Its in your head

Its follows you around every corner


It seems so inviting

You only have to give in


To reach out and take


Resisting is so much harder

When you know you really want it


But go the other way


Because you know its not good for you

Theres nothing like a bit of temptation

To question your will


And glance back over your shoulder

To get a passing view


So tell me whats your greatest temptation

That your resisting

((sorry this took so long, I hit some major writers block press play please btw))

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Soft pittering of hooves.

it's nearly silent.

But so loud.

Not louder than the hearts of course

The sky is grey
And for once
Im glad
It can rain all day
Even though its not Sunday
I can close the windows
And my door
And finally cry
Letting the rain
Be my disguise
I wont have any more excuses
To hide my true feelings
But then again
I can be alone
And release what needs to be
It can be disguised
But you cant stop it
Its unpredictable
That why I wish it could rain all the time
Oh what a convenience that would be
But that would mean I would always wear a diguise
I would never see the sun
Shine through the clouds
Raining everyday
Just incase
There is a moment
I have to get away
They would not hear me cry
Just the rain pounding on the roof
Falling from the sky
This would be my ultimate disguise.

My best friend and I have been friends for nine years... until recently. She seems to be obsessed with my other friend, and they hang about each break together. I try to join in, but I feel left out, as they are joking and laughing, not paying any attention to me. I feel kinda embarrased to say this, but I feel as though I'm being abandoned. I'm pretty sure I haven't done anything wrong.

Whenever I approach my best friend and she is on her own, she asks me why I am there. I've been hanging around with another friend for a while, but she has other friends, and I want to still be friends with my best friend. She does have problems at home and she used to talk to me about them, until recently.

I just dont want us to drift apart, but I do want the best for her.

Also, I feel quite guilty, as I think the friend she seems to be obsessed with has been telling her that I've been saying nasty things about my best friend(which of course I havent), as my best friend has been glaring at me for some reason. Then she comes up to me later, and tells me how my best friend is quite selfish and annoying..

Does anyone know what to do? I have considered asking my best friend about this but she gets awkward and shy when this happens, and would probably say that it was nothing and what was I talking about.

Dear diary,

In a few day it will be my birthday, I will be a grown up deer. I will miss my time as a fawn. I have learned alot from my deer friends. In a few days it's also my task to help little fawns their way out in this magical forest and teach them the stuff they need to know. But more important to have fun like I have now..

Movie will be hosted here!

hope y'all enjoyed<3

I am serious. I'm testing things out, and I'd rather rage face in peace.

i got a new siggy and now im testing it.

Alright so seriously, what does a cracked rib feel like? OR SEVEN holy hell we were working out on Tuesday and ever since, my ribs have been hurting like hell every time I laugh or cough or twist the wrong way, which is a problem since I have a cold and I've been coughing a lot as it were. And I'm always laughing anyways. Then again, the cold is subsiding and I've still been coughing a lot, so that could be something to do with it...but today was the worst. Got to last period before I started feeling really sore and sick not doing anything, like something wanted out of my upper abdomen right then and there. Now every time I strain my torso too much it starts up, and it takes a while standing up for it to calm down. I think it's an eight or a nine on the pain scale, when it happens. If it persists through tomorrow I think I'll go to the doctor ASAP. I'm hoping I didn't do something serious...8| So mainly I'm asking A) What can get damaged in the frontal torso, just below my boobs lol and B) could this be something more serious than a pulled muscle?

OKAY I stop whining now. augh it hurts so much. ;_;