{:: SMOLDERING BONES ::}

Tuhka's picture








12.11.2017
Long time no see, huh?
I'm completely taken over by an urge to start RPing again. I have this guy who's been floating in my mindworld for a long while. I also reread Marrok's old starting RP's and kind of feel like bringing him back as well - though I have no idea how that would work out. I forgot about him in such an early state, he had only just arrived and made a couple of acquaintances and now there are years of not touching him. I'd like to continue somewhat where he was left but lkxsdhfsd.

And the whole RP thing anyways. I tend to be super tired every day from work etc. Now I was sick so had couple of days to regain my strength (hey, I even picked up a pen and scribbled things) but I don't know how will things work out when returning back to the usual.

Aaaagh I want things, I want pretty things and I want them scarred beautifully. Off to work I go. =_=

~Quamar





ABOUT ME





Nicks:
Quamar, Smolderbone, Routalanka

Real name:
Tiia

Age:
29 [21.05.1989]

Country:
Finland

Orientation:
Straight

Status::
Taken

Aspirations:
Go around the world and see and experience as much as I can.
Meet awesome people and force them into a beautiful friendship with myself.
Getting better at various of things and somehow finding a way to prosperity.

Traits:
Shy, adventurous, creative, deep, gross, worrywart, laid-back, easily excited, stubborn, childish, playful, lazy, obsessive, awkward, ambitious, proud, curious/nosey, caring, sensitive,

CONTACT:
Skype: Routalanka
email: tinzuli89(at)hotmail.com
(Don't mind this horrible old email address)
DA: smolderbone.deviantart.com














CHARACTERS


















Tuhka's picture

Alright, well good. :D

Alright, well good. :D Auurgh, I don't remember QuamsiReedy times ;;; Been so long since I played him so I've pretty much forgotten the deer he's been hanging out with... kdjfghdf.
But fun hearing the two has had their moment as well. ;P
And yiss, I've been more than well this summer, sun is shining for me finally. Hope you've been doing good yourself?
Matthew.'s picture

Understandable. Thats good,

Understandable. Thats good, thunderstorms here and rain. Now sunny, too. Have a skype, though youre scarce now with trips? Unless its somewhere here, I have not looked..
I'm alright.. trying to be everywhere at same times before work starts again.
Mjrn's picture

Hm, I think for me, it's not

Hm, I think for me, it's not so much as not having a traveling partner, it's simply that it feels like I've seen most of what's around here. We used to go out of state frequently enough when I was a kid, but the last time that happened lately was around 2 years ago to New Jersey. And that was with family.

Don't get me wrong, if the opportunity is there, I'll take it (Going to Connecticut next month for a week.), but I'd prefer to do things on my own. Few roadblocks in the way though (Have practically no money, my car isn't very reliable, I just have no idea where to even go.). I've wanted to travel abroad, but I'm paranoid about things like that. Anything can go wrong, and I'd rather deal with emergencies here in the states than in another country. And I have my own other fears besides.

I need a better camera too, hahahaaaa. I intend to get one before I leave next month, so that should fix that minor problem.

Ah, I suppose, I just feel like I want to get out of New York at the very least. Though I wouldn't mind going to New York City for at least a day trip either, but everything's highly expensive down there...
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Tuhka's picture

Matthew- Thunderstorms...

Matthew-
Thunderstorms... <3
Wish we had some here, though I don't mind the sun either.
My skype is Routalanka. Feel free to add me. Though yes indeed, I'm not even nearly as often online these days. But I'm on every now and then. :)

Mjrn -
Aaah alright! :0
So you live in New York? That's... kind of awesome, I'd love visiting there one day. I bet there's plenty of more to see at least than here, rofl. Here there are just very tiny, shabby towns in the middle of nowhere. :D Not exactly any big places to see but they're very nice still. Though will do a weekend trip to Helsinki at some point of this summer, whenever my boyfriend haves the time.
It's nothing compared to New York city in size but even there I always feel rather distracted by the amount of people and traffic. So wonder how insane I'd go in New York... <D

Ah, I know about the paranoia what comes to going abroad... I've never been anywhere beyond the borders of Finland but I'd very much love to go. Just scary in a way as indeed anything could go wrong and all. ._.
I suppose here it's relatively easy to travel around the Europe, though. Just lacking the money and traveling partner myself. But I'd so much love going to Japan or some other Asian country.. :u

Aww yeah, new camera! Hope you'll get it! 8>
Mjrn's picture

Yes, I live in New York. Not

Yes, I live in New York. Not the city though, out in the countryside actually. It's been developed in the past few years, which is a shame, but at least it's still the boondocks for the most part. I don't know, I wouldn't mind seeing smaller towns, they feel more homely to me. I don't mind the big lights and what have you, but it does have this hectic feel, and I feel like my senses get overloaded at times trying to take everything in.

If you're a big fan of cities, you'd probably like New York City, very busy. You'd need some deep pockets though, haha. There's quite a few stores where there aren't even any price tags on the items, because they expect you to have the money for it regardless of price. Then again, most of those are fashion stores. Anytime I've been down there, I stick to a few blocks that have smaller stores and eateries. But even the food gets pricey. NYC is just a pricey place. It's still lovely though, at least for a day trip. I often dream of living in a hustling city, but I know I could never actually tolerate it for long - I need my foggy morning fields and horses more than I need my sunset highways and rooftop runs.

To me, it does feel like it's easier to travel in Europe. The countries are all right next to each other, whereas here I'd have to go across the ocean to get anywhere I actually wanted to. It's very daunting.
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Keepiru's picture

Glad to hear your kitties

Glad to hear your kitties feel better <3 it's always a big time of stress when pets are suddenly ill, I know that.

Bring new adoptables sounds a good idea I think, your designs are always eye-candy, and why not small commissions too ? (secretly hope to have one)

-Hugs- Know the feeling. I'm

-Hugs- Know the feeling. I'm sorry you have to go through that. I'm here if you ever want some company...
din's picture

aw, thats me. just got home

aw, thats me. just got home and im gearing down for school. im glad you enjoyed it!
LMFAO fuckin ikea man. I LOVE THE SETUP. oh my god i could explore and live in there forever. my bed is from there too, i love their stuff.
and ooh, commissions! looking forward to seeing..maybe even buying c: stress on the maybe.
LighttheSky's picture

Quams!!!! THIS ONE! Is it

Quams!!!! THIS ONE! Is it even possible I could snag one of those prints from afar? *lolz, is so far from finland*
| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |

ugh... *silently tracks*

ugh... *silently tracks*
Tuhka's picture

Oh wow, some messages here I

Oh wow, some messages here I haven't responded to for some reason ;;;; Sorry people, I love you guys.. D; <3

Light - well yes, I think it might be possible. Me 'n Narina have been wondering if to sell some of our prints and notebooks here in tefc as well, we're just kinda clueless what comes to shipping the items, the costs mainly D;
I'll have a talk with her to discuss about setting up our little shop here. If we won't do it, I think I could still send the picture to you no problem. (:
I love the sharp quality of these prints, looks quite neat <3
LighttheSky's picture

*lol* or send me to wherever

*lol* or send me to wherever you sell prints of them at! I'm already thinking christmas gifts this year, and my daughter has an enormous love for the ocean as well as the forest... and when I showed her that picture when you first put it on DA she went all "MOM!! Can I have that for my wall?!?"

>.< yah, the shipping costs are always a big issue, since they can vary a lot depending on where you are sending to. Keep me in mind is all. <3
| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |
LighttheSky's picture

*is in ur forest stalkin ur

*is in ur forest stalkin ur posts* <>.<;> *leaves you tea and cookies*
| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |
Tuhka's picture

You creeper! I'll call the

You creeper! I'll call the police! >:P
*secretly gratefully stuffs all the free food into herself*
LighttheSky's picture

*hides the photos* Ugh,

<.<; I wusn't thar, I didn't see anything! ;>.>
*hides the photos*

Ugh, colder weather doesn't help either, I'm sure. Then you have to turn the heat up and it gets expensive again and UGH! ... I do love the snugly clothes though. >.<;
| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |
Tuhka's picture

One day I'll catch you, I

One day I'll catch you, I swear. >;| <3

Yeaah, well.. I'm definitely not a fan of cold, my fingers and toes are always ice cold all the way through winter.. D: But change is kinda refreshing, though.. and snugly clothes and lots of tea indeed <3
Plus, so much pretty colors around right now. Bright yellows and reds, it looks really nice. (8

I wish I had a bathtub... it would feel so, so awesome to rest in warm water after freezing all day. :P
Or a fireplace, mrrrmh....
LighttheSky's picture

I agree about the colors!

I agree about the colors! Fall is my favorite season for the hues alone. <3 When we moved recently into a new house I painted the living room in shades of autumn, so the doors are red, the walls are the color of autumn aspen leaves, and the trim is all white like aspen bark. Then we put fall forest pictures up so it's all lovely in there.

Now my rabbits own it, and all i get to do is walk through with their hay before being kicked out again. T____T; lolz.

bathtubs, fireplace, mmmm... so nice. (*Light fails at moving bathtubs through the internet and gives up* ...we could get you... a bucket?... T____T; ) I love those infrared heaters because they warm you up all the way to the inside like fire does. I have to keep one in my studio because the wood floors get chilly... and ghak! Cold hands/fingers for an artist is bad bad bad! T___T Fingerless gloves are a must in winter here.

You can prove NOTHING. >XD *sells the photos on ebay for monies to buy chocolate frogs*
| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |
din's picture

aw, i hope you feel

aw, i hope you feel better.
despite from the sickness, that sounds lovely <3
LighttheSky's picture

OMGosh Quams! Yep, stress

OMGosh Quams! Yep, stress does that... but still. So so sorry to hear you aren't well! Snuggle in and keep warm and I hope you get to feeling better soon!! <3

*sends you buckets of happy thoughts wrapped in mudpies* <3
| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |
Mjrn's picture

-sends soup your way- Feel

-sends soup your way- Feel better. ):
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Dampir's picture

Get back to health

Get back to health quickly!
and Dexter is awesome 8]
Tuhka's picture

Thanks for the well-wishes,

Thanks for the well-wishes, guys! I'm even more sick now than few days back, though. T__T
Damn flu.. Seems like everyone around me are sick right now so no wonder I caught it as well. But it hasn't been all that bad just lying around and watching shows and having a man do things for me, huehuehue!

Hope you guys manage to keep these autumn flu-attacks at bay better than I did. :D
LighttheSky's picture

Meh, the weather turns cold

Meh, the weather turns cold before our bodies can adjust and then they are all like OMGjklwjiodkl!*@#*(#!?? and poof. you are sick. ;>.>

Sorry to hear it's hitting you so bad. I tend to be that way when sick too - totally mowed over.

*snuggles you into warm blankets with buckets of tea and hot soup!!* Hang in there Quams! <3 You'll be feeling better soon. (In the mean time, it doesn't sound so bad, yah? Manslave & lounging around... Hmmm... <3 )
| Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you. ~Maori Proverb |
din's picture

oh god you sounded like me!

oh god you sounded like me! ;;

when i was sick last i was showering (i love taking loong boiling hot showers, mmmm) and i passed out in the shower from heat and standing too long. all of the sudden i felt really heavy and shaky and tired, it was crazy. i dont know how long i was, i dont think it was long, but when i came to everything felt fuzzy and i was soo shaky i just turned off the water, reached up and grabbed my towel and just sat there for like..20 minutes. i dont remember anything hurting...haha. it was weird. ;A;

hope you came too all well. im crossing my fingers for you to continue to improve and not get sick aagin for a long time!!
Redkora's picture

It's so good to see you

It's so good to see you again! I've missed your TEF art.
[pixel deer by Aldebaran]

Quote:Pretty much all I've

Quote:
Pretty much all I've got is my boyfriend. I feel that he's the only one really interested what's going on with me anymore. If he left me, I'd seriously have no one to talk to anymore. It's such a scary thought.
Naturally, I've figured that I should make some new friends but that feels so hard. Somehow I don't see it too likely that I'd get too much closer to the people I know right now but also don't know how I'd meet and get to know any new people either.


Pretty much the situation I'm in now. Boyfriend of 4 years broke up with me 4/5 months ago and I was left with no one. All of his friends were mine aswell so when that happened I lost them too, which left me completely friendless. Yes, I had some peeps on the internet to talk to, but it's still not quite the same as a real friend who can drag you around to help forget about it. Tried to make new friends when I went to a new school, but they decided to ditch me after a few weeks/a month or so. 8I
Tuhka's picture

(wait, why has the comments

(wait, why has the comments section of this blog turned into black...? o_O Ooooh snap, messed up CSS somewhere auugh!)

Oh crap... I'm so sorry to hear it has turned out like that for you.. D: Exactly the situation I'm so afraid of myself.
Internet friends are awesome but yes, they're still not quite the same, indeed. They just have the habit of living somewhere so far away that seeing them is nearly impossible.. Sometimes we just need someone to drag us out of our caves into the fresh air and help us move on. And really, wouldn't mind having a friend to go to nice places with and all that.
And it's so sad that also friendships can fall apart from around the relationship of two people. I suppose you never hung around with them without your boyfriend being around as well..? Or why they left you? :/
And that school thing, that was cold. |D But well, best not to force anything. I really wish you'll find some other people around yourself in that school. Just keep your mind open, especially when there's any group projects or such. Those are a perfect chance to show you're a person worth getting to know. ;P
Kaoori's picture

ilu quams.

ilu quams.
Tuhka's picture

ilu too, Kao.

ilu too, Kao.
mkeene123's picture

Tracking &hearts;

Tracking ♥
-
But if I may say a few things:

Don't ever let life get you down, when the worst things happen just try not to let it overcome you!
“I like the night. Without the dark, we'd never see the stars.”


-Stephenie Meyer, Twilight

-hugs- this is what really

-hugs-
this is what really makes me want to be the flash or superman...i want to give you a hug right now irl asfd;kl
Kaoori's picture

gonna add that you can always

gonna add that you can always talk to me on Skype. Our time differences are pretty poop but if you ever see me, throw me a hello. I'll try to do the same.

and omfg if spring doesn't get her soon over here I'm going to migrate like a bird. I can't deal with this subzero weather we have.
Narina's picture

egg.

egg.
Keepiru's picture

Happy Birhtday Quammy!

Happy Birhtday Quammy! <3
Starling's picture

Wut. Happy Birthday!

Wut. Happy Birthday! <3
SoliloquyChryseis's picture

Happy birthday!!!

Happy birthday!!!
Kaoori's picture

QUAMS HAPPY BIRTHDAY

QUAMS HAPPY BIRTHDAY
RikkaChan's picture

Happy birthday to youuuu.~

Happy birthday to youuuu.~
Mjrn's picture

Happy birthday! ?

Happy birthday! ♥
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din's picture

happy birthday quammy! i hope

happy birthday quammy! i hope you have an awesome bday ♥

Happy birthday, Quam!

Happy birthday, Quam!
Tuhka's picture

Bawws, thank you all for the

Bawws, thank you all for the b-day wishes! ;; I did have a good day, thank you. Smiling
Tuhka's picture

I'm giving this a small bump

I'm giving this a small bump now.
And why is the comment text color black, I wonder...? I'll fix it sometime. Cool
e. Yeii, I fixed it!
Hum's picture

My God, your livingroom is

My God, your livingroom is gorgeous! I hope that's of the place you and your boyfriend are moving into, because it'd be just to hard to tear away from that if it's your apartment...

I'm so glad things are going so well for you, my friend.

Oh my God, so that's what happens.
Mjrn's picture

Your apartment is so friggin

Your apartment is so friggin cute. I'm a little jealous, haha.

Congrats on your graduation, and good luck with getting a job. ♥ Sounds like life's been full of things for you~

I can't stop chuckling at the dishwasher video oh my god
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Xemi's picture

you are a beautiful human

you are a beautiful human being and I am strongly attracted to you
Starling's picture

SUPER HAWT x1000 You

SUPER HAWT x1000

You actually are really pretty though. ;;
Xemi's picture

^ this! &hearts;

^ this! ♥
Kaoori's picture

omg quam you made my day

omg quam

you made my day
Tuhka's picture

I barely look like myself due

I barely look like myself due to the somewhat large amounts of makeup. Usually I'm a small-eyed fat blop. I kinda over-did it on purpose but it doesn't show through the pictures really.. 8I
You all should draw a moustache on yourself, though.