Hope is the thing with feathers; Talla

August 14, 2010 - 1:11pm — Ammy

Talla
Tal'. 'Alla.
x

"I don’t have qualities, only fragilities.
But sometimes… sometimes I have hope."
- Clarice Lispector.

Female. #12. 8 years.

Roe deer influences*.Outwardly typical. Possesses a few mental and physical differences.

Speaks in #6C90A8.

Melancholic.
Anxious, hopeful.
Drawn to morbidity.
Takes space, craves contact.
Mistrusting, but easily grows attached.

Tumblr. Toyhouse.

"There is magic in decay.
A dance to be done
For the rotting."
- Dan Chelotti, from "Compost".

mental.Heartsick, withdrawn, appreciative.

physical.Healthy.

notes.<3

"..."
"..."
17th February, 2021
Coming to terms with a personal loss, though not without the comfort and support of those close to her.

23rd of July, 2020
Oh yikes x2, just noticed the last update was over a year ago.

Enjoying some snuggles.

8th of July, 2019
Oh yikes, just noticed last update was over a year ago.

Keeping to herself and a few close friends, for the most part.
Reunited with a nightmare from her past; Renoir. Tried to face him without showing her fear, but crumbled almost immediately under his gaze. Pursued by the wolf leisurely for the most part, until very suddenly he was on her heels. Lost any courage she'd gathered then. Slunk away after he lost interest to calm down in private. Ashamed over the whole thing, that even after all this time, he could still terrify her just as he had years ago.

Found hours later by Fenrir. Conversed with the wolf about a sensitive topic. Initially wary, but by the end found herself tentatively believing him. By no means believes the path ahead will be easy, but given reason to hope.

"Yet - never - in Extremity,
It asked a crumb - of me."
- Emily Dickinson

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April 2, 2013 - 10:59pm — Nopje

"I kissed the top of your

"I kissed the top of your nose, as I watched you sleep,
peacefully between the blue and purple flowers,
you did not see me though, I think.
you must have been dreaming,
but I didn't mind.
I miss you, darling." ♥

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April 2, 2013 - 11:42pm — Kaoori

okay so apparently you've

okay so apparently you've disappeared from my skype again. It says 'awaiting authorization'. ;_; I just sent an invite again, so I don't know if you got it. :/

I'd love a messenger that works, internet. :U

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April 2, 2013 - 11:47pm — vinttage

Columbia was alright with

_{Columbia was alright with Talla running off, she knows how shy she is <3 c:}

April 3, 2013 - 4:01am — Ammy

Nopje - &hearts; ;A; omg that

Nopje - ♥ ;A; omg that was sweet. Missed Waar' too;;

Kimi - Glad we got that fixed >CC

Vinttage - Eee ;; I'm glad Columbia understands.

April 9, 2013 - 9:51am — Shiori

Talla you are so sweet DX

Talla you are so sweet DX -mauls-

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April 12, 2013 - 12:27am — Kaoori

points at Talla I know

*points at Talla*

I know you

you're Ned Stark's bastard

/runs, sobs

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May 20, 2013 - 6:18pm — sarkoja

finally retrackin. BC

May 20, 2013 - 6:25pm — Ammy

&hearts;.

♥.

May 22, 2013 - 10:45pm — Poppyflower

Aww, she`s so adorable :3

Aww, she`s so adorable :3

I`m sorry if my Jacob scared her. |D

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~Poppy~
Profile picture by ahimsa ♥

Pixel Wis by squeegie~

May 22, 2013 - 11:04pm — Ammy

Ah, thank you! It's not a

Ah, thank you!
It's not a problem, she's like that with everyone at first B|

May 23, 2013 - 11:34pm — Poppyflower

Hehe, sorry, Jacob was trying

Hehe, sorry, Jacob was trying to run from that fawn that kept casting spells on him. I think he got casted on three times XD

Anyway, he`s pretty curious about Talla right now. He`ll probably keep trying to greet her. ♥

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~Poppy~
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Pixel Wis by squeegie~

May 23, 2013 - 11:50pm — Ammy

Not a problem - it was doing

Not a problem - it was doing the same to Talla, hah.
♥, when she's not so stressed, that should go much better.

May 25, 2013 - 3:45am — Poppyflower

Ah, ok. c: Aww, poor Talla!

Ah, ok. c:

Aww, poor Talla! All those deer |D I apologize if Jacob`s persistent bowing is scaring her further. He`s trying not to get too close to her.

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~Poppy~
Profile picture by ahimsa ♥

Pixel Wis by squeegie~

May 25, 2013 - 9:05am — Nothing2FEAR

White Veil didn't mean to

White Veil didn't mean to frighten Talla, she just scented her from her mate(Dampir) earlier today, so grew curious ;w;

May 26, 2013 - 12:23am — Ammy

Poppy - Yes, he was unnerving

Poppy - Yes, he was unnerving her, hah. Recent things have been too much for her, and he was confusing her.
Still, she eventually realised he didn't seem to want to harm her.
It's quite alright ♥.

Fear - Oh, don't worry! It wasn't a big scare for her, and she recognises White Veil a bit from earlier - Talla sniffed White Veil while she was asleep.

May 26, 2013 - 6:29am — Muc

Oh, Peri just saw this cute

Oh, Peri just saw this cute little lady around a log pile! He approached slowly, and she just circled the area. Being Peri, he still stuck around out of curiousity

June 18, 2013 - 8:37am — idiosyncrasies

Sorry that Clarence couldn't

Sorry that Clarence couldn't do much about that buck chasing her. ;A;

June 18, 2013 - 8:56am — Waning-Sun

Oh! Cualli and I've seen her

Oh! Cualli and I've seen her around. I'm sure they'll hunt her down and have to meet her sooner or later. Trackin'.

{e} Oh dear...did I just mess up your comments section?

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June 18, 2013 - 9:23am — Ammy

idiosyncrasies - Oh, gosh

idiosyncrasies - Oh, gosh it's really sweet that he even tried! It was extremely persistent, hah.

Sun - I think we've seen Caulli about as well! Thank you ouo.
Oh, no you didn't! This whole thing needs an overhaul but I'm just too lazy to do it.

July 19, 2013 - 1:45pm — riddledrhyme

Tracking &hearts; really like

Tracking ♥ really like this girl ^^
And just so you know, Rhea was really just angry and raging at Kaeltiir yesterday, trying to shove him back towards home, though we both know that didn't work at all |D

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July 19, 2013 - 2:36pm — Ammy

Thank you, dear &hearts;. Ahh

Thank you, dear ♥.
Ahh yes. We thought she was doing that. Talla doesn't want to admit to herself how amusing she found it to see Rhea running around and getting frustrated and Kael totally seemed to be having the time of his life messing with her. Oh my gosh I was actually giggling a bunch.

Little Rhea is a darling, buh. Been interested in her for a while eue ~from a distance~.

July 23, 2013 - 5:36pm — Kaoori

i know you you're /football'd

i know you
you're
/football'd

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July 30, 2013 - 9:36pm — Kallonate

Love this update |D Nobody

Love this update |D
Nobody wants to see a giant naked Nidhem.

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July 31, 2013 - 5:52am — Ammy

Kimi omfg I missed yOUR

Kimi omfg I missed yOUR COMMENT. /CHOKES
you darling~

Nate - Fadfjkgd, thank you~
I know right B| Talla's gonna have nightmares for weeks yanno.

August 11, 2013 - 2:18pm — Sapphire

Thank you so much for the

Thank you so much for the help! <3 ;u;

August 11, 2013 - 2:22pm — Ammy

Not a problem,

Not a problem, ♥!
Always easier with help c:

August 12, 2013 - 5:54pm — Graveyard

Well here's a familiar face

Well here's a familiar face that I don't think I'd ever see again owo hello Talla dear, nice to see you~ <3

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"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"

August 13, 2013 - 9:59am — Ammy

It's been so long, yes. Good

It's been so long, yes.
Good to see him still around, mm~

August 13, 2013 - 4:19pm — Graveyard

Haha yeah he's still around,

Haha yeah he's still around, not on often because of school and stress in my life but I do try and pop on when I can

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"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"

September 20, 2013 - 4:34am — Waning-Sun

"Thank you for letting me sit

"Thank you for letting me sit with you."

The little white bird doe picked her way forward, setting down a necklace of woven purple flowers. She gave a dainty bow, nudging the gift toward Talla as she did so.

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September 20, 2013 - 6:47am — Ammy

The blue doe was surprised,

The blue doe was surprised, and she did not mask it. To receive a gift for what she had considered a poor show of companionship - all nerves and distance - brought a strange mixture to her chest. She'd made an effort, in little ways, to make up for that which was not desirable in company.

A slow nod, a slow blink. Her movements forward followed this pattern; cautious. Nudging under the entwined flowers, she hooped the necklace around her nose. The doe warily shifted a pace or two away from the white female, just in case.

Deft movements, tilting the head in a manner both delicate and purposeful. The flower necklace slid over her ears - for she had pressed them back - and settled on her neck.
"A p-pleasure. Th-thank you."

{ Buh, she's sweet. }

September 20, 2013 - 7:07am — Waning-Sun

{She's thankful for the

{She's thankful for the company, and wanted to let Talla know that she isn't scary. xD Don't feel pressured into keeping the gift though, it's just her way of saying thank you without being too awkward}

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September 26, 2013 - 5:52am — Silverfang

Gonna go ahead and track

Gonna go ahead and track this, finally. BI Latest tracks ever I swurrrr. ;; ♥

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September 26, 2013 - 6:12am — Ammy

Ahhn, thank you Silv ;u;! Not

Ahhn, thank you Silv ;u;!
Not to worry - I'm literally stalking several biographies but not tracking them (Fletcher's is one of these vnv).
I apologise for how long it's taken her to be properly comfortable with Fletch, fff.

September 26, 2013 - 6:18am — Silverfang

No problem! And huehue eue o

No problem! And huehue eue o uuuu. I know de feel!
And no need to apologize! Glad they're at least beginning to get more comfortable and such. (:

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September 27, 2013 - 5:38am — GingerNut

heyhey idk what even is going

heyhey idk what even is going on but that doesn't matter because tallatalltallatallatallatallatalla I rly missed Talla whoa ;;
I hope you've been doing well too? ;o;

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September 27, 2013 - 6:01am — Ammy

baha, I was the same omfg.

baha, I was the same omfg. You know the Swedish Chef, right? That's how Jergen's name was going in my head. JergeywergeyJergjergensjergensjergeyjergens. I absolutely mentally mutilated his name. Ahhnn good to see him, hnnh. Good that you're back, and hopefully staying back!
I've been well, yeah ;u;
How have things been? I suppose, busy?

September 27, 2013 - 6:22am — GingerNut

Semi-back :'D I need a

Semi-back :'D I need a destresser and this is just like wow wind down and reconnect kind of thing ;u; I love it, just kind of casually popping in and out.
Glad that you're doing good~ I'm... busy yeah :'D school really hammered me this time around, but we'll all muscle through it.

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September 28, 2013 - 3:37am — Ammy

Ahh, it's certainly good for

Ahh, it's certainly good for that, though. Man, especially while school's rough... definitely need that kind of thing uwu. Mm, I'm not sure how your system works - but hopefully you might get a break soon and get all that stress out? Unless this is your break and I'm a big dork BI... that's quite possible.
Krr ♥. Hope things are well, aside from the workload, hn.

October 3, 2013 - 6:47pm — lulululu

I think Kennis briefly met

I think Kennis briefly met her today. Tracking ^.^

October 3, 2013 - 7:04pm — Ammy

ahh, thank you c:

October 26, 2013 - 7:01pm — Mála

Tracking. I really like that

Tracking. I really like that shes shy haha :>

November 27, 2013 - 11:52pm — Matthew.

"became a terrifying creature

"became a terrifying creature once given antlerssss, and eventually lay down by his side and fell asleep."

Reed was terrified of her fierce nature, obviously.

December 9, 2013 - 5:13am — Verdalas

Why don't I have this

Why don't I have this tracked? Putting one here now. :3

December 9, 2013 - 4:05pm — Sirius

track..if you remember

track..if you remember me..((5 years ago...))

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December 9, 2013 - 5:12pm — Ammy

Hmm, I'm not sure if I do...

Hmm, I'm not sure if I do... gosh, that was some time ago.
I remember playing a lot with a deer very similar to yours with Ammy some time ago, I think!
Either way, thanks and feel free to approach any of my characters c:

edit:
didn't see your track there, Verdalas!
Thanks, eee!

December 18, 2013 - 4:52pm — Kaoori