This will be a Wip ( Very slow )

In hospital again ....
My stomath is blocked ....
Don't know if i will survive this time ...we will see .
So ....goodbey to all of you ...still i'm able to .
Got even suicide ideas .....
It was good to know this place and you all .
















Scan result was absolutely positive news ....no active cancercells there ....for now .
Further treatment could be chirurgical ....we will see .


Currently listening to :

. LACEY STURM ( Formerly Flyleaf lead singer !! ) Yess , she performs again and even is touring right now !)
Her album ( Life Screams ) is AWESOME , her voice ....I am in love !!!
FLYLEAF is Reborn !!

. Evanescence
. A Perfect Circle
. Ghost
. Paramore
. Bullet For My Valentine





















Have to revamp this dusty Bio , especially my Friendslist ...so many have disappeared
And there are many new ones

Name : Flyleaf
Gender : Male
Age : He wants to be young forever
Appearance : ( For Now )



There is a fire within her eyes
Blinding my senses
(Now I am searching)
For what's beyond the flames


Skype ( Not all time in use and new to it ) :
Flyleaftef
Drop me a note here if you add me !

Currently listening to
.Lacuna Coil
.Asking Alexandria
.AperfectCircle
.Killswitch Engage
.Escape the Fate
.Evanescence
.Paramore


Made By Assiraya


Gift by Pegasicorn !



Gift from Vanilliana !








Art made by Kaori !


Made by Holymaria !


Art by Huskylove !


Made by Tamabird !


Gift by Tamabird !

SnowDay By StarFox ! ( Feeaturing Vala , Cu and Fly )

Gift from Curusant !


Awesome friends draw by Jennie !

Jennie and Fly , by Jennie !
Gift from Jennie

Chibi by Starling ( Cu,Vala,Fly)

Valentine Chibi Jennie and Fly made by Kaori !

Made by Silensia !

Gift2 from Silensia ! Aren't we adorable !
Made by Kikinkacze !

Jennie , Vala and Fly derping around , made by Jennie !


Art by Mismatched !

Art by Brownlupine !

Art by Niriya !

Art by Narina !
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Art by BlueOrchid !

Art by Jennipher !

Rumen and Fly by sweet Amazegenalo !

Dampir and Fly ...Brothers !! Art By Dampir !

Bu,Ru and Fly by Butterbrot !

Art by Wildpferd555

Art By Butterbrot !!

Art by Unplugged !

Vala and Fly made by Fairyclock !

Good Buddies by Asirraya !

Art by Sannosuke !


Lem and Fly !

Art by Uitleger !



It's so cold down here ..alone !
I'll meet you at the Bottom
The waves can wash away all the scars you bear
See you at the Bottom !

I want something Good to Die for , to make it Beautiful to Live !

You are Born alone , you Die alone ....The Rest is yours to fill the Gap !

Thoughts : Good rest with very good friends !!

Diary


Likes

His Friends ( Could die for them )
Fawns ( He really likes all this foolish little ones )
Dancing and sillyness ( But he likes to rest with his friends too )
Making new Friends
Nuzzling
Keeping lonely deer company
Likes when someone is sitting with him and watching the forest


Dislikes

Fighting ( He will defend his friends !! )
Deer who are attacking fawns !
Deer who are ignoring other deer on purpose

Little Family Prancing together



Art by Dampir ...Thanks Bro !

Brother

Dampir

Sister

Foxbrow , Vala

Uncle of
Lycan
Tiani

Love
____

Adopted Daughter

Cedrelÿa
__________


They are in my Heart ( Alphabethical order )
Adolf,. ( Ayra )
Acer
AlisianRose ( Alisa )
Amazegenalo ( Rumen )
Angelwings ( Gruffen , Godess )
Anogelia ( Anlez ; Anogelia )
Anjali
Apoida ( Moss )
Aquilo ( Cassiopeia )
Arthemissa ( Alkyone )
AutumnPhoenix ( Autumn )
Axessa ( Mora )
Bellaz
Brawnie045 ( Nireda )
Butterbrot ( Bu )
Chudamani ( Jewel )
Dampir ( Brother )
Dragon 919 ( Astrale )
Deeruniverse ( Spartak )
Emslee007 ( Josephine )
Eledhwen22 (Cedrelÿa )
Eternalwanderer ( Lilly ) ( Missing ! )
Garin ( The " Moon over X deer or Mysterious deer" )
Gurgelin ( Bloo ) (Was here today 10.05 ) ( Missing ! )
Halfbaket ( Botan )
Holymaria ( Kio )
Honeyfur
Jackstrauss ( Heinrich )
Jennie ( Jennie , Calder )
Kasiawar98
KeepsPeeps ( Su-mi )
Kenryoku ( Xylon )
Krystal
Kikistar2 ( Angel , Circe , Veil )
KitsuneSakura ( Mina )
Kitty08 ( Sokonei ..Missing)
3linmaya ( Donut ) ( Missing ! )
Laruna
Lonhro ( Missing )
Melajnah ( Unik )
Moon_Blaggy ( Rachel )
Natille.koks ( Domino...like a Brother, Drop )
Nayu
Nimariel ( Miszka )
Nirwana ( Yuj )
Nopje ( Waarhijd )
ObafO ( Nemesis )
Okamilugia ( Riza )
Ourania ( Ourania )
Pink ( Cu )
PLK217 ( Foxbrow , Silun )
Rice ( Missing )
Rikkachan ( Aniu )
Samael ( Kian )
Seed ( Rene )
Selene38 ( Sira ) ( Missing )
Schutzgeist ( Lucy )
Silensia ( Aranyani )
Smiley 66 ( Big Bunny)
Sobeknofru ( Honigmund Habasi )
Solaya ( Missing ! )
SS
Starfox ( Kettu )
Kamino ( Federweber )
Kodiana
Tiani
TmA ( Moon )
Fang 1014 ( Aris , Ethan , Garth )
Tikwid ( Missing )
Tullow ( Tullow , Alone )
Lady "Vala" ( Sister )
Venus
Vinttage
Wildpferd555 ( Sirius )
Wingeddeer ( Phobos , Donnovan )
Wiana ( Ozzie )
Wocio ( Fangorn )
Wotsits
Xemi ( Crucio ) ; ( Flammel ; the guardian )
Ya-Lera ( Ral'F )
Zeke ( Missing ! )
Zeeki ( Nerri ) ( Missing )
Zikos ( Siryah ) ( Missing ! )
z.m123

Forgive me if i forgot someone ( Tell me if i did )

Missed Friends ( But not forgotten )

Annefleur87 ( Amy )
She was my first friend here
Kenryoku ( Xylon )
Kiraki
Tawnigirl


Made by Amazegenalo ...Rumen resting with Herz !! Little Familly by Amazegenalo !

Made by Meadow !

Art by AliceV !

Cu , Vala and Fly by Kamaya !

Art by Mozdog !

Art by Tigerart27 !

Art by MooMoodeerMoo !