Why I watch the graves?

Im letting loose
Im letting go
Im gonna set this heart free
To let it fly
If only for awhile
I can be free of pain
But its not so easy
For it stays with me
Wherever I go
I cant shake it off
Ive tried a million times
But each time the pain worsen
why do I live with this curse
Why wont it let go of me
I dont know how much more I can take
Before I scream
I guess I cant escape
So for now Ill accept this pain quietly
For one day it might ease
But for now its something I have to live wth.

I cant remember wat I did the last time I played the game but everytime I open it I am a statue and not the deer. What did I do? How do I change back to a deer? I pressed every button on my keyboard!

Edit - I got done drawing, but as soon as I switched to my screen, it started the whole cutting out every few seconds.

LS is done for the night, thanks to everyone who actually showed up <3

http://www.livestream.com/lady_six

Now watch me draw my puppeh Boe on a crummy webcam, whilst music blaring in the backround.

I changed the settings to low, and changed the FPS from the initial 25 (LOLWHUT) to 10, and it seems to be doing alright now.

Just as a side note, I AM keeping an eye on the podcast, but since I'm sitting at my desk, I doubt I'll be in continuous touch.

This is just a test run for LS. I doubt I'll be doing this again.

Well, I got my computer back. After weeks of waiting for a new hard drive, I am finally rejoining with my pretty computer. It's exciting really, I need to re download all of my music again, but it is worth it. Anywho...

Sorry I have been gone a while, my schedule has been bust ever since after Mid-Winter break. Phew...

Ehh, short blog, I guess this is me... signing out?

--Velmarox

The sound of the waterfall is all I hear besides your breathing
Both have the steady pace like the beating of your heart
Even here in this jungle
Lying in your arms I feel safe and secure
We need no words to speak
For we already know each others hearts
Allowing us to read each others mind
Here in piece we lie
Secluded from the world
If only time would stop
We wouldnt have to move
Gazing up at the sky we watch the comets fly by
But the only thing I care about
Is the star thats right beside me
Content and happy are we to stay by each others side.
Even when the wind blows through the trees
You hold me closer
Gazing into your eyes Im lost in your soul
We would be content to stay together forever
However we know we will be separated
But we have already promised to find each other
Again on the other side
Even if we are separated we will find our way back
For true love can not be denied

((Image and writing below))

I tried so hard to be honest with you
To never hide my feelings
This was my mistake
I lets you see inside
At the moments when Im most vulnerable
Yet you play with my emotions
Is that any way to be
So I guess the easiest way to avoid heartache
Is to harden my heart
And never show my true feelings
For this I will have the upperhand
Someday it might become my downfall
But youll never see my emotions again.
Ill lock them away
Never to be seen
Inside my heart.

Will be putting any new information on Chopin in these as well as his bio. because I can keep track of new stuff that way.

+Chopin+

Key;

+ even if he is resting if a group of deer (two or more) begin dancing he will join them, he enjoys the music that it creates.

- Chopin has taken a liking to calm fawns and will often lay near them

+ When Chopin is laying by his usual grave he may sometimes invite a deer to lay with him, this means he trusts them, or he thinks they look lonely.

- Jumping rearing, prancing about in front of another deer that wasn't prancing/playing first; He likes them and is showing off for them.