Natali woke up on the Playground. She accidently slipped and fell to the floor safely. "I wonder if any of my friends are awake?" She listened hard but could her nothing. "Hmm maybe I should rest a bit in the Old Oak?" she thought. She set off there then she saw a flash of black. "Who's there...?" She said. Natali heard a screech then a loud thud. She turned around and there sat a huge black vulture. It had a carcass of a squirrel in it's beak. The vulture didn't seem to notice her as she was hidden from his view by a tree. She slowly tried to leave then it heard her. It flew over to her and tried to snatch her up with it's claws. She ducked quickly and ran away as fast as she could. Thankfully the vulture didn't catch up with her. But she was running so fast she didn't notice where she was going. Everything around her was white and there were no trees or anything alive execpt for her. But strangely enough there was a small white light shining in front of her. Curiousity drew her to stand next to it. Then she sniffed it and her small nose touched the white ball. Everything shook and then Natali shut her eyes because everything was just too bright...She opened them. But gasped as she looked into a small puddle beneath her. Her face! It was no longer all white but a light brown and she had a large nose. Her body was no longer the pretty white with black and red but all light brown with white spots. The forest she was in was not very peaceful. It was pitch black and the night sounds were frightening she even heard wolves in the distance. She wandered around and found that this forest was too big...it wasn't a circle it was just all flat then she headed back to the place where she first saw the forest. The familiar puddle gave her some comfort. The white ball of light was near a rock but Natali was too tired to figure out how to get to the forest and eventually run all the way back. So she just slept.

July/6/2011.
I woke up in a forest. Far as my eyes could see, there were running many other deer. After I stood, a friendly red deer came to see me. That deer mooed at me. I got scared, then that deer bowed, I bowed too saying hi. As I could understood, the deer wanted me to follow him/her. I guess it was a her, 'cause she had no antlers. So, then I followed her. She took me into some kind of Ruins, I stood still. She rubbed against a tree, I did the same. Then she came closer to me and hugged me with sweetness. I smiled, then we started runnin' and jumpin', I was so happy that day. After 30 min. playing and running she got tired, so I was, we went to a big oak tree. She guided me into it, and then we lied down and took a rest. I fell asleep, when I opened my eyes, she wasn't there. I mooed and mooed, ran in all directions searching for her, but she wasn't anywhere. I ran into the oak tree and sitted there, scared and lonely. Then, a black deer (nightfall pelt) appeared. I guess he was a male because of his big red antlers. I got more scared, but he bowed. I ran to him and hugged him, I guess he understood I was sad and lonely, then he took me to a Pond. We sat by its shore and more deer appeared. I hid behind him. The other deer were laughing, and so the black deer. I guess they were his friends, I showed my face between his legs. As soon as I got out, a little blue fawn appeared, as I could see, it was a boy. He wanted to play, so did I. So then, we started runnin' and chasin' us around. Then, all of the deer walked away, and so the fawn, I mooed saying him "come back, please." But he never came back. The black deer stood beside me, and we walked away of that Pond. After a couple of minutes, we arrived to a kind of Playground. We spent the rest of the day together, but then I had to leave. I guess he understood, I hugged him and sayed goodbye. I'll never forget that deer, those ones that were my pals on my first day in the Endless Forest.

Oh my goodness! I haven't been here in ages!
I think the last time I was here was sometime like late 2009 or early 2010.
Much to long, if I do say so! Is anybody still here from back then?
Anyways, I want to be more active again here, and hopefully in the forest too!

to explain briefly, i'm going through a pretty extreme anxiety attack. these happen fairly frequently, and, as a result, i've sort of use up my game/movie/book/distraction reserves. i need something right now, distraction-wise. so, i ask, does anyone have any mild movie suggestions?

to give you a sense of what i'm looking for: i just tried to dig out my little pony: friendship is magic, only to find that the season had ended. that would've been perfect.

[e:] will delete when finished. not tef related, i understand.