I need the BZD horn Who can help me?

I got to see TEF's foggy weather =D happy~ And... Is it me or there are bats? o.o

De Drinkplaats mystery~
Do you know when you turn into a flying animal after drinking frm the water of De Drinkplaats and you fly over the fountain, a rock falls out of the sky? It just lands in front of you then disappears. Does anyone knows what the rock does? Cause it looks pretty interesting ^^

Give back the time we shared
For it was wasted
Give it all back
For all of it was a lie
The smile and the laughter
Did not mean a thing
To you
But to me they meant everything
More than they should
To have given something
As prescious as my heart
Was foolish
Because you never meant to protect it
Thinking back your embraces were cold
Your kisses were hesitant
You never meant any of it
And Im supposed to be a fool
For playing along
With the lies you told me
While I gave you eveything
You gave nothing back.
You said our love was pretend
Not real
Well this pain is real
Im real and so is my heart
Its not a toy
That can be tossed in the air
Accidentally letting it fall to the ground.
How could I have fallen for someone like you
To me it shall remain a mistery
But all I want is to erase these memories
Or go back in time to stop myself
From fantacising of what would never happen.
One minute you said I love you
But the next you say sorry but its best if separate.
Crying,why is it that I can not regret seeing your smile
Now I wish I could hate you
But yet I cant
I just want to forget,
Or can you give me back the time we shared.?

Keme

I thought you couldn't get sick here, but I was wrong. I got a cold a few days...days ago. Except, it's not a cold. It's something called "pneu-mon-ia". Joro says it's dangerous and wants me to stay by her to stay warm.

But I'm cold...

I broke her. It's strange, these deer, how controlled by their emotions they are. How easy it is to use that against them...and how easy it was for her to use them against me. I lost my logic and let my feelings take me over...It won't happen again, mom--Joro.

And I won't ever let anybody hurt you...ever.

Or maybe this doesn't matter. I just feel weaker and weaker every day. I might not be a stag and I'm scared. Really scared because of the way Joro looks at me, with these eyes that look so distant and yet close at the same time. I think she's guessing what might happen...

If I am dying, then, so be it. So be it. I will enjoy these days as I fight. I won't give up or give in just yet. I will find some way...

If only to stay to protect the ones I love.



I need you now.
Anybody...
Please.

I was re-lining a fan art picture in photoshop.
I made a new layer.
I thought I was drawing the lines on that new layer.

......

I wasn't.

Bitchtits >>;

Well there goes all that work.

/re opens and starts again.

hello?
hello?

Who are you?
You know me.
you just can't see it.

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