It seems that sometimes there is a large purple-pink ball floating and moving near the graveyard and I have encountered it a couple of times and it sometimes follows and circles you and cast spells . When it lays(I think) on a sleeping or laying down deer it turns into a deer but only for a short time. When it does chang it is just a normal deer with no pelt design or any thing! What is it? Please tell me!

EDIT: I saw it agian today and it was creepy it ollowed me and when I got close it dissappeared!!

Its 5Am


And Im still awake


The radio is playing


Some country song

But my mind is too distracted


To focus for to long


But I can hear the wind howling


Outside my window

It seems sleep will not come tonight


And heaven knows why


Even though Im exhausted


I cant seem to shut my eyes

I toss and turn


But to no avail

I can not find a bit of peace

Deprived of my dreams


And growing weary of this game


I sigh

As I through back the covers


And go to sit next to the window

I can see the trees

Bending in the wind

Five short minutes later

The rain begins

I look back at my clock

It says 5:25


I shake my head

And cross my arms

Giving up

I stare out into the storm

Waiting for my clock to go off


Another sleepless night has come

And within a few short minutes it will be gone

There are no birds to be seen this morning

For they are hiding in their nests

Waiting out this storm

My alarm takes me by surprise

While I was lost in thought

I close my eyes

And hang my head

But only for a minute

Before I turn off that annoying buzzer

That normally awakes me from my sleep

Its another day

A new beginning

Not quite the same as yesterday

And to think

I was awake all the while

Not missing a single hour

Its in your head

Its follows you around every corner


It seems so inviting

You only have to give in


To reach out and take


Resisting is so much harder

When you know you really want it


But go the other way


Because you know its not good for you

Theres nothing like a bit of temptation

To question your will


And glance back over your shoulder

To get a passing view


So tell me whats your greatest temptation

That your resisting

((sorry this took so long, I hit some major writers block press play please btw))

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Soft pittering of hooves.

it's nearly silent.

But so loud.

Not louder than the hearts of course

The sky is grey
And for once
Im glad
It can rain all day
Even though its not Sunday
I can close the windows
And my door
And finally cry
Letting the rain
Be my disguise
I wont have any more excuses
To hide my true feelings
But then again
I can be alone
And release what needs to be
It can be disguised
But you cant stop it
Its unpredictable
That why I wish it could rain all the time
Oh what a convenience that would be
But that would mean I would always wear a diguise
I would never see the sun
Shine through the clouds
Raining everyday
Just incase
There is a moment
I have to get away
They would not hear me cry
Just the rain pounding on the roof
Falling from the sky
This would be my ultimate disguise.

My best friend and I have been friends for nine years... until recently. She seems to be obsessed with my other friend, and they hang about each break together. I try to join in, but I feel left out, as they are joking and laughing, not paying any attention to me. I feel kinda embarrased to say this, but I feel as though I'm being abandoned. I'm pretty sure I haven't done anything wrong.

Whenever I approach my best friend and she is on her own, she asks me why I am there. I've been hanging around with another friend for a while, but she has other friends, and I want to still be friends with my best friend. She does have problems at home and she used to talk to me about them, until recently.

I just dont want us to drift apart, but I do want the best for her.

Also, I feel quite guilty, as I think the friend she seems to be obsessed with has been telling her that I've been saying nasty things about my best friend(which of course I havent), as my best friend has been glaring at me for some reason. Then she comes up to me later, and tells me how my best friend is quite selfish and annoying..

Does anyone know what to do? I have considered asking my best friend about this but she gets awkward and shy when this happens, and would probably say that it was nothing and what was I talking about.

Dear diary,

In a few day it will be my birthday, I will be a grown up deer. I will miss my time as a fawn. I have learned alot from my deer friends. In a few days it's also my task to help little fawns their way out in this magical forest and teach them the stuff they need to know. But more important to have fun like I have now..

Movie will be hosted here!

hope y'all enjoyed<3

I am serious. I'm testing things out, and I'd rather rage face in peace.

i got a new siggy and now im testing it.