Flash back to a day ago. A fawn looks up at two black and white deer, pelts shadow and light mixed together. He mouths the words, "I'm sorry." The deer back away, one lowering his antlers.
Flash forward to the next day. The fawn is looking up at another. This time, he mutters, "I hate you." The deer comes forward, taunting.
Flash back again. The fawn comes forward. "I forgive you." He gets antlers in his face.
Forward. He glares at the stag. "I will never forgive you." Something whispers in his ear; he nods. Good.
Back. He's cowering between the logs, the same ones as that night. He frequents this area, drawn by a feverish mind. It's snowing, like it was then, when the red turned the snow crimson. Now he does not bleed. The deer circling him intend to change that. They followed him from the ruins; they've come to finish the job. Just like it was back then. This time, he's immortal.
Forward. He's sitting beside her, mist covering her. He remembers what happened next, somewhere in another time. He sighs and lays his head on her back. "If you can look into the sseedss of time, and ssay which grain will grow, and which will not, sspeak.
Nothing in hiss life became him like the leaving it; he died ass one that had been sstudied in hiss death, to throw away the dearesst thing he ow'd, ass 'twere a carelesss trifle." He closes his eyes.
Flash back again. He is cowering against another deer, a group. They are protecting him, saving him from the deer that would take his life again. He closes his eyes.
Forward. Madness glows in the red eyes, emanates from his very state. He's laughing at something, some cosmic joke that no other can get. He hisses out, "It'sss a joke. It'sss all a joke...", before laughing again.

I heard the BZD was around the other day and have been on and off TEF since, due to the fact that I would really really like to get the set. I actually think I have the mask and pelt but I need the antlers. Anyway,
Has anyone seen him or know where he is?
Or if anyone has the spelldata and could send it to me that'd be awesome!
I really like the snow, it's so cool. I just wish their were snowdrifts, now that would be something awesome!
Thanks everyone, see you in the forest!

Wanderers Silent Dream

Yep, you can tell what this is by the title. It's to help out whoever my Secret Santa is/will be.

As stated above. I'm a 15(put the wrong age, really 13.) year old emo-y-ish person place or thing with to much homework and horrbile at Japanese. Whoorahh.
As for the halp-ness, I can't edit my info. It only shows my username on my email thing and I can't type in the box, screeny of it in a sec.
Screeny below, and in a few minutes, once this god idiotic computer loads it, I'll be in the forest.

A little piece I wanted to put together.

Using my fawn for this lil' drabble...

This is nothing uber special I cooked this up in half an hour. xD But I hope the messages are clear. :3

I wnted to briefly appologise for any drama I might have started (and caused domino effect theirof) this past few days/week.
I suppose a lot of the madness of my irl life has been getting to me and perhaps showing threw my characters, even in their RP'd selves.

See, this week I've had three relataves die, two of them being quite close and one I didn't really know much. (actually, a cousin, aunt, and step-cousin respectively.)
On top of the madness of projects, tests, homework, and work... I've been kind of depressed, and stressed.

Please do not take me at all personal or at all offensive. I never intend to cause any drama.

~Zerg

Wanderers Silent Dream

if i cannot clean up your pond waters... know that i tried

Hey all. I'm Monstarous, or Monstar, or Karis. I'm your average 18 year old guy with too much time on his hands.
So. Yeah This is just me saying Hi.

So. The Lil help i need?
I'm having a few problems useing my joypad with the game, half of the actions don't work with it, though when i unplug it and use keyboard + mouse they all work fine.
Am i doing something wrong or his the game generally not too compatable with joypads?

Either way, hope to see ya'll around, hopefully i'll start developing my deer, Monstar, soon.

Wanderers Silent Dream