* Flyleaf * Bio ! Wip ( After all this time ) ..Update on the 3th of july ...

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This will be a Wip ( Very slow )

In hospital again ....
My stomath is blocked ....
Don't know if i will survive this time ...we will see .
So ....goodbey to all of you ...still i'm able to .
Got even suicide ideas .....
It was good to know this place and you all .

Scan result was absolutely positive news ....no active cancercells there ....for now .
Further treatment could be chirurgical ....we will see .

Currently listening to :

. LACEY STURM ( Formerly Flyleaf lead singer !! ) Yess , she performs again and even is touring right now !)
Her album ( Life Screams ) is AWESOME , her voice ....I am in love !!!
FLYLEAF is Reborn !!

. Evanescence
. A Perfect Circle
. Ghost
. Paramore
. Bullet For My Valentine

Have to revamp this dusty Bio , especially my Friendslist ...so many have disappeared Sad
And there are many new ones Smiling

Name : Flyleaf
Gender : Male
Age : He wants to be young forever
Appearance : ( For Now )

There is a fire within her eyes
Blinding my senses
(Now I am searching)
For what's beyond the flames

Skype ( Not all time in use and new to it ) :
Drop me a note here if you add me !

Currently listening to
.Lacuna Coil
.Asking Alexandria
.Killswitch Engage
.Escape the Fate

Made By Assiraya

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Gift by Pegasicorn !

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Gift from Vanilliana !

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Art made by Kaori !

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Made by Holymaria !

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Art by Huskylove !

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Made by Tamabird !

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Gift by Tamabird !

SnowDay By StarFox ! ( Feeaturing Vala , Cu and Fly )
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Gift from Curusant !
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Awesome friends draw by Jennie !
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Jennie and Fly , by Jennie !
Gift from Jennie

Chibi by Starling ( Cu,Vala,Fly)
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Valentine Chibi Jennie and Fly made by Kaori !

Made by Silensia !
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Gift2 from Silensia ! Aren't we adorable !
Made by Kikinkacze !
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Jennie , Vala and Fly derping around , made by Jennie !
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Art by Mismatched !

Art by Brownlupine !

Art by Niriya !

Art by Narina !
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Art by BlueOrchid !

Art by Jennipher !

Rumen and Fly by sweet Amazegenalo !

Dampir and Fly ...Brothers !! Art By Dampir !

Bu,Ru and Fly by Butterbrot !

Art by Wildpferd555

Art By Butterbrot !!
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Art by Unplugged !
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Vala and Fly made by Fairyclock !
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Good Buddies by Asirraya !
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Art by Sannosuke !

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Lem and Fly !
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Art by Uitleger !

It's so cold down here ..alone !
I'll meet you at the Bottom
The waves can wash away all the scars you bear
See you at the Bottom !

I want something Good to Die for , to make it Beautiful to Live !

You are Born alone , you Die alone ....The Rest is yours to fill the Gap !

Thoughts : Good rest with very good friends !!



His Friends ( Could die for them )
Fawns ( He really likes all this foolish little ones )
Dancing and sillyness ( But he likes to rest with his friends too )
Making new Friends
Keeping lonely deer company
Likes when someone is sitting with him and watching the forest


Fighting ( He will defend his friends !! )
Deer who are attacking fawns !
Deer who are ignoring other deer on purpose

Little Family Prancing together

Art by Dampir ...Thanks Bro !




Foxbrow , Vala

Uncle of


Adopted Daughter


They are in my Heart ( Alphabethical order )
Adolf,. ( Ayra )
AlisianRose ( Alisa )
Amazegenalo ( Rumen )
Angelwings ( Gruffen , Godess )
Anogelia ( Anlez ; Anogelia )
Apoida ( Moss )
Aquilo ( Cassiopeia )
Arthemissa ( Alkyone )
AutumnPhoenix ( Autumn )
Axessa ( Mora )
Brawnie045 ( Nireda )
Butterbrot ( Bu )
Chudamani ( Jewel )
Dampir ( Brother )
Dragon 919 ( Astrale )
Deeruniverse ( Spartak )
Emslee007 ( Josephine )
Eledhwen22 (Cedrelÿa )
Eternalwanderer ( Lilly ) ( Missing ! )
Garin ( The " Moon over X deer or Mysterious deer" )
Gurgelin ( Bloo ) (Was here today 10.05 ) ( Missing ! )
Halfbaket ( Botan )
Holymaria ( Kio )
Jackstrauss ( Heinrich )
Jennie ( Jennie , Calder )
KeepsPeeps ( Su-mi )
Kenryoku ( Xylon )
Kikistar2 ( Angel , Circe , Veil )
KitsuneSakura ( Mina )
Kitty08 ( Sokonei ..Missing)
3linmaya ( Donut ) ( Missing ! )
Lonhro ( Missing )
Melajnah ( Unik )
Moon_Blaggy ( Rachel )
Natille.koks ( Domino...like a Brother, Drop )
Nimariel ( Miszka )
Nirwana ( Yuj )
Nopje ( Waarhijd )
ObafO ( Nemesis )
Okamilugia ( Riza )
Ourania ( Ourania )
Pink ( Cu )
PLK217 ( Foxbrow , Silun )
Rice ( Missing )
Rikkachan ( Aniu )
Samael ( Kian )
Seed ( Rene )
Selene38 ( Sira ) ( Missing )
Schutzgeist ( Lucy )
Silensia ( Aranyani )
Smiley 66 ( Big Bunny)
Sobeknofru ( Honigmund Habasi )
Solaya ( Missing ! )
Starfox ( Kettu )
Kamino ( Federweber )
TmA ( Moon )
Fang 1014 ( Aris , Ethan , Garth )
Tikwid ( Missing )
Tullow ( Tullow , Alone )
Lady "Vala" ( Sister )
Wildpferd555 ( Sirius )
Wingeddeer ( Phobos , Donnovan )
Wiana ( Ozzie )
Wocio ( Fangorn )
Xemi ( Crucio ) ; ( Flammel ; the guardian )
Ya-Lera ( Ral'F )
Zeke ( Missing ! )
Zeeki ( Nerri ) ( Missing )
Zikos ( Siryah ) ( Missing ! )

Forgive me if i forgot someone ( Tell me if i did )

Missed Friends ( But not forgotten )

Annefleur87 ( Amy )
She was my first friend here
Kenryoku ( Xylon )

Made by Amazegenalo ...Rumen resting with Herz !! Little Familly by Amazegenalo !

Made by Meadow !

Art by AliceV !
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Cu , Vala and Fly by Kamaya !
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Art by Mozdog !
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Art by Tigerart27 !
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Art by MooMoodeerMoo !

Dampir's picture

Oh my dear Fly. If all our

Oh my dear Fly. If all our kind words and thoughts could heal...you were healthy long time ago. I wish we had this power. I wish we could support you more, to hold your hand, to rearrange your pillow, to give you a glass of water etc. Can you imagine all these people changing every hour to make sure you are fine? Watching over you while you sleep? Quite a big crowd heh But it actually happens in our minds, I believe. Please stay strong. We need you. This world needs people like you, can't lose one. Too precious. ♥
Flyleaf's picture

Little update .... The docs

Little update ....
The docs have to dilatate the duodenum ...
A few times ...not sure if this will work ....they say .
Or i can never eat normally ...
They have to put a tube through the skin in my belly .....
No eating normal forever .....??
Still so many questions not not answered ....

Avatar @ Sluggs Siggy @ Amazegenalo
Bouncing Fly by Mary13
Vala 's picture

Try to be confident ...I know

Try to be confident ...I know this is drama but you are bave and strong ...Hugs
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

Dampir's picture

I hope they finally find a

I hope they finally find a way to help you and your nightmare will end ♥
Flyleaf's picture

Hi guys !! I.got my second

Hi guys !!
I.got my second dilatation of the duodeum tomorrow the 20th
tomorrow ....they don't know how the result will be ...not so optimistic .Sending lots of love to everyone ..
You are awesome poeople(deer) Smiling
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In's picture

Take soft calm breaths and

Take soft calm breaths and give yourself a rest before the big day. I`ll be with you
Qanat's picture


KEEP STRONG FLY. that's really rough and it sucks you're running into more issues.
But it's good that there are solutions and treatments for it!

even if worse comes to worst, if the main and only issue is dilating because food isn't passing, like you said there are other options. and they might not be the most desired options but they're options!
we had a family friend who used a feeding tube and their quality of life was still fantastic

but you don't know if you'll even need that anyway, so for now keep positive and see how things go. we're all rooting for you!

Sending you all my love and

Sending you all my love and best wishes. Stay strong, you'll get through this Fly <3
Uitleger's picture

This solution got the least

This solution got the least side effects, a good start. Things going well after that, the tube should be temporary.
Rooting damn hard for this to work. Stay strong, brother.
Ourania's picture

I'll be thinking about you

I'll be thinking about you today. Praying hard for you and the doctors/nurses that they'll know what to do. Stay strong, friend <3
HB's picture

Keeping you in my thoughts

Keeping you in my thoughts and sending you all the good wishes ♥ You can beat this, Fly.

and if your super nervous

and if your super nervous about stuff go and watch some asmr videos those always help people with stuff
plus you get little tingles from watching them too(I am actuly immune to asmr tingles unless I see a movie with a really good scene or has good music then I will get the tingles but I really do not watch asmr unless its someone else reacting to it.) anyway hope you feel better fly!
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Vala 's picture

How are you today Fly-bro?

How are you today Fly-bro?
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

Heldoryn's picture

Wishing you healing energies,

Wishing you healing energies, Fly <3

Starling's picture

Not been able to reach the

Not been able to reach the forest much lately, but I'm always thinking of you.
Vala 's picture

25 july...And no answers ,

25 july...And no answers , hope you are doing well <3
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

Starling's picture

Same. Been worrying about

Same. Been worrying about you... Hope all is alright.

Heyy,how are you?...

Heyy,how are you?...
Vala 's picture

Just say hi ..Please

Just say hi ..Please <3
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

Kaoori's picture

Thinking of you Fly.. pop in

Thinking of you Fly.. pop in when you can. We're all thinking of you.

just wanted to say I've been

just wanted to say I've been thinking about you a lot

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<3 <3
Vala 's picture

Fly-bro..Why no answers...

Fly-bro..Why no answers...Sad
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

Starling's picture

Maybe he is still

Maybe he is still recovering... It has been over a week though, now...
Does anyone know much about the procedure? : (

It depends on which technique

It depends on which technique they use where he is. It's possible it was worse than they thought and had to be more intrusive than initially expected. And with how weak he has been, there's a chance he ended up in critical care afterwards. All we can do is hope and wait. Sad
Starling's picture

Ah okay... We are all sending

Ah okay... We are all sending our love to you Flyleaf.
Aivilo's picture

Thinking of you &hearts;

Thinking of you ♥
Uitleger's picture

Waiting and sending strength.

Waiting and sending strength.

maybe they transferred him to

maybe they transferred him to a different hospital? idk I hope he gets better soon.
Vala 's picture

Sunday-power is coming your

Sunday-power is coming your way <3.We are all waiting for you!
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

In's picture

I join forces with Vala. Be

I join forces with Vala. Be safe, Fly... we are waiting for you
Vessan's picture

Sending over some love and

Sending over some love and strenght.
Wyldflower's picture

Hoping and praying for you

Hoping and praying for you Fly, please come back safe ♥

By Draak
ShrinkingRose's picture

Thank you for being here for

Thank you for being here for us all these years, now we're here for you.
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Icon - ahimsa.Signature - Qanat. ♥
Solaya's picture

Oh my God... I've been away

Oh my God... I've been away for like 4 months and I just learnt about your state... I hope everything will be okay, I'm thinking of you ! ♥

Also very stressed out about the fact there's no news since many days... I hope you're '' fine ''...

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Sybilline's picture

Please be okay.. you are in

Please be okay.. you are in my thoughts ❤
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Kaoori's picture

love and light your way.

love and light your way.
tossercook's picture

Sending prayers to you

Sending prayers to you <3 I hope you're okay

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I hope people it's as

I hope people it's as beautiful a day for you as it is for me, Fly <3 Thinking of you each and every day.
Zeekii's picture

Praying that you are well,

Praying that you are well, Fly ♥

Sending good thoughts. I hope

Sending good thoughts. I hope you are ok <3
Vala 's picture

This must stay on the first

This must stay on the first page ..We are waiting for some news friend ..
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

Jayternator's picture

Thinking of you, dear.

Thinking of you, dear. ♥
Aivilo's picture


Kaoori's picture

hoping for news soon..

hoping for news soon..
crabbycrown's picture

I send my payers

I send my payers <3


Uitleger's picture

Sending power, recover well.

Sending power, recover well.
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