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Natali's Story Part 17

July 29, 2011 - 9:25am — BouncyDeer1
Natali was tired.She was tired from wanting love..but who would she love?Sure she loved her friends and family but..almost all of them had a companion.Here she was,alone.She sighed and curled up in a ball fast asleep already...


"Where...where am I??"She practically whispered.This wasn't the forest..was it??Everything was destroyed!She could see deer fighting nearby and fawns getting hurt..Where was she???She looked around a bit and found her family and friends,Crucio,Levi,Nanetta,Rumen,Big Bunny,Honeyfur,but they were all sleeping."My god..they all have blood on them!Wake up everyone we have to get out of here...this is isn't safe..what happened here??" "What happened?Well this is what the forest is like now..without love no family,friends,mates,nothing.Just hate.Everyone is either gone or passing away..."Said a deep voice from behind her.Natali turned around and saw the gods!Yes,it was them.They were both pure white and massive!"But why am I here...?This is just a dream right?Right??"She said almost in tears."Yes,it is.But this is just a nightmare...Now wake up Natali wake up..."

Natali bolted awake.She was sweating like crazy and was shaking."That was horribel!A world without love...just horrible.."She thought as she watched some fawns play.Thinking about how wonderful it would be if she actually found a stag that loved her too...She sighed and fell sleep again.
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Natali's Story Part 16

July 28, 2011 - 6:48am — BouncyDeer1
Natali woke up.Strangely she felt..different?She stood up and she felt heavier than usual and she was so much taller!"What has happened to me??"She thought as she walked to the Pond fearing what she might see in the water.When she reached the water she took a deep breath then looked down.There,looking back at her was a grown up Natali!She gasped and smiled a big smile."Finally!I'm grown now!I..also gained weight...hmm well for a adult I'm still slender.."She said to herself.She walked a bit trying to get used to her small hooves that had to support her long legs and long body.Finally she went to rest in the Old Oak and fell asleep.


"Hello!"Natali opened her eyes and rolled them at her biological father."Can I not sleep without you in my dreams??"She said."Well I forgot to tell you that I won't need you anymore.I know we said that we would meet again when you were grown.But since your mother already died I don't need your immortality.." "So you were just going to leave me defenceless while I'm still trying to get used to being a adult?I..I couldn't think of you as a worse parent ever...Just leave me alone from now on ok?Please..I just...*sigh* goodbye..."With that Natali stirred awake.

"Oh well at least I can sleep peacefully now.."She though before she went to the Pond for a drink of water.
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The Diary of Seed, 7-26-11

July 27, 2011 - 5:07am — Seed
[=#006400]The wheel of fate is turning, as another revolution spins its way around and around. Last year was up, and before that it was down: it's the swirling pattern of summer, the season where fate decides its course, where the wheel stops and see what's engraved on it.

She asked me if we still had a future. Today she told me that I hurt her, never seeing her enough. Today she said a lot of things, starlight tears clouding the skies of her eyes, blue and jewel-like as the pond, and just as wet. And just as likely to make me feel like an absolute toad, for giving her reason to say those things. I love her, and I'll fight for whatever it takes to make her happy -- so what did that make my defense of us? Because I had to.
I still love her, too much to go gently into farewell. I'm too selfish for that, and... And because I didn't know if she wanted my permission to go, or my permission to say. I know what she says, but what she meant?
We both ended up going off to think, in tears. I pulled myself together enough to sit by Saosin. I'll have my answer tommorow.
It's my fault. I've been away too much. I haven't done right by her...

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Oh, fortuna, spin me to a place where no one will be hurt by me! By my sloth and my wanderlust and my selfish heart...Spin me somewhere where I'll be safe, too, and never have to imagine her saying farewell, forever, with a heart full of love.
Please. I can't stop thinking of it.
...And, of course, the moment I see Terrant coming towards me -- probably looking for an amusing evening -- I go and pull him into this. Poor Terrant. He seemed so surprised. In the end, my heart couldn't keep going, and the moment I saw the warmth of his face, the old nostalgic carefree feel of that strange and quiet birch-dweller, my heart folded like a house of cards, and I was overcome by tears. He let me sit next to him and cry into his fur, until Scape showed up.
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Hello Everyone! :)

July 27, 2011 - 2:02am — NightmareFears
Im a "NEW COMER" and I did play a little with my friends' and my cousin's deer but still its NEW for me to get my OWN and my OWN profile...
(Hopefully everyone understand this)
But I want my own deer and my own profile so I sign up and I think its called "Name Deer?"
I did everything like "Name Deer" and "Downloading" it.
Now its time for me to play it! Smiling
Umm I hope I see you all in the FOREST!!! Smiling
CYA LATER! Eye
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Whispering Night

July 26, 2011 - 7:41pm — MorningNight
Trees are green, the sun is shinning, water flows smoothly
Everythings nice and peaceful.
Birds are singing, you hear the wind.
At night of course it will be dark but it will be more peaceful cause it will be very quiet and maybe frogs chirping.
Around lunch time it will be kinda "quick" like because everyone is having fun and fooling around and all of a sudden its lunch time...
I had that feeling (mostly all the time)
The point is The Endless Forest is really peaceful:)
Dont you all agree?
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Art Blog

July 26, 2011 - 2:31pm — Melusine
All my art, TEF and non-TEF.
Below cut.
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[A Little Piece]

July 26, 2011 - 11:07am — parrotsnpineapple
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Natali's Story Part 15

July 26, 2011 - 9:48am — BouncyDeer1
"Oh my god I don't remember what I have done recently...those mushrooms!They weren't for spells....Ugh I think...I need to throw up!Ew that was disgusting.I just hope I didn't do anything bad while I was on shrooms.Oh well looks like I was running a lot my legs feel tired..I need some sleep."Natali thought and she closed her eyes and drifted into a deep sleep...

"Hi!" Natali woke with a jolt."What is going on..?"She thought and she looked around her.She saw the forest but no other deer execpt her and her biological father."Hello..?"She said."Finally you wake up!Well anyways I need to tell you something...Your mother,sadly died."He said."But she was immortal..I don't understand explain it to me please.."She said confused."Well when she gave birth to you her immortality went with you.Well when we just met,we were young adults.We were stupid.So we teased a wizard one day about his beard.Well he didn't like it at all.He sent us here as punishment and gave us immortality as a curse.The curse for immortality is simple.You just need a potion made of I don't know what,and force it to the person you want to curse.Then they are immortal.Well let me explain...the potion doesn't go into your stomach...it finds it way through your flesh and bones and organs into your soul.Then it changes the way you age and gives you a force field that protect you as long as you live.So you never age or die,ever.So yea that's all to explain...Oh and if you give birth,you can either give half of the immortality to your fawn or all of it.If you give half the fawn can still die when it's a fawn,but it stores up energy and when finally it grows up it will be immortal.Well anyways look at the time!I'm going to go.Oh and in case your wondering why you never see me in the forest it's just because I found a small white ball one day and it was a portal from Earth to here..Well anyways bye!"And with that he disapeared and everything was black.

Natali opened her eyes.So her mother had given her all h
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The Diary of Seed, 7-25-11

July 26, 2011 - 1:37am — Seed
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I woke up and ran into Dag, who then ran off to find another: Lacy, I think? The trees can only tell me that 'not having CSS is not an excuse for not having basic identification' and grumbled about it. I have no idea what they mean. I don't take it when they grumble like that very seriously: no, they're the angriest when they aren't rustling, whispering, dropping leaves and pinecones with the weight of thought... We had a bit of play, where we all tried out our silly walks. It's been a while since I moonwalked as competitively as I did back there, head high and footsteps exact as I curved, not daring to look behind me for fear of breaking the effect. There's something marvelous to it -- going back by making the motions of going forward. Haa. Dag seemed quite amused, and as rarely as I see many of my friends -- and as often as I worry if they care for me still, because of that, and how more often I wish I knew how to resummon older, denser times the way you cast a spell, or I pull words loose from my mind and linger my tongue over the ideas like they were pulled teeth -- I was delighted to please him.

Then we all settled to the side and rested in a sunbeam: unlike yesterday, it wasn't an unusual sunbeam. I can't think that the sunbeam itself meant something -- but perhaps it did, and perhaps by sitting in it we blasphemed it. How would we know the difference?
...I guess I am still thinking of yesterday. For all our petty worries and squabbles, there's a nobility to this place, sometimes. And a sadness.
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