I wnted to briefly appologise for any drama I might have started (and caused domino effect theirof) this past few days/week.
I suppose a lot of the madness of my irl life has been getting to me and perhaps showing threw my characters, even in their RP'd selves.

See, this week I've had three relataves die, two of them being quite close and one I didn't really know much. (actually, a cousin, aunt, and step-cousin respectively.)
On top of the madness of projects, tests, homework, and work... I've been kind of depressed, and stressed.

Please do not take me at all personal or at all offensive. I never intend to cause any drama.

~Zerg

Wanderers Silent Dream

if i cannot clean up your pond waters... know that i tried

Hey all. I'm Monstarous, or Monstar, or Karis. I'm your average 18 year old guy with too much time on his hands.
So. Yeah This is just me saying Hi.

So. The Lil help i need?
I'm having a few problems useing my joypad with the game, half of the actions don't work with it, though when i unplug it and use keyboard + mouse they all work fine.
Am i doing something wrong or his the game generally not too compatable with joypads?

Either way, hope to see ya'll around, hopefully i'll start developing my deer, Monstar, soon.

Wanderers Silent Dream

((If I throw Seed on more, it won't get added. This entry is about full.))
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I awoke and wandered a bit, until I spotted Virgil, and rushed out to meet him. After a bit of frolic, he, for no discernable reason, went first to a pine tree to gather up spells (I was very naked, save for my traditional flowers). I elected to cast antlers on him in return, and when I did, I saw they were the same ones he cast on me. Instantly, the idea of being twins leapt to mind. While we were working on the pelt portion, I heard a sound I recognized. Nevilly, who I haven't seen in what feels like an age.

I'm sorry, Virgil, for running off the way I did. Really: I felt guilty even then, as I dashed off to meet her. But I really wanted to see her -- too often I'll meet someone who I grow to like quickly, and then they vanish, never or rarely to be seen again. I am not letting this happen again if I can help it: and even if I cannot, I think I must strive to make that time for the people I don't see as often, no matter who I may be leaving behind to do so. Is that the right thing to do? I need to ponder this.

Anyway, so I dashed to meet her and we said our hellos. She seemed a little amused at my strange combination of spells, and we worked fairly quickly to rectify this. When we were getting my pelt from a sleeping deer (whose picto I know very well, but whose name, alas, escapes), the deer awoke, giving us both a little start. I always feel emberassed, and uncertain as to what I should do. I bowed a little awkwardly, and he cast a spell on Nevilly before settling back into the mushroom circle. The newly-mini'd Nevilly and I went to find someone else to get pelt spells from. We finished up around the bridge, and began to bound our way alongside the lavender river, turned strange by the reflection of the snowy sky.

I had a very nice morning today, so I decided to write a few poems. They're nothing special, just reflections on a snowy day with a friend...Or something.


((This has been another visit to Seed's Poetry Corner. Collect them all!))

The second happiest night of my life thus far was the night when he sat next to me on the couch and, with a Mr. Flibble glove puppet and a lovely peridot Claddagh, asked me to be his wife.

The happiest night...

...sits in a semi-circle. They are widely varied, pelts of rainbow hues and antlers in all shapes and sizes-or none at all. Upon looking closer, one can see that some sit just a little further away, or in peculiar manners. Some have taken to the shadows, others to the light. All of them are waiting...

Skip to the very bottom of the blog for a summary and song list.
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[Some loud and very loud music. You've been warned.]

hi everyone, i'm natalie.
i'm not new or anything. been playing this game for a year or so now, and i adore it to pieces!

i have lots of plans for my deer, sœur (french for 'sister,' pronounced sur, with the R rolled.)
she plays in the forest often! hopefully we'll meet some new or old friends here.
i will eventually draw her a reference, yes, when i find time.

i hope to meet you all soon! there are some amazing artists here, and this is such a nice community... i can't wait to be a part of it.

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xx. J e a lous

xx. Str a n g e

xx. Mel a n c holy

xx. Un pre d i c t a b l e

xx. D e f y ing

xx. S tub b o r n

xx. Sens i ti v e

xx. L o y a l//;? no.

xx. //;?|stop.!



[right]Thin, sick looking .xx

Large, distant/sick looking pale blue eyes .xx

Has a strange gait .xx

Female .xx

Longer fur .xx

Two peacock feathers entwined in her fur, behind her left ear .xx

Magpie Pelt .xx

Skull faced .xx

//;?|stop.!