Idea shamelessly nicked(with permission) from gurgelin, whose post from yesterday was the inspiration for my own.


I've found myself trapped in a cycle I'd rather not be in... even though I've been in it for years. I try, halfheartedly, to change my habits and behavior and make goals and keep them... and I always give up after a few days, or find some excuse to stop. I'm clearly not a very motivated person, and that in itself needs to change xD This is a good way of keeping my goals in order, and of keeping them with me instead of just letting them float in and then back out of my brain before I can be bothered to latch on and actually do something. I'd like to finally grow, become something different and better than the person I've been for roughly the past 6 years. xD I've never made anything like this public, and maybe it'll help- Being readable for people who might relate and comment, join in, etc etc. Who knows? Worth a shot anyway.


Personal goals:

[ ] Start eating healthier
[ ] Exercise more, be outside in general more often
[ ] Manage money better
[ ] Manage my emotions/reactions to things better
[ ] Travel somewhere outside the state within the year
[ ] Get a job, soon
[ ] Get more organized
[ ] Learn a new skill
[ ] Create a sleep schedule and stick to it
[ ] Improve sense of self-worth/confidence
[ ] Attempt becoming more extroverted
[ ] Read more, waste time on computer less


The Good Shtuff:

- Usually happy/positive(or can act as such believably)
- Open-minded
- Honest, often to a fault
- Willing to do anything for loved ones
- Highly imaginative/creative

The Not-that-good Shtuff:

- Poster-child for Cancer. Smart, kind, cheery... and moody as hell, hypersensitive, paranoid, etc.

Just now, Mufazzal came to me, telling that he saw a grown up deer with exactly the same pictogram as him! How can something like that happend? I know, when we were about to choose Mufazzal's pictogram, we twice ran into a pictogram that looked like a chineese guy.

Well. We are a bit chocked. But I don't think there is anything to do. Maybe there exists other deers that share pictogram, like some humans share the same name. Mufazzal just have to live with it.

Anko is coming back soon! :3 I'll FINALLY be reinstalling Endless forest. I hope some deer will remember and come back to Anko. <3

Perhaps Anko will find some love, new friends, and more giddy fawns as he treks back to the forest.

The Monster is back!