Diary Entry

July/6/2011.
I woke up in a forest. Far as my eyes could see, there were running many other deer. After I stood, a friendly red deer came to see me. That deer mooed at me. I got scared, then that deer bowed, I bowed too saying hi. As I could understood, the deer wanted me to follow him/her. I guess it was a her, 'cause she had no antlers. So, then I followed her. She took me into some kind of Ruins, I stood still. She rubbed against a tree, I did the same. Then she came closer to me and hugged me with sweetness. I smiled, then we started runnin' and jumpin', I was so happy that day. After 30 min. playing and running she got tired, so I was, we went to a big oak tree. She guided me into it, and then we lied down and took a rest. I fell asleep, when I opened my eyes, she wasn't there. I mooed and mooed, ran in all directions searching for her, but she wasn't anywhere. I ran into the oak tree and sitted there, scared and lonely. Then, a black deer (nightfall pelt) appeared. I guess he was a male because of his big red antlers. I got more scared, but he bowed. I ran to him and hugged him, I guess he understood I was sad and lonely, then he took me to a Pond. We sat by its shore and more deer appeared. I hid behind him. The other deer were laughing, and so the black deer. I guess they were his friends, I showed my face between his legs. As soon as I got out, a little blue fawn appeared, as I could see, it was a boy. He wanted to play, so did I. So then, we started runnin' and chasin' us around. Then, all of the deer walked away, and so the fawn, I mooed saying him "come back, please." But he never came back. The black deer stood beside me, and we walked away of that Pond. After a couple of minutes, we arrived to a kind of Playground. We spent the rest of the day together, but then I had to leave. I guess he understood, I hugged him and sayed goodbye. I'll never forget that deer, those ones that were my pals on my first day in the Endless Forest.

Aine would like to apologize to the deer she was bothering yesterday at the Ruins. For nearly fifteen minutes she couldn't understand the annoyed gestures of a very angry buck with Day of the Dead paint as she absentmindedly sat in his spot. Merely wanting to lay next to him because she thought it would be fun, she unwittingly realized that she had taken a space that was regularly occupied by the Skull-Faced Stag.
For this she would like to apologize, had she known, she would have left.

Oh my goodness! I haven't been here in ages!

I think the last time I was here was sometime like late 2009 or early 2010.
Much to long, if I do say so! Is anybody still here from back then?
Anyways, I want to be more active again here, and hopefully in the forest too!

Well summer has come up and kicked me in the rear this time. I've spent 3 days in the middle of the desert in the blazing sun, in 105* weather. I have gained numerous bruises, scrapes and scars to add to my collection, and I'm proud of em. It was a strange, alien place where little grows but thistles, sage, and sparse trees. The other weird thing about it, was that I was camping on a river in the middle of the desert, which flows south instead of north. Strange huh? But this isn't the best part: I got to see some of the most AMAZING wildlife.
2 bald eagles,
3 baby otters and their mother
TONS of baby duckies
some beautiful red does with white tails

but the most astounding creatures of all were the wild horses.
Beautiful palomino, buckskin, paint, and I think a couple appaloosa, with babies playing close to their mothers.
Even though it was gruelingly hot out, seeing some of the creatures and being in a place people rarely go to, and thus untouched by trash, was special.

But that's just me, what's everyone else doing this summer?

to explain briefly, i'm going through a pretty extreme anxiety attack. these happen fairly frequently, and, as a result, i've sort of use up my game/movie/book/distraction reserves. i need something right now, distraction-wise. so, i ask, does anyone have any mild movie suggestions?

to give you a sense of what i'm looking for: i just tried to dig out my little pony: friendship is magic, only to find that the season had ended. that would've been perfect.

[e:] will delete when finished. not tef related, i understand.

Lotsa pics under the cut.

As Cheza walks through the forest, she sees others playing and laughing, but as she proceeds closer, they all run away, all of they are different, some with huge antlers, red, black, flowers, thick, small, and their hide is bright reds and clean whites with swirls and patterns, she just wished somebody would be there next to her like before to show her around this ever changing forest

Natali was smiling. She had a pretty colored pelt now! It was white with black and red and black on her skinny legs. Natali loved this pelt she thanked the nice deer and crow for giving her this wonderful pelt and saw that Levi had woken up. She bounced over to her and sat down next to her and Crucio. Crucio was asleep and a little drool was going down his mouth. Natali then heard a big loud screech. It came from the beak of a powerful huge vulture! Natali was so terrified! What if she got eaten? She was immortal but didn't want to be just some pile of bones! Crucio woke up and Natali got underneath him to hide. Levi meanwhile was fighting off the huge vulture. Then they went fighting off into the forest and Natali couldn't see them anymore. After a little while Natali's legs couldn't take it and she sat down trembling. Crucio sat down too trying to comfort her then Levi finally came back and Natali was so happy she wasn't dead! She nuzzled her and said,"Thank you Levi! You were so brave!" Then they all sat down together watching The Pond. This made Natali tired and she soon said good bye to her friends and went to a nice calm sleep.

But I have a test tomorrow.. T_T The forest calls my name, I could just hear it. The way the frogs croak and the birds chirp is soothing too.. Unfortunately, it would all just distract me.. *sigh* I'll have to play another day instead.