Do you have to wait until halloween to get it or is there another way? Same question for the big red antlers?

Under the cut.

Battered and bruised
But never lost
Never lonely
Always doubting

My life is what I have to pay
And thats nearing close to its end
My purpose
My reason for existing
Is soon to be extinguished

My life instead of anothers
Its not romantic
Nor is it brave
It's a bond of loyalty
That made take
That person's place

For I can bare the pain
And carry the burden
But my heart would break
To see them in this place
And to endure
This cruel treatment

I bend myslef
Not in submission
But in duty to my people
May I be strong
And face the day
And shed not one tear
Or cry out

Let my family see me standing
So that they may be proud
To those in this place
Remember who you are
They can beat us down
And break our backs
But we'll rise again

I have been lost
This darkness knows no light
Walking around like a ghost
With no purpose

No will of which to speak
It seemed as if the fire in me
Was totally gone
No person or thing
That I could find
Would stir this heart

And light it on fire.
My strength wanes like the moon
And the steady thrum of the waves
Could easily drag me under.

Weak

Weak

I dare not say it but I am
I have lost what matters most
No chance of getting it back
No second chance is willed to me

I am stranded in the darkness
My light ,my energy is being slowly drawn from me
Scary,yes
But I can not fight it

The dreams I once held so dear
Have evaporated like a cloud of vapor

Sleep it seems to be my only rock
I am tired beyond belief
Even after countless hours of sleep

I hate what I have become
For there is no future in this
No happiness that I can forsee
I am lost
But it was me who walks this path
I expect no one to help

Dean .. as well Dinar imposing an adult deer. He has a younger sister Sen, known as the Senia. He was born a simple deer, as well as his sister. They were good kids playful, beautifully sung Senia and Dinar was her warrior-protector, but it was not until that night. The dinar was sleeping with his sister near the weeping willow near the lake, when suddenly he heard a rustling and woke up. The first thing he looked at her sister, she was asleep, and then looked around. From the middle of the lake to the deer approached him two times larger than the Dinar. It was pitch black skin, large branched antlers and a head was a skull. Opening the fall, he issued a rather nasty sound, to the surprise of his sister Dinara did not wake up. This deer came to him and he knew it, slowly rising, he went after him. Before the fog swallowed him he turned around and saw that my sister with anguish and horror of lumbago at him. In her large eyes clear sky was read, please stay with her. But he could not afford, and left. He never saw his sister and was always with the deer that now and then inflicted upon him the magic of looking for a suitable image. So Dean was a zombie, skeleton, and now he was red with horns and skull of a gnu as his companion. One day he first spoke to him and said that he would soon find his way and leave it, and the Dean will get into a new world where there will be others like him, and of course he would see his sister ...

You all know how this works

My two characters


Tazanna either human or deer

Saphrina either human or deer ____newest character______


Just tell me whom you'd like to interact me and in which form human or deer.

_{So this is mainly for myself. Instead of finding my bios and editing who's online (in forest) and who's not, I'll just use this blog entry for that. : D Feel free to track if this might help you find my characters as well.}


In-forest character:
None!


Link to their bios:
Nidhogg

Souris

Zajec

Veva

_{And uh. I guess you can ask me anything you want here too xD;}

-V E V A-
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S E T \\ Fan pelt - Venetial Carnival Mask - Magpie Antlers/Feathers
A P P E A R A N C E\\ . xXx.
G E N D E R\\ .Female.
V O I C E\\ - Slightly high voice, rich sounding.
S I Z E\\ .#13.
P E R S O N A L I T Y\\ .Stubborn - Loyal - Brave - Calm.
P I C T O G R A M\\ .xXx.
S C E N T\\ .Lavender & Rain.
O T H E R\\
Veva is blind in her right eye



I S - C U R R E N T L Y - F E E L I N G\\
Bored.


T H O U G H T S \\





A C T I O N S\\
.Bow - 'Greetings'
.Sniff - 'Who are you?'
.Tilt Head - What? | Why? |
.Amazement+Tilt Head - Are you serious?
.Dance+Tilt Head - 'Dance with me?'
.Scratch Ground+Anger+Moo - 'Get out of here!'
.Scratch Ground - Curious | 'Follow me?'
.Fear - Afraid | Surprised
.Dance - ...Dancing.
.Moo+No - 'You'd better not do that again.'







G O O D - R E L A T I O N S H I P S\\
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B A D - R E L A T I O N S H I P S\\
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N E U T R A L - R E L A T I O N S H I P S\\
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_{(Veva will be played in-character in the forest; however I have not completely grasped what each action means yet so please bear with me.)}

I can't find the blogpost about dreams so I guess I'm gonna create one that people can post on if they want, and talk about em cause I think they're pretty interesting.

I had to share and I've been meaning to because I have really messed up dreams sometimes and I feel like this one is worth sharing (and I may paint it sometime before I lose it.) But to preface, I tend to hit snooze a lot and in those 5-15 min I have the weirdest things go on.

I guess, kind of gore warning? Extremely mild.


This one starts out of nowhere like they usually do, in the headlights of car along a pretty deserted road. It's really too dark to see past where the headlights shine but vegetation appears scarce. Against a car two men are arguing in hushed tones, one appears to have the upper hand and his thoughts are your thoughts but as you/he turn your head there is a coyote standing next to one of the cars. It's eyes reflect and grow so bright for a moment all you know is a voice saying "It's not worth it."
That plea goes unheaded as the argument continues, hands are raised and adrenaline escalates. You/he look back and this time a stag stands, eyes reflecting that same light and this time a more powerful voice demands that you keep things secret and leave well be.
You are no longer connected to his mind as the light dissappears and you watch as he stabs the horns of a stag's skull through the lesser man's head.

So yeah please feel free to share dreams and theories and what have you.