* Flyleaf * Bio ! Wip ( After all this time ) ..Update on the 3th of july ...

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This will be a Wip ( Very slow )

In hospital again ....
My stomath is blocked ....
Don't know if i will survive this time ...we will see .
So ....goodbey to all of you ...still i'm able to .
Got even suicide ideas .....
It was good to know this place and you all .

Scan result was absolutely positive news ....no active cancercells there ....for now .
Further treatment could be chirurgical ....we will see .

Currently listening to :

. LACEY STURM ( Formerly Flyleaf lead singer !! ) Yess , she performs again and even is touring right now !)
Her album ( Life Screams ) is AWESOME , her voice ....I am in love !!!
FLYLEAF is Reborn !!

. Evanescence
. A Perfect Circle
. Ghost
. Paramore
. Bullet For My Valentine

Have to revamp this dusty Bio , especially my Friendslist ...so many have disappeared Sad
And there are many new ones Smiling

Name : Flyleaf
Gender : Male
Age : He wants to be young forever
Appearance : ( For Now )

There is a fire within her eyes
Blinding my senses
(Now I am searching)
For what's beyond the flames

Skype ( Not all time in use and new to it ) :
Drop me a note here if you add me !

Currently listening to
.Lacuna Coil
.Asking Alexandria
.Killswitch Engage
.Escape the Fate

Made By Assiraya

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Gift by Pegasicorn !

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Gift from Vanilliana !

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Art made by Kaori !

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Made by Holymaria !

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Art by Huskylove !

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Made by Tamabird !

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Gift by Tamabird !

SnowDay By StarFox ! ( Feeaturing Vala , Cu and Fly )
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Gift from Curusant !
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Awesome friends draw by Jennie !
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Jennie and Fly , by Jennie !
Gift from Jennie

Chibi by Starling ( Cu,Vala,Fly)
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Valentine Chibi Jennie and Fly made by Kaori !

Made by Silensia !
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Gift2 from Silensia ! Aren't we adorable !
Made by Kikinkacze !
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Jennie , Vala and Fly derping around , made by Jennie !
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Art by Mismatched !

Art by Brownlupine !

Art by Niriya !

Art by Narina !
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Art by BlueOrchid !

Art by Jennipher !

Rumen and Fly by sweet Amazegenalo !

Dampir and Fly ...Brothers !! Art By Dampir !

Bu,Ru and Fly by Butterbrot !

Art by Wildpferd555

Art By Butterbrot !!
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Art by Unplugged !
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Vala and Fly made by Fairyclock !
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Good Buddies by Asirraya !
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Art by Sannosuke !

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Lem and Fly !
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Art by Uitleger !

It's so cold down here ..alone !
I'll meet you at the Bottom
The waves can wash away all the scars you bear
See you at the Bottom !

I want something Good to Die for , to make it Beautiful to Live !

You are Born alone , you Die alone ....The Rest is yours to fill the Gap !

Thoughts : Good rest with very good friends !!



His Friends ( Could die for them )
Fawns ( He really likes all this foolish little ones )
Dancing and sillyness ( But he likes to rest with his friends too )
Making new Friends
Keeping lonely deer company
Likes when someone is sitting with him and watching the forest


Fighting ( He will defend his friends !! )
Deer who are attacking fawns !
Deer who are ignoring other deer on purpose

Little Family Prancing together

Art by Dampir ...Thanks Bro !




Foxbrow , Vala

Uncle of


Adopted Daughter


They are in my Heart ( Alphabethical order )
Adolf,. ( Ayra )
AlisianRose ( Alisa )
Amazegenalo ( Rumen )
Angelwings ( Gruffen , Godess )
Anogelia ( Anlez ; Anogelia )
Apoida ( Moss )
Aquilo ( Cassiopeia )
Arthemissa ( Alkyone )
AutumnPhoenix ( Autumn )
Axessa ( Mora )
Brawnie045 ( Nireda )
Butterbrot ( Bu )
Chudamani ( Jewel )
Dampir ( Brother )
Dragon 919 ( Astrale )
Deeruniverse ( Spartak )
Emslee007 ( Josephine )
Eledhwen22 (Cedrelÿa )
Eternalwanderer ( Lilly ) ( Missing ! )
Garin ( The " Moon over X deer or Mysterious deer" )
Gurgelin ( Bloo ) (Was here today 10.05 ) ( Missing ! )
Halfbaket ( Botan )
Holymaria ( Kio )
Jackstrauss ( Heinrich )
Jennie ( Jennie , Calder )
KeepsPeeps ( Su-mi )
Kenryoku ( Xylon )
Kikistar2 ( Angel , Circe , Veil )
KitsuneSakura ( Mina )
Kitty08 ( Sokonei ..Missing)
3linmaya ( Donut ) ( Missing ! )
Lonhro ( Missing )
Melajnah ( Unik )
Moon_Blaggy ( Rachel )
Natille.koks ( Domino...like a Brother, Drop )
Nimariel ( Miszka )
Nirwana ( Yuj )
Nopje ( Waarhijd )
ObafO ( Nemesis )
Okamilugia ( Riza )
Ourania ( Ourania )
Pink ( Cu )
PLK217 ( Foxbrow , Silun )
Rice ( Missing )
Rikkachan ( Aniu )
Samael ( Kian )
Seed ( Rene )
Selene38 ( Sira ) ( Missing )
Schutzgeist ( Lucy )
Silensia ( Aranyani )
Smiley 66 ( Big Bunny)
Sobeknofru ( Honigmund Habasi )
Solaya ( Missing ! )
Starfox ( Kettu )
Kamino ( Federweber )
TmA ( Moon )
Fang 1014 ( Aris , Ethan , Garth )
Tikwid ( Missing )
Tullow ( Tullow , Alone )
Lady "Vala" ( Sister )
Wildpferd555 ( Sirius )
Wingeddeer ( Phobos , Donnovan )
Wiana ( Ozzie )
Wocio ( Fangorn )
Xemi ( Crucio ) ; ( Flammel ; the guardian )
Ya-Lera ( Ral'F )
Zeke ( Missing ! )
Zeeki ( Nerri ) ( Missing )
Zikos ( Siryah ) ( Missing ! )

Forgive me if i forgot someone ( Tell me if i did )

Missed Friends ( But not forgotten )

Annefleur87 ( Amy )
She was my first friend here
Kenryoku ( Xylon )

Made by Amazegenalo ...Rumen resting with Herz !! Little Familly by Amazegenalo !

Made by Meadow !

Art by AliceV !
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Cu , Vala and Fly by Kamaya !
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Art by Mozdog !
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Art by Tigerart27 !
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Art by MooMoodeerMoo !

whoops not where I meant to

whoops not where I meant to post this but oh well
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You see my sweet Fly-deer-bro





You see my sweet Fly-deer-bro the Gods haven't forgot you ,
I am so grateful that I could be your friend...
The final battle was fought...
I'll NEVER will forget you , Good night sweet bro of mine !
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

I've never seen such

I've never seen such friendliness and kindness as I have with you, you will be forever remembered for such things and a constant role model in my life and the lives of others.

Thanks for sharing these

Thanks for sharing these screenshots, everybody. I'm trying not to cry more at work but this is so touching
Kaoori's picture

Me too Fishie.. the abio at

Me too Fishie.. the abio at the gathering got me.
Unplugged's picture

Rest easy, friend.

Rest easy, friend.
Vala 's picture

First page again for you

First page again for you Fly-bro !
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

♥ Thank you for

Thank you for everything, Fly. You are so pure.

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Rest easy, Fly. We'll never

Rest easy, Fly. We'll never forget you.
Solaya's picture

Now, you belong with the

Now, you belong with the stars, dear old friend. May you rest in peace.

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Solaya: That is AMAZING!

Solaya: That is AMAZING! Wish I'd been there to see that. Thanks for sharing.
Aranyani's picture

such an awful news i'm sorry

such an awful news
i'm sorry i didn't visit here often enough to say something to you before this happened

-formerly Silensia-
Party1's picture

I didn't know you or we

I didn't know you or we didn't talk but i can see that you are a very good person and always will be, all TEF loves you.

Rest easy, Fly

With love, Party1.
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Amary - Oh the pictogram at

Amary - Oh the pictogram at the center of the circle is an edit I made, I'm sorry I should have said it... The rest of the screenshot really was there though. I'm sorry, I just wanted to make a little something, and since I'm not that good at drawing... ;;

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Pink's picture

this is one of these moments

this is one of these moments when you will go out through the door and never come back again.
Sometimes things/situations are too much, too heavy you could not handle it.
I couldn´t find the right words for Fly passes away.
Only that he was one of my closest friends
and our magical triple/trio (Vala, Fly, Cu) is now a double/duo.
there is so much pain and sadness
I hope you are at a better place now
there are a lot of good memorys. I will gather them in my heart and brain and put them out from time to time.
and believe me Fly, in the future we well be together again, sitting together, playing together, talking about the beautyful ladys and the news of TEF, gloryfiing good old times and rock the wood!!!!
so all I can say:
see you, Fly, you were the best buddy, a men could have!

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Solaya, well even so, I

Solaya, well even so, I didn't see the stars there so that's still cool.
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Week since we learned the

Week since we learned the tragic news. I still don't have the right words, mostly it's just tears.
I wish for once that people could cheat death like so many TEF characters do. I need to let go of that thought for my own sanity. You are somewhere better now.
You had such a big heart, Fly, you could fit everyone in it. You were a vital part of the Forest. I'll forever miss you.

Thank you for everything, my friend. ♥
Icon - ahimsa.Signature - Qanat. ♥
Dampir's picture

Forest will be so empty

Forest will be so empty without you. Still can't believe it, so heart breaking.
I lost amazing friend and Dampir lost his brother, but you will be never forgotten.
You are free.
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sends e-hugs to any who needs

sends e-hugs to any who needs them

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Still in our mind deer-bro

Still in our mind deer-bro ♥
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

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Forever in our heart ..

Forever in our heart ..
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

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Saw this little guy on sale

Saw this little guy on sale and I couldn't resist. Never forget <3

-by Sokoora by Kamaya
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You have peace now Fly-bro ,

You have peace now Fly-bro , you are not forgotten.Hugs from the forest <3.
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

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(the forest feels different

(the forest feels different without you, i hope you rest well friend)

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Hope your Spirit will be

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Miss you Fly. &hearts;

Miss you Fly. ♥

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Miss you, miss having you

Miss you, miss having you around
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Wherever you may be ...Happy

Wherever you may be ...Happy Birthday Fly-Bro!You are not forgotten !
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

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Happy birthday for you

Happy birthday for you Flyleaf
Still thinking of you <3
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Happy birthday, you beautiful

Happy birthday, you beautiful soul! ♥
Never forgotten.

Happy birthday, Fly! I hope

Happy birthday, Fly! I hope you're having a damn rad party~
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We should celebrate your

We should celebrate your birthday...as every year...miss you :c
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forever in our hearts

forever in our hearts
sorry for bad english.

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Rest in peace Fly, my

Rest in peace Fly, my thoughts are with you and your family, the forest has lost one of its kindest characters and will be deeply missed
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Oh my goodness. I never

Oh my goodness. I never thought Fly would be gone. I've just now made my way back to TEF after 4 years.... Rest Easy Fly. I hope wherever you are, you're happy. I'll never forget what an amazing friend and person you were to me all those years ago.

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Missed you again today

Missed you again today

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Thought of you at work today

Thought of you at work today and felt inspired to turn a stressful situation into a positive one. Thank you again, friend ♥ You continue to brighten my day

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I found something today that

I found something today that you commissioned for me a while back, which was a total surprise. It made me smile, but then my heart hurt because i remembered you aren't here anymore.

We miss you, Fly. We'll never forget you.
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Still hard to open the

Still hard to open the forest.
But, at the end of the day, when I see them run without a care, when I see them laugh, I know you're running and laughing there with us.
Thank you for all the good times.
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I was not in TEF since a very

I was not in TEF since a very long time ... And not really present on internet since about 1 year and a half ... I was worried to not have news from you. So I come here to see if you were here ... And that's are the news I read ...
My heart is totally broken ... You were the first person who played with me and my little doe Cedrelÿa ... That's why she sawed Fly as her father by the way.
You were, for sure, the most friendly member of this community ... I remember how you enjoyed take care of fawns.

I will miss you and our conversations ... I hope that where you are, the pain doesn't exist ...

I'll never forget you Roland ... you brought me light in my darkest moments, you were more present than my longtime friends ...

All my thoughts for your dear friend <3 .
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Fly-bro ....everything is

Fly-bro ....everything is fine with you over there ??....
I know you are watching over us....
Hugs from the forest old friend you are not forgotten ,
You passed away a year ago but you are still with us !
♥ ♥ ♥
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

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Forever with us, man.

Forever with us, man.
Pink's picture

Real friends think of you,

Real friends think of you, wherever you were.
Cu and me are still missing you every time when we are in forest.
It still hurts so much, beeing without you, your kindness and sillyness and crazy ideas!

But we will get the chance to see you again, one day. Then we will rock the heaven Eye

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I miss you, dear friend... I

I miss you, dear friend...
I hope you’re happy, wherever you are.
Here, I brought you flowers.
Sig by Lathyrus. ♥
Aquilo's picture

Can't believe it's been a

Can't believe it's been a year already... Your bright spirit and kindness remains in this community, my friend. Miss you ♥

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thought of you again today,

thought of you again today, think of you weekly. rest easy, you are missed

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Thinking of you

Thinking of you <3