Diary
19/7/2013:
I can't believe how quickly these weeks are melting away! Prom was last night and it was amazing!
One of my friends went with a guy, whom i liked for a while (same guy in the entries from june lol) hahahaahjsadbjhcb but i wasn't upset or anything. They hardly talked and we all got a group photo together. :')
PROM WAS SO FUN WOW
LIKE I WASNT EXPECTING IT TO BE NOT FUN BUT IT WAS BETTER THAN I EXPECTED.
I had got my hair curled in the morning at the hairdressers and it looked so nice ;3; especially with my new ombre dye on my hair.
food at prom was okay, i was too nervous to eat all of anything. loool
But yeah, did a bit of dancing hahah!
I didn't have a date to prom, but lets just say I kind of stole my friend's date during cotton eye joe hahahahahahaha
/can't dance
hisshirtwassocuteeveniwouldhavewornitomg
hhahah
but yeah, great night.


17/6/2013:
FINALLY FINISHED THE EXAMS
AAAAAAA CRIES
I'm so happy I'VE DONE TWENTY EXAMS IN A MONTH
I'VE DONE SO MUCH WORK
I SPENT 2,790 MINUTES IN THE EXAM HALL WHICH EQUALS 46.5 HOURS
AND TWELVE HOURS IN AN ART ROOM
WHICH MAKES IT 58.5 HOURS ALL TOGETHER
and now I can do diddly squat for ten weeks

aaaa walking out of that final exam today was just brill :')

15/6/2013:
Ode to getting up early
A crappy five minute poem about yesterday's whereabouts of/by Erin.


For yesterday I woke at seven
School at nine and home by eleven
Finished my maths exam
Only two more left, damn.
Went into town with a friend
Who caught the bus in the end.
Left for home and there I found
My mail from amazon came around
Fall out boy: save rock and roll
For me to listen in my ear hole.
By 1pm I was out again
Went to Morpeth's shopping lane
Left for three and then back home
Spent some hours browsing google chrome
At six o clock
We took the dog for a walk
Up along the coast.
Met some cows in a field,
Who were scared of my basset, it seems.
Got caught in a storm
So headed home
Still wasn't time for bed,
This day had seemed long
For I had got up early.
Now today I'm in bed,
It's 11:48
What am I doing like
Omg this time yesterday I had done so much.
I give up with this.



13/6/2013:
shakes are going away, feeling less stressed now. Requested study leave so only had to be in school for a physics exam. Can't say that i didn't miss you.
So now I'm down to my final three exams! :') Two maths and a geography exam.
I broke the code on my blog too so oooops /will fix later

so many feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels:
these aren't even very feelsy songs but i love them


12/6/2013:
Still feeling shaky today and freezing cold. Didn't eat much of lunch and felt so off-put by breakfast, it feels like my stomach is being twisted sometimes. guhguhguh luckily ate all of tea though. I feel like this is due to the fact I'm under a lot of stress right now. hmmm.
only four more exams to go! ♥

How do you hint at someone... you understand their problems and you want to help them feel happy and accepted and want to do everything with them without sounding creepy?
I know they feel like the one who is always left out, and it pains me to know that they can feel like that.
School is weird without my best friends there but it's given me time to talk to him. Annoying people aren't there and it's sort of dreadfully boringly amazing. I'm detouring on my daily walks home to talk and it's so fun, even if we are just talking for ten minutes. He's so far gotten me back into fall out boy and got me into playing it obnoxiously out loud from my phone hahaha (its not okay for anyone else to do that but if we're doing that back off ok i'll bite u) and finally, without the restraints of other people, I have finally been able to talk to him more and I know I shouldn't. I'm just going to get attached again and I know I shouldn't. I'm far too shy to say or even hint anything, but even just being friends is an honor.

After Monday, once I finish my last two exams, I'm off for ten weeks. Soo much time for sleep, which is great news aaaaa but god I hope I can persuade him to get out, ten weeks apart could make this or break this so pleasepleasepleaseaaaa

I just really felt the need to type all this out. I can't exactly say it to anyone close to me, and nobody I know IRL checks here so, it's kinda like a monologue. I can feel the weight of the stress I'm under right now and this is sort of relieving.

11/6/2013:

i feel so shaky and nervous all the time, I keep going really hungry then put off everything. Everything is so boring right now and it feels like a really bad roller coaster. We've been put into really small classes to study in shcool and its literally so boring.
Not to mention I can feel myself getting my hopes up for him again. I don't want to and at the same time I just keep letting it happen. I can't tell if this week is just getting to us, or he's bored. We've never spent time like this and I wouldn't change what's happened so far. The smallest actions scare me and I don't want to be scared, I suck at dealing with this. If he has anything to say, say it now. Or these ten weeks are going to be long.
I'm still shaking right now and stuck between an awful mood of being so giddy I can't work or revise or i just feel so bored I can't work or revise.
Nobody puts baby in the corner by Fall out boy is on top of both our playlists this week, I can't tell you how many times I've listened to this old goldie, it reminds me of being so much more young and I can't believe how it's affecting me right now. Wow.
I can't stop typing hahahha none of this has made sense but literally my brain is mush right now. I can literally feel the toll these 20 or so exams have placed on me. I'm down to doing the final five and it's really becoming a push. He's not making it any easier. I don't like like him anymore and I promised I wouldn't. But god dangit help me. I know it's unrequited, so could he please stop making it seem requited unless he really means it this time.
Food seems both delicious and disgusting right now. As much as I don't want it, I need it. :c
I have a bowl of cereal right now. I was half way through when I started this post and now ugh I just cba.

Over thinking sucks. Exams suck. This sucks.
WOW IM SUCH AN ANGSTY TEENAGER LOOK AHAHAH BEING A TEENAGER SUCKS WHY DID I SIGN UP FOR THIS I WANT TO BE BACK IN YEAR SIX LISTENING TO FALL OUT BOY WITH HIM AND EVERYONE IT'S SO LESS COMPLICATED BEING 10.
Goodnight

Erin
Female
16
2/2/1997
Aquarius
North eastern England

I like to meet new people, don't be afraid to say hi (:
I get shy sometimes and I'm usually quite a happy person. I can't wait until I can drive and I really love to travel on long journeys. I prefer air travel and hate boats. I am very emetophobic, I have a really bad fear of sick. I don't have a favourite season as they are all pretty neat. I don't have a traditional "British accent". I want to see the world as much as I can in my life. I'm also quite short too, I am 5"00 (and maybe a tiny bit). I learned German for four years (ended as of may 2013) and I love speaking it. My favourite subjects are art and geography. (Wip)

favourites:

♥ musicians: owl city (adam young), miike snow, animal collective, fall out boy, grimes, jaws, king charles, lana del rey, alt-j, passion pit, crystal castles, summer camp, thomas tantrum, vondelpark, aluna george, azealia banks, nicki minaj, baths, best coast, bombay bicycle club, class actress, coldplay, fleet foxes, dirty gold

♥ tv shows: community, adventure time, mlp:fim, gravity falls, regular show, (classic) simpsons, kitchen nightmares, would I lie to you, QI, 8 out of 10 cats

♥ films: the lion king, balto, bambi, wall-e, ratatouille, up, finding nemo, tangled, wreck-it ralph, 500 days of summer, pocahontas, (wip)

♥ food: gnocchi w/ pesto, feta, mozzarella, red peppers, egg fried rice, cheesecake, pineapple, mango, pizza, (wip)




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