{:: SMOLDERING BONES ::}

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12.11.2017
Long time no see, huh?
I'm completely taken over by an urge to start RPing again. I have this guy who's been floating in my mindworld for a long while. I also reread Marrok's old starting RP's and kind of feel like bringing him back as well - though I have no idea how that would work out. I forgot about him in such an early state, he had only just arrived and made a couple of acquaintances and now there are years of not touching him. I'd like to continue somewhat where he was left but lkxsdhfsd.

And the whole RP thing anyways. I tend to be super tired every day from work etc. Now I was sick so had couple of days to regain my strength (hey, I even picked up a pen and scribbled things) but I don't know how will things work out when returning back to the usual.

Aaaagh I want things, I want pretty things and I want them scarred beautifully. Off to work I go. =_=

~Quamar





ABOUT ME





Nicks:
Quamar, Smolderbone, Routalanka

Real name:
Tiia

Age:
29 [21.05.1989]

Country:
Finland

Orientation:
Straight

Status::
Taken

Aspirations:
Go around the world and see and experience as much as I can.
Meet awesome people and force them into a beautiful friendship with myself.
Getting better at various of things and somehow finding a way to prosperity.

Traits:
Shy, adventurous, creative, deep, gross, worrywart, laid-back, easily excited, stubborn, childish, playful, lazy, obsessive, awkward, ambitious, proud, curious/nosey, caring, sensitive,

CONTACT:
Skype: Routalanka
email: tinzuli89(at)hotmail.com
(Don't mind this horrible old email address)
DA: smolderbone.deviantart.com














CHARACTERS


















Hum's picture

I have pictures of myself

I have pictures of myself which look almost exactly like that. (Just kidding. Halfway through writing, I remembered they're of an old friend.)

Though we used actual hair and something sticky. I think it was cat hair.

We were young but not as young as we ought to have been to think of the ways we used.
AlisonRobin's picture

Quote:Do you know the feeling

Quote:
Do you know the feeling when you suddenly want to be a manwhore?
Every. Single. Day.

I wanna be the man that girls with daddy issues fall in love with, but never get serious with.

You are rocking that mustache by the way. You should grow it out.
Vala 's picture

You look very attractive...So

You look very attractive...So much better than years ago, on the halloween picture ...Eye
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

Tuhka's picture

One selfish bump for the new

One selfish bump for the new layout. BD
din's picture

oooh yum i love the new

oooh yum i love the new layout! ive always been drawn to golds, and i love simplicity too

in love with the antlers as well. i so enjoy unique little touches like the golden nubs, mm
it kinda reminds me of that contagion piece you had on deviant art that made it to the front page.
Tuhka's picture

Whee, thanks. (8 I can't help

Whee, thanks. (8
I can't help but loving the concept of mushrooms growing out of living things. It's kind of horrible and neat the same time...
Shanol's picture

-bumps in you- I luff ya.

-bumps in you- I luff ya. -runs away awkwardly-
I wish i could code like this by the way ;_;
Mel in ore, verba lactis,
Fel in corde, fraus in factis.
Tuhka's picture

bumping this now. And oh

bumping this now.
And oh Shanol you, I keep missing comments around here. D:
Shanol's picture

Ohh, it's ok, lol. I am just

Ohh, it's ok, lol.
I am just glad that you still notice them, haha c:
Mel in ore, verba lactis,
Fel in corde, fraus in factis.

Woah, sounds like you got

Woah, sounds like you got real lucky with the apartment. Hopefully the stress eases once you get more settled into everything. It's good to hear from you!
Tuhka's picture

Yup, I still can't believe

Yup, I still can't believe we're actually going to be living there. So surreal.
But yeah, I'm sure I'll get some rest from the stress after getting all the stuff to the other apartment and getting the bills paid and everything settled. But for now it's all just ahead of me, ahh.. <D
But I'll be fine! Hope you've been doing well? :>
Mjrn's picture

That sounds so freaking

That sounds so freaking awesome. Really happy for the both of you.

It'll take time to get used to bills and whatnot, but I'm sure you'll do just fine. (:
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Tuhka's picture

It is awesome, ah...! But

It is awesome, ah...! But yeah, I'm sure everything will get sorted out. Though I guess I'll have to find some proper job soon - afraid commission work won't be enough to pay the higher rents anymore. Ah well. BI
I wonder if I could even set up my own art studio there... just dreaming here. So much space, ah shiet! *runs around and screams*
Draak's picture

I got that too :\ I don't

I got that too :\ I don't know why tumblr's done it but it's annoying. Usually changing the number in the front of the image link to 36 seems to fix it, or if not give or take a few numbers.

I remember Hummingbird O: she used to hang out with Corvus and someone. Might have been Ephire not sure.

Also Null sat on Cirrus and liked her guts once LOL
Mjrn's picture

Quote:I made a small

Quote:
I made a small nostalgia trip on my account. Aaaa so many things I had forgotten. The screenshots made me smile

Did this recently myself. Makes me feel old, haha.

Glad to hear the move went well.
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Tuhka's picture

Mrr, Tumblr did it again on

Mrr, Tumblr did it again on this blog, I just fixed this yesterday. Luckily simply updating this blog fixed it. I hope.

Draak - Aaa yeah, I remember Hum and Corvus. And yup, Ephire was the other character she liked to hang around with. Two crows and a hummingbird, birb buddies. (8
And..... I have a very, very faint memory of that Cirrus' guts thing. Amg, Null, you disturbing thing!

Mjrn - Indeed! Also sorta reminds how much this place has changed since those times. Which is not a bad thing, but still makes you feel this small longing when looking through all that old stuff.
Draak's picture

:I it's been slowly messing

:I it's been slowly messing up all my images on my bios and art page ew. I've ended up slowly moving everything over to Imgur.

O: ooh, I was actually trying to find screenshots of them, cos I had a couple. But I don't have them on here.
Birbsquad B)

I had a screenshot of that too LOL but it's...also not on here either asdfas.

I have a friend of mine who

I have a friend of mine who grows his own food in a tiny garden much like the one you mentioned. It's pretty neat, and if I had more of a green thumb I'd probably do the same. Also tends to save a bit on money, even if it's slow going.

Etsy is a good website. Have you tried Society6? Dunno about you, but whereas I always pictured Etsy as more of a place for paintings and handcrafted materials, Society6 has a lot of cool deals with art designs on clothing and such. Clothing, bags, even coffee mugs. I believe you can sell prints on there as well in different styles as well? I may have to recheck that, but it's still a really nice place. Lot of good shit if you know where to look.

I know muse is pretty hard to come by. Especially with stress and so much to do and eugh. :s But have you ever thought about doing commissions for characters or so on things like physical canvas's or even t-shirts? Or even putting something like the prints you already have on shirts and the like?
Tuhka's picture

Aw yeah? I'm really hoping to

Aw yeah? I'm really hoping to save a few pennies with our stuff too. Salad seemed to be a good thing to plant in a pot - it has stayed fresh with no hurry to use it all before it goes bad. And it's slowly growing back so I suppose there's no need to buy any more salad now! : D
Waiting eagerly for the other things to grow as well. Wish we had warm and sunny all year long so could grow stuff through the whole year. I guess the only things that survive inside the apartment are herbs. Better than nothing!

As for the Society6, I have an account there: x
I haven't made any sales there yet but I haven't been that active anyways. Maybe I'll return to it and see what I can do. But just like DA, S6 is taking majority of the profits, naturally. So I should be selling plenty to make good money.
And my concern is the quality. I've bought two shirts from there. The other shirt's print got pretty much destroyed in the first wash, now you can't even tell what the picture was like. I don't dare to use/wash the other shirt anymore. :<
Also read some bad reviews on the site regarding the clothing so if I wanted to make t-shirts, I'd choose another site.
T-shirt business is actually one of the things I've been thinking about. Just haven't found a good site for it yet.

As for Etsy, I'd love making/crafting some stuff and selling it. Just haven't figured out what is it that I could be doing. I'd looove making stuff out of wood but don't have the resources or tools.
Then there's always some jewellery making but there's a lot of competition on that department. Then there are paintings but I should make myself some name so people would buy and pay a good price. And the shipping is more tricky to get a painting in one piece to it's owner.
My boyfriend owns assloads of guitars -> time to times used strings goes to "waste". So jewellery out of guitar strings is one thing but again, lots of competition.

Gahh, a long comment. But yah, I've been thinking about lots of things. My head is spinning. 8I
Keepiru's picture

Ah I'm glad to hear this and

Ah I'm glad to hear this and hope to see you in forest soon ♥

About the resemblances, I'm afraid we can't do much about it.
Recently, I've seen a character with almost-exactly Cutlass' design (b&w, same black mane, long back stripes but no scar) and I'm pretty sure it's coincidental, if not well this player lacks imagination. There are so many characters anyway, active or not you'll probably miss most of them :') I agree the best thing to do is, as writers and filmmakers, to add a little note that any resemblance is coincidental. Nothing force you to remove the design though, you own your art and ideas, not ressemblances. < hope it makes sense
LostintheEcho's picture

I might have more to say

I might have more to say later but on mobile right now, so going to try and keep this simpleish. I haven't seen any issues with your adopts being similar to current existing characters. Even if colour schemes are similar, i think there are still enough differences. And aside from that, you state that the adopts can be changed after purchase, so if the new owner knows that there is a similarity, they have the power to change the design, even if its just slightly.

the only real thing i have noticed is similarities in adopts you have made. For example there are two recent designs with the same purple colouring that you've created. I don't see an issue with that and i hope that isn't what people have been having issues with, since you are the one that created both designs haha.
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hadoukin's picture

The world is so large, and

The world is so large, and there have been so many people that practically any design and any idea has HAD to be thought of in one way or another by more than one person. And you'll never be able to make everyone happy, or cater to everyone. I'd take it with a grain of salt really, and not worry all that much about it. No one can own a color scheme, or certain pattern. If it makes you feel better, I'm sure leaving a little time to let people see if any of them by chance look like a character will work well but be wary of people who may try to take advantage of this.

I adore your adoptables and was lucky enough to get a hold of two of them so I do hope you continue to make more
ApoideaBee's picture

Don't feel worried in the

Don't feel worried in the least. The worry isn't necessary.
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Tuhka's picture

Keepy - Ahh, I think I've

Keepy - Ahh, I think I've recently seen the same character. Didn't contact the owner, though. I want to believe Cut still stands out enough as a character. c:
And yes, I'm indeed going to add this note to my adoptable blogs/submissions from now on, but also want to encourage people here on tef to contact me if something is way too similar.


Lostinecho - That is very true! And I've seen many people altering the designs and making the characters their own anyway. But I really don't want anyone feeling bad so I'm willing to work things out with people if there is the need for it. Of course, I also hope people will keep in mind that in this vast world of internets or even within this community, there will always be similar looking characters and to certain extent we all have to accept that.

And no, I don't believe the problem was about my adopts looking similar but more like looking similar to the pre-existing characters, other people's designs.

Hadou - Haha, I can be such a worrywart. But people have been kind and awesome and understood my side as well so I'm not like, panicking anymore about making people mad at me. : D
Annnnnd I totally didn't even think up about people trying to take the advantage of this idea. That's a very good notion, gotta be careful.
I'm also glad you're happy with the adopts <33

Apoidea - I do get easily worried but I'm feeling much better now. Thank you. (:

I have honestly not seen any

I have honestly not seen any similarities between your adopts and current characters in TEF.
I mean of course there will always be people that rock the same kind of color scheme but then again one person cannot own a specific color scheme so... :-}
and like Echo stated, if the owner knows about the particular details that deems the design similar to that of an already existing design then it's easily fixed, plus...
Someone wrote that month ago(?), The design doesn't speak for the character in a whole, like personality, quirks, history etc.
Hopefully in a year or so these designs have developed and probably changed a little all in all.
(scars, slight different color pattern (?) Other colors, not to mention personality and so on.)

I think you have nothing to worry about!! ´v`/
Your adopts are super nice, and I find them very unique and pleasant to look at!
Draak's picture

I don't think I've seen any

I don't think I've seen any TEF characters that look like your adopts either I lurk around those on DA

And also like, it's impossible to keep track of every single TEF character too (even more so if you don't pop in regularly). So coincidences are bound to happen every now and then with such a fairly large userbase.

But aw man does it bother me when people don't contact you about things, and you only hear about it via someone else.

Mjrn's picture

Not really sure how your

Not really sure how your adoptables are similar to other characters...then again, I'm out of the loop here for the most part. I'm just entranced by the gorgeous work you've come up with. And it's totally possible to come up with a similar idea to someone else accidentally, there's so many characters now that some similarities are inevitable at this point.

But yeah, just do what you can. So glad that these adoptables are helping you with your finances.
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Tuhka's picture

Well, I understood there have

Well, I understood there have been some similarities in the past as well, not only with these new ones.
What my intention with this blog update was to let people know that they shouldn't feel bad about contacting me if there is something with my adopts making them feel uncomfortable. Have courage, people.
I understand what it feels like having a doppelganger skipping around the forest. Sometimes we just have to accept them but if there is something I can do to prevent some of them happening with my adopts, I will.
But the designs really have to be very similar in overall to give me the reason to change the design, rather than just having one single trait the same as another OC. (until it's like, something very prominent idk.)

But I wanted to make people feel more at ease with this matter. <3
Narina's picture

Character questionnaires are

Character questionnaires are great! puip + general good read.

Hmm. Well, I'm already

Hmm. Well, I'm already helping one character get unstuck through my RP plot I've got setting up. Perhaps I could help him too? check out my blog about looking for players and see if you see anything that he could get into that might help his development any. Feel free to add me on Skype too, if you want to talk about anything off-plot. I have a knack for coming up with possible ideas, or ideas that may inspire a new idea for you.
Kaoori's picture

You can do it, Quams. I'm a

You can do it, Quams.

I'm a summer fan too. Autumn and winter make me sluggish and tired.
Draak's picture

I get developmentstuff mostly

I get developmentstuff mostly through rp and talking about the character with someone regardless of how big or small the detail is. It all helps o:

Also you can try making a character tumblr for them? (if you havent already asdasfa)

SWINGS IN I don't know if

SWINGS IN
I don't know if this will even help, hah, but here is a helpful guide I found that looks at fleshing out characters!

(ilovemarrokhe'ssocool)

Thank you, Tuo and Kohva!

I, personally, always found

I, personally, always found inspiration from the elements you can find in books, shows, or even video games. Or even portions of your own life: the good and the bad and the gray area between. I even have a character whose personality is driven by the influence of one of my dearest friends. That, and the fact that there were always jokes of him having the humanized personality of "a damn cat." I guess he gave me enough light in my life to work his persona into my brain, sketched and mapped out. Know someone long enough, go through hard times with 'em, you'll read 'em like a book. Especially if they lay their pages open to you. Now that I think about it, I believe there's a little bit of my friends and family in some of my characters. Sometimes it happens randomly, sometimes not.

Buuut going on with the 'elements' portion:
I suppose it kinda depends on what you want. Taking elements from books, feelings, vibes, anything that strikes your muse and that fits well with the character you have — it's kinda like filling in a slot or taking something apart. Taking a word, a quirk, and then sectioning it out and describing it. Point 1 [ 1 being the character itself ] turns into point 2 [ 2 being a trait or quality ] which spreads out into 2a, 2b, 2c [ these symbolizing the meaning behind that trait and quality, debunking if you will; the Hows and Whys ]. It can, quite literally, go on and on and on. Especially if you have an immortalized or ageless character. What new thing can come along? What specific numbers will that "thing" affect? So on and so forth.

I always, always have ideas for "to be" characters, side or main ones or even ones in the middle. Whether it be a feeling or a fleeting word that just sorta . . . sticks there and doesn't go away. It's all a matter of reigning in any other emotions or vibes you get from that character design [ like the Point 1, Point 2 mapping I did an example of above ]. What sort of story fits or maybe one that doesn't quite fit at all, only to have a turning point that makes sense somewhere along the way.

There are a few good "master lists" on tumblr that can help with this sort of thing, too. I liked this one for a while: . But at the same time, I wouldn't go entirely by the book with some of those master lists. You gotta keep a little of your own opinion and craftsmanship on the character, too. It is your character after all. Make them what you may consider unique before worrying about what others may think. You're the base, other people with their characters who interact with yours can help shape whatever else you may have left after all the initial finalizing. There are bound to be people who will take interest even if the design itself doesn't happen to snatch their attention first. c:

...Oh man, that's a bit longer than I originally thought to write . . . and the thing is I could probably write loads more... WELP.
Tuhka's picture

Hey, thanks a ton for the

Hey, thanks a ton for the good tips, guys! I appreciate it!
I'll make sure to make one or two of those questionnaires to figure him out some more. I seriously want to make him a good and original character. Damn, wish me luck! |B

Have fun with it!

Have fun with it!
Mjrn's picture

I'm feeling the exact same

I'm feeling the exact same things as you right now. Winter (and summer, for that matter) is not the best time of year for me at all. Hope things pick up soon for you.
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I can relate on so many

I can relate on so many things you have mentioned here, especially the anxiety things.

I work the same, if I know I have things to do but I am at the point where I really want to draw instead, I refuse to draw cause 'It would be wasting my time which I should use doing other things instead'- kind of deal.

Usually when I have many things to do and get stressed over it, I focus on taking on at least one of those shores/duties and try to complete at least one of them, or even just half of one, just beginning on whatever needs to be done might be an accomplishment on it's own sometimes.

I'm sorry you don't feel motivated drawing, I hope it comes back to you!
For me personally, it usually helps to go out for a walk, preferably in the woods or somewhere not so close to town. I recently did this, and I got tons of inspiration and motivation to draw and just basically get by the day!
I hope you find your way back soon enough, whenever it might be going out for a walk or change the curtains in your apartment. ´v`/
Tuhka's picture

Mjrn - Oh, what's wrong with

Mjrn - Oh, what's wrong with summer? :<
But yeah, I dearly hope so too and hope it will get better for you too quick. This fucking sucks like hell.
Novaqi - Thank you for your long reply!

The worst part about that "not wasting time for useless stuff when having more important stuff to handle" - thing for me is that often I still won't even end up doing any of that important stuff. Like, what.
Often I'll end up doing nothing at all. At times I just don't understand myself.

But that kind of helped what you said that you try to at least begin doing what needs to be done, work on it even half-way through. Starting things is kinda hard for me but that might be caused by my own too high expectations of myself. Today I'll kick myself to start at least one thing!

I usually try going out for walks to keep my spirits up and so on. Before Christmas it still worked even somehow despite still being tired but now I've been so low on energy that indeed, even going to the near by grocery store is a challenge.
Normally I'm quite energetic person but this winter is just killing me for some reason. Again. D:
Walking in the woods is the best thing ever though, mentally-wise. <3

It's such a good thing hearing you've found some ways around your anxiety, kinda gives me hope I'll find my ways as well. : D
Mjrn's picture

Summer's too hot for me.

Summer's too hot for me. Makes me very lethargic, and it doesn't help that I work outside, so I'm under constant exposure.

I don't do well with extremes, I prefer the middle ground. Spring and Autumn are perfect in terms of that.
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Aahaa! :- D I need this

Aahaa! :- D
I need this report by my desk by tomorrow k thx

No but I am very similar, 'know I got stuff to do but want to do something else and then ends up doing nothing as a result' I don't know what causes this, but my theory is because I am pretty stubborn and at times lazy so I think that clashes with the 'responsible' side.

I'm glad it gave you some insight, I can only speak through my own experience and I think it's good to talk about things like this sometimes. That alone could give a little bit of motivation, you're not alone with the struggle you're currently having. But I could be wrong too, idk all I'm saying is, sometimes you just have a period where everything seem pretty useless but it will go away eventually, you just gotta experiment and find that thing that'll make it go away.

Walks are the best I think, just a small 30 minutes walk a day can do wonders, both mentally and physically, and a walk in nature/woods/mountain areas and so forth is just the absolute best thing ever.

Grocery stores can be real nightmares at times I have one like 10 large jumps away from me and sometimes I can't even bring myself to go buy milk (cause I have a serious hot cocoa addiction haa)
I have a lot of relatives to visit and at times I can't, I just need to disappear for awhile cause it's just my way to cope with the constant roller-coaster angst I get at times.


The winter season could be a benefactor to your current mood and all.
It's during winter it's very important to go out for a walk during daylight or eat a copious amount of oranges. Cause vitamin D, very important.

I personally feel so connected to nature and it's just so peaceful to be around woodland.
I really hope you get out of the funk soon, just know it's a temporary thing and I am more than positive you'll find your way back. ´v`/

You just gotta remember-

You just gotta remember- breaks are perfectly fine to take.
Everyone deserves a break now and then.
Tuhka's picture

Mjrn - Oh yeah, I can

Mjrn - Oh yeah, I can completely understand the thing with extremities. I do love summer the most, but too hot is too hot even for me. Humidity + heat is one of the worst things ever. |B
Come 'n move to Finland. Our summers are.... very short. And these days rather cool as well, mostly.

Novaqi - Yup, stubborness is one of my traits as well which can sometimes be a good thing and sometimes... a bad thing. : D
Starting things is the most difficult part, but after starting something it'll get easier. I kinda made a promise to myself to try starting things more, even if not feeling like it. I seriously need to get over this passivity, I'm wasting days doing nothing.

And oh god, speaking of milk. I just ran out today and hnnnnngh...!! D;

And yeah, usually a little walk does the trick for me. But right now, in the cold heart of winter even that isn't working for some reason. At least it makes me feel better for the fact that I've actually put my nose out of the apartment for a moment (haven't really been going out other than school one or two times a week and groceries). Despite this I've still kicked myself out a couple of times recently.
Nature sure is something to calm my nerves as well, though. It always kinda feels like the worries are left outside of the forest and for a moment you're in peace. Too bad I live in the middle of the city so should walk for a while before reaching any nearby forest. D:

Yesssss, it does help thinking this is only a temporary thing, like it always is~

Vufu - I know. In my case taking a break would probably mean leaving the planet. ;_;
I have so much stuff piling up atm just because I haven't done a thing. Life plz.
Kaoori's picture

My motivation has gone out

My motivation has gone out the door too. I feel for you quams.

Do one thing at a time. Your

Do one thing at a time. Your own pace, you know?
Can't be superwoman all the time, and nobody expects you to be. Those who do are a bit insensitive imo. Everyone's got a life and shit to doooo.
Only human, right?

Hi, I'm great at responding days later. ;; eheh
Mjrn's picture

I'm that much more tempted to

I'm that much more tempted to get an Instagram just by looking at your pictures. Gorgeous.

Really hope things get better for you, and soon...
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-sneaky tracks-

-sneaky tracks-
ratt's picture

Glad yo better, hubs. And

Glad yo better, hubs. And your Insta pics are really great. :{
Tuhka's picture

Mjrn - come, comeeeeee to

Mjrn - come, comeeeeee to Insta so I can follow youuu! I haven't had my account for long and at first it kinda felt weird too. Or maybe I was just being skeptical of such a mainstream thing where many women are taking a ton of sexy selfies of themselves and boosting their ego. But I was glad to find out that wasn't the whole truth and I just keep finding more and more great and beautiful photography that truly inspires me. And cat people! So many cat pictures! D:

And I hope so too. If stuff gets bad, this time I'll get help rather than just letting things get out of hands, though.

kileah - I see you.

rattitatti - Mrf <3 And really? I feel horrible for over-using those filters but can't keep my hands off them for some reason. My insta is a big pile of filter rainbows. D: Hah, nice to hear they please you tho~ -dances temptingly-

Sending some positive vibes

Sending some positive vibes your way!!
Also I agree your Instagram pics are very pretty, which reminds me.
-sneaks to follow on said insta-