Im standing on the edge
And I dont know where to go
Im calling out for you
But you dont come
Below me the ocean calls
To stay here for eternity
What keeps you from coming to me
From pulling me back
Is it your wish
That I jump
Or are you merely teasing me
So much time has passed
You had your chance
I called for you but you did not come
And now the oceon beckons for me to come
I wont keep it waiting any longer
But as I submerge I see your figure in the distance
But its to late
The ocean has taken me captive
I can not escape her grasp
Youve lost you chance
And for this I stay here for eternity
Im sorry you were to late save me.
Dont cry
For my spirit will be with you for eternity.

I got some problems putting my screenshot in the web...

I tried to follow your expectations
Abandoning my own hopes and dreams
In the end I failed you
Yet I can not help but wonder if this all meant to be
For now I can live how I want
Free from your criticism
Free to express myself in my own ways
No longer bound in chains
To live under your expectations

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You say I shoud change the way I dress
The way I talk
The music that I listen to
Basically my life but I say who cares
You tell me to wear dresses Ill wear jeans
Ill crank this music as loud as it will go
Cause who cares
Its my life
And Im living the way I want to
And for now im living in the moment
You do not agree
And i understand
But dont try to change me
Cause Ill never be a doll
Thats made of plastic
Cause I have imperfections
Im not a picture perfect girl
I am who I am
And thats ok with me
Just remember nobodies perfect.
We all make mistakes
But who cares
Well learn from them so they wont happen again.

...did it have to snow in the Forest again?

I swear, every time it snows, I can't get into the forest at all...I've been trying to get in for the last 3-4 hours, with no luck. And whenever the pictos do spread correctly, the lag is atrocious, enough to the point where I can barely run anything, and I get those "freezes" in the game (Where everyone runs, stops for 5-10 minutes, and then moves again).

Blarg. Sorry, I'm just aggravated I can't get in, and I swear it's because it's snowing in the Forest.

Malikah

Totally forgot. |D Whee, that means it's Aeros' birthday too, old fart. -rolls around- Happy birthday to me, or something?

UM I was going to write diaries from my deer here but I can't be bothered now 8C So I'll just write a few updates on their LIIIVES.