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Sheba


No one accepts me my own family deserted me,
This dark abiss that is my life is hanging by a thread,
Can no one accept how i am?
Am i really so different from the rest?
They see my skin and my fur,my bone skull that is enough.
Taking time only to look and judge appearances they ignore or shy away.
They judge the outside and reject the heart within.
Rejection is always a slap in the face ahurtful one at that but with time one numbs.
You become so used to it you dont even flinch when you hear the other deer whispering.
You tend to stay away from them and go off alone.
Not neccesarily banished but not far from it.

I am sorry for leaving so much when I’m in the forest. Sometimes I forget that I left it on b/c I get busy doing other things. And most likely this will happen quite a bit. I just didn’t want anyone to think I am ignoring them. Long story as to what is keeping me busy..lets just say I have kids to take care of and I don’t mean the human kind. LOL HECK NO! I mean goat babies. They have to eat like every 4 hours. They were just born yesterday, so I check on them a lot.

thanks everyone for the warm welcome!
i'm sorry i couldn't comment on my post in reply, i think my display name has to be the same as my account name for me to comment, but for now i'm unable to change my display name. oops.

anyway, this is sœur.

(terribly sorry if her design is similar to anyone else's... so far i haven't seen anyone with this one!)


i don't have time to give her a complicated past or personality, so she's just going to be my little alter-ego.
i plan on drawing her often!
she enjoys sleeping, so you'll probably find her napping often.
and... that's pretty much it, she's not very special.
i'll give her a good biography one day. maybe even a story.

also, the other night she met a very kind fawn! i'd love to find out who this is.

Flash back to a day ago. A fawn looks up at two black and white deer, pelts shadow and light mixed together. He mouths the words, "I'm sorry." The deer back away, one lowering his antlers.
Flash forward to the next day. The fawn is looking up at another. This time, he mutters, "I hate you." The deer comes forward, taunting.
Flash back again. The fawn comes forward. "I forgive you." He gets antlers in his face.
Forward. He glares at the stag. "I will never forgive you." Something whispers in his ear; he nods. Good.
Back. He's cowering between the logs, the same ones as that night. He frequents this area, drawn by a feverish mind. It's snowing, like it was then, when the red turned the snow crimson. Now he does not bleed. The deer circling him intend to change that. They followed him from the ruins; they've come to finish the job. Just like it was back then. This time, he's immortal.
Forward. He's sitting beside her, mist covering her. He remembers what happened next, somewhere in another time. He sighs and lays his head on her back. "If you can look into the sseedss of time, and ssay which grain will grow, and which will not, sspeak.
Nothing in hiss life became him like the leaving it; he died ass one that had been sstudied in hiss death, to throw away the dearesst thing he ow'd, ass 'twere a carelesss trifle." He closes his eyes.
Flash back again. He is cowering against another deer, a group. They are protecting him, saving him from the deer that would take his life again. He closes his eyes.
Forward. Madness glows in the red eyes, emanates from his very state. He's laughing at something, some cosmic joke that no other can get. He hisses out, "It'sss a joke. It'sss all a joke...", before laughing again.

I heard the BZD was around the other day and have been on and off TEF since, due to the fact that I would really really like to get the set. I actually think I have the mask and pelt but I need the antlers. Anyway,
Has anyone seen him or know where he is?
Or if anyone has the spelldata and could send it to me that'd be awesome!
I really like the snow, it's so cool. I just wish their were snowdrifts, now that would be something awesome!
Thanks everyone, see you in the forest!

Wanderers Silent Dream

Yep, you can tell what this is by the title. It's to help out whoever my Secret Santa is/will be.

As stated above. I'm a 15(put the wrong age, really 13.) year old emo-y-ish person place or thing with to much homework and horrbile at Japanese. Whoorahh.
As for the halp-ness, I can't edit my info. It only shows my username on my email thing and I can't type in the box, screeny of it in a sec.
Screeny below, and in a few minutes, once this god idiotic computer loads it, I'll be in the forest.

A little piece I wanted to put together.

Using my fawn for this lil' drabble...

This is nothing uber special I cooked this up in half an hour. xD But I hope the messages are clear. :3