Seems to die... I know it's a part of life, but this is getting too far out... My uncle, both my grandparents on my father's side, my aunt, my favourite pets and now one of my friends' mum... I know I'm probably just being hysterical and all, but I really feel like everything living around me is wilting away... And the list of dead names is just increasing every time I turn around... Am I really just old enough to see my friends, family and acquaintances die one by one?... at the age of 21?...
I know most people would probably just regard it as the natural end of life on the individual's account, but I'm getting paranoid... Especially since I know four of my best friends are teetering on the edge as well... I'm almost starting to get afraid of making new friends, of meeting new people, for fear that they'll start dying on me too... Is this the universe's way if telling me I'm better off alone?... Or is it just a series of unrelated, coincidental strings of misfortune?... I'm starting to have my doubts...
And look at me making the death of my friend's mother all about me. Goddammit.
I'm pretty sure she needs a lot of support right now, so anyone wanna give her some,
here's her DA journal on the matter in question. Rest in peace, good woman...
