* Flyleaf * Bio ! Wip ( After all this time ) ..Update on the 3th of july ...

Flyleaf's picture
This will be a Wip ( Very slow )

In hospital again ....
My stomath is blocked ....
Don't know if i will survive this time ...we will see .
So ....goodbey to all of you ...still i'm able to .
Got even suicide ideas .....
It was good to know this place and you all .
















Scan result was absolutely positive news ....no active cancercells there ....for now .
Further treatment could be chirurgical ....we will see .


Currently listening to :

. LACEY STURM ( Formerly Flyleaf lead singer !! ) Yess , she performs again and even is touring right now !)
Her album ( Life Screams ) is AWESOME , her voice ....I am in love !!!
FLYLEAF is Reborn !!

. Evanescence
. A Perfect Circle
. Ghost
. Paramore
. Bullet For My Valentine





















Have to revamp this dusty Bio , especially my Friendslist ...so many have disappeared Sad
And there are many new ones Smiling

Name : Flyleaf
Gender : Male
Age : He wants to be young forever
Appearance : ( For Now )



There is a fire within her eyes
Blinding my senses
(Now I am searching)
For what's beyond the flames


Skype ( Not all time in use and new to it ) :
Flyleaftef
Drop me a note here if you add me !

Currently listening to
.Lacuna Coil
.Asking Alexandria
.AperfectCircle
.Killswitch Engage
.Escape the Fate
.Evanescence
.Paramore


Made By Assiraya

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Gift by Pegasicorn !


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Gift from Vanilliana !







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Art made by Kaori !

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Art by Huskylove !

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Made by Tamabird !

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Gift by Tamabird !

SnowDay By StarFox ! ( Feeaturing Vala , Cu and Fly )
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Gift from Curusant !
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Awesome friends draw by Jennie !
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Jennie and Fly , by Jennie !
Gift from Jennie

Chibi by Starling ( Cu,Vala,Fly)
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Valentine Chibi Jennie and Fly made by Kaori !

Made by Silensia !
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Gift2 from Silensia ! Aren't we adorable !
Made by Kikinkacze !
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Jennie , Vala and Fly derping around , made by Jennie !
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Art by Mismatched !

Art by Brownlupine !

Art by Niriya !

Art by Narina !
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Art by BlueOrchid !

Art by Jennipher !

Rumen and Fly by sweet Amazegenalo !

Dampir and Fly ...Brothers !! Art By Dampir !

Bu,Ru and Fly by Butterbrot !

Art by Wildpferd555

Art By Butterbrot !!
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Art by Unplugged !
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Vala and Fly made by Fairyclock !
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Good Buddies by Asirraya !
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Art by Sannosuke !

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Lem and Fly !
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Art by Uitleger !



It's so cold down here ..alone !
I'll meet you at the Bottom
The waves can wash away all the scars you bear
See you at the Bottom !

I want something Good to Die for , to make it Beautiful to Live !

You are Born alone , you Die alone ....The Rest is yours to fill the Gap !

Thoughts : Good rest with very good friends !!

Diary


Likes

His Friends ( Could die for them )
Fawns ( He really likes all this foolish little ones )
Dancing and sillyness ( But he likes to rest with his friends too )
Making new Friends
Nuzzling
Keeping lonely deer company
Likes when someone is sitting with him and watching the forest


Dislikes

Fighting ( He will defend his friends !! )
Deer who are attacking fawns !
Deer who are ignoring other deer on purpose

Little Family Prancing together



Art by Dampir ...Thanks Bro !

Brother

Dampir

Sister

Foxbrow , Vala

Uncle of
Lycan
Tiani

Love
____

Adopted Daughter

Cedrelÿa
__________


They are in my Heart ( Alphabethical order )
Adolf,. ( Ayra )
Acer
AlisianRose ( Alisa )
Amazegenalo ( Rumen )
Angelwings ( Gruffen , Godess )
Anogelia ( Anlez ; Anogelia )
Anjali
Apoida ( Moss )
Aquilo ( Cassiopeia )
Arthemissa ( Alkyone )
AutumnPhoenix ( Autumn )
Axessa ( Mora )
Bellaz
Brawnie045 ( Nireda )
Butterbrot ( Bu )
Chudamani ( Jewel )
Dampir ( Brother )
Dragon 919 ( Astrale )
Deeruniverse ( Spartak )
Emslee007 ( Josephine )
Eledhwen22 (Cedrelÿa )
Eternalwanderer ( Lilly ) ( Missing ! )
Garin ( The " Moon over X deer or Mysterious deer" )
Gurgelin ( Bloo ) (Was here today 10.05 ) ( Missing ! )
Halfbaket ( Botan )
Holymaria ( Kio )
Honeyfur
Jackstrauss ( Heinrich )
Jennie ( Jennie , Calder )
Kasiawar98
KeepsPeeps ( Su-mi )
Kenryoku ( Xylon )
Krystal
Kikistar2 ( Angel , Circe , Veil )
KitsuneSakura ( Mina )
Kitty08 ( Sokonei ..Missing)
3linmaya ( Donut ) ( Missing ! )
Laruna
Lonhro ( Missing )
Melajnah ( Unik )
Moon_Blaggy ( Rachel )
Natille.koks ( Domino...like a Brother, Drop )
Nayu
Nimariel ( Miszka )
Nirwana ( Yuj )
Nopje ( Waarhijd )
ObafO ( Nemesis )
Okamilugia ( Riza )
Ourania ( Ourania )
Pink ( Cu )
PLK217 ( Foxbrow , Silun )
Rice ( Missing )
Rikkachan ( Aniu )
Samael ( Kian )
Seed ( Rene )
Selene38 ( Sira ) ( Missing )
Schutzgeist ( Lucy )
Silensia ( Aranyani )
Smiley 66 ( Big Bunny)
Sobeknofru ( Honigmund Habasi )
Solaya ( Missing ! )
SS
Starfox ( Kettu )
Kamino ( Federweber )
Kodiana
Tiani
TmA ( Moon )
Fang 1014 ( Aris , Ethan , Garth )
Tikwid ( Missing )
Tullow ( Tullow , Alone )
Lady "Vala" ( Sister )
Venus
Vinttage
Wildpferd555 ( Sirius )
Wingeddeer ( Phobos , Donnovan )
Wiana ( Ozzie )
Wocio ( Fangorn )
Wotsits
Xemi ( Crucio ) ; ( Flammel ; the guardian )
Ya-Lera ( Ral'F )
Zeke ( Missing ! )
Zeeki ( Nerri ) ( Missing )
Zikos ( Siryah ) ( Missing ! )
z.m123

Forgive me if i forgot someone ( Tell me if i did )

Missed Friends ( But not forgotten )

Annefleur87 ( Amy )
She was my first friend here
Kenryoku ( Xylon )
Kiraki
Tawnigirl


Made by Amazegenalo ...Rumen resting with Herz !! Little Familly by Amazegenalo !

Made by Meadow !

Art by AliceV !
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Cu , Vala and Fly by Kamaya !
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Art by Mozdog !
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Art by Tigerart27 !
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Art by MooMoodeerMoo !



























Flyleaf's picture

I hope we can meet again , my

I hope we can meet again , my Friend !!
Miss you !
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Vala 's picture

How are you today..?

How are you today..?
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

Flyleaf's picture

Hi , Vala ! Sadly so weak and

Hi , Vala !
Sadly so weak and tired ...not very well .
Seems it takes long to get healthy again this time ...
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Vala 's picture

Feeling better today?

Feeling better today?
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

Flyleaf's picture

No ...not ...really ...got an

No ...not ...really ...got an eye infection too , i am very tired ..
Lets see how it goes on ...got some eye drops to do in the eye .
Not working for now ...
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Pegasicorn's picture

*piles pillows around*

*piles pillows around*
Flyleaf's picture

Ey ...thank you pega !! Lies

Ey ...thank you pega !!
Lies down gently Smiling
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HolyMaria's picture

*brings tea *sends extra

*brings tea
*sends extra love
Flyleaf's picture

Thank you Holy , my sweet

Thank you Holy , my sweet Friend Smiling
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Vala 's picture

I can only wish you to get

I can only wish you to get better...Foresthugs ♥
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

Sybilline's picture

Aw I am sorry to hear you

Aw I am sorry to hear you aren't feeling very well. Maybe this will cheer you up a bit. Hope you like it, and get well soon (:
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Flyleaf's picture

Sorry Dazzle but what did you

Sorry Dazzle but what did you want to show to me ...i only see a global website with some photos ...is there one special picture for me ? Thank you any way though Smiling
Hi Vala !!
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Sybilline's picture

Huh, that's strange, it opens

Huh, that's strange, it opens normally for me. I guess I have to put it like this then

You're welcome Smiling
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Flyleaf's picture

Now i can see ....aww this is

Now i can see ....aww this is sweet , love it Smiling
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Sybilline's picture

I'm glad you like it

I'm glad you like it Laughing out loud
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Flyleaf's picture

Little update on my condition

Little update on my condition .
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WonderfullySarcastic's picture

After a quick Google search

After a quick Google search to confirm a thought, I must say that there are too many reasons your eyes could hurt ;; omg.
BUUUT seems like an overlapping problem is dryness? And if your skin is also feeling dry, I would double-down on making sure you stay hydrated!
Not to mention if you're one of us unlucky people with allergies, too...

You probably are, and this may just be me 'preaching to the choir,' but you have a lot on your mind and I want to make sure that you are feeling as good as possible, you know?

Fly, my heart hurts to know that you're discomforted :c
Hopefully the eye drops just take a while to kick in (some meds do :\) and hope you start feeling all better for good!
#1354
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Flyleaf's picture

Thank you for your kindness !

Thank you for your kindness ! ♥
I thought too it could be dryness but o got some special eyedrops
Have them since 5 days now.
Doesn't really help ...i am afraid it could be a more dangerous thing
...almost a month now ...
My eye doc said it could be allergic ...but antiallergic drops don't help much ...too...
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Vala 's picture

How are you Fly-bro??

How are you Fly-bro??
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

Flyleaf's picture

Still some pain in my eye

Still some pain in my eye !
Can't sleep vety well either ...
Hope you are much better than i Smiling
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Vala 's picture

Wish you a healthy and

Wish you a healthy and beautiful weekend <3
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

Flyleaf's picture

Thank you !! Sadly got an

Thank you !!
Sadly got an infection again , took some antibiotiks .
Feeling very tired and depressed ...
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Hautakumpu's picture

Thinking of you and sending

Thinking of you and sending strength and love! <3
Flyleaf's picture

&hearts;&hearts;

♥♥
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Dampir's picture

&hearts;&hearts;&hearts;&hear

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ *hugs* ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Flyleaf's picture

Thank youuuuuuu , my Friend

Laughing out loud Thank youuuuuuu , my Friend !!
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Urschanabi's picture

Poor Fly, get well soon!

Poor Fly, get well soon!
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Flyleaf's picture

Hugs

Hugs Smiling
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Uitleger's picture

A weekend blast of power to

A weekend blast of power to you, Fly. How have you been?
Flyleaf's picture

Thank you &hearts;..but i am

Thank you ♥..but i am not feeling better ...
So tired of being sick ...nothing has changed
Still the same symptoms ... Puzzled
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tossercook's picture

Hoping you're feeling better,

Hoping you're feeling better, if not now then hopefully soon. Sending positive vibes <3

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Kaoori's picture

Thinking of you &hearts;

Thinking of you ♥
Flyleaf's picture

Update ....

Update ....
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kiwara's picture

I spent a while trying to

I spent a while trying to find the right words to say here but all I can think is 'this sucks for you'. And it does. I don't check this place much anymore, but whenever I pop in I check in to see how you're doing. I think of you as a pillar in the community Fly, even if we don't talk. ♥ Hoping the best for you.
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Urschanabi's picture

Oh no, Fly! Please hold on

Oh no, Fly! Please hold on and don't lose hope, the forest needs you.

Sending you as much power and energy as I have.
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HeartClock's picture

It's not because I don't

It's not because I don't reply often here that I don't care.

If you won't survive because health problems will kill you, that's at least acceptable because life can be cruel and suck sometimes.

However, I will NOT give up on you. There is still a chance that you will still be alive and that all of this nightmare will be over! I believe you can make it, if you just believe too! Don't give up just because you may die! Remain positive! Think about when it will be over and you will finally be able to enjoy life again!

Don't let life put you down, you will get through this stronger! You will think back to this day and tell yourself "Man, I'm so glad and lucky to have survived!"

I refuse to give up on you now when you're still alive with a chance of survival!

I'm not sure if my words will actually be that powerful, but the only thing I can do other than that would be to give a ton of hugs so... HUGS!

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Starling's picture

Flyleaf, please stay strong.

Flyleaf, please stay strong. There are many, many people here who love you. Please stay strong for us.

im sorry you're having to

im sorry you're having to deal with such hardships ;; thinking of you, fly ♥ and praying for a speedy recovery

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Hautakumpu's picture

Flyleaf, don't give up now!

Flyleaf, don't give up now! You have came so far now, please stay strong and fight! you can survive from this, sharing all the support and love for you, stay strong!<3
LostintheEcho's picture

Fly, it might seem like a

Fly, it might seem like a good idea to take the ‘easy’ way out, but please, I urge you to keep fighting. Not for the sake of the community, but for yourself.

We cannot fathom the pain you’ve undoubtedly experienced throughout this journey, but we have been with you every step of the way, even if we don’t voice it all the time. You are an incredibly strong person, and you have touched the hearts of many.

If there is any shred of hope, cling to it. I believe in you. This community believes in you. ♥
Sigi by Wake

Flyleaf's picture

Thank you for all the love ,

Thank you for all the love , guys !
Did not knew i was such a great part in the commumity .
You are all so incredible ...
But it is so hard and i am weak ...and so is my mind ...
Loooooveeee you all !!

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It`s not only about being a

It`s not only about being a great part of the community. It`s about being the same, we`re humans
Love you
Sybilline's picture

I've just read this update

I've just read this update now and I am shocked.. I often think that my life is horrible because I suffer from mental health problems, but then I come here and see you. Fighting a real fight, a fight for your life.. over and over again. And then I think of how incredibly strong you are, despite everything you've gone through. Fly, you are the person everyone should look up to. I want to say that I still believe you will survive this, and that all of this will just be a distant bad memory one day. It's not over until you decide it is. Stay strong, we all believe in you ❤
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Pegasicorn's picture

*squishes* =c

*squishes* =c
Wyldflower's picture

When I first joined this

When I first joined this community Fly was one of the first characters I had the opportunity to meet. I’d been scared to approach anyone then you came right up to me, it’s still one of my favourite memories in the forest. Your willingness to invite me over and show me how friendly the community could be is one of the reasons I continued to play when I was beginning to think a new player such as myself wouldn’t really be welcome. I even still have a screenshot from then:


Even a tiny little interaction like that I’m still grateful for and I thought I'd share it to show how much you mean to me as an individual. You mean more than a lot to this community and always will, please remember that when you begin to doubt yourself. If you muster up the energy once more to find a little bit of hope and all that strength you've shown along the way, please hang on to it. Wishing you the best and keeping you in my thoughts as always ♥

By Draak
Flyleaf's picture

Oh tama ...didn't know you

Oh tama ...didn't know you had pronblems too Sad
Hugs tightly !!
And everyone wii get hugs im a big gathering .
Lets assume i lost the fight ...i would like the forst would do BIG gathrering ..and a wild crazy party for Fly's memory .
Hope Fly will be rembered



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HeartClock's picture

We will do if you do lose the

We will do if you do lose the fight!

And even for old time's sake, I would bring back Kamaya for this particular day, just for both of you, even though I have decided to stop playing her.
Sig by Lathyrus. ♥
Starling's picture

You won't lose this fight.

You won't lose this fight.
Spider's picture

Stay strong, Fly. We're all

Stay strong, Fly. We're all thinking of you. <3
Xecil's picture

stay strong! fight it, and

stay strong! fight it, and win it!
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