Shi's Deer Updates

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BEING PLAYED NOW: ...
UPDATED: July 1st, 2010
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Color: #C76114
Mood: - Hollow
Set: Monarch pelt, Fan Antlers, and Real Mask
Happenings: ...
Thinking/Saying:
Rowan...I miss you but...I am so glad you weren't here.

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Bio







Color: #919D9E
Mood: Lost it.
Set: Real Deer Pelt, Key antlers and Hands mask
Happenings:Slowly losing her mind; Trying to get herself killed
Thinking/Saying: Please...Please! WHY WONTYOU JUST KILL ME!?

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Shi's Updates

Mood: ...
Happenings:
...
Thinking: I'm drifting far from this place. I wish I wasn't, because I don't plan on going anywhere really, but...I feel like so much damage has been done I can't turn back from it now. I KNOW it's all in my head...well...maybe not all of it, but my insecurity around everyone here is bringing me down, and it's bringing Darcy down. I want to get involved but...I just can't. I'm not sure I know how to crawl out of this hole. I want to ask for help but that feels so pathetic XD' I miss our old friends, and I wonder if they miss us, too, or if we really have been forgotten. I wish you all would come back.

If you want to contact me about my deer or...would like to attempt a conversation with me -chuckle-here are my contacts!
MSN:
AIM: AResidualHaunt
Shiori's picture

Heh! No worries...and aw no,

Heh! No worries...and aw no, no offence either! I thought it was really sweet of him ^^ Trust me if she's irritated she'll either run off, refuse to move or try and gore you XDD She was just tired and a little sick and was having trouble keeping up, BUT the little run around probably did her some good.
Fledermaus's picture

Hmm, I don't know much of

Hmm, I don't know much of what to say except I appreciate what you said. c: It's nice to get it all out.
Aegle's picture

i love you.

i love you. <3
Apology accepted though you haven't hurt me at all. c: They can go back to normal! -strives-
Fincayra's picture

I am without a doubt

I am without a doubt intrigued by this doe... I have encountered her before, and her sickly state drew my attention instantly. Today she seemed no better. Antlered female, is that a limp hindering you from walking properly? You are so thin... one day, when I am able to win your trust, I would like to take you to a place where you can get the nourishment you need. < Esll's thoughts.

I'm sorry Esll didn't hang around long enough to try and get nearer to her. It seems that every time he comes across Shyla, something happens to distract him.
He got pretty close to her though, at one point. Smiling
Shiori's picture

BUMP. Because today I'm

BUMP. Because today I'm allowed ;D
Fledermaus's picture

HOW COULD I FORGET TO GIVE

HOW COULD I FORGET TO GIVE YOU THIS.

phantomhelsing's picture

D8 *grabby hands* WANT. I

D8 *grabby hands* WANT.

I like that a fruit loop is holding the candle up.


Atiq wanted to apologize on Cato's behalf today...the connection threw a hissy fit due to the overload the server had today and the fact that iTunes was running in the background. So I resorted to hitting the keyboard in the hopes that something would happen |D

that and Atiq has almost no idea how to act around others anymore >.>

maybe when I get a new laptop for college it won't be so crippled and actually allow me to run stuff on it.


...good news is is that I started on cleaning up one of those for your belated b-day present/whatever fanart. Be prepared to get it in like...July or something T^T
Shiori's picture

Baha the fruit loop is

Baha the fruit loop is awesome :3 -eats first- OMNOM

And ha, that's ok Cato I figured you were having trouble you weren't responding to anything XD Atiq's sluggish but not that sluggish hehe. We just wanted to sit with him anyways ^^ So you don't have to worry about entertaining him

Zergarikiaka's picture

*inhales

*inhales deeply*

CUPCAAAAAKE!
fayne's picture

T spies a Darcy. :3

T spies a Darcy. :3
Shiori's picture

T IS A CREEPY STALKER LADY

T IS A CREEPY STALKER LADY
fayne's picture

MAYBE A LITTLE.

MAYBE A LITTLE.
Fledermaus's picture

I do apologize for being so

I do apologize for being so inactive; unfortunately my shoulder is giving me some trouble...must be the humidity. But your company is appreciated anyway, it's good to see you.
Shiori's picture

Offers small, concerned

Offers small, concerned smile, "No worries...I am not so energetic myself. I... hope it's nothing serious..."
Fledermaus's picture

"Ah, of course not." He

"Ah, of course not." He reassures. "Are you alright?"
Kaoori's picture

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Reetno's picture

*pokes* -trackytracktrack-

*pokes* -trackytracktrack-
Fincayra's picture

I saw you online last night,

I saw you online last night, and when I switched to Esll (I was playing Stelmaria) I really was about to go and say hi to Shyla, but my computer crashed epically and at that point it was already late so I just went to bed. x_x;
Yeah... I felt I owed an explanation for that, just so you know that I didn't leave on purpose. I really did want to play. =)
Shiori's picture

Aw, that's ok :3 I actually

Aw, that's ok :3 I actually kinda figured that's what happened, I noticed his picto was getting closer, then stopped, then poofed. It was probably better off because I really was too tired to do much XD
Zergarikiaka's picture

Btw, the orca-doe who played

Btw, the orca-doe who played with Darcy last night was my Zerg-doe. |D
I think she was a bit unclear at first... she wanted to get Kaoori and Takeshi to play with Darcy too. |D Hence the running back and fourth between the three. I hope she helped Darcy's mood a bit though!
Shiori's picture

Who doesn't know Zerg?! XD It

Who doesn't know Zerg?! XD It was nice of her to invite him to play. He kinda figured what she was up to but didn't want to be totally rude and refuse, eheh. He did end up having fun in the end! Sadly I don't think Kaoori and Darcy's relationship will be mended in a play session...but it was thoughtful to try <3
Zergarikiaka's picture

|D Well she hadn't been in

|D Well she hadn't been in the forest much for quite a while, until lately. I'm sure many people either forgot her or are too new to know her.

I didn't know there was damage to Kaoori and Darcy's reationship. 8o Zerg just figured Darcy seemed lonely sitting by a sleeping deer (I couldn't tell who it was since the picto was in a tree.) and decided he needed some fun-time. |D Aaaaand possably a friend.
Zergarikiaka's picture

Double post failuuuure.

Double post failuuuure.
Seele's picture

"Uhm.. Hello, erm, I wanted

"Uhm.. Hello, erm, I wanted to say I'm sorry. I eh, went up to greet Rozak, I hadn't seen you were trying to approach him. Though when I realised and guided him over to you, you seemed angry.. So ehm, it's not his fault, it's mine. I'll keep my distance next time.."

We're sorry if we upset Shyla! Hopefully she feels better soon..
Shiori's picture

Ah Zerg...in that case

Ah Zerg...in that case nevermind? XD'' yeah they aren't on the best of terms right now <<'
THANK YOU for still checking my updates :3 D hasn't seen Dark in a while...

Aw...Heh, it wasn't Lucian's fault, although she doesn't know him so she was weary anyhow. She was angry because she had tried to stay with Rozak before and he ran off, so when he showed up again she was upset at him, and took it out on Lucian as well :[
She is a fragile minded little thing and her trust is easily broken >< He should not let himself become disheartened. And thank you for the well wishing <3
Zergarikiaka's picture

Ah yeah, I have been finding

Ah yeah, I have been finding very little motivation to play Dark lately.
He hasn't been in a fight in months. Lately he mostly grumps around in polite boredom. |'D Though I'm sure someone would have a fit if he does fight again, so I'm not trying.
Shiori's picture

-snort- Let 'them' have their

-snort- Let 'them' have their fits -.- I'm tired of hearing 'them' whine and rule the game WITH their whining. Darcy hasn't stopped sparring and never will :3 A polite Dark? We will have to poke fun at that XDD
Zergarikiaka's picture

XD By polite, I mean sitting

XD By polite, I mean sitting around and glaring at others without doing anything. |D
But it was his aggression that used to inspire me to write. D8
wake's picture

Aww Isi understands.

Aww Isi understands. Smiling
Fledermaus's picture

First bit was a practice

First bit was a practice round, which is why it was amazingly awkward/goofy. 8D
Thanks for showing up <3
Shiori's picture

Wake: -poutslip- I'm sorry

Wake: -poutslip- I'm sorry she feels bad

Fled: First part? Did I miss something? LOL probably. Looked good from where I was sittin =D
Fledermaus's picture

Yeah, the bit where Fled

Yeah, the bit where Fled couldn't get his ladies straight and nuzzled Myst instead. |D
Fincayra's picture

I'm sorry about today. Esll

I'm sorry about today. Esll was having the worst emo moment of his life... I'm thinking maybe I should give him a little break for a while. I hope you took none of his actions personally. ;_; Shyla is still a very dear friend to him. He's just having a lot of trouble controlling his emotions right now.
Shiori's picture

You aren't being honest ^^;

You aren't being honest ^^; But I hope you don't do that...So many people taking breaks >< Shyla rarely sees anyone anymore... I guess I want to say taking a break wont solve anything but that just might be my selfish talking again. If he, or you, want to talk about it...All three of us are here, heh.
Fincayra's picture

I'm not being honest? I

I'm not being honest? I myself won't be taking a break... the only break I'll be taking from here is whenever I start the process of getting a new computer, which might be soon, and if it happens I'll announce it. Believe me, I feel terrible, especially because I know Shyla has been through so much.

Esll will be in the Forest less frequently, but he'll still be around. I'm having fun playing my other deer. :3
I guess at this point I'm not sure what to do. But I don't want anyone getting hurt - though I am just roleplaying; right now my feelings aren't connected to Esll. Hm. I will have to give this some thought.
Shiori's picture

Oh no...I didn't think 'you'

Oh no...I didn't think 'you' were going ^^ I know you mean Esll, but we barely seem him as it is...-shiftsuncomfortably- Yeah...
A for 'your' feelings I guess whenever my characters are sad I feel it too, sorry, thought it might be that way for you too. Nevermind then.
Fincayra's picture

Well, okay. Esll still is my

Well, okay. Esll still is my favorite character. He can't disappear entirely. <3 He'll just be... prone to mood swings until he figures things out? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to worry you. I should have been more clear... he'll still be around, just not as much while I "exercise" my other deer.

This is so complicated... I do feel my deers' emotions, particularly Esll's, all too often. This time, I'm trying to sever that connection. I'm trying not to let everything that's happening to Esll right now effect me, but I can't entirely say his feelings aren't based off of my own.

To give you an idea, Esll is having a problem with growing too attached, and it's scaring him.
Vagrant's picture

fail track

fail track
Find me, Vagrant(cy) at my "toboe" account! This account inactive.
Reetno's picture

Sorry that romp was so

Sorry that romp was so short... had to get off. Lost of things to do and apparently the forest ain't one of them, lol...

But mini Darcy sure is cute~ I wanted to try doing that mini pelt thing, but I neither have the mini spelldata or the time to get one right now it seems.

God... Shyla... Almost makes me want to bring Edin back... they had a fairly good relationship if I recall right~ plus she wants to know what the forest has to say and he can talk the language of the trees, lol...
Shiori's picture

That's okie ^^ Was good to

That's okie ^^ Was good to see him anyhow! And he was rather cute wasn't he? Raimademe. XDDD Of course he hated every second of it ha. He says he's short enough already -snort- I DO hope the fad doesn't linger too long though. Still, there are some characters the trick is perfect for.

Edin! Yes Shy was very fond of him...I've considered asking you to bring him bacl but I don't want you bringing him back just for us. Four characters is a lot to juggle when you aren't on a lot as it is...but she would love to see him again if only briefly ;.; Maybe we could just rp them again so not to go through the hassel? heh
Reetno's picture

Yeah... it can be kinda

Yeah... it can be kinda annoying with everyone wanting to try this new glitch trick, but it will settle once people get bored of the novelty of it.

lol... well I think rping would be the best way to go about it, but it wouldn't take much to slap Edin's set on Reetno like I used to~ but he wouldn't be coming back as a 'main' character I think... because as it stands I'm very much ignoring Reggy and Azna as it stands... and I'm not doing so well with Reetno as well...
Shiori's picture

Yeah it's probably a little

Yeah it's probably a little late to tell you this but it's a bad idea to start up again with so many characters XD' You'll just frustrate and exhaust yourself trying to keep up @_@ Even if you think one character is boring, that's something that can be worked on! If they get more forest time you get to develope them more...I would much rather see you work on the characters you have as much as Shyla screams at me ^^'
Anyways...we'll see about a RP then?
Reetno's picture

lol... I know, but I seem to

lol... I know, but I seem to never learn... I think it's just that I like to make character designs, but never really wanted to have to 'play' them I guess...

An RP sounds very good to me since I can develop characters far better that way then in the forest itself~ and I'm fine with playing Edin on occasion, but not all the time...
I for one really what to get more proactive with Reetno and Reggy, but I think it's kinda a laziness issue with me more then anything (^^') That and I'm bad at playing 'ingame'...

Though right now I really think it's because I'm kinda having fun with -eraseeraseerase- and in a way I feel really bad because it's taking so much time from me working one my other characters, but I just find them so cute (^^)
Shiori's picture

-eyes erasemarks- ....IS ZAB

-eyes erasemarks- ....IS ZAB BEING SNEAKY?! -confused-
Bad it's hard to sypathize with the multiple characters thing...for some reason I'm having a hard time coming up with anything more relevent than Shy and Dar heh @_@ Kudos I guess? XD

RP! Ehh...god I'm so creatively dead on the weekendsss. If you have any rp ideas feel free to start something ^^' But if we're relying on me...it might take a few days eheh. Unless you would rather not do it 'now'
Reetno's picture

-shifty eyes- um...

-shifty eyes- um... noooo....

Anyways, I have a fairly good idea for a start of an RP for Edin and Shyla... well I think it is...
Needing to remember that Edin can't 'die' per-say... he just goes into a lifeless state of hibernation when not 'needed'... I guess...
I always thought it was an interesting idea with him...

Anyways, I'm busy finishing up some art and then I'll write that up eh?
I was also thinking that we could start it as an EdinxShyla RP but also make one with Reetno and Darcy on the side of it?
Shiori's picture

ARE YOU MYSTERYFAWN?

ARE YOU MYSTERYFAWN? -randomguess- lol

You have an idea!? I love when people have ideas! XDD I am so sadly without them all the time mrph. That's good then ^^ And yeah we can do Reet and Dar too. Omg the thought of RPing right now seems so ICK XD It's like going grocery shopping when you're full haha. BUT hopefully I'll be better tomorrow and ready to go!
Reetno's picture

NO RANDOM GUESSING! besides

NO RANDOM GUESSING! besides the picto was too cute not to grab (^^')
And no saying if you find out who... Humpf... I feel very shameful about it...
Besides... it's not I've been super-de-dooperdy trying to hide it... I've just not been telling anyone...

Anyways... Yeah... I have a basic idea for a first post/plot/setting thing... but don't worry too much about posting right away even though I'll be sitting here staring and waiting every second after I make a post anticipating when you will finally post, because I have no life like that...
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~~ Track

~~ Track

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Fincayra's picture

I hope Shyla didn't think

I hope Shyla didn't think Esll was being inappropriate by that tree earlier. D=
My game disconnected, and when I came back there was an Esll-twin sitting in his place, so I had some fun and sat on its back. By the way Shyla was acting, I don't think she could see the double, so I understand if she thought Esll was being wacky. Just thought I'd clear that up. <3
toboe's picture

Harry Truman, Dorris Day, Red

Harry Truman, Dorris Day, Red China, Johnny Ray...
-flee-