Hope is the thing with feathers; Talla



Talla
Tal'. 'Alla.
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"I don’t have qualities, only fragilities.
But sometimes… sometimes I have hope."

- Clarice Lispector.

Female. #12. 8 years.
Roe deer influences*.Outwardly typical. Possesses a few mental and physical differences.

Speaks in #6C90A8.

Melancholic.
Anxious, hopeful.
Drawn to morbidity.
Takes space, craves contact.
Mistrusting, but easily grows attached.

Tumblr. Toyhouse.

"There is magic in decay.
A dance to be done
For the rotting."

- Dan Chelotti, from "Compost".

mental.Heartsick, withdrawn, appreciative.
physical.Healthy.
notes.<3
"..."
"..."

17th February, 2021
Coming to terms with a personal loss, though not without the comfort and support of those close to her.

23rd of July, 2020
Oh yikes x2, just noticed the last update was over a year ago.

Enjoying some snuggles.

8th of July, 2019
Oh yikes, just noticed last update was over a year ago.

Keeping to herself and a few close friends, for the most part.
Reunited with a nightmare from her past; Renoir. Tried to face him without showing her fear, but crumbled almost immediately under his gaze. Pursued by the wolf leisurely for the most part, until very suddenly he was on her heels. Lost any courage she'd gathered then. Slunk away after he lost interest to calm down in private. Ashamed over the whole thing, that even after all this time, he could still terrify her just as he had years ago.

Found hours later by Fenrir. Conversed with the wolf about a sensitive topic. Initially wary, but by the end found herself tentatively believing him. By no means believes the path ahead will be easy, but given reason to hope.



"Yet - never - in Extremity,
It asked a crumb - of me."

- Emily Dickinson

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-tracks- &hearts

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Epic track of doom xD

Epic track of doom xD <3

Thank you two

Thank you two <3.

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*facenoms* &hearts;

*facenoms* ♥

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Hurtrack x3 EDIT~ Fff... I

Hurtrack x3

EDIT~ Fff... I feel bad that I haven't tracked dis before considering that Jergs has seen Talla, like... countless times now xP I'm such a noodlyhead~

Tracking c: I love her

Tracking c:
I love her biography lay out, it's so neat and organised, and I love the colours. ♥
fnahau I love Talla so much. ;; And that little speach about Umay made me aw. <333

Vcg; *Noms butt* Ginger;

Vcg; *Noms butt*

Ginger; <33. Hurr thanks ;DDD
I just posted it, there was no way you could have. XD

Pinkpanther; Danke <33. I love those colours. It took me ages ( mainly because I'm so lazy. ;D)
I ruff Umay <33! I wanted to do it from Talla's perspective for that reason. xD She tells me how she feels about deer - or at least what she understands. Sometimes she will like or dislike a deer for seemingly random reasons that she doesn't quite understand.
<33


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Ffff... I didn't notice xP

Ffff... I didn't notice xP *slinksaway*

^^! S'okay. You know what I

^^! S'okay. You know what I do all of the time? Leave a tab open to track/ reply to something. Then my computer overheats and crashes or something and I lose it, but I still think I've tracked it. XD

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track

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Ohwow, finally

Ohwow, finally<3

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<33.
^^

Yeah, sorry it took so long? xDDD
I be lazy

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It's ok, I am, too. |D I

It's ok, I am, too. |D

I hope you don't mind my King stalking her from afar? She caught his interest when she chased him around. :3


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-joyspaz- 8'D

-joyspaz- 8'D

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<33 Sure, 3~ She loves ravens - infact, she used to be one. XD Hence her adoration for them.
However, she will still afraid of him as a deer unless he tries to show her he's safe.


Wreath of flowers! *Spazzes with*

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I don't think he's very good

I don't think he's very good at being gentle.. c': We'll try different approaches.
And I heard before from someone that Talla was a bird~ even more interesting that she was a raven x3

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XD Haha~ Talla hangs around

XD
Haha~ Talla hangs around Reed and he isn't too gentle. XD
:3 T'is. If she sees a raven she will often rush to it, and she tries to be gentle with them too. xD

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*ROLLS THROUGH AND ABSORBS

*ROLLS THROUGH AND ABSORBS ALL THE CUTE*

OHTHANKYEW.

OHTHANKYEW.

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TEE HEE HEE :D Btw, the

TEE HEE HEE Laughing out loud :D Laughing out loud

Btw, the first time Axel scared off Talla by waking up was an accident, I pressed the wrong button :B The second time was also accidental, my camera was panned round so I didn't see her til I saw her run off. The third time with creepy stalker sit-sliding Axel I just totally couldn't resist doing-totally imagining the Jaws theme RIGHT THAR :B I'm so amused! *giggles* Talla is so adorable! PFFF SORRY AXEL IS SUCH A MEANIE, BOTH ON PURPOSE AND THROUGH ACCIDENTAL ZEBBIEFAILS :B

Ahlololol! Zebbiefails.

Ahlololol!
Zebbiefails. Haha!
Talla was all 'HOLYMOE!' AND FLEE. She's keeping an eye on him now. XD
Did you see her proud moment? She jumped over them both~! Talla is proud :3
Adorable, huh? XD Danke.

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OMG YES. THIS IS FINALLY

OMG YES.

THIS IS FINALLY UP.

-REJOICES-

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-track- ^^

-track- ^^
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Finally...

Finally... <33

About time.

About time.

<3...

*Rejoices with* 8DD *Gives

*Rejoices with*
8DD

*Gives Ocean a pat and a cookie*

<3
Well, 8D it's finished now, Arrow!

I'm lazy and forgetful, Fofo. ^^ Hence the slowness. I still have to chuck something into that fourth tab XD

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<3
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-Great love.- Oh, the

-Great love.-

Oh, the sweetheart. The butterfly is not only due to Atvana, it is a direct manifestation like the deer or the blue jay. ;D
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Ahh~ I wasn't exactly sure,

Ahh~
I wasn't exactly sure, ;D
Thank you, lovely one <3

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My pleasure, dear one~

My pleasure, dear one~ ♥
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Tracking

Tracking <3
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I need to kick Vange over

I need to kick Vange over here for some roleplay until I can get my computer fixed xD;
"The cruelest prison is one we make for ourselves out of fear and regret."

Sereni; More please, epic

Sereni; More please, epic one. ~

Dankkee Littlehoorrn<3!

RAINFLOWURH
*Tackles*
YES. IT HAS BEEN AGESS. *Spams*
Gee, taking that long? D: Eep!

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Fff, I know D= Whenever we

Fff, I know D=
Whenever we get the money to get it fixed, something else always comes up. Like getting the car worked on. But I should have it by Christmas =D;
"The cruelest prison is one we make for ourselves out of fear and regret."

sfkbhdt. It wont let me

sfkbhdt. It wont let me edit
*Pleasure

Raineh, that sucks. D: Yeah, I hope you get it fixed by then! :3

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My family will be getting

My family will be getting almost five thousand sometime in the next three months from some stocks that are older than me, so I know it'll get fixed =D;
"The cruelest prison is one we make for ourselves out of fear and regret."

Awesome~! Missed you, and

Awesome~!
Missed you, and Talla has missed Vange. ^^
Good that you'll be getting a ton of moneys!

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I missed you too, and Vange

I missed you too, and Vange has been sulking around in my mind for the past few months <3
Also, I read that as a ton of monkeys |D
"The cruelest prison is one we make for ourselves out of fear and regret."
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I feel like roleplaying today

I feel like roleplaying today =D

A young stag, not even to his second year of life yet, walking though the dry grasses of the Birch forest, dragging his hooves along to make little patterns in the dry dirt, packed tightly from all the things it's seen. He stopped to rest for a few minutes, the tall, golden grass flowing around him, hiding him from prying eyes, before continuing along his way. He looked around occasionally to admire the rough beauty of it all, the uneven bark of the Birch trees, the dirt that caked his hooves from wandering these Forests for so long with out stopping to groom himself, the grasses and bold blue berries that dared to defy nature and grow in such a place. He stopped in his tracks, ears perked, when he caught a familiar scent. "L-lady Talla?" he called out uncertainly, as if not quite expecting an answer.
"The cruelest prison is one we make for ourselves out of fear and regret."

MONKEYS. XD Haha~ Second time

MONKEYS. XD Haha~
Second time I read it, I thought it said monkeys too. XD

Roleplay is my love. I'll never say no.
Even if my posts don't really motivate anyone. Sorreh!;

A mouthful of grass was swallowed and two blue ears pricked, listening for any sound that would alert the doe to suspicious movement. It was a peaceful day, the type where she could have a good graze.
Then a sound brought Talla's head up, ears swivelled and her eyes took in the surroundings quickly. There - the sound was that of light hoofsteps moving through Birch forest grass. They stopped and Talla nearly thought her mind had played a devilish trick on her when the quivering voice of a friend rose from nearby. She hadn't been simply paranoid after all. "Vangelo? Is that you?" her voice was soft, however there was excitement to the tone, quite certain it was he. That was his scent, that was his voice. It must be Vangelo! Talla's body quivered, she'd missed him so much!


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Vangelo was almost beside

Vangelo was almost beside himself with glee, having not seen his friend in such a long time. And, as they say, absence makes the heart grow fond. He skipped out the the tall grasses surrounding him, trying to control himself so he would scare Talla. "It truly is you! I've missed you terribly!" he grinned at her, almost seeming to glow.
"The cruelest prison is one we make for ourselves out of fear and regret."
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track!

track!

Rainy;

Rainy;
<33
Talla saw his bounding form emerge from the grass, and she leapt toward her friend. No fear could be held toward the small stag, she trusted him. "Vangelo! Where have you been? I was worried about you." she gasped, proceeding to nuzzle him. She couldn't even clearly remember the last time she had seen Vangelo!


Lugiahh;
Thankehs! <3




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"Little one, little one,

"Little one, little one, where are you hiding now?" *laugh*

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"I-I'm not quite sure where

"I-I'm not quite sure where it was," he shuddered, not wanting to think about it right then. "I-I could never find you or anyone wh-when I went looking, and that was t-truly frightening." He layed his head on her shoulder for comfort, feeling her soft fur against his own coarse, unkept fur. He stood up straight again after a while, giving Talla a little smile. "What has happened to you since I've been gone, Lady Talla?" he asked, wanting to catch up with all that'd been going on with his friend.
"The cruelest prison is one we make for ourselves out of fear and regret."

Snowplough; "f-f-fa-far

Snowplough; "f-f-fa-far a-a-aw-away..." *Lightening FLEE*
;D! Thanks!

Raineh; Talla had that worried look in her eyes, the one that was followed by a heart felt nuzzle. "Shhh...Vange, I'm so glad that you are a-alright." she whispered as the male laid down his head upon her blue shoulder. In an attempt to comfort him the doe groomed his fur while they stood there. It hurt her to see him so shaken up - it hurt her to see any friend afraid or distressed. "Frightening things... happy things. I have realised how many in this forest care for me... and care for a stranger. Also, those... m-monsters that chase me... they have grown in number and they are ever persistent...however I have learnt a trick to help deal with them!" she smiled in return, hoping to make him feel better somehow. She didn't want to lie 'All is fine, not a scary deer in sight'... as she herself would be uncomfortable if lied to in the same manner.

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((I PROMISED THAT I WOULD DO

((I PROMISED THAT I WOULD DO THIS HUHU~ I love Talla so muuuuuch~ ;^; ))

He smelled like roses.
Then again, he usually did nowadays. The gashes and cuts on his body carried a fain blue residue of a long gone ointment, courtesy of his lover.
He flicked an ear, noticing a small, blue doe nearby. Had she been carried there by his familiar, yet false scent? Perhaps, and yet perhaps not.
Still, even looking at her he felt that burning sense of jealousy. He had seen Talla before, she had even sat by him when he was with Rosine.
He didn't like her, to say the least.
He lowered his head down, watching her with hazel eyes as he lay in the grass, injured legs sprawled out to one side.

{ GINGEH. I WAS WONDERING

{ GINGEH. I WAS WONDERING ABOUT THIS <33!!! THANKS. I love you and Jergy a tonne, literally! }

An odd scent. The blue rose scent always followed Rosine and so it only made sense that she trotted towards it, even if her step was wary. It smelt wrong, what was that with it? Upon getting closer, Talla slowed right up and stopped in the short grass, despite the fact it looked tasty she did not lower her head to graze. The scent tugged at her memory, yet it was not strong enough to ring any bells. "R-rosine... Hm... It's not him... is it...?" she whispered to herself, sad that her friend was not here. Still... why did someone smell like him? She moved slowly toward the scent, using trees as a shield incase it was dangerous.


Ohgosh... I failed. XD Sorry.

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((FFFFF... YER MAKIN MY EGO

((FFFFF... YER MAKIN MY EGO INFLATE, DAHLING))

His ears flattened back at the sound of her voice, and he finally spoke. "I ain't Rose, girly." he said simply, his rasping voice cracking slightly as he spoke.
He averted his stare at her, only to crane his neck over to clean a reopened gash on his shoulder.
"Why are ya so eager to see him?" he asked suspiciously, practically spitting out the question.
Not nice?
No...
Jergens wasn't nice at all.

((I failed too x3))

{ BIG EGOS MEAN YOU'LL GET

{ BIG EGOS MEAN YOU'LL GET YOUR HEAD STUCK IN A DOOR }
She jumped backwards at his voice, the harsh voice frightened her greatly. She was too startled to reply immediately, and so the only thing that made any kind of reply were her eyes. Eyes that softened slightly at seeing the reddened gash upon his shoulder. "H-he is m-my friend, and he i-is kind" was her reply, finally having taken a deep breath. This fellow could not be too bad, right? Rosine certainly liked him.
She was ready to run, ready to pound her short legs against the ground. Ready to think up a way to get away.
{ I failed more ;D }

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