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April 12, 2011 - 10:25pm — Watchbreaker

My boyfriend is out filming a big scene to the short film/music video he is making for a band. And it's taking a very long time. Haven't seen him since this morning.

Well, when I came home from school I knew he was out, he's been very nervous about this great scene. I sat down doing thing that I am doing, for example the drawing of Mufazzal, which took most of the day!

But.. When the clock said 20:00 (I don't know the english time for that) something inside my head said *click* and I turned on all the light in the appartment and grapped my big cane to defend myself. I can't endure to be alone for a long time, and especially no at the night. I am too paranoid. But I did eat. A banana. No dinner.

Just now I got a sms from my boyfriend. his filming is going to take about another two hours.
Poor poor him being out working so long, poor poor me for sitting here alone, being more and more anxious for non-existing attackers or enemies, and poor poor our sleep.

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April 12, 2011 - 11:38pm — ickydog

Ugh. No fun. I feel for you!

Ugh. No fun. I feel for you! i get paranoid any time my hubby is on a business trip!!! I'll be there in spirit

and 20:00 is 8:00 PM

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April 13, 2011 - 9:54am — Watchbreaker

It's not cool to be anole

It's not cool to be anole when you're use to be toether all the time with someone.

Yes, that' right, that AM and PM is annoying, never know when to say this and that. Well, PM is late time, but I think I didn't though of that.

April 13, 2011 - 3:20pm — ickydog

I prefer the 24 hour clock

I prefer the 24 hour clock (aka "military time" here in the states). It makes much more sense to say 21:00 instead of 9pm

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April 13, 2011 - 3:46pm — Watchbreaker

It's the same with me, but

It's the same with me, but when the clock is 21:00 we still say nine. I certainly hope that people can figure out what "nine" on the day it is by themself.

April 13, 2011 - 5:34pm — eyestrain

I think it's easier to be

I think it's easier to be alone when you've been alone for many years. The sting of someone not being there is bad when you've been together, huh.

Are you feeling any better now?

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April 13, 2011 - 6:04pm — Watchbreaker

Much easier. Years ago I had

Much easier. Years ago I had no friends of boyfriend, I could be alone without any worry because I didn't knew better, and was used to it. Well, sometimes the paranoia came to me, but it is not the same as when you are used to company.

I am feeling much better now, it was like a whole reuniting when my boyfriend came home today!