A list for me. You can list for you too, if you like.


-wakes up quickly and gets right to work
-eats healthy
-goes outside every day
-sees and feels clearly
-is not afraid of failure
-does not need approval to feel validated
-finishes everything started
-puts in 100% every time
-actively studies new things every day
-keeps in touch with friends
-trusts loved ones
-keeps promises
-makes technically sound, meaningful art
-effectively shares moments of revelation with many others

edited list, 2/16/12
most still seem right. But I have learned some things and adjustment was called for

-wakes up quickly and gets right to work
-eats healthy
-goes outside every day
-is not afraid of failure
-not only dreams and plans, but takes "the plunge"
-cherishes and nurtures true friends
-can come back to and finish a project, even if it has been static for a while
-puts in 100% every time
-actively studies new things every day
-reliable and trustworthy
-willing to risk looking foolish to do or say what needs to be done/said
-only makes promises that will be kept
-makes technically sound, meaningful art
-effectively shares moments of revelation with many others

Natali was tired.She was tired from wanting love..but who would she love?Sure she loved her friends and family but..almost all of them had a companion.Here she was,alone.She sighed and curled up in a ball fast asleep already...


"Where...where am I??"She practically whispered.This wasn't the forest..was it??Everything was destroyed!She could see deer fighting nearby and fawns getting hurt..Where was she???She looked around a bit and found her family and friends,Crucio,Levi,Nanetta,Rumen,Big Bunny,Honeyfur,but they were all sleeping."My god..they all have blood on them!Wake up everyone we have to get out of here...this is isn't safe..what happened here??" "What happened?Well this is what the forest is like now..without love no family,friends,mates,nothing.Just hate.Everyone is either gone or passing away..."Said a deep voice from behind her.Natali turned around and saw the gods!Yes,it was them.They were both pure white and massive!"But why am I here...?This is just a dream right?Right??"She said almost in tears."Yes,it is.But this is just a nightmare...Now wake up Natali wake up..."

Natali bolted awake.She was sweating like crazy and was shaking."That was horribel!A world without love...just horrible.."She thought as she watched some fawns play.Thinking about how wonderful it would be if she actually found a stag that loved her too...She sighed and fell sleep again.

[=#006400]The wheel of fate is turning, as another revolution spins its way around and around. Last year was up, and before that it was down: it's the swirling pattern of summer, the season where fate decides its course, where the wheel stops and see what's engraved on it.

She asked me if we still had a future. Today she told me that I hurt her, never seeing her enough. Today she said a lot of things, starlight tears clouding the skies of her eyes, blue and jewel-like as the pond, and just as wet. And just as likely to make me feel like an absolute toad, for giving her reason to say those things. I love her, and I'll fight for whatever it takes to make her happy -- so what did that make my defense of us? Because I had to.
I still love her, too much to go gently into farewell. I'm too selfish for that, and... And because I didn't know if she wanted my permission to go, or my permission to say. I know what she says, but what she meant?
We both ended up going off to think, in tears. I pulled myself together enough to sit by Saosin. I'll have my answer tommorow.
It's my fault. I've been away too much. I haven't done right by her...

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Oh, fortuna, spin me to a place where no one will be hurt by me! By my sloth and my wanderlust and my selfish heart...Spin me somewhere where I'll be safe, too, and never have to imagine her saying farewell, forever, with a heart full of love.
Please. I can't stop thinking of it.
...And, of course, the moment I see Terrant coming towards me -- probably looking for an amusing evening -- I go and pull him into this. Poor Terrant. He seemed so surprised. In the end, my heart couldn't keep going, and the moment I saw the warmth of his face, the old nostalgic carefree feel of that strange and quiet birch-dweller, my heart folded like a house of cards, and I was overcome by tears. He let me sit next to him and cry into his fur, until Scape showed up.

Trees are green, the sun is shinning, water flows smoothly
Everythings nice and peaceful.
Birds are singing, you hear the wind.
At night of course it will be dark but it will be more peaceful cause it will be very quiet and maybe frogs chirping.
Around lunch time it will be kinda "quick" like because everyone is having fun and fooling around and all of a sudden its lunch time...
I had that feeling (mostly all the time)
The point is The Endless Forest is really peaceful:)
Dont you all agree?