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We never stay young, and we never stop aging but does that mean we have to stop believing? To stop being a kid? No, there is a point when we all have to grow up, but it's very different to keep a child spirit and being a child. The difference between each, is youth, and believing. Becoem a teen before the time, or enjoy life and keep those memories. You could have made

So I'm back for all of those who umm maybe missed me! But yea..nothing else to say..I MISSED YOU

OK I want to rp!! I just feel like it, something happened to my feralheart and..it wont let me log in, so I plan on updating it....again -.-
and I cant be on DA in this lapotp...its a Compaq, so..yea..

I forgot my queeky account so the only rp place left is Here! The wonderful place called The Endless Forest! Or for short TEF, so yea...warrior cats, deer, human, whatever type! I just want to rp! I dont know what happened to my last one...XD
And anyone can join! Its not going to be a rp of only two, yea boring at times, so you can be in it too!!!
And please someone comment!! I dont get much comments these days, and sorry I havent beem on for a while. Of course barely anyone knows me, So why?-.-
The Endless Forest, been missing this place alot, I got to meet some friends, Faunet, the only friend Ive probably got XD
Forb rls..Besides Paget....Popular but..I'm quiet. So I plan on getting my deers fur color to be white or red, or..grr..the other one. It's nice talking to ya!!

AND!!! Ive got to slow my so's right?O-o
Well just saying hi!!
And...comment?

This song is about a guy...that a friend trully loves...well..He dosent really like her. He has a girlfriend and shes ok with it. I really didnt create this but a freind of mine did. and that friend is Paget, the one who has suffered abuse and the loss of friends and family its a miracle that she still is sanding it really is.
Well hope you like her song


And what I’ve become,
Ocean waves take me away
never let go of the thing that you love the most
let the Ocean waves carry you away
and of what seems you’re life
You may cry,
you may be taken away by the Ocean
but you don’t see,
that, that is me your running away from me...

Cry!! Let your emotions be taken away!!
Let your Love show!!
Show the guy…how much you care!!
How much you love him…
everyday you see with her and cry
aaaaand cry…
Everyday you see him hold her hand, kiss her.
He has this look for her, that you will that he loves her!!
You try to speak. But your words are taken away!
Ocean waves
Ocean waves is what takes your words away!
you try to make him understand make him see
…that you love him…

You cry you scream, trying to catch attention!!
No way you can make him look at you the way he looks at her
You’re not like her…not a bit, not an inch yoru unique!
ohh unique!
you’re just something that’s waiting for the ocean waves
to let you go to shore And to run into his arms…
but still…he loves her,
you can’t go and hug him, kiss him, love him!
So why not give up? youl never be with him
why not give up? your not like her...
Just…let the ocean waves….
Carry you away….carry you away….
carry you…away…

The Night
I scream and cry, choking in my tears
I try to breath, and see a light
I cannot move, I'm still in the night
I see something dark
in the clutches of this world
and gasp, I scream in fear
at the presence of the thing that will kill us all
We will all die, we will all be killed
By that thing that we fear most
We will all take
and hate those who take
We let chances go by us,
and we don’t mind
The presence of the people
that ignore the joy of life
Is killing me...
I cannot take it any longer
in this world
I try to make a change, but nothing happens
People will someday remember me
and I hope that they see
That light will be taken, and we will be dying
in this sea of greed

the poem that got me a B!yay?XD

Chapter 1
The Start of Herd

Silence
The fog stretched over the land, filling it with fear, and horror, making screams that fed the dark shadow coming for them, the fear if its prey, the desperate groans and cries, making it stronger every second….no hope, no joy…was left after he came, he took life and light away from the forest…and it, will come back again to make more damage to the world.
It was quiet, maybe too quiet. It seemed like nothings swifted in the woods. The fog covered the land, making the creatures that were full of joy and happiness hide I n
The clutches of the night, and forget the joy of life. The sun shined I knew that, but the fog was so think it didn’t let any light in, the only light you could see were the candles of my antlers. I was the only one out in the tremendously thick fog. None knew why this had happened, or what had caused it. There was very little food and the fishes had increased a lot, since the water covered half or even more of the land. It rained almost every day. As I trotted to the pond, that was quite big now. I kept on looking around, wondering if there were a herd near. For I had heard the hoofs of them hit the ground. I took a drink and I jumped back, dropping a candle in to the water. What had made me do so?
I saw two shadows move through the fog, I look harder and then saw other things chasing them. They had long slender faces, and their antlers were long. I heard a call and it sounded like a fawns call. I ran as fast as I could to the shadows in the fog, and bit the neck of one of the beasts. Feeling something kick my stomach I let out a groan and fell down to the ground, the ache was killing me, I got up and got slammed to the side of a tree, leaving me a long scar on the side of my head. Leaving a deep wound on my neck, not knowing if it was a she or a he I just kicked it in the jaw braking its teeth and maw, leaving it on the ground, defenseless.

eeeekkk!!Ive never been so happy before!!And Ive never seen my friend Paget happy too! She wants this horse that is like 9 inches tall!! super cute!!I thought it was till I saw the price!! $29.99!? I dropped mouth open and said "Sh**!!The owner is insane!!" I almost said the f and B word to the computer!!XD well owner XD


so yea, I'm helping her friends Faithy and Fred (The kid I think she still likes) and will to get her horses!! breyer horses!! she had lots of them but her father that is like sick in the brain and crazy!! He invaded the house and all her breyer horses are still there!!T_T
she just wants to play with them again!! to be happy!!
and its trange how a 14 year old would want some horses for her birthday!! its strange cute, and adorable!!<3

Each Poem, is a part of my life...its the only way I can express my lonlyness and bitetrness..I have no sence of Humor...maybe noI dont have a soul...I rarely laugh...I sometimes think that my friends try to make me happy, but I never am. As much as they try, they always seem to fail. This lonlyness is killing me, and I dont no were to go...I tease and smile, but under all those piles of cards, fake words....under all those lies...I'm broken inside....I see a light....but i dont go to it. I sometimes wonder if its my time to go, I miss my love, I miss being a kid......People say I'm unique but I really dont see how...I dont feel anything, and I dont know why...I hide in the night....well...out of sight?
This is me? and why am I, unique?

shit!! sorry guys..<3 here..wont make that mistake of accidently writing Hoped you love it! at the middle of the poem XD
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I'm at the sunset, sweating and dying.
I see something near, I wonder if its an angel
that will take me away
Or if its a Demon that will kill me anyway'
I gaze at it as it gets closer
still wondering what it is,
I speak and say "Mother is that you?"
When I feel soemthing take me waway
Its dark for a momment, then I see a light
I smile and run to it but I feel something strike
I look around, my sight blurry
and see people with suits
that had snakes in their hands
I roar to let my mother know I'm in danger
But she dosnt come
Then I notice it isnt her,
But the thing that I fear most, I close my eyes
and fall asleep hoping that when I wake up
I'm with mother, snuggled up and in heaven...

sorry guys XD (please comment!!)
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I'm at the sunset, sweating and dying.
I see something near, I wonder if its an angel
that will take me away
Or if its a Demon that will kill me anyway'
I gaze at it as it gets closer
still wondering what it is,
I speak and say "Mother is that you?"
When I feel soemthing take me waway
Its dark for a momment, then I see a light
I smile and run to it but I feel something strike
I look around, my sight blurry
and see people with suits
that had snakes in their hands
I roar to let my mother know I'm in danger

hope you loved it!
But she dosnt come
Then I notice it isnt her,
But the thing that I fear most, I close my eyes
and fall asleep hoping that when I wake up
I'm with mother, snuggled up and in heaven...