* Flyleaf * Bio ! Wip ( After all this time ) ..Update on the 3th of july ...

Flyleaf's picture
This will be a Wip ( Very slow )

In hospital again ....
My stomath is blocked ....
Don't know if i will survive this time ...we will see .
So ....goodbey to all of you ...still i'm able to .
Got even suicide ideas .....
It was good to know this place and you all .

Scan result was absolutely positive news ....no active cancercells there ....for now .
Further treatment could be chirurgical ....we will see .

Currently listening to :

. LACEY STURM ( Formerly Flyleaf lead singer !! ) Yess , she performs again and even is touring right now !)
Her album ( Life Screams ) is AWESOME , her voice ....I am in love !!!
FLYLEAF is Reborn !!

. Evanescence
. A Perfect Circle
. Ghost
. Paramore
. Bullet For My Valentine

Have to revamp this dusty Bio , especially my Friendslist ...so many have disappeared Sad
And there are many new ones Smiling

Name : Flyleaf
Gender : Male
Age : He wants to be young forever
Appearance : ( For Now )

There is a fire within her eyes
Blinding my senses
(Now I am searching)
For what's beyond the flames

Skype ( Not all time in use and new to it ) :
Drop me a note here if you add me !

Currently listening to
.Lacuna Coil
.Asking Alexandria
.Killswitch Engage
.Escape the Fate

Made By Assiraya

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Gift by Pegasicorn !

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Gift from Vanilliana !

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Art made by Kaori !

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Made by Holymaria !

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Art by Huskylove !

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Made by Tamabird !

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Gift by Tamabird !

SnowDay By StarFox ! ( Feeaturing Vala , Cu and Fly )
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Gift from Curusant !
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Awesome friends draw by Jennie !
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Jennie and Fly , by Jennie !
Gift from Jennie

Chibi by Starling ( Cu,Vala,Fly)
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Valentine Chibi Jennie and Fly made by Kaori !

Made by Silensia !
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Gift2 from Silensia ! Aren't we adorable !
Made by Kikinkacze !
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Jennie , Vala and Fly derping around , made by Jennie !
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Art by Mismatched !

Art by Brownlupine !

Art by Niriya !

Art by Narina !
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Art by BlueOrchid !

Art by Jennipher !

Rumen and Fly by sweet Amazegenalo !

Dampir and Fly ...Brothers !! Art By Dampir !

Bu,Ru and Fly by Butterbrot !

Art by Wildpferd555

Art By Butterbrot !!
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Art by Unplugged !
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Vala and Fly made by Fairyclock !
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Good Buddies by Asirraya !
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Art by Sannosuke !

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Lem and Fly !
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Art by Uitleger !

It's so cold down here ..alone !
I'll meet you at the Bottom
The waves can wash away all the scars you bear
See you at the Bottom !

I want something Good to Die for , to make it Beautiful to Live !

You are Born alone , you Die alone ....The Rest is yours to fill the Gap !

Thoughts : Good rest with very good friends !!



His Friends ( Could die for them )
Fawns ( He really likes all this foolish little ones )
Dancing and sillyness ( But he likes to rest with his friends too )
Making new Friends
Keeping lonely deer company
Likes when someone is sitting with him and watching the forest


Fighting ( He will defend his friends !! )
Deer who are attacking fawns !
Deer who are ignoring other deer on purpose

Little Family Prancing together

Art by Dampir ...Thanks Bro !




Foxbrow , Vala

Uncle of


Adopted Daughter


They are in my Heart ( Alphabethical order )
Adolf,. ( Ayra )
AlisianRose ( Alisa )
Amazegenalo ( Rumen )
Angelwings ( Gruffen , Godess )
Anogelia ( Anlez ; Anogelia )
Apoida ( Moss )
Aquilo ( Cassiopeia )
Arthemissa ( Alkyone )
AutumnPhoenix ( Autumn )
Axessa ( Mora )
Brawnie045 ( Nireda )
Butterbrot ( Bu )
Chudamani ( Jewel )
Dampir ( Brother )
Dragon 919 ( Astrale )
Deeruniverse ( Spartak )
Emslee007 ( Josephine )
Eledhwen22 (Cedrelÿa )
Eternalwanderer ( Lilly ) ( Missing ! )
Garin ( The " Moon over X deer or Mysterious deer" )
Gurgelin ( Bloo ) (Was here today 10.05 ) ( Missing ! )
Halfbaket ( Botan )
Holymaria ( Kio )
Jackstrauss ( Heinrich )
Jennie ( Jennie , Calder )
KeepsPeeps ( Su-mi )
Kenryoku ( Xylon )
Kikistar2 ( Angel , Circe , Veil )
KitsuneSakura ( Mina )
Kitty08 ( Sokonei ..Missing)
3linmaya ( Donut ) ( Missing ! )
Lonhro ( Missing )
Melajnah ( Unik )
Moon_Blaggy ( Rachel )
Natille.koks ( Domino...like a Brother, Drop )
Nimariel ( Miszka )
Nirwana ( Yuj )
Nopje ( Waarhijd )
ObafO ( Nemesis )
Okamilugia ( Riza )
Ourania ( Ourania )
Pink ( Cu )
PLK217 ( Foxbrow , Silun )
Rice ( Missing )
Rikkachan ( Aniu )
Samael ( Kian )
Seed ( Rene )
Selene38 ( Sira ) ( Missing )
Schutzgeist ( Lucy )
Silensia ( Aranyani )
Smiley 66 ( Big Bunny)
Sobeknofru ( Honigmund Habasi )
Solaya ( Missing ! )
Starfox ( Kettu )
Kamino ( Federweber )
TmA ( Moon )
Fang 1014 ( Aris , Ethan , Garth )
Tikwid ( Missing )
Tullow ( Tullow , Alone )
Lady "Vala" ( Sister )
Wildpferd555 ( Sirius )
Wingeddeer ( Phobos , Donnovan )
Wiana ( Ozzie )
Wocio ( Fangorn )
Xemi ( Crucio ) ; ( Flammel ; the guardian )
Ya-Lera ( Ral'F )
Zeke ( Missing ! )
Zeeki ( Nerri ) ( Missing )
Zikos ( Siryah ) ( Missing ! )

Forgive me if i forgot someone ( Tell me if i did )

Missed Friends ( But not forgotten )

Annefleur87 ( Amy )
She was my first friend here
Kenryoku ( Xylon )

Made by Amazegenalo ...Rumen resting with Herz !! Little Familly by Amazegenalo !

Made by Meadow !

Art by AliceV !
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Cu , Vala and Fly by Kamaya !
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Art by Mozdog !
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Art by Tigerart27 !
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Art by MooMoodeerMoo !

Echosong's picture

♥ We’re here for you

We’re here for you Fly. Keep fighting, you can do it ♥
Hraeth's picture

Hang in there, Fly

Hang in there, Fly
Qanat's picture

Keep going Fly! fighting for

Keep going Fly! fighting for so long is really hard, and i can't imagine how exhausted you are but it isn't over, until it's over.
of course you and fly would be remembered if the worst happened, and we'd party hard for you.

;; BUT KEEP TRYING YOUR BEST TO COME BACK SOON, and don't give up yet. i think everyone should have a party with you when you come back from the hospital!
LowLights's picture

Stay strong, Flyleaf!! We all

Stay strong, Flyleaf!!
We all are rooting for you and know you'll make it through. I practically grew up with having you in the community, there's no way you're leaving just yet. May love and light be with you. ❤
ratt's picture

You're in my thoughts. We'll

You're in my thoughts. We'll be waiting for you to come back. ♥
0baf0's picture

You can win this fight. You

You can win this fight. You won it before. Please, stay strong. You are in my thoughts. ♥
Icon - ahimsa.Signature - Qanat. ♥
WonderfullySarcastic's picture

Fly.. Fly, no. You can't not

Fly.. Fly, no. You can't not survive.
You have to come back. Ok?
Come back to us. Alright?
We love you, Fly.
Another fight, ok? Another fight to win, ok?
You can beat this.
We all believe in you, Fly. With all our heart.

Fly, you are so, so loved.

Fly, you are so, so loved. Always remember that and always know that we'll always be here for you. I have so many great memories of seeing you in the Forest greeting and playing with the new fawns.

No matter what you choose to do, please I recommend listening to July Skies. They're one of my favorite bands and their songs almost always have a really calming effect on me, no matter how bad my anxiety or mood is.

Love you, Fly. If I could take on some of your pain, I would.
Kaoori's picture

I too often feel lost fly,

I too often feel lost fly, and I can't imagine the battle you're fighting now. But please don't give up, you're so very loved all over, not just here, but i'm sure many places. I know it's got to be hard.

We want to celebrate with you when you return, not when you're gone.

Sending you much love and light. My words are not strong, but I hope what's in my heart is and it gets to you. We all stand with you! Take strength from us!

Don't give up. It's not over

Don't give up. It's not over till it's over, ok? You live or die trying. It's ok if you can't be here, we all understand and just want to see you get better, knowing you will return when you can. You have shed a much bigger light on this community than the one you see. You are friends with everyone across the board. In a sense, you actually unify us, even those of us who don't get along. You and a precious few others are just like that, and we need to see more of that. It takes a special kind of person to be able to do that.

So fight, Fly. Not just for us, but most importantly yourself. There's still so much to see and enjoy. I pray/hope the cancer stays at bay, and that this other issue is resolved without anything else getting worse.
wormwoods's picture

Hang in there, Fly. You're an

Hang in there, Fly. You're an awesome part of this community and we're all rooting for you.

Formerly ocean.
Mahj's picture

Thinking deeply of you.

Thinking deeply of you.
Keyblade's picture

My thoughts and prayers go

My thoughts and prayers go out to you, Fly. You have been an amazing part of this community and it definitely wouldn't be the same without you here. Keep up the fight! I know things are difficult and I cannot begin to fathom the journey you've been on, but know that you have people here who love and support you! Hoping to hear good news soon! ♥
Aquilo's picture

Flyleaf, you are a treasure

Flyleaf, you are a treasure and such an amazing member of this community. Please please please keep fighting so we can party when you get home, okay? I can't imagine the pain you're going through. Just know that we care so much for you and you're so loved and wanted by us all. We're all cheering for you!

You are a special friend to me and to everyone here. I'm gonna send you ALL the strength and love!! ♥ We believe in you!!

kseniamokhova's picture

I want to write a couple of

I want to write a couple of lines for you. I missed a lot of time to get to know you and fly, it's rare when I see you.
Cross one's fingers, hoping for a better outcome for you.
I believe.
Salome.'s picture

We're all thinking of you

We're all thinking of you ♥

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Hi Fly ♥ I saw this

Hi Fly ♥ I saw this and it almost made me cry, I hope you're doing okey! Remember the the old days (LOL) when we used to play? I miss those times so much!! Please take care and be strong for yourself! You mean so much to me and to everyone here, we love you so much. You had such a positive influense when i used to play. <3 Don't give up!
riddledrhyme's picture

My thoughts and prayers are

My thoughts and prayers are with you ♥
OshiBoo's picture

Dont give up Fly! This place

Dont give up Fly! This place would never be the same without you here. ♥
Sending you good vibes and wishes for a speedy recovery.

We're all rooting for you,

We're all rooting for you, Fly! ♥ !!
Ourania's picture

Hey Flyleaf!!

Hey Flyleaf!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 It's been a long time since I've been here. Pega has kept me up to date on you and she told me yesterday you were not doing well. I was completely shocked and saddened to hear this. You are one of the nicest people I've met on the internet. You went out of your way to make sure the people here were not alone, felt welcomed and had someone to show them the ropes. Your presence in the forest is always such a joy to everyone. I'll never forget you, Vala, Oura and whoever else wanted to join running around like crazy deer and having a blast. Even on the tough days, you welcomed anyone's company and we were always happy to try and cheer you up or just be there. Thank you so much for being a friend to all of us. I hope and pray that you recover from this and can join us in the forest again. I know it must be hard but think about all the love and positivity of your friends to help you through this. We're here for you just like you've been there for us. Stay strong and keep us updated <3 <3 <3 <3
Silverfang's picture

You're in my thoughts and

You're in my thoughts and prayers, Fly. Believe in you, and sending soso much love and strength your way. ♥
snow's picture

I can't even imagine the pain

I can't even imagine the pain and struggle you are going through, but please hang in there, Fly. I believe in you ♥
tossercook's picture

Praying for you, please come

Praying for you, please come back to us

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Flyleaf's picture

Thank you all !!!! Love

Thank you all Exclaim!!!!
Love youuuuu
Avatar @ Sluggs Siggy @ Amazegenalo
Bouncing Fly by Mary13
WonderfullySarcastic's picture


fLYYYYYYYY!!!! ; A ;
Fincayra's picture

We're here for you, Fly

We're here for you, Fly
Calinka's picture

We never actually spoke, but

We never actually spoke, but you're in my thoughts. Hang in there.
Unplugged's picture

haven't been on the community

haven't been on the community in a while but I heard about this... ben and I believe in you Fly. Others have expressed it better than I could, but you're such a strong person and know that the community always got your back. Sending my thoughts ♥
Hiirnenn's picture

Thinking od you, dear Fly

Thinking od you, dear Fly <3
Signature by my sister =)
Aivilo's picture

I refuse to believe the

I refuse to believe the Forest can exist without a Flyleaf. There would be an unfillable hole in it if you were gone.
Jayternator's picture

Fly, I haven't been checking


I haven't been checking on the community a lot lately, but today I got a message from a friend saying that there's a gathering happening for you.

I know I'm just gonna repeat the people above me now (who took the words right out of my mouth and put them so much better than I could ever have), but please, don't give up. You're so incredibly strong for having gone through this all, and you're still here. You can't back down now. You know, I wouldn't normally want to mention this kinda thing publicly, but there was a point in my life when I didn't want to exist anymore, when I felt it was just about it for me. And as unbeatable and hopeless as it felt then, I'm so happy I didn't let it win now. Listen, you're so much stronger than me. So incredibly much. I can't even begin to describe how tough it all must've been for you, yet you managed it. As someone said above, it's not over until it is. Don't give up, dear. You're not allowed to give up. You're an awesome person, always there to cheer people up and keep them company, a real gem of this community, and you're so strong for having gone though all of this. I most sincerely hope you'll recover and all this shit will be but a distant memory one day.

Fight on, for the sake of this amazing person that you are. We're all with you. The community loves you. We all do. ♥

I was out of town for the

I was out of town for the week and so I'm just now seeing the latest update.

I just want to add my love and support. I haven't said much lately, but I have been checking this blog frequently.

I have no doubt we'll see Fly in the forest again one day, and I look forward to that day. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Flyleaf's picture

Oh , you are REAL FRIENDS

Oh , you are REAL FRIENDS !!♥
Still in hospital and i still don't know what will happen next ...
No real answers now ...
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Vala 's picture

Never give up friend ...Hugs

Never give up friend ...Hugs for you and wish you all the best
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

olenanet's picture

Never give up! Fight for this

Never give up! Fight for this life!

We all pray for you. Looking forward to your return, friend <3
Pink's picture

Hey Fly, that are really bad

Hey Fly, that are really bad news (for me). try to fight, try to be strong! I know it is hard to do and I really would help if I can. but some "fights" do you have to do alone. so I hope you will be strong enough for this fight. I reach you my hand in an symbolic way for some help. and my thoughts are with you!
this community will not be the same without you and I would/could not accept a TEF without a Fly!!!!
so, please god or whoever - do everything, that we got back our Fly, best buddy you can have!
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Yngve's picture

Keep fighting, Fly! We are

Keep fighting, Fly! We are all praying for you! <3

Discord: theGoatinator #2610

cloudandis's picture

Please recover. We all

Please recover.
We all appreciate you dearly.
Sabel, Sam

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Aquilo's picture

We're cheering for you, Fly!

We're cheering for you, Fly! ♥

Flyleaf's picture

I would like to recover so

I would like to recover so much ...but i have the feeling the docs are hiding from me ...no questions really answered .
Maybe there will be more next week .
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Bouncing Fly by Mary13
Qanat's picture

don't worry fly! sometimes

don't worry fly! Sad sometimes it takes doctors a while to figure out what's going on, but they'll be honest with you and tell you when they know

keep fighting, but also get a lot of rest! sleep is really important when you're healing
cloudandis's picture

You can recover. And you've

You can recover. And you've got a whole lot of people waiting for you when you come back.

We appreciate you and we believe that you can do this, that you can win this fight.
Sabel, Sam

Image © Alhnna

I hope you get better and

I hope you get better and don't think about the bad stuff maybe when you get out of the hospital you can get help and support from your friends or family who know how to deal with this kind of stuff( mental hospitals work too. well not ones where you go if your insane but ones that help you with depression or stuff like that.) but please take good care of yourself and think positive thoughts or talk to a friend about this. we all care about you and we wish you the best for your recovery
CydaLuva83's picture

The forest is with you

The forest is with you
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Flyleaf's picture

They'll take a look in my

They'll take a look in my stomach today ...
I am so nerveous ...
Love you , guys !
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Bouncing Fly by Mary13
Uitleger's picture

With you all the way.

With you all the way.
Vala 's picture

Power is coming your way !

Power is coming your way !
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

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Starling's picture

Will be thinking of you.

Will be thinking of you. <3