My boyfriend is out filming a big scene to the short film/music video he is making for a band. And it's taking a very long time. Haven't seen him since this morning.

Well, when I came home from school I knew he was out, he's been very nervous about this great scene. I sat down doing thing that I am doing, for example the drawing of Mufazzal, which took most of the day!

But.. When the clock said 20:00 (I don't know the english time for that) something inside my head said *click* and I turned on all the light in the appartment and grapped my big cane to defend myself. I can't endure to be alone for a long time, and especially no at the night. I am too paranoid. But I did eat. A banana. No dinner.

Just now I got a sms from my boyfriend. his filming is going to take about another two hours.
Poor poor him being out working so long, poor poor me for sitting here alone, being more and more anxious for non-existing attackers or enemies, and poor poor our sleep.

Took me long enough to post more screenshots. ^^;

Mufazzal is born with an endless caring nature and gives all his love to every deer he meets. Today, he learned that there exists deers that doesn't feel the same way. He got rejected a couple of times in a row. That's very hard to understand and overcome for such young creature. He then lay down at the estuary of the pond to think things through. He realized that he never saw anything to his playmates after they seperate. That only made him longing even more for a friend.

I hope he'll find one some day.

And news about Maria in the human world:
I am almost finish with my chair drawing! I am drawing a chair to sharpen my skills, and also because it is the last of 8 drawings I need before I can send my application to the art academi. Thrilled!!

Many kinds of mood in the air.

Just a couple of screenshots from our fun yesterday...


Quad was overjoyed when he saw his parents not only together again, but as happy as they were.


I would be cowering too if I saw an antelope-masked, peacock-pelted deer coming toward me.


Just like old times...

Quad reminisced of his life as a fawn...


When Ephra and Walter (back when Quad remembered him as 'Demon' first found him)


The fun they had back then too...


They seemed to be the perfect family...


Like they were meant for one another.


Many deer often wonder why Quad is so quick to defend Walter. He wished that they knew his old man like he did back when he was a fawn. He wished for days like yesterday, where the world seemed to be at peace once again...