not, I wish I could kick Lin in the forest to try and cheer Darcy up..
If it helps, I'm almost done with his gift; all I have to say is that the monarch pelt is giving me trouble. xD;
June 23, 2009 - 9:07pm — Fledermaus
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:< Darcy is such a nice guy.

:<
Darcy is such a nice guy. Sorry that Fled's being so melancholy, he just can't socialize well at the moment. But regardless, he thanks Darcy for coming over.



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June 23, 2009 - 10:03pm — Shiori
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Aww ya I haven’t seen Lin

Aww ya I haven’t seen Lin in a while…but perhaps it’s for the better ^^’ Darcy hasn’t been very social lately, and we’d hate to make anyone feel unwelcome. And I’m sorry about the pelt XD’’ If you haven’t gotten too far in it you can just use one of the brown pelts if you like. He wears those too ^^’

And Fled…thanks for saying that ;.; Lately he doesn’t feel very nice…So you have no reason to apologize. I’m sorry Fled is feeling so down, and I’m sorry we couldn’t help very much


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June 24, 2009 - 2:21am — Kaoori
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Kaoori's trying her hardest

Kaoori's trying her hardest to cheer Darcy up. She doesn't know what he's been through because she's never dealt with anything like he has.. but she cares for her friends more than her life itself.
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I'm a little wolf inside a girl.

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June 26, 2009 - 5:42am — Fledermaus
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-timid bow- It is a pleasure

-timid bow-
It is a pleasure to have met you- Shyla, is it? I hear kind words about you.
I shall assume you know who I am associated with, and for erm...obvious reasons, I regret to say that I may not be able to enjoy your company any longer, lest I find myself in trouble.
But, I am glad to have met you, if only briefly.



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June 27, 2009 - 2:00am — Shiori
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Hello... -wiggles tail-


Hello... -wiggles tail- It's...a pleasure to meet you, as well. Yes, it's Shyla...Fledermaus is your name, isn't it? I always wanted...to get to know the brother of Masque, and the mate of my friend...-blush- I am sorry if I am unnapproachable at times...b-but I had a good time with you.
-Frowns and lets ears droop-
I am...afraid...I do not know what you mean... Why can you not? Why do your eyes hold such sadness...? I hope it was nothing I did to drive you...away...


Darcy and Shyla's Updates/Bios
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June 27, 2009 - 4:44am — Fledermaus
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Of course not; on the

Of course not; on the contrary you are a very kind and inviting individual.
It's just that someone would prefer if I stayed away from you. I'd tell you more, but I would hate to risk ruining your perception of him.
It's no matter, after all. -warm smile-



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June 29, 2009 - 6:47am — Kaoori
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I.. Darcy.. I hope I didn't

I.. Darcy.. I hope I didn't upset you.. it wasn't intended... somehow, I feel I have..

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June 30, 2009 - 5:35am — Kinsmate
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I saw you to day. Maybe I am

I saw you to day. Maybe I am a fawn but I though you seemed...distresed.... I guess I'm not the best at helping huh? But it sure nice to meet you. If you ever need a good laugh, i know how to stick my nose in the ground. ^^

My fawn; to Shyla Arrow Gah did I spell her name right?
June 30, 2009 - 9:46pm — Aegle
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' D-Dearest Shyla, I-I may

' D-Dearest Shyla, I-I may have 'betrayed' you. But I-I'm always here for you. Y-You never alone.
June 30, 2009 - 9:47pm — Fenqua
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My fawn would like to thank

My fawn would like to thank Shyla for protecting it today. <3

It was very brave and sweet of her to do that!



To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul
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To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul
June 30, 2009 - 9:54pm — Shiori
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Kaoori- Kaoori…-Sighs- I

Kaoori-
Kaoori…-Sighs- I am sorry if my behavior has caused you…discomfort…but I suppose I should be honest with you. I once considered you my greatest friend…and…and I understand why that has probably changed. I left…everyone. I still don’t believe that I’ve returned. But whether you question this or not, I…I can’t help but question you, and where your true loyalties now lie…

Moonsorro-
-Sad smile- Hello there little one… Oh no, please don’t concern yourself over it. I guess I’m just being a silly doe, moping over…nothing. I’m sure your presence brought far more good than the lack of it would have! And you’re right, that does sound quite amusing. I hope I will get to see it next time. Pardon, though, I seem to have forgotten your name…?


Darcy and Shyla's Updates/Bios
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June 30, 2009 - 9:56pm — Shiori
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Aw ;.; Thanks for saying so

Aw ;.; Thanks for saying so Fen, I'll pass it along. I'm sure it'll make her feel a bit better ^^'


Darcy and Shyla's Updates/Bios
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June 30, 2009 - 10:01pm — celticmystress

Shyla. I know you don't

Shyla. I know you don't know me very well. But I have only come, quietly here on behalf of one whom --I'm beginning to question--- you love.
I wish never to hurt anyone who dosen't deserve it.
I thought it best to tell you.
I am forever against Baal. And sides have been taken to him, and I fear for her saftey, you know of whom I speak. I have already told her the situation, that should she be in-beween Baal and myself, I can not ensure her saftey, should she continue to blindly defend him... yet I would do my best to avoid her in battle.

Perhaps you wish not to hear this.
Perhaps you should disregard it.
I don't know where your duties lie.
I just thought it best to tell whomever it may concern...

Whatever wounds upon her body, that have come from me, she takes willingly...

June 30, 2009 - 10:02pm — Kinsmate
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But, no doe nor stag should

But, no doe nor stag should be unhappy...I can always come play if you want, or just sit...*mumblemumble* I'm Misstirss. I don't think I told you before. But You seem nice, you shouldn't be so unhappy.
Bah, now I love this song....
June 30, 2009 - 10:16pm — Shiori
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CelticMystress --Eyes

CelticMystress
--Eyes stranger with a cool, yet tense look-
Is that so…
Well ‘stranger’, while I disagree and abhor many paths miss Aegle has chosen to follow, and this is, who I assume you so cryptically speak of, I must tell you that I will never, if it is in my power to stop, allow harm to come to her, whether those, who have no right to decide it, deem her actions ‘deserving’ or otherwise. I take no sides in this dispute other than that of those I love, ‘stranger’, and while I may not be the bravest or strongest of does you can be sure that I will not hesitate to inflict harm on you if ever I catch you doing the same to them.
The warning has been returned. -bows-


Moonsorro-
Misstriss…that is a very pretty name, and I agree, unhappiness, as abound as it is, should not be so… I do…not think I will be playing for a while -Lays back ears but forces a smile- but I hope to when I’m well again. I will try to be happier…for you, sweet thing, if not for anyone else…
hehe...GOOD. I love it too, it never gets old XD'


Darcy and Shyla's Updates/Bios
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June 30, 2009 - 10:30pm — celticmystress

Very well. Please know it

Very well. Please know it is not my intention to target Aegle in any way. And if I can help it, I will inflict no wound upon your flesh as well.
Is it to my understanding you stand against Baal as well?...
I am not rallying allies.
Nor trying to find foes.
My loyalties lie with my friends, and I will respect yours as well.
-boes lightly takes in a breath-
I'm not trying to hurt your dear friend Shyla. Do not think me a villian! -tries to gather up strength-
My intentions are not ill, madam.
And I will do anything in my power to stop harm from coming to Aegle!! What I'm trying to say is, if I strike her, un-intentionally, it will be because her fluffly body was in the way of an attack not meant for her!
You should get used to the idea of Aegle possibly being injured.
And that the wounds inflicted, and their owners, were not meant for Aegle, but the one whom she defends.
And the least amount of damage will come from me I can assure you my lady...

One more thing.
Should I ever find anyone harming Aegle, you know in a second I would fight to keep any harm from coming to her. I assume we are in agreement on that scale, correct?

I apologise if my frist impression was not the best.
But I mean neither you nor Aegle any harm.
Please, see it...

June 30, 2009 - 10:45pm — Kinsmate
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That's what bothers me about

That's what bothers me about it.... a guy shouldn't have a pretty name... Besides, I like your name better. *^^* why not? If something is wrong I'd be glad ot help in anyway I can....-Looks up hopfully- I'll be here, I'll be waiting for you... -rears up to nuzzle her her face-
Bah! Now I'm so in love with it I have to put it on my ipod.... meh well it's worth it.
June 30, 2009 - 11:21pm — Fledermaus
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Shy, I'm not asking you to

Shy, I'm not asking you to change your mind about me. Just know that I am impressed by how brave you were today, and that it kills me to know you're hurt. If by an off chance you are looking for someone to support you, I still love you and would gladly do anything to make sure you are alright.




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July 1, 2009 - 2:13am — Kaoori
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I.. I just try to get along

I.. I just try to get along with everyone, Darcy.. I try not to hurt anyone.. I know that this is causing trouble and pain amongst my friends..and.. I .. I don't even know if this is what you're talking about.
I'm sorry if I hurt you in any way.. but I will always continue to be your friend, and if you ever need a friend, I will be here..

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July 1, 2009 - 4:49am — Kaoori
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I love this song now, its'

I love this song now, its' on my ipod. It reminds me of Darcy though whenever I listen to it. xD haha~

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July 1, 2009 - 5:16am — Shiori
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Hmmm…is that a good thing

Hmmm…is that a good thing or a bad thing? XD it reminds me of him a lot too…

-sigh- I feel I should explain Darcy’s actions towards Kaoori, but…not even I am sure I understand all of it. D is such a pain in the ass to understand sometimes >< Too bipolar to keep up with heh.

For one, he’s fearful of getting close to anyone, especially those he was close to…in the past. Fearful of hurting himself and them, which he does way too often @_@
He’s also noticed those he once knew are hanging around deer he doesn’t quite like…and that list sadly seems to be growing lately with all the disputes going on ^^’ He just feels like an outcast because of it, so when his ‘friends’ ignore or run off from him for said deer, he feels a bit rejected and bitter >< Sadly Kaoori has done this several times, and while I know she isn’t doing it to intentionally hurt anyone, well he’s a messed up guy what can I say XD’ He likes to know the people around him are loyal to him, otherwise he doesn’t quite trust them enough to offer his fragile emotions to ><

I really don’t want you to feel as though Kaoori is doing anything ‘wrong’ though, because really this is more D’s problem than hers. I don’t know a solution ^^’ Most of these concerns are selfishly based and things both he and I need to get over. It’s just hard to find popularity when you aren’t happy go lucky.

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July 1, 2009 - 5:43am — Kaoori
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No, I understand completely,

No, I understand completely, and I've been trying hard to try to have her be in many places at once.. and it isn't working. And to be honest, it's kind of wearing at me too.. I'm starting to get upset, and that's not how it should be, because it's just supposed to be for fun. Sad
That's why I guess I've started to try to have Kaoori be alone a bit when I can, because now that I sort of have her in these plots (which I like, but sometimes it can be crazy.. ), it just makes a lot of attention towards her.
I guess I don't even know if that makes sense? I sort of tried to work my way to make her a bit more well-known, because for a while, maybe a few months ago, I was afraid she was fading away and I really didn't want that. I thought this was maybe her chance to sort of get a foothold on things.
Gah, I don't know. I just well, echo Kaoori's sentiment that she will continue to be Darcy's friend and will be there as much as she can until he like.. beats her away or something.

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I'm a little wolf inside a girl.

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July 2, 2009 - 8:26pm — Fledermaus
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You know, you've given me

You know, you've given me plenty of time to think. I used to push you away all the time, because you're right; I didn't know a damned thing about anyone and I knew I would end up hurting you someday. And yet it turns out that you were the best fucking thing that's ever happened to me. Do you even realize how much it tears me to pieces when we're like this? Do you know that I was this close to drowning myself when you were gone?
I'm absolutely nothing without you. And somehow, I keep fucking up and pissing you off because I don't know a godammed thing.
Sometimes I wonder if you regret having an awful friend like me. I know all too well that you don't deserve to put up with my shit. Why do we keep coming back to each other, knowing I'm going to just disappoint you? Maybe it's because I'm in love with you no matter how much I try to repress it, I don't know.

But you know what- as long as your willing to deal with me for one more round, I can't help but accept. I can try promising you not to screw up again, but god knows I don't ever know what the fuck I'm doing so don't hold your breath.
Bottom line, I'm sorry for being such an overprotective jackass. I just do it because I'm scared of losing you.



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July 3, 2009 - 5:24am — Shiori
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-Blushes profusely and

-Blushes profusely and diverts eyes- Masque…please…you shouldn’t say such things. I’m not a big deal. I’m not even fun or exciting. Not like some of the others…
Please…I was just upset. We’re allowed to get upset at each other, you know…it doesn’t make you, or I…failures. As for losing me…-Shakes head- Is that what you thought would happen? Whatever you think of your brother Masque…I hope you have faith in me first. I love you. I chose you -grin- Surely that isn’t a mistake.

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July 4, 2009 - 12:44am — Verycrazygirl
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I THINK VIR AND I LIKE THE

I THINK VIR AND I LIKE THE HAPPY HAPPY DARCY! 8D
xDD
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July 4, 2009 - 12:51am — ocean
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Pretty sure Ulh met Darcy in

Pretty sure Ulh met Darcy in the forest today. He enjoyed running with him. Ulh is a bit insane and pretty wild, after all. (Ulh was the guy in the golden butterfly/great argus pelt, huge antlers, and real deer mask).