The Fortress; Iaurdagnire

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  • PLAYER / CONTACT 08.03.20

    Jay's passing is still sore, I find myself thinking about him if I'm driving in the rain. He has brought to light that I've not really been living for a while; my hobbies were consumed by work, so I'm making an effort to get those back or at least find new ones.

    One of which is enjoying a certain fantasy deer characters again, at least low key now that I've brought my old pc back from the dead. Maybe Dag will see you in forest sometime?

    He'll be 11 years old on the 21st March (:


    Characters

    Uuo (OOC) False God (special use)
    Kusakage (inactive) Kyte (inactive)
    Sulfur (event demons)

    Contact Info

    Discord: Find me as 'Dag' in The Endless Forest Server, feel free to add me!





"His presence seemed to be the Forest itself, loving and wise and without grudges or harbored shadows." - silentlikethat

        
{ I a u r d a g n i r e THE FORTRESS

Respected - Wise - Humble - Good-humoured - Articulate - Righteous - Authoritative - Dutiful - Fearless - Fatherly
Timeworn - Intelligent - Diplomatic - Limitless - Reliable - Altruistic - Resolute - Gentle - Charismatic - Genuine


"He walks with a gawky elegance, breaking the top of the hill. His hill. Though he hardly guards it with the malice of a dog.
Instead, this is where they gather. To play, to sit...to know that not everyone will belittle them." - Mjrn


Today
     A sight-seeing tour of the forest with his lady love as if everything was brand new.

Calm.
Alive.

Yesterday
    






    Identity }
    Dag's full name is pronounced 'I-or-dag-nyre', and was given the title 'The Fortress' in recognition of the guardianship he gives to and inspires in others. He is a symbol of unyielding strength of will and exhibits an impenetrable, one-pointed focus to rise above any situation. The emblem of victory - the Peregrine Falcon - still remains with him from his first and very old title of 'Wings of Peregrine'.
21st March 2009 | Pictogram
Stomping Grounds | Fireside | Valley View | Dandelion Hill | Sanctuary

    The Fortress }
    Voice - Deep bass; an equal balance of gentility and authoritative power associated with a voice of moral substance and leadership. Feral vocalizations are rare from him, though he is known to produce brontidal rumbles and has an extraordinarily low, growling bellow.
    Scent - His scent is very gustatory - likened to the smoulder of a warm, damp bonfire in the middle of open fields; burnt soil of old forests long gone.
    Build - Based on an old-world ice giant Eucladoceros species; the first species of deer genus to have highly evolved antlers yet is a primitive mass of strong bone and muscle. His body type is a visually solid domination with a dense muscular structure most noticeable around his barrel-chest and shoulders, reinforcing the relatively short, strong neck that bares the weight of a heavy square skull - resembling more bull than deer - and its gargantuan artillery; both of which being the most prominent indication of his skeletal bulk. Being top-heavy, his posture is almost restricted to one position when still. A long body means legs are stationed far apart to accommodate and spread the weight, and his head is always held high in balance giving him a kingly air, which is also reflected in his fluid and powerful gait. At full speed, there is very little that can stop his bulldozer momentum.
    Antlers - Fortress by design. Supernumerary, elongated branched-antlers where the beam has grown outward behind him, tines growing upward; his outer primary tines are the largest and grow into long forward-facing pincers. There are 12 tines per pedical and are split into four sets, all of which together are specifically designed to interlock with any antler type. Central clusters suited to single beam pronged deer, outer and brow tines designed for the larger supernumerary or palmated antlers such as Irish Elk. They are incredibly thick, astonishingly heavy, and an impenetrable defense that cannot be breached.
    Visual - His coat is made up of dense, varying shades of grey that give him an overall arsenic colouration, but his mane and face are the most striking; dirty white for the most part with a carnelian-red pattern draped around the contours of his beady-eyed, frill-cheeked face. The white of his mane continues only half-way under his stomach, and ends in a point with a very thin separating line of charcoal.
There is also an enormous patch-scar that tears through the left side of his neck which is coupled with the nick in his ear on the same side. This was given to him by the Spring Wolf in 2010*.
    Conqueror - Being the placid giant he is, Dag never lowers his antlers without reason; rarely has his combat been seen within the peaceful confines of the forest. However, heed the warning of his scar. Events leading up to his present existence shed further light on this war-hardened battler. There is something prehistoric and almost predatory about his combat - the misfortune of colliding with such a monolith is simply an all-sensory deluge.

    Antediluvian }
     Iaurdagnire's story has become that of Endless Forest legend, starting in 2009 and ending in 2013. His story involves the Forest, the Gods, and the spiritual embodiment of the Seasons whom he served with perpetual lives as a God-given duty. Dag wanted to escape, and continually fought for a life and death that was his to dictate; to cease to be a higher power's fuel for intellectual evolution. But in learning about his place in the world and a way to put an end to his duties, he became even more lost. Ultimately, Dag's story is an exploration of purpose and morality in all forms, and almost entirely community driven. The community has been involved in each section in some way, and these are referred to as "Season Events" by those who have participated; the events were designed for everyone to enjoy, regardless of the story.
Winter '09
Crackéd Smile
"I am here as a friend."
Autumn '09
I: Collapse the Light
II: Numb the Infection
III: I'd choose right now
Spring '10
I: Brontide
II: Thunderclap*
III: Colossus
IV: Oblivion
Summer '10
I: Fissure
II: Ignite
III: Mountain Masquerade
Autumn '10
I: Duty
II: Ender
III: Nothing Gold can Stay
Winter '11
I: Splinter
II: Restrain
Spring '11
I: Hesitance
II: Acrid Lullaby
III: Amalgamate | †
IV: Play the Hand
you are Dealt | †

Catalyst '11
Incubus | Reprise
I: Jack to the King
II: Overthrow
III: Start Your Descent
War Drum '12
I: Long Live the King
II: Dandelion Hill
III: Warrior Hysteria
IV: Wasteland Soldier
V: Your Supremacy
Elysium '13
The Fortress and The Raven | Epilogue
 
 
 

Background art by J!n

    Core }
    Ravenflight - The Queen His love and greatest treasure; indescribably bound to her like no other. Their history had long ran parallel, and although their paths crossed only rarely in bygone years, they were connected by a deep empathy for their respective trials and desire for freedom. Behind closed doors they each played a part in helping each other fulfill a purpose in order to escape, and then found themselves lost without it. When Dag returned to the forest, Ravenflight tried to help him re-adjust through her understanding of what it is like to feel truly detached from the world around you. As they spent more time together, Dag increasingly began to dote on her and fell very deeply in love. Captivated by her in every way. Ravenflight has given him a new purpose, and Dag is utterly devoted to her continued happiness. Adores and is enchanted by everything she is.
    Cry - The Ace Guardian; a source of security; life indebted to. Dag has known Cry for a long time, and upon his return was healed by him (see 'War Drum' Act V). Displays an affectionate "big brother" attitude towards the small white stag when around him.
    Ephiré - The Jack An unspoken natural affinity; indebted to. The two giants have much in common with the way they cope with the world around them, and it is this understanding that lead Ephiré to become the catalyst in Dag's journey (see 'Catalyst' story arc Act I-III). Has a profound trust in him and admires him greatly. He is also the only deer within the forest to have witnessed the full brunt of Dag's combat.
    Virgil/The Red - Part of the Fortress' strong foundations. One of his oldest friends of a different world to his own, wild and unrestricted. At the time of his trials, Dag thought of Virgil's existence as "real", moreso than his own and one he wanted to achieve. Events between then and now strongly effected Dag, but their friendship remains strong and has been rebuilt. [to be re-written]





  • Bonus Material

    Autumn '09 Act III: I'd choose right now, was the first song 'read along' blog to appear on TEFC (to my knowledge!).
    War Drum '12 Act V: Your Supremacy was my most successful community-wide event, where 68 TEF players participated.


    Antediluvian - There are two reasons why I chose to use this word for Dag and his story. The first is that it was originally a biblical word meaning the time between the creation of earth and the great flood/deluge myth; a narrative in which a great flood is sent by a deity to destroy in an act of divine retribution (the Spring Wolf). A parallel of this is a metaphor of rebirth, which was the premise of Dag's rebellion against his original purpose. Secondly, the modern meaning for this word is simply to be old fashioned/ancient in the most possible way (as if they lived before the great flood).

    Playing card references - A great metaphor for life in general, where one must simply play the hand they are dealt, good or bad. One of my favourite card games is Whist, where the object of the game is to simply score the most "tricks" by having the highest card in the suit that is being played. Therefore the cards you would like to see in your hand are the highest: Ace, King, Queen and Jack. The Jack is a good card to have, because it will generally weed out the other players higher cards in their desire to win the hand, so it is more common for you to lose that round but win others as you have exhausted the other players good cards. The Jack was the role of Ephiré, in Jack to the King. He killed Dag - referenced as the King - and although the hand appeared to be lost, the game was not over. The card that trumped Velocity's hand was the Ace, Cry, in Your Supremacy.

    As a character, Dag was originally inspired by naturally powerful characters like Mufasa from The Lion King and Riki from Ginga Nagareboshi Gin - characters the hero-type protagonists typically look up to for guidance and leadership.



 
 
 
 
 
 
Pretzil's picture

:c I dont know you very well,

:c I dont know you very well, but I hope you feel better.... You have our support always
Haru's picture

Oh Dag ;; *hugs* Take care,

Oh Dag ;; *hugs* Take care, alright?

I'm sure you can make it

I'm sure you can make it through. Deadly, seriously sure. /sits by, shoulder-to-shoulder/
MissButterflyCaught's picture

~sits with~ You can do this.

~sits with~ You can do this. We're here to help, if you want to talk.
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quadraptor's picture

*Nuzzles* please take care of

*Nuzzles* please take care of yourself, Dag. We're here if you need us, but please don't feel obligated if you need some time away from TEF.

If you need me for any reason, don't hesitate to contact me:

e-mail:
MSN:
Pegasicorn's picture

*hugs*

*hugs*

Dag you know you can always

Dag you know you can always talk to us here if that is what you need, if you need some time away, take that. Do whatever you need to, just know we're here for you.

Oh goodness.. I hope

Oh goodness..

I hope everything turns out okay..
Hraeth's picture

You can do this.

You can do this.
Fincayra's picture

Stay strong. You'll make it.

Stay strong. You'll make it.
uwharrie's picture

I don't really know you, but

I don't really know you, but you can do this.
You've got a lot of people willing to be there for you it seems ♥

Dag.. We love you. Stay

Dag.. We love you.
Stay strong, please. Take care of yourself.
Don't lose faith. <3
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Aivilo's picture

I am so sorry, dearest. I was

I am so sorry, dearest. I was in a similar place just a few short months ago; he told me he'd made a mistake asking me to marry him. I know how much it hurts to lose someone so close. No one deserves to hurt like that.
It gets better. I promise you, life will get better. Don't ever give up.
Sighthoundlady's picture

*tight hugs* I've been

*tight hugs*

I've been there.

It gets better.

I promise.
Honeyfur's picture

We don't know each other

We don't know each other well, but I just wanted to say; hang in there, Dag. There's always a light at the end of every tunnel, no matter how long that tunnel may seem. Keep pushing for the light. You'll get there <3
arrowdoe's picture

*hugs*

*hugs*
Reyy's picture

FUCK.... Dag! Please be okay!

FUCK.... Dag! Please be okay! I'm here if you ever need to talk to me.
Ugh :/ Take care...
Sleepything's picture

&hearts;


adorable art by Tuoho! ♥
Munkel's picture

Yes, you're not alone here

Yes, you're not alone here ♥
;; please take care..
Corell's picture

Dag, we are all here and by

Dag, we are all here and by your side, we know you can make this...stay strong! ♥♥ -hugs forever-
Spyrre's picture

...

...<3
Hart's picture

It's hard to know what to say

It's hard to know what to say in times like these, but Dag, you are a strong brave person. And it's okay not to be sometimes... Hang in there. My thoughts are with you.
Rouda's picture

I hope you're feeling better,

I hope you're feeling better, soon. I really do. <3
Melusine's picture

&hearts; if you ever need to

♥ if you ever need to talk I'm nearly always on msn. Stay strong <3
Wotsits's picture

Take care &hearts;

Take care ♥


Dampir's picture

I hope you'll be fine soon,

I hope you'll be fine soon, dont give up *hugs*
Keepiru's picture

&hearts;

Starling's picture

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<\3
Hang in there, Dag.
Apparanza's picture

Get better asap, Dag

Get better asap, Dag ;;♥

By Leuvr
z.m123's picture

Stay strong. You can make it.

Stay strong. You can make it. ♥
We will always be here for you. -hugs-
OkamiLugia's picture

&hearts; ;;

♥ ;;

I know I can say: All of us.

I know I can say: All of us. Every single one of us is here for you.
Now you get better, take some time away, talk, let it out, whatever you need to do.

Krystal's picture

It doesn't feel like it now,

It doesn't feel like it now, but it does get better.

And until you return you will be missed.
Corell's picture

I'm so happy that you made it

I'm so happy that you made it sweetheart <3 I was afraid that you wouldn't come back in a long while.
I know you're an smart person, so please, don't do anything stupid. We need you here ♥! Take your time to heal -hugs- <333
Hart's picture

So glad to see you're doing

So glad to see you're doing okay.

Take you're time, we're all here if you need us. <333
MissButterflyCaught's picture

Dag, I have gone through

Dag,

I have gone through some nasty breakups before too. I was really deep in one that I realize now I should not have been. I felt gross doing anything I loved, because I always had memories of him while I was doing it. Basically, I just decided to snap. I don't think of him anymore. In the beginning, it was hard, but when I "woke up" to the fact that someone who is not in my life anymore should not rule it, I felt a whole lot better about myself and quite soon found the relationship of my dreams. (I think it helped that I like to have control of my own life and get mad if I cannot make my own plans a lot of the time.)

I know it seems cliche', but you just have to get back out there and be you.

*snuggle* Love ya, Dag. I know you can pull it off and get better.
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quadraptor's picture

*nuzzles* I've never been in

*nuzzles* I've never been in a relationship but I watched my brother go through a breakup before. It's understandable and you have every right to be angry/upset/sad/ect.

This community put up with me when I was going through depression. The least I could do is listen when others get kicked with real life.

We still love you no matter what happens, Dag. You'll never make us upset, especially when it's life that sets you back.
Kaoori's picture

You're strong, always have

You're strong, always have been. You'll survive.

I know you will.

Just like Dag.
Ourania's picture

*clings to* Do what you need

*clings to* Do what you need to do. We'll be here when you decide to come back. I'm on MSN if you need anything <3

=/ You're strong. You can do

=/

You're strong. You can do this. I'm sorry I wasn't here when it actually happened...

<3...

My thoughts go to you....as

My thoughts go to you....as someone who had gone through a breakup not to long ago, I know where you are at. Believe me, things will get better and maybe who knows, in the future, you both can be just friends as I'm trying to learn how to with my ex-turned-friend. Can only leave the past behind but you can leave the future open. Unless for some reason she does not deserve friendship, it's definitely possible esp if you guys were friends before hand. Don't always have to let her walk outta your life but of course, best to give eachother space so you both can get in the lovers-turned-friends groove.

Much love <3
Mis's picture

Feel better soon dear, you're

Feel better soon dear, you're in my thoughts. I'd give you that medal!

Im pretty sure I love you

Im pretty sure I love you too. -smooshes.- <33
Iaurdagnire's picture

Even though I haven't been

Even though I haven't been here, your support has helped me knowing that I matter enough to be concerned about. Even from the people I don't talk to, but certainly know of... Thank you. A special thanks to Unplugged, Jettem and Ravenflight who kept me company at the beginning of all this. A big apology to Jettem, too... I'm sorry I got angry at that one point. You were so great.

When I get upset, it's because I don't fully understand what is happening and I essentially blow up at everyone around me. I had a break down in the middle of this week, but everything has settled.

I don't think I'll be as active as I was on tef for a while yet, though. Dag's story will be put on hold, and I'm hesitant to start writing his entries again for the time being...

Can you all do me one last favour? Even though these comments are lovely, I don't like being reminded of unpleasantness... I would really appreciate it if this page could be bumped over to the next one? (: I'm sure you all have cool stuff to bomb it with... -opens up the floor to kimi and her gifs- hehe.

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Seed's picture

I'm sorry I missed whatever

I'm sorry I missed whatever the issue was...This thing moves really fast; I sometimes give up on keeping track... (this is true for a lot of bios)...And I'm sorry you're having a rough time of things... *hug*

But I will gladly aid in filling it with nonsense!

But first, ponies.


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I absolutely love that one

I absolutely love that one from The Emperor's New Groove.

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